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What if?

by kupo95 4/19/2016

written by kupo95

I am sitting here wondering if I cut again what will they do If they see and I told them the fact i did it on purpose…or if I try to kill myself and I fail what on earth will they do?

Before me husband threaten to to tell my dad and brother but he not talking to my family but have to live with his . I really dont give two flying fucks if he tells his parents I would love to see there recations.

they talk about it….it would look bad on there part becuse every one we know ..knows im not like that or […]

4/19/2016 4 comments

I can’t do it any more

by brakaree_goes_bye_bye 4/18/2016

written by brakaree_goes_bye_bye

I don’t want to hurt your feelings, but I just don’t love any of you any more. I say that I do, and sometimes I feel an echo inside of the feeling that used to be signified by those words. But I don’t love you any more. I go through the motions, and I say the right bits of dialogue. But inside I’m empty and lonely and tired.

The road stretching ahead is more of the same emptiness. There’s no place I want to travel to, nothing I want to do, no one I want to see. I’m tired of movies, tired of books, tired of the […]

4/18/2016 3 comments

Emotional And Financial Leeches

by HakunaMatata 4/18/2016

written by HakunaMatata

Malicious neighbour who always try to put us down and got away with their petty revenge in the past threaten to sue my family over our car Back Up Alarm. They mock and taunt us that my family can get a heavy fine, arrested, and owe them compensation money in return. The worst case scenario is that we live in between them and their in-law family down the street who kids are just as bad. They are like ping pong balls bouncing back and forth leaving the mess behind on our driveway.

Basically, they have been openly overconfident and obnoxious ever since they snapped […]

4/18/2016 0 comment

Do you guys ever…

by claritee 4/18/2016

written by claritee

Ok, so I realized that I’ve been doing something weird. I’ll find myself laughing or smiling about something, and then I’ll focus on it and feel bad about laughing or smiling… then I immediately think of stuff that makes me depressed and I shift right back into my depression. It’s like… I refuse to allow myself to feel any kind of happiness.

I don’t know what this is… It’s like I’m punishing myself. I don’t understand what I’m doing to myself.

Does anyone else do this?

4/18/2016 7 comments

OH SUPER SANDRA

by kupo95 4/16/2016

written by kupo95

Extremely long rant sorry ….

Oh im sorry great and all power full Sandra I dishonored you. !!!! Have I fail you I have not gave you grandchildren because “I wanted to get my financial right” her words .FUCK ME its was not i was 18 year old newly wed I wanted my own home …You know if I had a bed that did not come out of the wall. And well you know not living with you in small apt with you if I have sex no fucking will hear me the last thing I want right now is child . beacuse if you’s decided […]

4/16/2016 3 comments

Anxiety and depression

by J Doe 4/16/2016

written by J Doe

Hello. Lately I’ve been feeling low, but usually I’m worried about something. I have anxiety about a lot of things. What people think about me, my loneliness, my future, and of course the suicidal thoughts. I said in an earlier post that my grades were slipping, but usually I’m an A student. It hasn’t gotten that bad, but it isn’t getting any better. Pretty soon I’m going to have to send college apps and I don’t know how to explain that my depression, which no one knows about, has been ruining my chances into getting into my preferred college. Usually I have tiny panic attacks […]

4/16/2016 3 comments

Ok me want the perfume

by kupo95 4/16/2016

written by kupo95

I want it and I would use it in a mila sec …..I am absolutely emotionally confused ..numb sad hopless … .worthless….with constant fear of things my parents might do and how quickly I will use I that perfume if I had it .

I hate every one… my parents are playing good cop bad cop when there both psychos…inculeding my in laws my husband is still asleep sooo helpfull…(my mother just texted me do trust anyone )

Got it momma my life is […]

4/16/2016 4 comments

seppuku

by aspie 4/13/2016

written by aspie

I failed, I had one job to houner my parents.

I was harassed and molested growing up, Its a good thing Im bi so the scar isn’t as bad as it could be.

Mental health buracacy and CPS left me for dead, I think it was because of my family’s income bracket and long military background.

I could use a hug.

4/13/2016 11 comments

I hope everyone has been okay :)

by nicole123 4/13/2016

written by nicole123

Hey guys .. I haven’t been on since January or the beginning of February . I’ve been so busy with my job .

Let’s just say my life has dramatically changed in the past few months . I got a new job and have been making good money , and met a whole new set of friends . I never thought my life could change so quickly . I was doing really well but I feel like I’ve been slipping off into my depressed state again. But it’s not as bad as before.

I realized a lot about my self over the past few months . I’ve […]

4/13/2016 3 comments

why do we judge off of appearance?

by haileewantstobehappy 4/12/2016

written by haileewantstobehappy

I feel like a proper idiot posting this but I don’t know where else to ask this and I know I’m going to get judged for it no matter what but I’ve been having really bad insecurity issues with my physical appearance. I feel like it’s the reason no one likes me, people judge so solely off of looks sometimes, is this why I’m single? Because I’m unattractive? It just fucking sucks and I hate the idea of plastic surgery but it might be the only thing I can do. I know, there are bigger problems, but this one has been getting at me the […]

4/12/2016 16 comments

Simply no reason

by jjosephmm 4/12/2016

written by jjosephmm

So, I am being kicked out of my house at a bad point in time and honestly i do not see a very good future for me, and i guess ive given up, im about to be homeless and id rather kill myself than be homeless. Ive spent the past 2 hours looking up painless ways to doe, there arent really any which kinda sucks, i dont have a gun i might just get super high and cut my wrist up to my forearm. i hope i wont feel it too much, i wish i could just end it right now intantly, i would be […]

4/12/2016 14 comments

Nuclear stress bomb

by Alexther 4/11/2016

written by Alexther

I swear my head feels like the fucking bomb in Enola Gay…

I got buried in over my head in appointments, deadlines and the likes during these last few weeks.

Coupled with that never-ending nostalgia feeling, it gives me sudden sharp pains in my temples.

I was literally one step away from having a complete mental breakdown today. I woke up, and as soon as I noticed the dawning sun on the early morning sky, I started crying… Instantly. I bashed my head against the bed several times until I spent the only bit of energy I had at the moment and just stayed like that for a […]

4/11/2016 3 comments

Happy Kat

by LostKat 4/9/2016

written by LostKat

Its a very rare time when i am utterly full of happiness, but today is one of those days. Thank God.

This year I can only pick out about a handful of happy days and I’m so glad today is one of them. Im going to see my best friends today and have fun.

I dont really have a specific reason for making this post, I guess for myself. Left as a reminder that not all my days are bad, and i will have more of them.

A message from Happy Kat to Sad Kat.

I love you Sad Kat, Love,

Happy Kat

4/9/2016 2 comments

Old habbits

by kupo95 4/9/2016

written by kupo95

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This made sence .

Find myself repeating to my old habit. To be alone secluding myself keeping away from others. Not Wanting to talk to anyone . Constantly being angry all the time when others are playing and having just outside my room I sit in bed try to ignore them and I try to go to sleep but instead I just think of how useless how worthless nothing unhappy how sad I am and feel bad for a worthless piece of piece of […]

4/9/2016 3 comments

by suicidalfreak 4/8/2016

written by suicidalfreak

I’m so tired of everything I fuck shit up all the mine and make people feel bad for me. i wish I hadn’t failed my attempts before. i wish I was dead.

4/8/2016 2 comments

Just can’t “life”

by blank-clutter 4/7/2016

written by blank-clutter

I don’t think I’m able to do this thing called life. There is so many aspects of it that I’m either soooo bad at or I can’t do it. From connecting to people to trying to accomplish the simplest things.

Why can’t I just be normal?

4/7/2016 1 comment

I’m Okay

by Ylem 4/7/2016

written by Ylem

It feels so nice to say these words and actually mean them.
“I’m okay.”

I just came out of the psych ward today. It wasn’t bad in there. I met a few souls whom I spoke to and connected with on a very different level.

I know I’d been saying all along that the one thing I feared most was being admitted there and being seen by my classmates. But when I was there, I actually didn’t give a fuck. I was there to fix myself.

I’ve made a decision. This is a very serious and important decision for me and I hope I stick to it. No […]

4/7/2016 41 comments

Please Excuse My Rant…

by SevenQueensFall 4/6/2016

written by SevenQueensFall

I’ve just started using this site so I’m not sure if anyone would know my story, but if you don’t here is the detailed you might need to understand the rest of my rant.

A year and three months ago, my lifelong best friend committed suicide. Since then, I have fallen into a multitude of bad habits, bad treatments, bad situations, bad moments, and really, just an overall bad life. All the friends I had left when she died. The only person I have right now is my boyfriend. Also, you might need to know I’m a cashier. Like I said, please excuse my rant and […]

4/6/2016 3 comments

by Alan Ominous 4/6/2016

written by Alan Ominous

https://youtu.be/gR7LJsMLetY

May I have your attention please?
May I have your attention please?

Did you ever read Voltaire’s “Candide”?
He says live life at Benny Hill freak out speed
Not a quote of what he wrote but a paraphrase
Make it up as you go Keyser Soze
Highlights yes but don’t underline ’em
Just live for N.O.W. like Gloria Steinem
Life is like Marion Barry
It’s not all that it’s cracked up to be
Like Fred Sanford when the big one comes
Find the meaning of life is there is none
It’s twenty-four hours when you call it a day
Be Frank and say “I Did It […]

4/6/2016 3 comments

4/6/16

by YoungGods 4/6/2016

written by YoungGods

So I told a friend abut my family problems. I don’t know if it was good or bad to. We were talking about our lives and things going on and it slipped out… She didn’t say anything to comfort me which I wished she did because it’s still quite a new pain. But she talked to me how she is going through some semi-similar stuff too. In the end, I don’t know. I regret mentioning it kind of. I’ve only mentioned it on SP and it feels weird to have actually talked it out. Anyways how is everyone else? I hope everyone is doing well, […]

4/6/2016 2 comments

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