Tag:

car

The ant

by Taf Taf 2/9/2018

written by Taf Taf

The ant

(a talentless short story inspired by Franz Kafka’s works)

The whole ant colony was happy. A new ant, a new worker, has risen out of its larva and they’ve given it a name: T.

Ant T was growing up, learning how to search for food, how to carry seeds, how to dig, how to be protected from the rain, how to live like an ant. Everyday it was doing what other ants were doing. All the ants seemed happy, but ant T wasn’t happy at all. It was spending more and more time in its small cavity. It didn’t care at all […]

2/9/2018 1 comment

Panic and Peace

by Cordless 5/26/2016

written by Cordless

Short version of story:

Met strange guy in dark parking lot alone.
Trusted humanity.
Had a panic attack later.
Lived to post about it.

Incredibly long winded version of story:

I was sitting in my car just getting ready to go home Wednesday night after soaking up the free WiFi. The place was closed, and everyone else had already left. I had just a couple things left to do, and then I was going to leave…..

But then I noticed a guy walking across the parking lot, headed straight for me.
He looked a little stressed out.

I didn’t know whether to communicate with him or drive away.

If this had […]

5/26/2016 4 comments

Why everybody else but me

by maxieboy 5/11/2016

written by maxieboy

Everytime I go outside and see normal happy people it shakes me up inside. I press my lips together, and shut my eyes in tension. All the people that I used to know, just normal guys got it all. Money, house, car, relationship/marriage. Everything. All these people were just normal, nothing special, most were dumber than me academically, similar or worse socially. Many were younger. Yet all of them got it all together, got awesome jobs, get paid well. Got everything. Why is it that everytime I try to do something I fail? I do great with things, any complex problem I can solve as […]

5/11/2016 5 comments

by NicoleK 5/1/2016

written by NicoleK

I drift away, because at some point it becomes too hard to send the message or make the phone call. Just like it’s become too hard to get out of bed or make dinner or drive my car. But you don’t expect them to let you drift. In your fairytale fantasies, they pull you closer. They knock down your door if it’s too heavy for you to pull. Your arms push, but they force the embrace until you believe that it’s actually the best and safest place to be. That isn’t what happens though. They don’t mind that you get further and smaller and fainter. […]

5/1/2016 4 comments

so this is it huh ???

by noneedforaname 4/18/2016

written by noneedforaname

Not really sure why I’m doing this, I stumbled across this site to let family and friends know if something was to happen. Coming here I’ve read a lot of people’s personal struggles, and my heart goes out to you all, and to you FUCKS out there with your perfect lives, well you can chew on this, cause if anyone can go through what I have and not think about putting a fuckin hole through the back of your head, well you’re definitely a better man than me, so here it goes. Not gonna bother with my miserable childhood, I’ll just say my pops isn’t […]

4/18/2016 10 comments

Meant to be dead

by chelle428 4/16/2016

written by chelle428

So it seems like every time things seem okay then they just go to shit. Today I was driving my car when the engine died, but the car was still going because the speed I was already traveling at. Since the engine died the brakes and power steering went out right before a curve in the road so I had to try and get the car around the curve. I did and I got it stopped. I wish I would have been going faster when it happened so I could have just let the car go and let it kill me.

My job has stopped giving […]

4/16/2016 1 comment

My best friend died.

by thelost 4/15/2016

written by thelost

Pretty self explanatory, isn’t it? She died in a car crash. There were two other people in the car, but she’s the only one that died. Now I don’t know what I’ll do. Dying’s out, that’d be a slap in the face to her memory. Right now I’m just broken and listening to songs that remind me of her. If you have any suggestions I’ll be happy to take them.

4/15/2016 5 comments

Wolf In Sheep’s Clothing

by HakunaMatata 4/7/2016

written by HakunaMatata

I’ve suffer from anxiety and depression for months after my relative just keep telling me “not to worry and let karma do the rest” about my neighbour from hell next door. Things didn’t get better but escalate for the worst. He never listened to me to be about being careful about those people trying to harm us/seek revenge and it is always better to stay safe than to be sorry. I tried very hard to stay positive and always strive to protect my home from these sort of jerks that try to provoke us with their words, kids playing on our driveway, and petty revenge […]

4/7/2016 3 comments

The Accident

by Cordless 4/4/2016

written by Cordless

Most of you are probably gone now, and maybe it’s better that way, since I don’t know if this is a very good side of me.

I was in high school back in the 1980’s.
I was driving on one of the highways into town, and I was listening to a tape of Howard Jones’ “Little Bit Of Snow”.
The song is a plea against suicide. It begs people not to destroy themselves.

I remember listening to the song over and over, loving the poignant music but disagreeing with the message (because of how depressed I was).

There was a car which had stopped in the middle […]

4/4/2016 22 comments

It’s me, again x3. Soooo broken.

by KillerMaggot 4/3/2016

written by KillerMaggot

It’s been a while. Things were going alright. Had a lot saved up. Then everything went to shit all at once. So as people who have read my posts in the past know, my life was almost… good. After years and years of torment, struggling and finding inner strength I didn’t know I had.

Story time. My ex (not my ex fiance), who will remain unnamed, ran into me at college along with her husband and her kid. They were excited to see me as we had remained good friends, and hadn’t seen each other in quite a few years. I was invited to their apartment […]

4/3/2016 18 comments

Dear Jordan,

by beaubri 3/28/2016

written by beaubri

You’re sitting next to me. Were about able to start talking. I’ve missed you. I hugged you when we got out of the car. We clung on to each other tightly. Your heart beat was strong like the night at Rock Fest.

With love,

Brianna.

3/28/2016 0 comment

Situations

by lonelyroses 3/21/2016

written by lonelyroses

I’m scared of myself so I feel like I wouldn’t actually end it for myself, but if I was in the situation where a car was coming towards me at a fast pace I wouldn’t move, or any kind of situation like that. I don’t know really but that’s how I’ve felt for quite a while.

3/21/2016 2 comments

Im single homeless jobless car less fucked

by beaubri 3/21/2016

written by beaubri

It finally happened. Now im out on the streets.

3/21/2016 28 comments

How about this place is sacry

by kupo95 3/19/2016

written by kupo95

Today was scary Realised there is acutely people on here that might not be here tomorrow.that is scary and I don’t know I din’t understand that earlier. To wiskered-fish I was terrified that she might be gone today so young and so tortured and lost along with everybody in this world SP including myslef.

before loging on to Sp today I been feel extremely low and suicidal the most I have years . yesterday I honstly thought I should have cut deeper and left scars showed them all how fucked up I am I should have tried to kill myslef months ago. I should have cut so […]

3/19/2016 7 comments

Lost

by jay7436 3/9/2016

written by jay7436

I have always dreamed of myself dying at a young age and I hope it happens. If someone asked me if I could reverse my birth, I know I would. There is no other possible answer for me. My family always says I’m useless, so why should I be here? I don’t ever get why some people say that life is a gift. Whenever I’m in the car, I always imagine some car or truck crashing into me, killing me. Instantly or not, I just want to die. But the one thing that is holding me back are my friends. My closest friend, we have […]

3/9/2016 8 comments

I’m a monster

by iwant2_die 3/7/2016

written by iwant2_die

Dad died when i was 47 days old. it was a car accident and the person on the other car died as well. I know it’s wrong, but sometimes I wish Mom was the one in that car. I know for sure that I would be happier. Is that wrong? that i sort-of wish mom would die? I know it sounds horrible… but what can I do? I’m a monster. I can’t feel a damn thing. I saw how one of my best friends was crying her eyes out today because her grandma died and i … I couldn’t feel anything. Not a single thing. […]

3/7/2016 3 comments

Confucius -repost

by Moneypenny 2/27/2016

written by Moneypenny

So I decided to take off my post of shouting, I said thing I shouldn’t have said. Sorry about it, was too aggressive.

But I am rescuing Rocketman’s list of Confucius sayings 🙂 for the posterity. Do enjoy it.

Thanks to Alan and to Rocketman for you support today.

the idea as you know is to make fun of a very wise man Confucius! hey when he started making all these sayings he must of known he would also be a target for silliness! you don’t have to read them all but here are a few.

Confucius Jokes That […]

2/27/2016 1 comment

Not Ready to be 20

by chelle428 2/22/2016

written by chelle428

I thought I’d post what’s on my going on in the series of setbacks that is my life since I have no one else to talk to.

My car is having problems and it’s super old so I’d say it’s about done, and I don’t have the money to replace it. I had a nicer car before, but someone totaled it and openly admitted they knew the accident was their fault, they knew they were going to hit me and still hit me going 75 mph. His insurance had to cover that car, but the car title was in my dad’s name and my dad kept […]

2/22/2016 10 comments

Triple S Part 1

by Alan Ominous 2/12/2016

written by Alan Ominous

Dale swerved his car drunkenly up his long sloped driveway, barely stopping before the big oak tree at the top. He stumbles out of his car, barely able to find his own legs. His family dog, Conroy, lays coward while tethered to the porch. Conroy’s tail tucks underneath him as he whimpers, sensing the state of of Dales condition.
“Shut up mutt” Dale slurs, approaching the dog in an aggressive, albeit staggering motion.
Suddenly flashes and streaks stream around in a whirlwind. Somehow louder than a sonic boom but quieter than a whisper. Conroy’s gone. Dale mumbles, rubbing his eyes. Still no Conroy.
Thinking he’s […]

2/12/2016 2 comments

What, me sleep?

by Cordless 2/12/2016

written by Cordless

It is almost 5:30 in the morning here.

I have been awake all night long.

I’m going to try to go to sleep again in a few minutes.

Yesterday I printed out my funeral wishes (and other legal papers involving end-of-life issues), signed them, and gave them to two of the officials I trust at my place of worship.

They probably assumed my concern was due to my declining health and the degenerative disabilities which aren’t getting better.

They know I am depressed, although I haven’t mentioned the “S” word […]

2/12/2016 4 comments

Newer Posts

Older Posts