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13 with big resposibilties

by babygirl0614 9/8/2013

written by babygirl0614

Being asked to take care of your 19 year old cousin’s kids because she abandons them, friends drama and my mother gettingÂ on my last nerves! please someone help me !Â Any advice ? I really need it ! 🙁

9/8/2013 2 comments

Am I the only one broken?

by hogpotter 8/28/2013

written by hogpotter

Today in class we were doing an activity, we had to draw our family tree and discuss the interesting things about our family. And of course, you can guess already, it is the worst thing for someone as broken as me.

Others talked about their siblings, about what their parents do, their grandparents. Me? What is the interesting thing of my family? My grandmother attempted suicide, my father is dead, I do not regard my mother, I dont know where my cousin is brought away by her stepmother.

And people are so stupid. All of them. I hate everyone.

I feel […]

8/28/2013 2 comments

I’m Losing It

by rafaelgarcia733 8/11/2013

written by rafaelgarcia733

I’ve thought about taking my life so many times. I know some say it’s the cowards way out and that someone always has it worse than me – Truth is, I’m just so fed up. I’m exhausted. It’s like things are so bad I just don’t even feel like getting out of bed. I have great friends but I just have so many emotional issues that even hanging out with them seems like a chore.

I was sexually molested and abused continuously when I was young. I didn’t even know to tell or what to do. My mom found out because there was blood in my […]

8/11/2013 9 comments

Tired

by firesofvienna 7/30/2013

written by firesofvienna

I have been battling depression since I was 12. In the beginning, people dismissed it easily. My parents thought I was just a “moody teenager”. I got used to simply distracting myself, locking myself in my room, listening to music, reading books and writing poetry as a release, almost like every other teenager it seemed, so I guess you could not really blame them for not noticing. The main difference between me and most of my peers from school was that I had self-harm thoughts at least since I was 14. When I was 13 I witnessed my cousin’s abuse (mainly emotional but […]

7/30/2013 7 comments

Poor Talia R.I.P. & Fuck Cancer.

by Deyanight 7/16/2013

written by Deyanight

I hate OWLS. It’s said if you hear an owl cry it means someone you know is going to die.

I thought I was done hearing them after my boyfriends cousin died from Cancer last summer. Today I find out that Talia died. I’m so sorry for anyone who has or knows someone who’s going through this. Idk, I just decided to write what I felt because I’m sad, and all this brings memories from when Ernie my boyfriends cousin passed away. I always thought life was so hard for me, but it’s harder for people suffering.

Rest in piece to all the souls that were taken […]

7/16/2013 0 comment

My Side Of The Story

by XxWhyxX 7/8/2013

written by XxWhyxX

Well, I guess, My story starts about 1 year ago… I had been struggling with Insomnia and would do anything to get a full nights rest. I was mean, angry and on the verge of tears constantly. My friend had the same issue, but not as bad, her mom had bought some all natural sleeping aids. They worked great for myÂ friend and I was envious! I had asked my mom as soon as I heard about the success, if she could maybe be open to me trying them out.. I was shut down so fast… I was angry and hurt that she had said […]

7/8/2013 2 comments

My Last Rant

by 13vida 6/26/2013

written by 13vida

I have a story, just like everyone else. It’s complicated, just like everyone’s, but I’m still different. I won’t explain it all, I won’t tell you all the sappy shit that goes on, because what good will that do? I was always told that the past doesn’t define you, so you should grow up. Right now I don’t feel like growing up, not just yet. Right now I want to live in a moment where I am the person that I have always wanted to be and that my parents will actually be proud of me and not try to change me to their standards. […]

6/26/2013 1 comment

Background on ‘The cons in life outweigh the pros…’

by wolfsbane 6/18/2013

written by wolfsbane

I made an earlier post. You can click it here: http://suicideproject.org/2013/06/200363/

In there, it sounded like everything was great in my life and in my past. I think I should shed some light on that. Everything started when I was five years old.

My grandmother was a terrible woman and I was her latest punching bag. She had done this to my father and was now doing it to me. She would hit me, humiliate me, insult me, and other things as well.

I remember her always calling me trailer trash, no matter what I did or wore. Sometimes, I wasn’t allowed to finish a whole […]

6/18/2013 0 comment

never going to be okay

by Xx4ever-alonexX 6/15/2013

written by Xx4ever-alonexX

Well, I’m the girl everyone thinks is happy. They all come to me with their problems. No one would suspect that I’ve dealt with depression and suicidal thoughts as long as I can remember…
I know the first time I remember wanting to die was when I was 7 years old. When I voiced this thought to my mother, she said she would hit me if I ever said that again.
I remember I was about 12 or 13 when I first started cutting and starving myself. No one thought anything of my rapid weight loss; kids go through stages where they suddenly lose […]

6/15/2013 0 comment

Well, I guess this is me.

by HurtsButHelps 5/22/2013

written by HurtsButHelps

I’m 13 years old. I would tell you my name, but being new here, I don’t know if I can trust you all to that extent yet. Normally, I post poems that reflect how I feel at the moment, or how I felt throughout the day, but right now I’d like to get a few things off my chest. I’ve told a few of my friends some of this before, but no one knows all of it at its worst. I feel as though I can trust all of you with at least this, even if I don’t know you. So here it goes.

My story:

5/22/2013 3 comments

broken..? yup that would be me.

by life.sucks 5/20/2013

written by life.sucks

i tried to kill myself. more than once actually. i was put in the hospital for 3 weeks. and while i was in there i was happy. i was that happy and excited kid i was before depression took over me. but as soon as i got out everything went back to the way it was before. my mom and dad scream and yell at me all the time, they make me feel worthless, and they make me just want to run away and never look back. My brother lives in a different city and i haven’t talked to him in a long time. me […]

5/20/2013 3 comments

bad life

by umair 5/20/2013

written by umair

hi my name is umair ad i am 21 years old my story of life is very unique when i was 5 year old my cousin said me that she loves me she was just 4 years old and now our love is 17 years old this is very strange we started to love each other when we did not know the meaning of love but i think we started to loveÂ because we born for each other i was living very happy life with her but at the start of this year my cousin told me Â that her parents are looking for a good boy […]

5/20/2013 0 comment

What should I do …?

by frozen_outcast 5/18/2013

written by frozen_outcast

Hey everyone , you can call me Reem . I’m 16 years old and live in Saudi Arabia .. at the first look at me you’ll see a normal girl who has an amazing life , who doesn’t need anything and has no reason to be sad or deprssed , but that proves you don’t know me ..

I’ve been holding this for a long , long , long time … I forgot even when it all started , but I wanna let it out and share it in order to fully open up for the first time in my life !

5/18/2013 2 comments

I’m done .

by Em18 5/12/2013

written by Em18

Hey everyone !
I guess I just need some place safe to share my story before I put an end to it.

I am almost 18 now and since the day I was born I never found anything that was worth living for.
My dad used to beat up my mom , so I would stay with my grandma sometimes , so that I didn’t have to witness it. Growing up my mom ended up finding a way to escape with me and my brothers.
We were okay for a while…
My dad didn’t care about me anymore , and I had serious self esteem issues. […]

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5/12/2013 2 comments

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My Story.

by JotoAssCat 5/8/2013

written by JotoAssCat

i don’t even know why i’m on here. it’s not like people want to know about me anyways, but ohkay. i’m cat and i turn 15 in november. i’ve been suffering with OCD, depression, anxiety and body dysmorphic disorder (BDD). the body dysmorphic disorder is the worst because i got homeschooled because of it. i would sit there and stare at myself for hours and cry when i should be getting ready. i would punch myself in the face or wrists and pull my hair or skin. i started out just being constantly late to school, but now i’m so afraid of people seeing me […]

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5/8/2013 5 comments

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Rise From the Ashes

by TheLostandAlone 3/18/2013

written by TheLostandAlone

It wasn’t violent, the attempted rape. It was mostly tearful, with me pleading for the man to stop. And sick and disgusting. It smelled gross and dirty. I could smell his sweat, I can still smell his sweat. I will never forget it. I will still remember the scent after he got done, after he realised I want going to let him. I fought in my drunkenness.
He had told me that he wanted to talk to me.
William Triplett was his name. He was an ex of mine, and I had just turned 16, and he was 25. I was desperate to find someone […]

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3/18/2013 4 comments

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i no longer see the light

by gmdd 3/5/2013

written by gmdd

I have been on medication (viibryd) for 6 weeks.Â doc says it will help.Â He also gave me clonopin for anxiety at work.Â I am 42 divorced, no kids, just a great dog who was thrown from a car window and i rescued him.Â I will not committ suicide and leave my dog.Â no one would care if i die, i come from a “traditional italian family” your not supposed to have depression, you are supposed to “snap out of it and smile” well i cant.Â and lord knows i’ve tried and tried and tried.Â I feel now that since i’ve been with this job […]

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3/5/2013 1 comment

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My Suicide Attempt Story…

by jeyjeywale 3/5/2013

written by jeyjeywale

My Names Jade And This is My Story â€¦…..Well , it all started when I was in 1st grade……yeah , early right? I was being bullied everyday , not like calling me names when they walk by , 12 boys everyday at recess , pushed me on the ground and kicked me and hit me and threw things at me â€¦…i tried telling teachers , and they thought I was faking , my own cousin tried stopping it â€¦.she would grab a teacher , and they didnâ€™t care either , I brought my mom and my mom even saw the boys kick me and beat […]

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3/5/2013 1 comment

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Shouldve Been Me

by LBrookes 2/23/2013

written by LBrookes

I wish i could’ve been my cousin, he’s free now. I know for a fact that if i did it, my father would just pull a poor me act, he doesn’t care about me, he wishes i was never born, just like my mother. i feel like being dead would be better than these fucked up fetishes and addictions i have. couldnt have i died from my overdose?

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2/23/2013 0 comment

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You’re The Reason

by LBrookes 2/23/2013

written by LBrookes

After my cousin killed himself, my dad told me if i ever feel that way and that suicide is just selfish, what he doesn’t seem to comprehend is that he’s the one pushing me towards the end.

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2/23/2013 2 comments

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