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It’s my birthday and it sucks ass

by bah 5/17/2015

written by bah

Why does it suck ass?

-Because I have no real friends. I have ONE person who emailed me Happy Birthday. Oddly enough, more companies send me Happy Birthday emails than real live people. Companies that want my business… O_o

-Because I’m disabled- my hands and legs don’t work well, as well as a bunch of other body parts in between. And I’m in my 30s. Yeah, fuck me.

-Because I have no one to help me

-Because I’m all alone

-Because I’m poor and I can’t dig my way out of poverty when my body and limbs don’t work

-Because life is hard as shit when you’re poor AND disabled AND […]

5/17/2015 17 comments

Happy Birthday…

by Dez 10/25/2014

written by Dez

I’ve lost count of the years since he’s been gone, but today marks another. Today, October 25, 2014 is my soul mate’s 19 birthday. Every day I think of him and every time I do I ache to hear his voice again. I’ve been doing pretty good with my depression, even got a new boyfriend…but every time this day rolls around…my resolve breaks. I realize everything I’ve done and built is nothing and worthless. Nothing is the same without him and it never will be. I’ve never felt so miserable over someone before for so long…his loss has made me unable to care or love […]

10/25/2014 7 comments

Happy Birthday to our mate and SP regular Shephard!!

by Rey 10/8/2014

written by Rey

For those of you who don’t know big dawg Shep, he’s one of SP’s regulars. Shep’s your everyday good sort who always has a kind word to say to those at their most vulnerable. Many here really appreciate the input and presence Shep has on the site. Birthdays are pretty freaky times for everyone (I had some low moments during mine last week), so I thought this could be a good place to show some love!

Warm wishes for your 21st mate! Thanks for being an all-round great guy. Love your sense of humour (when you grace us with it :P), and the insight you offer […]

10/8/2014 44 comments

happy birthday

by Kallian 9/30/2013

written by Kallian

I’m so sorry for hurting you. For making you hate me. For being a piece of shit. Today you turn 18. I wish I was there for that. You kept me sane, and I took it for granted. Now I’m alone, hated, wishing I weren’t alive. Â You kept me from dying, But I don’t have you anymore. It’s been just over 9 months since we parted, and I regret every day. I wish we never dated, that way I’d never fuck it all up. I’m so so sorry. You’ll never know how sorry I am. Please forgive me, or at least not wish I were […]

9/30/2013 0 comment

Why pretend?

by Kailee3 1/28/2013

written by Kailee3

Why would you pretend to care for me? Act like you actually liked me.. Dang dude.. You fucked with me.. & It hurt.. Especially not knowing what I did so wrong for you to stop talking to me.. You put my number into your friends phone.. Why? To see how I’m doing? Fuck with you dude! Rog says you stopped talking to me because I’m ‘Different’ … How? I don’t even want to do this anymore.. I can’t stop thinking about you.. You really hurt me & I don’t know if I can except this one.. The pain in my heart is strong this […]

1/28/2013 2 comments

where to even begin

by notalwaysgreener 1/7/2013

written by notalwaysgreener

so today is the big day, my 16th birthday. it was great at school. i heard happy birthday from all of my friends, got all of the attention blah blah blah. that’s nice and all but what i would die for right now would be for my mom to tell me. it’s almost 4 oclock and i have yet to hear those 2 words come out of her mouth. this may sound selfish of me to some people. but i am just someone who lives and breathes for my mom to accept me, and to be interested in me. but oh well. i’m looking into […]

1/7/2013 3 comments

“Happy Birthday!”

by maybe_soon_500_days_of_you 1/4/2013

written by maybe_soon_500_days_of_you

My family told me 2 days ago. Two days ago was my birthday. Well, my family were the only one who congratulated me in person, the one I love just send a SMS, well she wanted to go ice-skating with me on my birthday, my family hold me back from meeting her. Got no friends who congratulated me in person. 🙁 All I recognized is that she went to lunch with an other guy, after all the weekends we ate together. I don’t know why this makes me so sick and jealous. It is now nearly one year ago that she rejected me.

All I learned […]

1/4/2013 6 comments

Happy birthday to me.

by PennyroyalTea 12/2/2012

written by PennyroyalTea

Dear God

I hate you, you’re an asshole. Why am I still alive? You can’t do this to me, this is not fair and you know it. You have millions for torture, why me? Â Is this some kind of revenge? This is a mistake and you’re Â wrong. Is not fair and you can’t do this, is the worst thing you’ve ever done. Why you didn’t kill me, as you promised? I hate you, I hate you, I hate you.

12/2/2012 93 comments

That little *****’s birthday

by Abselom 11/26/2012

written by Abselom

Happy fucking Â birthday you little **** ***** morgan

11/26/2012 0 comment

Happy birthday –

by jordy 11/3/2012

written by jordy

I have begged on my knees, literally, infront of my mum and step dad for a treadmill, and they said yes for my birthday! How great is that? I can finally excersise in the comforts of my own home.

11/3/2012 10 comments

Daughter to Father.

by Cat 10/25/2012

written by Cat

I have lately been crying often due to the problems involving my family. It all started of when i hadn’t been talking to my dad for atleast 5 months.

Cause you see my parents are divorced and now i live with my mum and step-dad and siblings. Anyway, I didnt end up going on holiday with my dad. Kinda sad. Once the summer holidays i had sent him a message saying that im sorry but my phone didnt work so i had no contact with him and i told him that i now am back at home.

He hadn’t called or texted me .. i was getting […]

10/25/2012 2 comments

Happy fucking birthday to me,

by christina-- 10/16/2012

written by christina--

Because Birthdays are supposed to be special, the make me feel more empty.

People always do nice things with their friends. I dont have anyone to do nice things with, even if I wanted.

The only people who have congratulated me were the ones here. That is just pathetic.

You would think there would be at least one person in my actual life that gives a shit.

In other news: my D-day is coming soon and I feel like I still need to do so much. But what? I mean really, there is not much I need to do before offing myself. I am a cowardly ****. If I […]

10/16/2012 0 comment

The craziest past year of my life. My moms addiction to drugs.

by ShaSha1992 8/23/2012

written by ShaSha1992

My name is Lyndsay & this is my experience in hell on earth.
I’m 20 years old, female, college student.
The craziest year of my life started August ofÂ 2011… Right around my birthday…. It seems like my birthday is a celebration of the worst times in my life. It’s like oh joy but not why you might think.
I was attending college and living at home with my mom and little brother. I had known that my mom had an addiction to pills all of my childhood. This has caused more problems than you can imagine (example seeing her go through withdraws and throwing […]

8/23/2012 0 comment

Birthday failâ€¦

by jasiel_bvb 6/22/2012

written by jasiel_bvb

So yeah yesterday the 21th was my brothers birthday. He turned 6 this year. He was really happy, we had pizza, hotdogs, and a soccer cake. It was going really wellâ€¦ until dad came home from work. Like always he was drunk. So when it was time to eat the cake my dad started crying. Do you know how hard that was for ME, seeing my only father cry. I started crying as wellâ€¦ I was scared! My grandpa told him to calm down and eat. But then my dad got up went to the kitchen and grabes a knife. He then […]

6/22/2012 4 comments

Happy Birthday

by meditativerose 5/21/2012

written by meditativerose

I have been suffering from depression for most of my life.Â I am also anorexic and bulimic.Â I’ve been dealing with the consequences of my illnesses, including stomach ulcers, amenorrhea, and anemia.Â My body is shutting down, but I don’t care.Â In fact, this is kind of what I wanted.Â Slowly, but surely, I’m going to die.Â My disorders reassure this motive.Â Today is also my birthday.Â Guess my wishes are coming true.

5/21/2012 3 comments

Not So Happy Birthday

by emmers16 5/21/2012

written by emmers16

My birthday, just another day. 17 years of age and somehow, I wish I were older, perhaps wiser, because if all of the things I’m facing now are making me want to end it all, dear God, what will I do when I’m older?My parents didn’t say happy birthday, and my best friend called me at 3:00 am to tell me it, he’s my everything, he’s the reason I get up in the morning. And I can’t tell him that because of what everyone would think. It’s not that, I wish, but it’s not. He’s had my back since 1st grade. He’s just amazing. But […]

5/21/2012 4 comments

Happy Birthday?

by justworthless 5/7/2012

written by justworthless

Okay everyone, it’s my birthday today and I feel like crying. Today’s the day I decided I’d go through with everything and actually commit suicide, but after my last failed attempt, my parents are really keeping an eye on me. Not that they care ofcourse, they just don’t want to go through with all the shame of having to tell everyone their daughter committed suicide. Hah, I’m so tired of everything. I’m tired of pain, I’m tired of not being good enough for my parents, I’m tired of getting bullied, I’m just tired. 15 years is quite a long time. Idk, I’m worthless anyways, everyone […]

5/7/2012 5 comments

Still alive… -_-

by RogueShadow1281 4/29/2012

written by RogueShadow1281

So I’m not dead. Apparently the gun show does not permit loaded weapons, it’s only staring at guns and ogling them and done. No test firing or anything… -_- So I’ll be alive.Â

I’m going to ask out my cousin Jasmine. Going to ask her if she’ll be my secret girlfriend. A term I’m using since she has feelings for me as I do for her. I’m going to ask her next time I see her, but I don’t know when that will be. She saved me from choosing death, I have a chance with her.Â

I don’t believe in God, but in this past week I […]

4/29/2012 11 comments

Happy fucking birthday mom.

by Marissa 3/26/2012

written by Marissa

Nobody needs me. Sure my parents might love me. Atleast thats how its supposed to be. My mom and i used to be bestfriends. Now she makes fun of me. How i look or even things i do. Yeah, i laugh along with her but thats how good i am about hiding things. Its too much now. Ive told her that it hurts my feelings. You know what her reaction was? She laughed. I had a serious face. And she didn’t give a shit. I’ve done nothing to deserve this. I’m No bully. I’m that girl that if you hit her or annoy me. I […]

3/26/2012 0 comment

Happy birthday to me…

by lostchild445 3/20/2012

written by lostchild445

Today, march 21st, is my birthday.
Today’s the day I was born on the coast
Today’s the day I loathe this life the most
Today’s the day I’ll look like everyone else, but
Today’s the day I’ll be going to hell.
Today’s the day I get sung to and cheered
Today’s the day I remember their jeers
Today’s the day when I show them their wrongs
Today’s the day when they’ll sing no more songs
Today’s the day that I take my gun out
Today’s the day I’ll turn the lights out
Today’s the day where I say goodbye
Today’s the day that I will […]

3/20/2012 2 comments

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