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What’s the point?

by chelle428 3/17/2016

written by chelle428

To be honest, I can’t stop crying and I don’t know why. Nothing particularly bad happened I’m just so unreasonably miserable.

Today, I’m so desperately wishing that the human body wasn’t built to survive, and that it wasn’t so difficult to die. I wish I knew how to use a gun, because if I did I’d shoot myself since I have access to a gun. I wish all the useless leftover antidepressants I had would kill me if I took them all. Maybe the lexapro would since I’m allergic.

I wish I knew one person who was kind to me, I wish I had friends. I wish […]

3/17/2016 5 comments

Call me a dreamer

by PineBapple 3/17/2016

written by PineBapple

So, I’m an existential nihilist; The other day I was thinking about how as humans we constantly struggle to find a reason to live. A while back I read somewhere that the next step of human evolution is coming, and that one person in particular will thrust humanity forwards into that evolution. They said that the next step is transcending the human form by one of two ways: becoming one with technology (if you’ve seen the movie Transcendence it would be similar but on an obviously larger scale) or becoming one with the universe (aka spiritually). What if that is what happens after death, you transcend […]

3/17/2016 0 comment

Lass Uns Gehen

by Cordless 3/16/2016

written by Cordless

Some of you know I’ve been trying to learn German for almost a year now.

I love listening to music in that language, and my favorite German artists/groups are Revolverheld and Peter Fox.

Here is one of my favorites, because the words fit exactly how I feel sometimes. It’s called “Lass Uns Gehen”, which translates to “Let Us Go”. The lyrics are about that feeling when you just can’t stand it anymore and need to GET OUT.

I think most of us can relate to that here.

3/16/2016 2 comments

I’ll be here.

by tenmilionfireflies 3/16/2016

written by tenmilionfireflies

Hello everyone,

Just to say that I’m here for you all, if you need to talk just do so! And I know most people don’t even want to die, they just want to be saved..

Just email me whenever if you need to talk about anything: anonyme1625@gmail.com

“Death is never a solution”

3/16/2016 6 comments

Hello Everyone, I’m New Here.

by Music Is My Savior 3/16/2016

written by Music Is My Savior

This is my first time being on this site. A friend of mine that I just met, told me about it. He gave me his stories and I gave him mine. We are both happy that we met each other to remind ourselves that all of us still have a reason to live.

I have been a big fan of music. It has been my inspiration and helped me throughout my life. For my future, I would like to save people’s lives through making music for anyone that feels the same way as everyone.

I am glad to say I will […]

3/16/2016 5 comments

So beyond exhausted…

by disgusting 3/16/2016

written by disgusting

I feel like I’m several trillion spoons in debt… (if you get that reference)

So, the girl he was after rejected him. No, of course I don’t want him to be miserable but it would have been a bad situation for him to get involved with. He chases perfect little girls around or under 5′ tall and under 100 lbs. This one just so happened to be married (but in process of going to get divorced) with 2 little babies 9 months apart. It would have ruined everyone’s lives because of the things he has attached to his name. Which, could be the reason she had […]

3/16/2016 12 comments

If I could, would I? Yes

by arose 3/13/2016

written by arose

Background, bipolar, recently diagnosed as an adult in my 40’s. Have a relatively successful life, 2 great kids and am in the middle of a divorce because he is a narcissist. Apparently the only time my bipolar issues become an issue is when I am under extreme stress. Like say sharing a house for a year with someone you don’t like.

If I could figure out how to protect my kids I would be gone. That simple, that complex. I want my kids safe so I live.

I don’t know how to find the balance I need to keep going. Meds keep having weird side […]

3/13/2016 7 comments

Pale Shelter

by Hampshire_Girl 3/13/2016

written by Hampshire_Girl

How can I be sure?
When your intrusion is my illusion
How can I be sure?
When all the time you changed my mind
I asked for more an more
How can I be sure?

How can I be sure?
For all you say you keep me waiting
How can I be sure?
When all you do is see me through
I asked for more and more
How can I be sure?

I’ve been here before
There is no why, no need to try
I thought you had it all
I’m calling you….calling you
I ask for more and more
How can I be sure?

You don’t give […]

3/13/2016 4 comments

I’m Crashing…

by Ylem 3/12/2016

written by Ylem

I’m crashing…

I knew this would happen. The whole week I’ve been too busy, my mind too preoccupied with school work to dwell on the pain. Now, it’s the weekend and I have all the time in the world to feel the pain. I feel like the walls are caving in on me. I hate this feeling. I thought I was starting to get over it, but I’m far from being cured from this. This is who I am. An empty shell. An empty void. I’m just empty. Nothing. I feel absolutely nothing. There is no need for pretense when I’m alone. There is no need […]

3/12/2016 34 comments

Fuck My Life

by Aprilpup 3/9/2016

written by Aprilpup

Feel like a piece of shit, like no one really cares, and I just need to be dead. That way, everyone else will be happy.

3/9/2016 3 comments

i want to give up.

by red_queen_of_lies 3/4/2016

written by red_queen_of_lies

my whole life feels like i’m living a lie. i wish i could run away from it all. most nights i cry myself to sleep, sometimes i want to die, but i’m always so damn depressed. school is hopeless. nobody cares anymore. i need to get away. get away to a place that i can finally belong. why does everything seem to make it worse? people pretend they care but i know they don’t give a shit. i’m sorry if i sound like a whiny ***** but i need an outlet for my pain…….

3/4/2016 5 comments

golden gate

by saudade07 3/1/2016

written by saudade07

i’m only interested in responses from people who live there, thanks.

there seems to be conflicting articles about the suicide barrier. the most recent one i could find said the plans were on hold again for another two months. something about acquiring a sufficient amount of american steel for the project.

i need to know if there is any type of safety net up or work going on as of right now. to clarify, i’m not talking about the movable barrier they installed for traffic purposes. (but if you live there, you most likely knew which barrier i meant).

3/1/2016 2 comments

Help me, i need some advice

by 2717_ 2/27/2016

written by 2717_

Im really fat, i dont feel good the way i am, i wan to be skinny, i wanna have thigh gaps, so i started to vomit after every meal and my parents caught me, and now they dont let me go to bathroom by myself and they are checking on me all the time, they’re making me eat lots of food and im getting fatter that what i already am, im going crazy i really dotn know what to do about this situation, im going crazy, i feel frustratded. I need some HELP ME PLEASE IF YOU KNOW WHAT CAN I DO ABOUT THIS?

2/27/2016 18 comments

“The greatest thing is Love.” You ARE Valuable.

by HERE4UOK 2/26/2016

written by HERE4UOK

I hope you find it in your heart to watch this video and realize how much you really are cared for and how much we need you here.

The End? Sure, you’re in control of that. It’s your life after all, right? But stick around long enough to see you pull through this day… week… month and years. Before you know it, you will have succeeded.

Let life do its job. You? Be the difference in someone’s life… especially in yours.

Hi. I Care. I’m HERE4UOK

2/26/2016 13 comments

The Void

by Drowning 2/26/2016

written by Drowning

Today has gone kinda of smooth felt shit waking up and most of the morning then afternoon seemed to level out now at home and can’t stop fucking eating maybe it’s the anti depressants ? Or am I comfort eating ? Or trying to fill that void inside there is always that void inside I don’t no what it is but I no I always need it filled with food drink sex etc why is that void there what is that void I really don’t know but I really hate my weight I’m not over weight I just think I’m fat but I’m […]

2/26/2016 1 comment

Constant need for approval

by beokay 2/23/2016

written by beokay

i constantly feel that i need to get approval of those around me before i go about my day. i need to make sure people accept me so i feel better. i found this beautiful article that i could relate to in so many ways. please take the time to read and share this article to become aware of the stereotypes in society and what role you play in creating them. i couldn’t be happier i stumbled upon this today. let it change your day too.

http://theodysseyonline.com/marywood/the-girl-with-the-pixy-cut

2/23/2016 3 comments

Quintuple My Quentapine Please

by EtiLamb 2/23/2016

written by EtiLamb

Ah yes, another junky clean. I honestly want to stay off of shit this time around; I have no interest in being dependent on chems or people. I make enough money, and function well enough to maintain an addiction for years, but the problem is I know I would end up just dropping dead. Well, drugs normally drive me out of control with depression, and on an almost cyclical clock I make an attempt at suicide. Playing with your brain chemistry like I do results in incredible unpredictable mood swings. That being said, honestly drugs always helped me control my anxiety and anger levels, but […]

2/23/2016 2 comments

Is anyone there?

by alina_01 2/23/2016

written by alina_01

i need to talk, i need the distraction. I’m so conflicted right now it is insane.

2/23/2016 10 comments

Question?

by Luci 2/15/2016

written by Luci

I don’t understand how someone with so much love in their heart can kill someone so young. I don’t get it.

But I have a question for all of you:

If you have had a family member or a friend or lover that was a murderer, do you still love them, or hate them for the crime they have committed? Or do you hate the crime they committed and still love them? I would like to know. I know it is personal, but I am at a loss for words at what has happened and need to know I am not […]

2/15/2016 11 comments

Because you need more Smiths

by deadmanliving(hopefullyhopeful) 2/13/2016

written by deadmanliving(hopefullyhopeful)

https://youtu.be/8crXaOuJOf4

Song has just been in my head all day. I like this version better than the “official” one.

2/13/2016 2 comments

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