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Reality is boring , real life is boring , real world is boring , not like movies, comics, novels, anime manga, video games !

by niki
written by niki

Reality is boring
real-life is boring
real-world is boring
not like movies, comics, novels, anime manga, video games !

also,
I hate Humans , Humans suck
I hate Human , Human suck
I hate Humanity, Humanity suck
I hate people , people suck

Most humans / people only think about Money ,
and this reality is boring !
reallife is boring !
realworld is boring !

people / humans are so shallow, superficial, stupid, ignorant
Humanity is hopeless

if there is God , then God is boring !
even Science is boring too !
Science fiction (Sci-fi) is much more interesting than real Science facts !

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welp that person’s gone

by shatterediris
written by shatterediris

It is now past the deadline I set for a person to start talking to me again, I now know I will probably never speak to them again. Meh oh well…. Still worried about driving the other one away a bit further yesterday, but they should stay. There is one that I don’t really fear leaving as they are also horrible at meeting people, so that’s good I guess…. Broken friends are nice I guess, they’ll never leave you ^_^ (that sounds horrible really)

There are a few people in some of my classes I sort of want to try to develop a relationship with outside […]

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We can stand on the stage and watch them burn…

by The White Rabbit
written by The White Rabbit

A good song that is. It’s been a while since last I was here. A shit load has happened… I tried to resolve my issues, I’ve tried to resolve that I have to push through life. I refuse to believe this is a fucking disease. The only disease on this planet that doesn’t rot your flesh is humanity itself if I can cut past the idea that I’m talking about you, the reader.

I know I can’t kill myself… not myself anyhow. I’m too much of a coward and all of my attempts have just been those of a coward. So I can’t do that.

Right now […]

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It’s all so meaningless

by tryingtohope
written by tryingtohope

Thanks to those who responded to my first post. It was nice to be heard.

It was another horrible morning. I wake up in so much physical and emotional pain. I don’t know how much longer I can take it.

Sometimes when I’m out in my car I just want to close my eyes and let my car soar off the edge of the road or something. I wonder if in that instant of being airborne I would have regrets and want to go back.

This is probably the only place I can say it: one of the reasons I haven’t done it yet is because I’m afraid I’m […]

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People are strange.

by sickfromthemelt
written by sickfromthemelt

Oh, fuck it, stop saying it gets better, just stop… it’s a bad joke.

I mean, why is it, that people genuinely don’t want me to die, “oh no, please don’t kill yourself, i mean, we’ll still hate you, you won’t accomplish anything, and even if you could, we won’t let you because we hate you, remember?”

It’s like they can smell it on me, how ‘pathetic’ and ‘retarded’ I am, fuck, even online, people seem to avoid me or stamp me out like the plague…

Really, they just don’t want to feel guilty for being a shit, and if they get a good laugh out of it, […]

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I don’t get it.

by phony_smile
written by phony_smile

I really don’t understand why people are so shocked to see slit wrists.

Like, is it not a common occurrence for you to see a depressed teenager wanting relief from his/her problems?

I just came back from buying several art materials. When I handed the money I needed to pay, the person in the cashier straight out asked me, “Why on earth do you teenagers follow stereotypical emos? Is cutting a trend now?”

I felt offended..

It’s not like I chose to be fucking depressed and pressured to the point I cut my own fucking self for relief.

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People who don’t ‘get it.’

by vedura
written by vedura

If you are already on an anti-depressant and an anti-anxiety medication, after a life time of struggle and suicidal ideation; and going through a hard time, running out of money and unable to get a job; how do you feel when a friend tells you that you worry too much, then recommends an essential oil calming combination?

SCREAM!!

Thank you for listening. I just had to get that out. I should have learned by now that those who haven’t been there will never understand. Repeating a hundred ‘la la’s, while sitting in a lotus position just doesn’t pay the electric bill.

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Just Because

by Girl_dying
written by Girl_dying

Just because, I smile, doesn’t mean I don’t know pain

Just because, I laugh, doesn’t mean I’m not hurting inside 

Just because,  I don’t cry every moment of the day , doesn’t mean I don’t want to 

Just because, I can seem strong,  doesn’t mean every little thing can’t break me

Just because, I seem happy and okay, doesn’t mean I am

Just because, I say ” I’m fine “, doesn’t mean I am

Just because, I look like I’m independent, doesn’t mean I don’t need love 

Just because, I am not saying this […]

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My faith

by teresa45
written by teresa45

I tried to kill myself last Tuesday.  I don’t remember anything except waking up in the hospital.  This was my third attempt.  How do I keep surviving?  I pray so much that my prayers are me actually begging God to help me.  Still no answers.  Am I here to be punished?  People speak of a hell after we die.  Does it really exist or is this really hell and there is nothing after this.  I want to believe so bad there is something good after this hell i’m in on this earth.

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Because self inflicted pain and suicide attempts are addictive

by Counting The Days Until I'm gone
written by Counting The Days Until I'm gone

Sometimes I scare myself. At first I don’t realize what I’m doing. I tend to change reactions and emotions quickly. I’m bipolar. When I’m alone and calm , I can control myself, until I experience episodes of anger and sadness. These episodes result in me cutting myself or swallowing 30+ pills, or just guzzling down vodka.

I’m having more frequent thoughts of harming myself lately. Its like I’m an addict who is in remission but is being tempted. My friends have tried with me repeatedly to get me to stop self harming but I just can’t

People just don’t understand that suicidal thoughts and self harm are […]

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Dreams better than reality? Why Dream is better than reality? Why is Dreams better than reality?

by niki
written by niki

Why Dreams is better than reality?
Why is Dream better than reality?
Why is dreams better than reality? Why dream is better than reality?

What puzzles me the most is human’s mind / human’s brains and imagination better than reality / human’s fantasy is better than reality.

for example:
just look at the movies, novels, comics, games, books, , animations (anime / manga), science fiction (sci-fi / sci fi), fantasy , like Star Wars, Harry Potter, Lord of the Rings, Narnia, Final Fantasy, Kingdom Hearts, Swords Art Online, MMORPG , Interstellar , The Matrix , Avengers , X-Men , etc etc, they are much more interesting, full […]

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I Don’t Know What to Do Anymore

by Mitzia
written by Mitzia

It’s been a long time since I was last here.  About a year and half, to be exact.  I thought I was really getting better but in the last few months, everything seems to be spiraling down again.  I’ve read that it’s therapeutic to write about it, so hopefully this will help me.

In July, my boyfriend of seven months, Alex, broke up with me.  He was everything I had wanted in a person and I woke up everyday with an overwhelming amount of happiness that I thought the years of suicidal thoughts and depression were finally leaving my mind.

If only I knew how wrong I […]

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Be honest

by No_one_care
written by No_one_care

Am i worth it???
Am i worth this pathetic life?
People see me laughing and smiling but inside i’m dying. How can my life be so complicated??How do i go on?? Do i even try?? I just honestly am struggling with the pain i feel inside.

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I wish I wasn’t a failure.

by Zephyr
written by Zephyr

I am, though.  I can’t help it.  I can’t help the fact that Im a failure.  It’s not like I’ve not tried to put myself out there.  I’ve done everything you wanted, Mom, Dad- I just… Nobody wants someone who’s nobody.  And they don’t want any bullshit art that this shitty ass fucking 16 year old made.  They don’t want dumbass masks I put my hard work into.  They don’t even want my paintings! You tell me to put myself out there and then I’ll get people to buy my things.  You tell me not to get a real job and just rely on art.  […]

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Horrible day in a while

by plasticflower
written by plasticflower

Today’s just been horrible.
I always say to myself that I don’t think I could kill myself because of how my family would feel, but today I really couldn’t care less. Not a lot to say, but today I realized something I didn’t realize before
I am definitely, 100% sure that at some point I’ll take my own life.
Maybe not today, maybe not tomorrow,
but soon.

-V

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My Story

by smilingcrying
written by smilingcrying

Hi! I’m going to remain anonymous but I’m a 13-year-old bigender person who has never really been happy. I doubt I’ll ever post here again because I have other places to vent (where I’ve posted this, but I feel really bad so I’m gonna write it again. For some reason it makes me feel better), and I prioritize those places. Anyway, here is me.

I was born to my dating high-school-sweethearts mother and father. They lived with my mom’s mother for two years after that before getting an apartment together (with me, of course). They didn’t love each other anymore. My dad says they weren’t even […]

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People here…

by disgusting
written by disgusting

Wndozh8r (did I get that right?) Been trying to tell you that I’m also from WV. I was born & raised in Morgantown. I am only surprised more people in WV aren’t in here, because living in WV is enough to make one want to kill themselves. 😉 lol (But actually I have had a moment or two of being homesick. It’ll be 2 years out of WV before I know it. I lost my whole family and life there.)

Somebody Insignificant (is that right?) Damn it to hell, I’m horny! Lol

And for others, I wonder what these guys look like who swear they’re going to […]

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Why movies are better than reality ? Why movie is better than reality ? Why reality is boring ?

by niki
written by niki

Why movies are better than reality / real life / real world ?
Why movie is better than reality / real life / real world ?
Why reality is boring ?

What puzzles me the most is human’s mind / human’s brains and imagination better than reality ( human’s fantasy is better than reality )

for example:
just look at the movies, novels, comics, games, books, , animations (anime / manga), science fiction (sci-fi), fantasy , like Star Wars, Harry Potter, Lord of the Rings, Narnia, X-Men, Marvels & DC universe / movies , The Avengers , Final Fantasy, Kingdom Hearts, Swords Art Online, Naruto, Bleach, […]

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