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I am a coward

by chilliandy 10/16/2012

written by chilliandy

How and where do I start this story?

Well I am 37 years of age and have nothing to show for life, I am homeless and broke and I am honestly at the point where I cant take any more.

Over the last 5 years I have been diagnosed with ME/CFS which I fight everyday, I have had a marriage breakd down, I have hadÂ a miscarriage to deal with, an abortion I knew nothing about. Redundancy, attempted suicide,Â break down of another relationship, my parents disowned meÂ now I am homeless and broke. I also think I may have an alcohol problem as I cant get through a day […]

10/16/2012 9 comments

My Life Story, I’ll Never Be Good Enough

by PainHiddenWithASmile 10/15/2012

written by PainHiddenWithASmile

I’m 19 years old and ever since I can remember, I felt rejected. My father did not show any love. Instead, he decided to have multiple affairs and leave me and my mother every night to satisfy his sick needs. How can he choose random females over his family?! I can remember one day trying to be involved in one of my fathers and older sisters conversations..he looked at me and told me to get away. Not having that love and affection from my father sent me out seeking it. At 11 years old I invited these 2 boys over which were friends but i […]

10/15/2012 2 comments

In the dark places everything is just the fucking same

by beckyj 10/14/2012

written by beckyj

Once there was a girl who had a very nice life. She lived in a nice place and had nice friends. People liked having her around because she was fun and funny. Some people even thought she was pretty. Some people wanted a relationship with her.

But nobody knew when she was alone the dark places she went. Wishing to be dead. And pain coursing through her body like an electric current. It rendered her crippled and convulsing at night alone with the thoughts and endless tears shed, and dark dark places too many to list and tears, Jesus fuck endless tears.

She wanted to spare her […]

10/14/2012 2 comments

My Story .. so far

by wanttotheunicorns 10/13/2012

written by wanttotheunicorns

well, hi my name is Pia and i’m 14. It’s my first time that I write down .. my “stuff”. Â so I will just start how everything began.

i started first time cutting myself in 2009 i think, i wasn’t that long ago that my grandpa died. my mom changed, or i changed. i dont know. anyways my mom and me got big stress, i told her the first time that i hate her and i got the first time the feeling that i don’t belong here. I cut myself the first time.Â

From now on, i cut myself everytime when i got problems. When i cried […]

10/13/2012 0 comment

freakin’ fed up

by annae 10/12/2012

written by annae

So I guess life is about finding a partner to share your life with, being the partner for somebody and building a life on a relationship, maybe having a family. Sounds nice. Sounds like something I’d like to achieve.

So my life should be about perfect. I just got two A:s so I’m a good student, I live together with my bf and everything seems good.

Let me just say.

Fuck this shit.

Two of his friends came over today. The other one offered me some candy and I said “well… thanks.” What did my bf say? “You don’t have to be such a moodkiller.” Yeah. A moodkiller. And […]

10/12/2012 1 comment

I dont want to see what happens next

by Nothing.left.to.lose 10/12/2012

written by Nothing.left.to.lose

Ive lost/about to lose everything that is important to me. I let some outside factors take over and rule my life. Making my relationship suffer and eventually costing me the only person who really matters. It all started when my dad was tricked into accepting stolen property. My dad is an old sick gentle man who has survived cancer. He still needs a lot of medical attention but now he has two felony accounts on him. During the same time my band i have been with for 5+years breaks up and one of best friends goes to jail for something he didnt even do. So […]

10/12/2012 3 comments

Unknown to myself…

by MentForBetterThings 10/12/2012

written by MentForBetterThings

So… My main problem in life isn’t that of feeling left out, not that I don’t fit in although both of those are very much good reasons to be depressed. Anyways, my problem lies in my relationship, not with it but about it. I have kept a sort of diary or blog type thin on my phone over the nearly 3 years and as you read them from start to finish you see it go from sweet and cute to doom and gloom. Now I am a 16 Year Old male and I am extremely unhappy in which I sometimes result into self – harming. […]

10/12/2012 0 comment

i’m sick of living.

by shatteredd__ 10/8/2012

written by shatteredd__

um,i don’t know how to start this,i’ve never talked about my suicidal thoughts to anyone,ever,but i felt like you people can at least understand cause you’ve had it bad too. well,let’s start with family eh? my family,my father is a ***** who left me and my brothers with our mother for 10 years and now he wants me to get back with him. me and my brothers tried to forgive him for all that he’ve done through out all these years but he wouldn’t let us. it’s like he wants us to hate him but go with him,and leave my mother alone. i’m the one […]

10/8/2012 3 comments

Nothing is changing.

by AW92 10/1/2012

written by AW92

No matter what I do, or how many resumes I send off or hand out I get nothing back.
I had one interview since I quit my last job two months ago, the lady pretty munched offered me a job during the interview! But of course she wanted to talk to my refereences ha ah ha, fuck.
It was only on Friday though so hopefully she calls by the end of this week.
I don’t know what else I can do.
I’m hopeless and unemployable because I have no skills or talents.
I mean, I could loose weight and try to do boy magazines but […]

10/1/2012 5 comments

He yelled, she cried.

by Fallen_Hearts_Hopes_Lost 9/28/2012

written by Fallen_Hearts_Hopes_Lost

I am so tired of the yelling. A trip to giant, Weis, and the drug store, turns into a yelling match as me and my brother put away the grocerys. He says one thing and then when she defends herself he starts to insult her. He told her to pack her stuff and get out. It’s never gotten this far. It’s been bad. But never this bad. So no he sits infront of the tv while she’s back in her room crying her eyes out. I knew we wouldn’t go a week without a fight. And there is nothing I can do about it. What […]

9/28/2012 2 comments

I can’t do it anymore

by TTandCC 9/21/2012

written by TTandCC

The term, “I cant live without you” is really sticking with me. I’m and 18 year old female. I’m in love with another female. We’ve been dating over a year now. I’m never been in love like this. I even dated someone over 2 years .. still never felt this way. She is truely the love of my life. I dont even think of us as being in a ‘relationship’ .. I think .. thought of us as ONE. My soul is tied to hers. I feel so empty now .. now that she’s gone. I need to be close to her. I need to […]

9/21/2012 7 comments

Just kill me now.

by Little Red 9/16/2012

written by Little Red

I dont think this world is worth it. Living in all this pain. Im bisexual, apparently “Emo” as i get called at school. Nobody accepts me for who i am.Not even my mother. She always has stuff to say about who i am and about my friends. She says she wont lower her standards for us. She doesnt know im bi. Like who the hell said she needed to lower her standards for anyone. .I dont want to live in this hell anymore. Im thinking of suicide or running away. The easiest way i can think of is just a large cocktail on pills in […]

9/16/2012 14 comments

Pointless Life

by kirua2468 9/16/2012

written by kirua2468

I guess I should start with a statement of “I know that I”m a really lucky person, and life, while not perfect, had been nice to me.” I am born in a really developed country, and have so many benefits that many other countries doesn’t have. I am gifted and loved by god in many ways (learned how to read a language through watching TV, drawings that had won numerous awards and got me a 60,000 scholarship money, performed dance for the Winter Olympics, top three in my school, an hourglass figure, decent face, and healthy body with no mutations…etc.) But I don’t see a […]

9/16/2012 3 comments

every single one:/ this is bad

by fakingit 9/12/2012

written by fakingit

IM SERIOUS. this is NO LIE. every relationship ive ever been in, has been longdistanced and somene i met online. WHY? what the fuck is wrong with me in person???? i keep track in my mind at school whos single and who aint..well turns out in my grade? im like the only one who isnt walking beside their bf. this is so nerve wrecking like huh am i a loner? maybe. i just wish i knew why im so unappealing in person..im one of the nicest people you’ll ever meet (unless u piss me off and u will wish u never knew me) so ita […]

9/12/2012 1 comment

she smiled at me

by tphg 9/12/2012

written by tphg

in that special way that lets you know that you have a place in their heart. She smiled at me and it broke my heart. The path of human coupling is a long and winding road, and I’m not up to the journey. As much as I want to take the trip with someone, I’m afraid of being hurt, of being reminded that I don’t belong with people, that I’m only here to serve.

In my brain, it feels like I could succeed at.. building some sort of relationship built on trust and support but… There’s no evidence to support that. I’ve never been able […]

9/12/2012 0 comment

Crushing loneliness

by BrimestoneKH 9/11/2012

written by BrimestoneKH

Ever since I can remember I’ve been alone. When I was a baby my dad left and I’ve never met him, my so called mum wanted to give me to foster care but my nanna stepped in and took me in. My poppa mostly ignored me when I was growing up and he and my Nanna divorced when I was 10. I lived with my Nanna for a year. When we were living together she started a relationship with this guy and all I remember isÂ her telling me it had ended with him because I was a bad kid. Then she sent me to live […]

9/11/2012 1 comment

i feel useless and unwanted

by sushi_lover 9/8/2012

written by sushi_lover

i’ve just come out of a relationship, and before you all start, that isn’t the reason i’m feeling the way i am. i can deal with not being close to somebody, its the fact that when something goes wrong in my life, i have nobody i can talk to about it? if i tell my mum she just gets the whole family involved, and i don’t want that. all of my friends seem to have turned against me these past few days, and i know break-ups are hard, and it isn’t the end of the whole, but this is so difficult and i can’t express […]

9/8/2012 1 comment

I am a horrible person.

by fourshots22 9/7/2012

written by fourshots22

Ive always had this depression and I never really tried to get rid of it because it helps with my art.Ive never been good at anything but that especially writting I tend to over write….like right now.Its never been this bad but I guess its becuse ive never fucked up this bad and I know youre going to think of me as one of the most cruel horrible heartless dumbasses but I assure you, I do have a heart Im just stupid.Back in highschool my freshman year was just a blur I mean it started off bad I was hit by suburban the third […]

9/7/2012 6 comments

It might be the only way

by sm9500 9/7/2012

written by sm9500

I really don’t want to commit suicide, but in my case, I think it may be my only way to avoid a life of complete suffering for many more years.

I’m a single, middle aged woman, no children or spouse. Â I have siblings whom I no longer can have a relationship with, for valid and good reasons. Â While I have friends, and I appreciate them, they have their own families and their own lives, I cannot count on them to alleviate the loneliness. Â I’m incredibly, incredibly lonely.

But, I’ve always been a “fighter” … until now. Â I’ve gone through trial after trial through my years on this […]

9/7/2012 5 comments

I guess i may need help.

by lostagain 9/5/2012

written by lostagain

Im 24 years old, married, a mother of two, and i have been suicidal since the age of 12. I attempted many times, been hospitalized, been on any med you can think of, and i still cant pull myself out of this. Truth is, i love my husband, but our relationship was abusive in the past, i developed PTSD. Also coupled with molestation as a child, i have alot of anxiety. I have also discovered that i have been in love with a long time friend for a long time. I sleep with him on occasion, and i just want to stay there. Like i […]

9/5/2012 5 comments

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