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Zombie Lessons

by Cordless 3/7/2016

written by Cordless

calvin-psychopath

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This morning (Monday) I finally got to sleep for the first time since Friday.

Slept for 12-13 hours, and still woke up feeling like someone who could give zombie-lessons.

I can sit and stare at the wall for an hour, doing nothing and thinking almost nothing, before my brain finally nudges me into consciousness.

Something is definitely weird.

I have two different doctor appointments next week, so maybe one of them will have an idea what’s going on.

Until then, hi, everybody.
Mondays are rotten for most people, so […]

3/7/2016 37 comments

It’s bad again…

by BlondeWig 3/7/2016

written by BlondeWig

I never thought it would get this way again. Everything was looking up, I was happy. But I guess my happiness always has a nasty habit of running away from me and leaving me like everyone else.

I’m scared. I’m so fucking scared I have no idea what to do. I wake up shaking from anxiety from dreams I can’t remember. I’m not eating, i’m not sleeping. I just got a new job and I don’t even know how I’m going to manage that. I never want to leave the house anymore. What’s the point? I have a boyfriend, things seemed perfect. Maybe i’m just too […]

3/7/2016 2 comments

How to be notified of comments on Your Post

by kismet 3/7/2016

written by kismet

If you want to be notified of comments, scroll right to the bottom of the post to where it says “Leave a Reply”. Underneath that you will find where it says Subscribe to comments, with a dropdown box. Notifications will be via the email address you have linked to your SP account, so just be aware in case there’s anyone else who has access to that email address that you don’t want to know.

3/7/2016 0 comment

I’m so shaken up right now..

by worn_out_soul 3/7/2016

written by worn_out_soul

So for the longest time, I have had this paranoia that I was being poisoned by my folks.. every time I would eat something they made I would immediately start feeling sick, my throat started burning, my chest and stomach started hurting and I got really bad headaches later on. I’ve been trying to avoid there food for a while but I had to yesterday morning, they were watching. The same thing happened. I couldn’t take it anymore, immediately I started searching around for shit I can be poisoned with. I then found this on the bottom of one of my families bag. is this […]

3/7/2016 2 comments

by thehusk 3/7/2016

written by thehusk

Today everything just seems that little bit more pointless. Hurrah for my screwy brain. In a few hours/days I’m sure I’ll be back in a state of delusional avoidance. But right now I just feel lost and empty.

3/7/2016 0 comment

I’ll just leave

by PineBapple 3/6/2016

written by PineBapple

Yeah so this community just seems established and I just kind of feel like I’m in the background with the right qualifications but not really fitting in. I don’t know why I even came here to begin with, I knew it wasn’t what I hoped it was but I stayed hoping, well I don’t even know what I was hoping for. I wouldn’t bother commenting on this either if I was you, I’ll be closing my browser after I publish this.

3/6/2016 17 comments

I always feel lost

by hateself 3/6/2016

written by hateself

All my life i have spent years hoping that things would turn out alright for once but it seems no matter what i do i always can’t get things right. I just don’t know where i belong in this world I’m not sure if i ave ever really belonged anywhere. sometimes i really just wish i wasn’t such a fuck up, that things went right for once.

3/6/2016 4 comments

should I do it tonight?

by 4beyondhelp 3/6/2016

written by 4beyondhelp

I wasn’t planning on it, but come to think of it tonight is as good a time as any. I could do it and not be found for long enough for it to have a shot at working.

I’ve been considering death for long enough that I know it isn’t a passing fancy. I also know that 2am is not the best time to make impulsive decisions with permanent consequences, but I thought to myself before that the only thing between me and death was the selfishness to stop caring about whatever effects my death will have on the people I leave behind (funny how inconsequential […]

3/6/2016 10 comments

I’m Just Trynna Let This Out.

by GTSuicide_6 3/5/2016

written by GTSuicide_6

I have an English persuasive speech due.

Not to worry, its for the 7th of April,

I’ll be dead on the 6th.

We still have to do the work. All the writing and stuff. This gives me extreme anxiety. My heart keeps racing. I’m very panicked. Practice it in front of our class, get graded on it.

Wanted to do it on Euthanasia, but its going to be legalized soon here, so whats the point in going FOR it?

I’d go against it, but what arguments can I possibly have?

I’m very stressed.

This persuasive essay thing gives me so much anxiety.

I can’t eat or sleep or think. I feel horrible.

I’d kill […]

3/5/2016 4 comments

Fridaaaaaaay.

by Cordless 3/4/2016

written by Cordless

beanbag-cheetos-walmart

No, I didn’t really eat cheetos naked in WalMart.
But that would be an AWESOME memory to have.
Right up until the point when the security guards escorted you out.

It’s ok.

They’re more uncomfortable grabbing you than you are about them.

My actual Friday has been spent entirely in bed.

Getting ready to take the evening meds and settle down for a few hours of websurfing combined with a few movies playing in the background.

Fun, but unbelievably dull compared to the energetic naked people out there in the bean bag section of WalMarts everywhere.

3/4/2016 29 comments

I’m so in love with her, it’s crazy.

by Wintergirl 3/2/2016

written by Wintergirl

There is someone in my life, who I have found myself to be in love with. I say it that way because it’s just that, one day it just hit me, hard. I have known her through my travels, on my way to work. I ride the bus. She’s everyone’s favorite. I know this because I ride a lot of busses in any given week. No other bus rides are like this. She’s such a kind, fun, kinda crazy person. She remembers things you say to her. I can’t imagine how many people she sees in a day, but yet she remembers you aren’t looking […]

3/2/2016 8 comments

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by GTSuicide_6 3/2/2016

written by GTSuicide_6

I can’t even make a post.I’m so broken right now. I’m so sad. ;(

3/2/2016 6 comments

golden gate

by saudade07 3/1/2016

written by saudade07

i’m only interested in responses from people who live there, thanks.

there seems to be conflicting articles about the suicide barrier. the most recent one i could find said the plans were on hold again for another two months. something about acquiring a sufficient amount of american steel for the project.

i need to know if there is any type of safety net up or work going on as of right now. to clarify, i’m not talking about the movable barrier they installed for traffic purposes. (but if you live there, you most likely knew which barrier i meant).

3/1/2016 2 comments

I’ve Made My Bed, But I’d Rather Not Lie In It

by thehusk 3/1/2016

written by thehusk

I want to go back. Change everything. There was so much potential for happiness in my life. If only I hadn’t been such a fucking asshole. But now it’s too late. Now I’ve become this thing that I can’t let anyone see. I can’t make a connection with anyone because I have to put on an act. Pretend I’m a decent person, not a disgusting oxygen-thief. Can’t change myself to become decent. There’s some things you can’t come back from. I’m not sure what the right thing would be from this point. I’m guessing it would hurt. A lot. Me, and my family. A whole […]

3/1/2016 4 comments

First of the month?

by Drowning 3/1/2016

written by Drowning

Everyone on here seems to be at point break right now isit because it’s the start of a new month ? I don’t no but I feel like shit right now your not alone guys new month new demons when dose the pain end ?!!!!

3/1/2016 5 comments

I’m really scared

by such catcat 2/28/2016

written by such catcat

I’m trying to slit my wrists right now, it’s just so painful, I don’t know how I’m going to go deep enough to bleed out. I’m really scared though.

2/28/2016 102 comments

It’s not fair

by Ryder 2/28/2016

written by Ryder

We deserve the right to die with dignity. No adult should feel forced to live against his or her will. If a grownup really wants to die, there should be nothing denying him that right. I don’t want to risk surviving a fatal suicide attempt. I just want to die and be free from Earth. I’m tired of playing in the sandbox. I’m tired of the competition, mysteries, and hopelessness and I deserve a painless, easy death. We’re all going to die anyway and possibly lose everything, so why does killing oneself have to be so hard. I’ve thought long and hard about this and […]

2/28/2016 12 comments

feeling depressed again

by evildandelions 2/28/2016

written by evildandelions

Feeling depressed sad, not grieving sad. At least it feels like it, like I’d be feeling this way (mostly) even if my fiance and I were still together.

I do feel like I’ve sort of accepted she’s gone and what’s happened, maybe. But it feels like my life is just a cycle of loss and tragedy on top of unrelenting depression and anxiety. The only reprieve I’ve had was when I was with my fiance/girlfriend. Our first year together is probably the happiest I can remember ever being- not only was I in love with an amazing woman who loved me back, but right before we […]

2/28/2016 9 comments

“The greatest thing is Love.” You ARE Valuable.

by HERE4UOK 2/26/2016

written by HERE4UOK

I hope you find it in your heart to watch this video and realize how much you really are cared for and how much we need you here.

The End? Sure, you’re in control of that. It’s your life after all, right? But stick around long enough to see you pull through this day… week… month and years. Before you know it, you will have succeeded.

Let life do its job. You? Be the difference in someone’s life… especially in yours.

Hi. I Care. I’m HERE4UOK

2/26/2016 13 comments

RIGHT TO DIE

by nomas 2/26/2016

written by nomas

I think we should have the right to die no matter the situation. Transgender people have the right to completely change their lives if they choose to. If a transgender male wants to have his penis removed , he goes in for evaluation and see if that’s what he really wants . after a year I think and after tons of questions to make sure that’s what he wants BAM! The penis is gone. Even if family and society disagrees, he has the right to change his life if he choses to and he’s allow to do so. His body, his mind and his life.

Now […]

2/26/2016 8 comments

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