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Asshole of a Stepdad

by JiminyCrispies
written by JiminyCrispies

My stepdad is an asshole. I saw my therapist today, and she said to try different things to distract myself from the voices and such because they’ve been bad lately, so I thought I’d attempt to watch TV for an hour or so with my mum and stepdad. It is something I regret even thinking of, and it has made everything so much more worse.

Despite sitting basically mute, with the one off offer of a cup of tea, my stepdad yelled at me within 45 minutes. My dogs had just been outside for the sixth time in the space of 15 minutes, and I was […]

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August 17

by Miss Blythe
written by Miss Blythe

The driver had taken two candyflips earlier that day (acid and molly tabs) at the show. After the show, we went to an after party at someone’s house. Driver may have drank, I don’t know. But by the time I had to go, it was much after three in the morning…he wasn’t high anymore, just tired from being so high. We left, and he was swerving all over the place. My anxiety with cars has always been pretty bad, so my voice got caught in my throat and I couldn’t tell him to pull over. I closed my eyes on the highway after valley west […]

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I’m Losing It

by rafaelgarcia733
written by rafaelgarcia733

I’ve thought about taking my life so many times. I know some say it’s the cowards way out and that someone always has it worse than me – Truth is, I’m just so fed up. I’m exhausted. It’s like things are so bad I just don’t even feel like getting out of bed. I have great friends but I just have so many emotional issues that even hanging out with them seems like a chore.

I was sexually molested and abused continuously when I was young. I didn’t even know to tell or what to do. My mom found out because there was blood in my […]

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My Life PT 2

by XxemofuckxXD
written by XxemofuckxXD

When I was nine my stepdad started drug dealing. The people that he would sell to were either junkies off the street or very powerful people. To help his buisness he would strap me down to a chair and test the drugs out on me in front of his clients and when he bought off of some one. He sold crack, oxicotten, pain killer, meth, weed pretty much any drug you could think of. I dont know how he gets it all i know is ive been the test dummy for 5 years.

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My story.

by Jladd
written by Jladd

Jladd here as all of you know and i figured you guys would like to hear my story.

My mom never use to be a drunk or violent. She was once a normal beautiful women who would give you the shirt off her back. But that’s not the case now. I have two brothers and a sister. And then one adopted brother and sister. My mother never use to hit me or anything like that but it all started after we moved into our new house and she lost her job. My stepdad was always at work to support us so i never really saw him and […]

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My story..

by Lullaby
written by Lullaby

I’ve struggled for a very very long time, and since i were young i’ve been depressed..

-Always bullied, abused and threatened..

When i were young up till today I’ve been going trough mental and psychical abuse., At my elementary schools i oftenly got threatened with knives and to be beaten up. A few times they even beat me up, hit me in places people couldn’t see the bruises on, and said If I’d tell anyone they’d cut my throat..

I tried to talk to people about it but always got laughed at and they said I’m just making things up, no one is doing such a thing to […]

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So, hey.

by eyegoespop
written by eyegoespop

Hey I’m new to this but there are some things I need to get off my chest. I’m sorry if I offend anyone or just generally upset/piss people off.

So I’ll start from the beginning.
From a very young age I didn’t really have a “normal” family. My parents divorced when I was a few months old so for a couple of years it was just me, my mum and my brother. My dad was always in my life, more so now than he used to be, but still he was around. When I was about two we moved in with my stepdad. He has two sons […]

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What Life Has Become… :'(

by RegretForever..
written by RegretForever..

Hello. This will most surely be my one and only post that I will ever do on this or any website but I felt impulsed to do this. I’m not sure if anyone will care.. but I just want to let out how I feel. My life has always been difficult. With an abusive stepdad and a mother that prefered him over her own blood.. but these last 2 years have been unbearable I cannot take it anymore. My life is complete sadness.. the only good thing I had was my one love. My girl, my future (which I thought)… but now I have finally […]

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so lost, no hope.

by karenangel
written by karenangel

here i go again, pathetically begging for some one to give a rats backside if i am here or not.

i keep getting told i have an answer for everything. if i did, do they not think i would be able to help myself.

im nearly 37,  have zero friends. a brother too busy to help (3 and a half hours away) a mum who is too busy going out with her friends to care, (4 and a half hours away) have had to move house (broken relationship), can only afford to live in the rough part of town – so dont go out the front door. […]

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Well, here goes nothing. (Part Two)

by shadow
written by shadow

As hard as I tried to convince my dad that the woman I love so much isn’t some pedophile, he still wouldn’t believe me. He wouldn’t let me explain all of what I had to say. Here’s what my dad threatened to do. “If you send so much as one more message to her, I will send your psp, your phone, your mother’s laptop, your stepdad’s laptop, and my laptop into the police as evidence against that disgusting pedo so that the police will track their location down and arrest them. I am NOT F****** kidding, I will send you to juvy too if you […]

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I hate the term ‘to help’

by Kiera
written by Kiera

I hate the term ‘to help’ because it means that you have a problem to be fixed in the first place.

I am a teenager and have already been through more than most people can even imagine. My biological father left when I was a baby and is in and out of jail. I haven’t met him, nor do I want to, but that event in my life is still a part of who I am today so it was worth mentioning. When I was young (2-5) I was physically abused by my stepfather at the time (also my little brother’s dad). I have two half […]

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My name is Whitney

by ohheywhitney
written by ohheywhitney

I’m 16

I’m a Junior in High school

I’m a cheerleader

A straight A student

A softball, basketball, and volley player

On color guard

Have great friends

An amazing boyfriend

I should be happy right?

I’m not

Why?

I have a secret

A secret that hurts me so bad

I don’t want to live

I was raped by my stepdad

from the time I was 9 until I turned 13

I feel dirty

I feel worthless

I feel responsible

I feel damaged

I feel broken

I feel ugly

I feel pain

But I keep smiling

Because I don’t know what else to do

I don’t tell that I cry myself to sleep every night

That I have nightmares

That I’m scared to be alone

That I want to die

My name is Whitney

I seem happy…..

Right?

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I hate him

by Dawn
written by Dawn

I hate him I hate him I hate him I hate him I hate him I hate him I hate him I FUCKING HATE HIM. I keep trying to tell him he’s gonna regret the way he treats me and it would hit him hard and suddenly. Why can’t he see I’m dying? He’ll feel it when I’m gone… Then maybe he’ll learn his lesson and treat her right too… She acts like it’s nothing, but he’s hurting her too…. She’s got enough aggrivation with my stepdad, she doesn’t have to deal with Aedan too… I fucking hate him… I hope when he finds out […]

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My ‘project’

by mydeathnote
written by mydeathnote

Today I started my “project”. I’m sick of the world, but my best and pretty much only friend wants me to stay with her until highschool, because she’s struggling with life as well. So I figured that if I slowly starve myself to death, I can stay with her, but as soon as school is out, the pain of starving will make it easier for me to just end life. I eat a lot so I’m not going to full out starve myself, but become majorly bulimic… Honestly, nobody on this site probably cares, but I just want to put it out there. I hate […]

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Can’t do it anymore

by torngirl00742
written by torngirl00742

I can’t do it anymore I’m only 14 a girl can only take so much I wish the last time I tried killing myself worked I have noone to talk to so here I am and still people won’t probly care sadly being raped by your father and friend for years and finally getting away and now your stepdad is a creep also is hard for me I try to be a good person and help a lot of people but I have no one but my boyfriend that’s not enough for me I miss my sisters I can’t see them because my family on […]

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i need advice/help

by forever_lost
written by forever_lost

kso i am a bisexual girl but no ones knows i am. the reasson no ones knows is because at somepoint most people in my  life said the dont like people that are in the LGBT community. i want to tell everyone now but i cant because they dont like LGBT people as much as people who are straight. my stepdad raised since i was born but his family and himself are against LGBT. my mom isn’t because in her culture(and mine) LGBT are seen as more superior. but i dont know if i should tell everyone now.

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Pissed off (crazy)

by RogueShadow1281
written by RogueShadow1281

Baby sister has been crying for the past hour, every time something happens, she cries. She’s the shrieking kind of crying, makes me wanna kill that piece of shit. Too bad I have “no balls”, nor to kill myself. So i hope I’m destined to do something. I have been angry for the past 3 days, ever since my little “date” with my cousin jasmine was canceled because her mom has no money. 

I’m incredibly angry, stepdad brings the baby into the living room so it could cry in my fucking ear as I play video games (not intentionally) and I sit here holding my emotions […]

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Made a list of everyone that got me to where i am..

by never3nding
written by never3nding

Its a long list dedicated to the people who ruined  any chance of happiness for me..

To the  guy who raped me at a party where i drank to much then denied it, then continued to harass me and put me in situations where im just as vulnerable.

To the guy who i dated for 2 years, told everything to, then who told everyone.

To the girl who fed my addiction, taught me about cutting, bought me a razor, and ever since the first time i’ve did it, i’ve done it every single night since.

To the ex best friend who left me in my most desperate state.

To my […]

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I Think I Can’t Continue Anymore .. But I Have To For Him

by mapazita
written by mapazita

So Much Stuff Can Go Through A Girl’s Mind .. It’s Funny How At My Age I Had To Go Through All This, It’s Not Even Fair. I Turned 16 On January 29th .. My First Birthday Without My Father, Still None Cared.. Plus I Didn’t Wanted None To Feel Pitty For Me. As I Said On My Other Post .. My Mom Got A New Boyfriend .. We Moved To His House 3 Week’s go. I Had To Leave All My Friend’s Again And The Best-Boy Friend In The Whole World. She Moved My World Up Side Down Back Again Just Like She Did […]

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No.. Im NOT ok..

by MaddieIsn'tOk
written by MaddieIsn'tOk

Yahh. Everyone asks that question. “Are you OK”? What do you think Im going to say? You expect me to just completeley scream out my feelings.. No! Im going to say “Yahh. Its all good”. Well. I used to. But I need to tell someone my feelings.. Im only 12. I live in Florida, and my stepdad and mom moved  me away from my family in Minnesota. 🙁 I have a 5 year old little sister who looks entirely up to me.. And my mom is pregnant with a boy now. I want to kill myself. I might. Im in the seventh grade. I went […]

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