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Thoughts Of Suicide

I feel like…

by Craft 3/21/2013

written by Craft

i feel like i need to vent, talk to someone or just get away.

i don’t know why or whats causing me too since i took a weekend off last weekend.

i’m just sick of school, sick of feeling depressed and like crap all the time, i’m sick of notÂ being able to talk to my girlfriend, just fuck it all

my thoughts of suicide have been on and off the past few weeks, the lesser of what they have been over the past month and a half or so.

thought about ways to go, like a simple bullet to the head, starvation, other things. I feel numb all […]

3/21/2013 0 comment

My story.

by cheryl123 3/15/2013

written by cheryl123

I feel numb right now, Â maybe of the anti depressants im taking, they make me feel weird. I cant sleep even though ive taken enough sleeping tablets to knock me out 3 times. I dont have anyone to talk to. I dont have the energy to write details, but here is my basic story.

My life for as long as I can remember has been unhappy, Ive been physically & mentally abused all my life. It made me insecure, I developed an eating disorder, self harmed and was suicidal a long time, I told myself when i’m older I wont feel like this and it will […]

3/15/2013 0 comment

coming closer

by iwanttobefree 3/12/2013

written by iwanttobefree

so back in october i made my first attempt and obviously failed but about a month ago i made plans for my second and now that’s in about 2 weeks. i feel really sick to say this but i’m excited. i’m sick and tired of this bullshit feeling and the only thing that gets me through the day is thinking “in a little bit it will all be over, you’ll be free” i know i should be thinking of everyone i’m going to leave but i’m so tired of living and being here that i could care less.

3/12/2013 6 comments

Shouldn’t of spoken

by lma3932 3/6/2013

written by lma3932

I’ve been able to keep my thoughts secret for years now, without ANYONE knowing about the cutting or thoughts of suicide. But someone finally figured it out. And when someone finds out a secret that big they can’t keep it to themselves because if I were to finally kill myself, they’d only blame themselves. But they don’t realize that with every new person that finds out, it gets worse. The cutting has almost doubled and I just want to kill myself. People have been asling me to go talk to a counselor or a priest. I finally went to see a counselor and now they […]

3/6/2013 3 comments

My story; From the beginning.

by I.cant.breathe! 2/17/2013

written by I.cant.breathe!

June 20th 2011, a day I will never forget. That was the day I first started to have thoughts of suicide. They spawned from who knows where, it just happened. My family and I were on a road trip in an RV, I was going to the front to see the corn feilds whirring by, when suddenly, I dunno what came over me, but the once innocent eleven year old girl, grabbed the handle to the door, thank God it was locked, who knows what I might’ve done.

September 25th, 2011, My 12th birthday was here, shoulda been happy, but I wasn’t. Sure it looked like […]

2/17/2013 4 comments

First Post

by nightgirl 2/14/2013

written by nightgirl

So I’ve been thinking about doing it (suicide). All day, every day, every year. And the only thing that’s really stopping me is fear of hell.

Is hell real?

I just can’t risk going to a place where I’ll suffer MORE than I’m already suffering now.

What do you guys think, is there a hell? If you commit suicide, do you go to it? Or do you just stop feeling anything… like before you were born, complete noexistance of the mind body and soul?

and don’t worry, your answers are not going to make me do it.

2/14/2013 10 comments

Alone again, another valentines day…

by Tokey 2/14/2013

written by Tokey

is today the day? Â im sorry, i havent been coming here or to chat lately… Â ive been really really depressed… Â the daily thoughts of suicide have returned, and it seems like with every almost love, the crushing aloneness afterwards gets stronger… Â i dont know if i can try anymore, and if thats the case, and im gonna end up alone forever… Â i cant help but think maybe i should just do it… Â i just dont want to be alone anymore… Â cya, and happy valentines day…

2/14/2013 2 comments

Betrayed again!

by Saint Thomas 2/13/2013

written by Saint Thomas

Why does this shit always happen to me. I try to be happy everyday but i guess im just really good at making a facade to every day of my pathetic little life. Who am i? my apparent friends always back stab me in the end i only have one friend who is my brother (not real brother) ive known him since we were 4 and i trust him with my life but others i meet sure ill be nice to them and shit like that but i try not to trust them or else id be breaking rule 1. Trust no one Suspect everyone […]

2/13/2013 2 comments

Unspoken

by Luck.Hope 2/7/2013

written by Luck.Hope

Its been awhile since I was last on here..still feeling the same but at least the thoughts of suicide have gotten better. But I don’t feel better about myself at all and its just getting worse in terms of that. I feel like the I’m the biggest idiot because I allowed myself to have feelings for someone that I probably should of, I made the mistake of being friends with benefits with one of my oldest friends. At the end of the day thats all he’ll ever want is just sex he wont want to be in a relationship with me, I mean why would […]

2/7/2013 5 comments

The End

by DeadMansHand 2/5/2013

written by DeadMansHand

To whoever is reading,

I give up. I’m a 19 year old, white, lower middle class, agnostic, who lives in California and I am killing myself on February 12th, my birthday. I’ve felt this way for several months and had thoughts of suicide for years. I already decided how I am going to go. I just felt like telling someone. I attempted suicide just over a week ago but was talked out of it. This time I won’t be.

I’m an exconvict on parole for possession with intent to sell. I’ve hurt so many people. Especially the people closest to me. This will hurt them […]

2/5/2013 8 comments

At some point

by sand_dude 1/29/2013

written by sand_dude

you just have to say “fuck it, I wanna be happy.”

Life is Shit at the moment, life is a journey.

You stepped in a pile of shit ok?

When you do that in real life, what really happens?

For the next ten miles do you think about that pile of shit you stepped in?

Do you see piles of shit on the road ahed and steer yourself right into them?

No? So why do it mentally?

Sure, your foot may stink because of the residual shit, but the initial impact is back there man, leave your bad feelings about the shit back there. […]

1/29/2013 5 comments

whats wrong?

by dl88 1/18/2013

written by dl88

Let me say first that though my life has been very hard for a woman that has only lived in this world for 24 years, I have been blessed with two beautiful children. Even though I have these angels with me everyday I still find myself locked in my closet uncontrollable crying with something in my head telling me my family would be better off without me. What role do I play in this world that I deserve to live. Let me start from the beginning of my life…. I was born into a abusive family where I witnessed my father beat my mother and […]

1/18/2013 4 comments

to her.

by b1urr 1/17/2013

written by b1urr

i tell her that i need to go to a different school, a school where there are only a few people so if anything only those few could pick on me. but she won’t let me leave this one. she saysÂ life is full ofÂ obstaclesÂ and people who won’t like you and people who you won’t like either. stay in this school so you’re prepared.Â well hey, does the “real world” consist ofÂ nobodyÂ liking you? does the “real world” consist of thoughts of suicide? does the “real world” push you to the fucking edge? did you try to kill yourself because the “real world” ended up just like school?

1/17/2013 4 comments

Suicide, Violence and Mass Murderers

by Dead Right 1/17/2013

written by Dead Right

Suicide, violence and mass murderers.

With all the school and theater shootings in the news today and the other
mass murders being attempted by mentally unstable people, now is not a good
time to admit it to mental health or law enforcement personnel that you are
considering suicide
Those violent unstable ( shooter) bastards make it hard for
nice nonviolent people to commit suicide or at least talk about it. The
majority of the public, in today’s environment immediately assume that if
you are serious about suicide then you will automatically try to commit mass
murder before taking your own life. They want you […]

1/17/2013 3 comments

It’s a miracle

by BIGRICH 1/14/2013

written by BIGRICH

That ive made it so far,im 36 and ive been deppressed almost all of my life,thoughts of suicide mostly every single day.Ive been through so much sh*t.Sometimes i dont find the purpose in life its just all meningless bullsh*t.

1/14/2013 1 comment

My first thoughts of suicide occurred when I was 10

by imjustready 1/10/2013

written by imjustready

I used to have thoughts of hiding under a car tire, and waiting for a family member to back up. I just couldn’t go through with it. Through the past 11 years of my life I’ve been completely miserable. There has been a series of unfortunate events that lead me to where I am today: living in a shitty apartment alone, no friends, hardly talk to family, education going down the toilet, and terrible insomnia. I’ve been doing some research on suicide methods, and I want to go via ********. But, it seems like there are many failed attempts. Anyone have any advice?

1/10/2013 0 comment

A Hello…and maybe a good-bye…

by Lonestar 1/4/2013

written by Lonestar

I know I’m new here.Â I’ve had these thoughts in my head for years, but no one understands me.Â My meds are off.Â I’m trying new ones, but they aren’t working fast enough.Â Â Every med I’ve tried either doesn’t work or has side effects that are worse than the damn depression.Â Therapists have never worked.Â I’ve never found one that I liked or trusted.Â I’m afraid that the first one I talked to honestly would dump me in a looney bin or have me forcibly committed.Â So I can’t open up to them.Â Basically, everything in my relationship is my fault.Â Everything.Â When I try […]

1/4/2013 4 comments

Taking a deep breath…

by falling_soup 12/29/2012

written by falling_soup

I need too really clear my Â head of the thoughts of suicide that are running threw my head. I had a plan too go when I got home and the only reason I am staying here is because I am still in love with my ex boyfriend and he said he was coming too visit me and even though he hasn’t told me when I am still going too hold on until that happens I am sick of being in this unhappy relationship with the guy I am with now. with him I do not feel happy I feel very invisible and he does not […]

12/29/2012 1 comment

Consuming me

by marchingkitty 12/16/2012

written by marchingkitty

These thoughts of suicide are consuming me. So much in fact that last night i dreamt that i had ODed (but didnt die) and i went to a hospital and my friend was there and she asked “Why would you do this?” or something along the lines of that and i replied “School.” (because the pressures of school are whats making me depressed and suicidal) The scary part is that i didnt regret it one bit. I woke up feeling happy because of what i had done in the dream, then i was disappointed when i realized that it was only a dream.Â I constantly […]

12/16/2012 3 comments

what they dont know…

by I.cant.breathe! 12/15/2012

written by I.cant.breathe!

Hey says my friend kelsie as she slides into the booth with the rest of us. hey we reply. ok says amber time to start! (in case your wondering this is my group my friends my club. every saturday we get together at this ice cream place and talk about whatever. it normally ends up with us gossiping about people, and yesterday the topic changed to to something quite interesting…) okay so guess what i learned about maredith welsh said cassy (the leader,somehow dont ask me how probably a miracle, i am friends with what society calls “the populars” they know EVERYTHING about everything at […]

12/15/2012 2 comments

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