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Random Rant Mumbled Into Cyberspace

by Cordless 4/15/2016

written by Cordless

Chimichangas are awesome, and so is General Tso’s Chicken, but Thursday I discovered that if you consume both of them in the same day, you will fart approximately 1,391 times. Which isn’t the best situation if you’re in public trying to get things done.

Also I went to pick up my refills Thursday and the pharmacy LOST my prescription. As in, I wasn’t even in their system anymore. So they had to look me up in a different computer and refill everything all over again. And it took them FOUR TIMES before they finally put it through the right insurance and got everything to ring up […]

4/15/2016 9 comments

Coming down from psychedelic trip

by Alexther 4/15/2016

written by Alexther

I found a few leaves of a plant with a powerful effect a couple of days ago. Not going to name it to avoid giving anyone here ideas, which I will explain why I don’t want such a thing later.

So, yesterday, I decided to smoke a bit. It was 11 P.M. and I went for one last cigarette. I couldn’t roll myself a joint with the stuff because my parents were in their bedroom watching TV, and I feared getting caught and sent into rehab.

I am so fucking glad I had that fear that prevented me from rolling a joint, because I ended up smoking […]

4/15/2016 3 comments

I didn’t realise and now I no longer want to die anymore

by Sui the Bunny 4/13/2016

written by Sui the Bunny

I didn’t realise how broken my 5 year old nephew is he sat on the middle of the road wanting to be ran over because he said he felt so alone I ran across the road we both nearly got run over by a van we both cried and I realised if he was to kill himself I would follow straight after. I don’t want to die anymore and leave him in this world to suffer alone he told me I’m the only person he had last night he had a nightmare that me and him were the only ones alive and everyone else were […]

4/13/2016 12 comments

here I go again

by 4beyondhelp 4/12/2016

written by 4beyondhelp

Today someone was talking about suicide and he said no matter how bad it was it would get better. He then offered an anecdote of how he had a friend who had a friend who wanted to kill herself, and when she called up the friend and told him she wanted to kill herself and listed all the reasons why, he told her she was right but that she should wait a year, and then she did, and within a year her life had turned around, she was happy, etc. I want to know, where do people even come up with this bullsh*t?? do they just assume […]

4/12/2016 11 comments

Selfish

by jmc22 4/12/2016

written by jmc22

I know

I know that my friends have other friends.

I know that I might be too busy sometimes or that I don’t always have a ride.

I know that I can be annoying, selfish, violent, moody, but I just want you to understand.

Understand that whenever I make a mistake, I think about what you would have done. That when people meet me, I think about how much better things would go if I were you. That even though I may seem fine, I just want to die.

I know that I’m awkward and don’t have as many friends as you. But it doesn’t help when you brag about what someone […]

4/12/2016 4 comments

On the edge

by whydoiwantto 4/11/2016

written by whydoiwantto

I’m on the edge right now. One of the few close friends I have, someone I considered my best friend, said that she didn’t want to be friends with me anymore ever since I tried to kill myself back in December, because dealing with the depression is too much. Apparently I’m just too sad all the time and it’s bringing her down…

I’m so fucking tired of my depression ruining relationships. If this medical condition was diabetes or something like that, this never would happen. But these suicide thoughts are out of my control. At the end of the day, after she told me the truth […]

4/11/2016 1 comment

Hello, My Name Is.

by AarinaDaae 4/10/2016

written by AarinaDaae

See, my mind is like a sift.

Every movement causes just a little bit more of me to fall through the holes.

Just as you did.
We weren’t close by any means but for some odd reason,

Your death took a part of me with you.
I can’t help but think back to that night when

You were nervous and I was busy.

Why was I busy?

You texted me but my mom took off with my stuff.
I didn’t get your text until well after midnight.

By then, it was too late.

You weren’t dead for a few more years but it was that moment, wasn’t it?
You decided that another move […]

4/10/2016 4 comments

Said Fairwell To My Best Friend.. And Lover

by GerbzBaby 4/9/2016

written by GerbzBaby

No, before you jump to conclusions I’m not harming myself in any way. This is about someone who I loved but unexpectedly found out he had cheated on me. Though we never made us dating official we where intamit (kissing, cuddling, making out, I would never go as far as that). He was my best friend, my lover and someone who made me in all honesty happy, something most people can’t do. He was kind in helping me.. But in the end I was wrong about him. He has fallen in love with another girl and still had feeling for my sister, lied and told […]

4/9/2016 4 comments

A sad experience today

by chelle428 4/5/2016

written by chelle428

I board my horses with a horse rescue and I frequently help them out with their rescue horses and things like that.

They found a home for a horse that would have otherwise gone to slaughter, but horses in kill pens have to be kept in quarantine because there are my illnesses that get spread around in the kill pen that you don’t want spread to your other horses. This particular horse was pregnant. We went out to check on her and found that she had gone into labor a month early, but her baby was stuck and dead, with the legs and head sticking out […]

4/5/2016 7 comments

Random 4th grade memory and other emotional breakdown fueled bitching

by chelle428 4/4/2016

written by chelle428

All of my life I had been abused by my parents and my parents were abusive to each other until my mom walked out on us for a year and then our parents just ignored us. In elementary school I had a lot of problems in class and I would sometime sit there and cry all day and have to kept in the office. Sometimes I would talk to the school counselor. One day in the 4th grade the counselor called me in and told me she would have me take an anonymous survey that a bunch of other kids were taking and told me not […]

4/4/2016 3 comments

Let me tell ya about this town It destroys you LIFE

by kupo95 4/4/2016

written by kupo95

Theres a young couple with is the is my husband first cousin and my third . my husband related from our cousin mother Im from his father . the girl he married to is threating to go home cuss shes here and sooo unhappy .the boy by nature is an ass he just cursed her mother while her mom was on the phone.

She is the only one that asked when I left my husband if i was ok and my side of the story and understood .

There fighting and told her ro stop talking to her mom they were staying with me before all this […]

4/4/2016 16 comments

So Much To Talk About… So Little Time

by PlzLetGo 4/1/2016

written by PlzLetGo

Since I was about three years old I was told my life would be become better for the events that played out later.

My parents split when I was three (no I am not heartbroken about it, I have not talked it him in almost 15 years). I was told that my life would take a step in a better direction now that a toxin was gone.

I was sexually and physically assaulted when I was five. No one in my life found out until I was 12/13 because hell at the time I didn’t even know what that was. It was my mom’s boyfriend at the […]

4/1/2016 1 comment

One Of Those Days

by Cordless 3/30/2016

written by Cordless

calvin-back-to-bed
I am so tired I couldn’t even finish dinner.
I am going to bed early tonight.
Three people told me my eyes are “glassy” and bloodshot today.
Tomorrow’s dinner will be today’s leftovers.
It’s weird seeing double of everything when I drive.

P.S. Here’s a post that uses the word NAKED at least eight times.

3/30/2016 20 comments

This is really long.

by BlondeWig 3/30/2016

written by BlondeWig

I’ve realized that I never truly introduced myself to the people of this site and I feel like I should explain what people see on the outside of me, rather than my extremely dark and weird mind that I see. I’m not afraid to get personal on here.

Well here goes: HELLO 🙂 lol
My name is Emily, last name doesn’t matter, I’m SO CLOSE to 19 years old. I live in the great white north of Canada, jk, It’s pretty ugly. Here’s my story, and how my life went wrong, my life started out as everyone elses did. When I was 7 years old, my […]

3/30/2016 5 comments

I’m Numb

by blink_fighter 3/29/2016

written by blink_fighter

Someone told me they hoped I died. I shrugged. I think if someone told me “I hope you never find love” or “I hope you never find happiness” rather than “I hope you die” is probably the only thing that could really break me; because a life without happiness, love, and fulfillment is a pitiful life.

Besides, we’re all going to die anyway.

3/29/2016 1 comment

I need someone to talk to

by kupo95 3/28/2016

written by kupo95

I feel so much sadness I dont now if Im just feel bad for myslef and cowardice about my life that what my sister told me Or if just crazy liky what my mother law says I feel so worthless and useless.

3/28/2016 8 comments

Ha ha

by kupo95 3/27/2016

written by kupo95

just told my huband I want to die he ask why twll me so i can help . i told im worthless he said why you worthless I said because Im am . lol he thinks he can stop it im pray for fod to kill me I want to die .

My patato salad at its best lol

3/27/2016 11 comments

for my family

by lifeisweird 3/24/2016

written by lifeisweird

My family are the only people I can count on. If I ever left this world my mother and sister would be broken beyond repair. No matter how much I think about the relief of leaving this burden called life, I don’t want to hurt the only people who gave a fuck about me. When people told me that I shouldn’t be alive because of the way I look, my mom still smiled in my face and hugged me everyday. I feel ashamed I’m not a better son. My mom deserved a son that’s talented, charming, and handsome But she’s stuck with me haha

3/24/2016 2 comments

whew

by jasal 3/23/2016

written by jasal

my mom noticed the long scar on my arm when i rolled my sleeve up a little to wash my hands. god did i panic. i told her my friend’s cat scratched me ages ago and that it was my fault since i bothered it… i think she bought it but christ was i scared. i didn’t want another sobbing lecture about how selfish i am and how much i need jesus. (or worse, another expensive visit to the ER.)

hey does anyone here play fire emblem fates? it’s been good at keeping me distracted from suicidal ideation. i love a good […]

3/23/2016 2 comments

Poem 2

by lonelyroses 3/23/2016

written by lonelyroses

Here I am just like before
Siting on the bathroom floor
I said I wouldn’t
But I’m a little *****
Now that I’ve told you
Don’t be a snitch
The bleeding won’t stop
You’re gonna want a mop
I’ve never cut this deep
But don’t you say a peep
Say I ran away, this is our little lie
Pretend I didn’t tell a soul goodbye

3/23/2016 3 comments

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