I’m so tired of everything. So tired. A basic run through of my life is expected I guess so here goes. My name is Shawn, and I’m a depressed loser who’s 15 and lives in Texas. My depression started when I was a little kid. I was exceptionally smart, to the point of having the IQ of a genius. For this, I was constantly picked on to the point where I had to hide bruises from my mum. In addition to that, I was touched as a child by my stepfather. All of this combined to become clinical depression, before advancing into MDD, MAD, DID, and Sociopathic urges. Now to the more present day. I fell in love with this girl named Taylor, she has a boyfriend and won’t leave him and she led me on forever before dropping me like a hot potato. So yeah. That’s my story.
And now, I’m going to drive to Dallas tonight and jump off a skyscraper so that I can finally end it all.
To those of you still living, please stay strong, I know you can do it.
I love you all.
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What! How can you tell people to stay strong when you are going to go jump off of a skyscraper? You’re smarter than that. This girl doesn’t deserve you, she would have only hurt you if she’s willing to talk to you behind her boyfriend’s back. As for your stepfather, is he still around? He’s the one who should be dead not you… please don’t take that the wrong way. All of the disorders you listed can be resolved. You are young enough to take your life back. Pain sucks, the world is mean, and you can make it.
I guess it makes sense, since you know what it is to get to the limit and you don’t wish it for anybody else. The “i hope i can save as many as i can on my way out” kind of thinking, that proves you have good intentions. I have to say tho, for a guy with a high IQ you should know better, girls that age have no freaking idea what they are doing most of the time. Give yourself some time before doing something so drastic and at such a young age, for some girl you won’t even remember in a couple of years.