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Mega construct / Pokémon

Island friends set of five, (and more, where lava came spewing). Our very first built, and it is very pleasant, indeed. Pikachu, can smash, or otherwise, has the most potential, to. Their decapitated build, seemingly from their lower limbs, actually serves purpose, in which is that they have no weaknesses, or otherwise, makes it so that they have less weaknesses. In other words, Pikachu, has good defense, other than, their weak-points, in which they all have, but where, Pikachu, does a very well-job, to say the least, at covering, but we will talk about that in the next sequence. Although, […]

at 25 years old my life has been turned upside down..

A year ago today I met the most wonderful and beautiful person ever!
we quickly fell in love and got engaged. It all came crashing down because I was too scared of commitment. I’ve gotten in to a lot of legal issues trying to get her back and she wants nothing to do with me. No one compares to her and I cant go on with the memories of her and knowing she is going to make someone else very happy. Im planning on ending my life tonight =, I have my suicide note ready […]

Why was I born with this body? I fucking hate it. My tits look like deflated balloons. I look so much better clothed. It’s so saddening, knowing that my naked body will disappoint every and anyone who sees it. How could it not? I’m disgusting. I’m sick of trying to comfort myself. I’m sick of wishing I looked like someone else. I wish I could afford plastic surgery. I’d fix my tits, get a nose job, give myself an ass, and suck all the fat from my stomach and arms. If I could change something about myself, I’d change everything. I’d kill to be anyone […]

no point. arbitrary.

Anyone else just have the feeling with the new year that we shouldn’t have made it this far? I didn’t want to make it this far. I still don’t want to make it this far. I’m tired, so so tired

i think i’m just scared of everyone dying before me. i always thought i would kill myself before i got to high school, and now i graduate in june. the thought of being an adult and going to university  scares the hell out of me and i don’t know if i should go on.

If you could have one wish, what would it be?

In the end, who should I blame?

It’s always been my fault, because my brain works this way

It’s always been my fault, because even if i tried running away from my problem it still keeps following

It’s always been my fault, because even if i tried to change the demon won’t let me

I can’t blame anyone even though I want to because its always been my fault from the moment I was born till the day I die

Here to a first post, tired of keeping everything inside.
Reading so many of your posts helped me so much, so I decided to start doing the same, I don’t know if it is appropriate for this site to become my journal but at this point, you know.. when you reach the point where other’s judgments become finally meaningless, well everything is at this point really.
Here to a new year filled with unknown just like the previous ones, hoping it to be the last, the last sight of darkness or the finale end.
Despite feeling so empty, there is always this last bit of […]

this cold, cruel, unforgiving world & people makes me depressed & suicidal

I’m stuck in a very strange position. It seems that overall my life is not worth living, so from a purely self-interested point of view I should probably kill myself. But I’m still very much attached to the idea of life, and afraid of death. So I instinctively don’t want to do it. I also believe that it would devastate my family, likely causing them greater suffering than I’m in now. So I also shouldn’t do it from an objective moral viewpoint, at least as long as my parents are still alive and so invested in me.

But when they pass on, or when something gets […]

Hi from Qld Australia was wondering if there is anyone else in Australia

So I left NYC for peace of mind, because I couldn’t take the stress and negative effect that NYC had on me and I do feel a little better I have to say but with that being said, here I lay In this empty apt all alone and I need a better half. I hate to do this on here but I need a female that understands me and vice versa, so we can go through this journey of life together and support and help each other along the way, me m/44/ND dating sites don’t work for me, I need someone like minded

I came here to post a song , but anyone else notice this site now has an “AIOSEO Score” (whatever that is) when you make a post and is no longer secure when you look in the corner of the search bar? RIP, SP, I guess. Final nail in the coffin.

Anyone here still got the Discord?

Its been so long, and I really hate to say I’m back. Its like depression never ends!!! This was the only place I could turn to when things got rough, and I wanted to be a big girl and tough it out, my life just plays over in a  shitty loop with extra surprise every go round. I knew that as soon as I tried to find this site it was over, as much as everyone was a big help, I know deep inside I’m a lost cause. I feel like I’m really not supposed to be here like the world is rejecting me, did […]

I think I’m done with life (I’ll still be here though, reasons…)
Like, I’m just fed up with it. I don’t enjoy anything. I only pretend to. Well that’s not entirely true, but I don’t enjoy anything substantial. I like some music for example, but this won’t make me like life lol.
No interests, no hobbies, not interested, pointless.
Nothing
Nothing
Nothing
Nothing.