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i need one meaningful reason, just one thing thats worth living for

While typing a comment in response to Journey’s post, I suddenly recall something someone I know said. She said, “I don’t get it. Why are you still tied down by the expectations of others and the obligations you have in your life? If you are really close to the end of your life, shouldn’t you just heck the care of anything – since everything is meaningless anyway – and do something, I don’t know, out of this world? Like, going to Japan and help the victims?”

She later gave the analogy of how a terminally ill patient would not bother with anything else and would be […]

So, I have contemplated suicide for quite a while now and did an attempt last year with an OD of sleeping pills and alot of alcohol.  I have read many of the success rates and am still debating with Carbon Monoxide or Hanging.  I’d like as painless as possible, as most say,  and these two are better odds as I don’t own a gun.

I am planning a note so my “family” and friends will know exactly why.  It is not meant to be a guilt trip.  It is meant to explain the reasons exactly why my life is hopeless and there is absolutely no way […]

I need alcohol. Or drugs, I want to smoke some weed. I have never smoked weed before, what does it feel like..? I need something that makes me feel again, for I feel nothing, but emptiness, and worthlessness, and worry..
I don’t want to die. But sometimes I fantasize about suicide – how I’ll be wasted, dancing around to my chemical romance, and then I will fall listening to Helena – MCR. It will be surreal and amazing.. I may even slip a smile, a real one, and feel happiness, I will be set free.. But I won’t let it happen.
I’m starting to loose […]

i Have Decided to go through with my suuicide plan my friends would want me to be dead so now i amm

So I posted a few days ago about the beginning of my plan to end my life, which involved me losing some more weight. I have been doing really well, and I have been really happy with how no one has noticed yet. However last night I saw one of my favourite things in the cupboard, a biscuit with caramel inside and chocolate on the outside, I picked it up and ate it. It was the first thing I had eaten in about 5 days and I only had one single biscuit but afterwards I felt so guilty that it gave me a headache. I […]

Ok so i just overdosed on like seven different typees of medicine and am about to die because of the strength anyone wanna still help me?

Does anyone on here have depersonalization disorder?
Anyone know of anyting that can help with the unreality?
I’m zoning out ALL the time now … cant take it much longer.

My shrink doesn’t know what to do for me… he suggested a checkup with my family dr. and I told him I didn’t like mine so he recommended a friend of his.
That appt. isn’t until the middle of April.
Going to try something to do with nutrition… he found a website about the two being connected, but even though this is all the time now stress triggers it even more so and takes it to […]

im done! i have been lied to, cheated on,and completely steped all over. im done maybe someone will miss me when im gone!!!!!!!!!

how much indignity is enough before it would be ok for some one to choose to die and not live?
how low and desparate to live should some one get before it’s ok for them to die?

what im wondering is that is there point so low,that a human being can get but shouldn’t get and it would be better if that person died before they got that low?
or should you let your self get as low as you can as long as your doing it to stay alive?

Why does noone consider?

It’s so easy. First alcohol takes away your pain makes you sleepy and right before you pass out, you swallow the powdered pills down.
Alcohol = peace

Just make sure it is a lot of it, let’s say an entire bottle of vodka…

hi im edward im 24 and thing have been realy bad since i was 14 ive been trying to think of the best way to kill my self i dont want it to be a fast death i want to feal every thing and as much pain as u can think of plezz help!

My heart beats
But I want it to stop
i cant take this pain
it has gone on to long
do i have to go on now
why not just take me out of here
i mean im just going to die anyway

I need a way out
I can’t stand this anymore
This pain is overwelming
Can’t anyone see i need a way out!
This is not how i pictured me
I never pictures being in so much pain
This life sucks
My friends have left me
My boyfriend has not been acting the same
My so called best friend
Well she completely hates me
My ex wants me back
But my mom wont let it happen
I’m going to wind up hurting myself.
If he doesn’t take me now he will never forgive me.
Please, You said you would never put
Me through so much […]

The choice i have to make

is to live on just for your convenience

or to end my pain

…I’d rather end the pain I can’t take anymore

and break your delusionary picture of me once and for all

And I’m double-angry because…

it is not me you care about but your own image and your pride,

but I’m not your trophy and will never be.

And all your so called love has been so fake and self-serving

It is not enough to tempt me anymore…

Humans are but despicable blobbs of flesh to me

So Live your world but without me..

Amd I know if you knew of this, you’d force me to stay

and that’s why […]

so many things not to live for so many things that bring pain so many things hurt in so many ways so many things can kill me. Should I take a sleeping pill and drown or should I hang myself from the balcony. Either way I want to die and I want it done soon. A broken heart hurts very little compared to the pain my pain that only brings suffering. I die soon with my heart with my family on my mind I die a slow painful death but aren’t we all?

so i’ve officially lost it! I havnt slept in 4 days no literally 4 days wide open eyes no dreams. It’s nuts i need pills lots of ’em! I can’t help but want to take drugs for some reason… i don’t know. I want them. yesterday when i was with my boyfriend he had asked me to go to a website called drugs.com it tells you the side effects and diefferent info about a perscription pill that you could’ve recieved from your doctor…. well anyway he had me look up some drug that was for like anti-pyshotic actions or something and that moment when i […]

It’s a mystery to me
we have a greed
with which we have agreed