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I like this piece it soothes my mind and i would forget my surroundings 
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Poetry & Art
Speaking to you made me smile
With a joy so juvenile
Each sentence would make me laugh
I would cherish every paragraph
Even though we lived so far apart
You had a tight grip upon my heart
But now that it’s time for us to depart
Is when my pain truly will start
Hello, I’m the one who’s lost their smile
It’s been gone for quite awhile
Driven off by arguments and harsh words
It’s now gone, exactly what I deserve
I couldn’t sleep last night so I wrote a thing to try to help with that…. I hate it and it sucks. Yet I feel like sharing it because I […]
hush little baby , you’re almost dead
you don’t have a pulse and your pillow is red
your family hates you , your friends let you bleed
sleep tight with a knife , it’s all that you need
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rockabye baby , broken and scarred
you didn’t know life would be this hard
time to end the pain that you hid so well
and down will go baby , straight back to hell
Beauty cuts the flesh of the beholder,
Nobody will ever notice the girl in the corner.
Knocking on her door; cloaks dark but he’s charming,
Death is more inviting than their warm arms.
Expected for birth,
Expected for growth,
Expected to walk,
Expected to know.
An expectation that this is our lives,
An expectation to fall in line,
An expectation that this is all fine,
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Expected until we die.
when i heard of your death
i picked up my knife
and cut at my throat
until i saw the light
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i made a big mess
blood on the floor
smeared little handprints
all over the door
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i wrote them a note
explaining my pain
said i couldn’t go on
that death was my aim
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and guess what angel
i did it , just like you
so up in heaven
i’ll see you soon <3
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heres a poem i wrote a few days ago about a friend who took their life . enjoy – xoxo , Li <3
I saw her from across the ocean
I saw galaxies in her eyes
Burning as time passed her by
I saw blooms in her smile
Joyfully promising lies
Dying as time passed us by
I saw a dream on her mind
Longingly dreaming of time
But time only passed by
I saw the tears she’d fight
Breaking and mending and kind
Her heart slowly healing with time
I saw the dawn of light
Blinding her image from sight
Time passed by, she’d be alright
To climb out of the wreckage of lies, deception and willful betrayal and duplicity. To perceive who someone really is under their ingenuous disguise of innocent princess playing the victim. Covert narcissism runs deep in a traumatized mind. I’ll burn the whole world down to achieve my success and realize my nocturnal dreams to reality. I’ll be damned if I let the insidious lies of a miserably trapped, cognitively dissonant, neurotically insipid, and untreated psychotic disassemble my life. The fire inside of me rages with flames of pride, dignity, and truth of self. The distinctive I. I, Ryze. And I know the Creator. My I […]
Title: AI in the future / A.I in the future / Artificial Intelligence in the future ; VR in the future / V.R in the future / Virtual Reality in the future ; Transhumanism in the future ; technology in the future ; Life is boring ; Life sucks ; escape from reality
The more detailed post:
AI is the future
A.I is the future
Artificial Intelligence is the future
because Life is boring / reality is boring / real life is boring / real world is boring
VR is the future
V.R is the future
Virtual Reality is the future
because Life is boring […]
I’m begging you
stop
spare yourself the heartache
I’m begging dear
I’m a mistake
you don’t want to make
turn back
it isn’t too late
I’m begging you
stop
It’s still just a scratch
I’m begging dear
please heal
give yourself time
time to mend the cracks
time to forget the past
time to find a way
any other but the way back
Depression creeps upon you quietly.
At the very beginning you struggle with the little things, but usually, choose to ignore them.
It’s like a headache.
You’ll tell yourself it’s temporary and it’ll pass.
It’s just another bad day.
But it’s not.
You are stuck in this state of mind.
You get used to putting on a social mask and you continue to live among other people because that’s what you have to do.
That’s what others do.
However, the problem does not go away.
You struggle to put on a play every day and it starts to cost you more and more.
That is why […]
Let me go
don’t be selfish
don’t you see
this is what my hell is
Let me go
let me end it
I’ll disappear without a trace
accept it
Let me go
don’t follow
see the world
embrace it
Let me go
and please, be selfish
let the sunshine in
this needn’t be what hell is
back to skipping meals but not on purpose
back to five hours of sleep and dreaming of the worst case scenario
just watching them ignore me and
watching my body shake and sweat even more
will i ever meet anyone who won’t get sick of me
listen , little angel
you’re almost there
just one more cut
now don’t be scared
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listen , little angel
you’re almost free
just one more cut
so do it for me
*
listen , little angel
you’re almost dead
just one more cut
don’t shake your head
*
look , little angel
you won this fight
now close your eyes
and see the light
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i feel like i’m never gonna get better like nothing seems to be getting better and i feel like i’m drowning in my pain and honestly idk what to do anymore cuz i wanna die but i wouldn’t even know where to […]
Hello?
Is anybody out there?
Can anybody hear me?
I’m screaming for help
Please help me
I can’t see anything
I don’t know where I am
I’m just surrounded by darkness
Help me find myself because as time goes by I feel more lost
Back in High School, there was this girl that i like, like A LOT or should i say I LOVE HER. She’s pretty good looking, athletic and the coolest girl that i know but she was out of my league, that’s the problem. I’m this skinny not good looking guy. Like I’m the complete definition of a NERD. But i didn’t care. I had to gather all this guts to prove to her that I can be the GUY for her. I want her to like me. I heard she had a boyfriend and then they broke up. I know it was a good opportunity […]
i wonder why life isn’t fair i wonder if this is what i deserve i wonder if my happiness is too much to ask for i wonder if my sanity is unattainable i wonder if you ever wanted me i wonder if you ever loved me i wonder if you were ever proud of me i wonder if you ever saw me as a person not a problem i wonder why you went to bed after i sobbed to you on the phone i wonder why my life sucks i wonder why i am like this i wonder why i can’t be grateful for things […]
Why?
I’m bleeding blind.
Why?
Cut. Cry. Rewind.
Clean and cold
Crimson tears on stone
Why?
You scream for attention
Then hurry and hide
I bear the aggression
My scars your sacrifice
Why?
I own you,
I’m the best you’ve got.
You have nowhere to go,
But a single shot.
Run! I dare you,
Escape!
Seek light. Leave me behind.
Me people will pity,
When you’re all they find.
If you dont feel loved today
Or maybe yesterday
Or maybe since you are a kid
Try to believe
One day someone will find you as precious
Or love you more than theirself
And even give you her/his everything just to make you smile
Just wait until that times come
Even in your worst condition
Believe me
You will find someone who love you
He/she will love you
Just the worst you are
Just the bad you are
And just how you still breathing
He/she will trust you
He/she will love you