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Stories of Loss

For those who have passed on.

Where is God

by LosT.in.This.World 6/1/2011

written by LosT.in.This.World

I’ve asked myself this question too many times…How could god let someone trick me for months into thinking they really loved me. How could god let her lie to me and feel joy from making me suffer? How could god convince me that she was the one person in the world who really understood me?How could god let her lie to me for all this time and convince me that i was right to defend her and lose all of my friends doing it? How could god let her fuck him and cheat and lie to me for all this time and tell me she […]

6/1/2011 4 comments

Everyone try it!!! (sarcasm)

by RogueShadow1281 5/29/2011

written by RogueShadow1281

Everyone try it!
Choking out is fun, its affected by everything, mostly muscle spasms and mentally you think about something and forge completely and are tricked into believing it’s a good idea, I want to write that idea(s) down. I sometimes do something like rock my body left to right. You should all try it. I just say that so I can hear anything similar or different. My cousin Alex tried and likes it. My 12 year old neighbor likes to do it and showed his friends. I showed my brother but he stopped he’s a ***** about everything. Only problems is brain damage, but […]

5/29/2011 2 comments

by sutterly 5/23/2011

written by sutterly

My boyfriend/soulmate committed suicide 4 months ago. I made him my life for the past 7 years. His depression and desperation got the best of him. As I lay here writing this I can’t help but feel his depression overcoming me, and the need to be with him. I don’t want to leave my house, I feel what is the point. I am in counselling, its not helping. I am slowly withering away. My friends have all abandoned me.Â I don’t want to be pityed, I am tired of people looking at me and knowing they are thinking “poor-thing.” I just lost my job (not […]

5/23/2011 7 comments

one more week

by zar 5/21/2011

written by zar

Death is right in front of me, I need help. Don’t pull my hand. I want you to push my back.

5/21/2011 1 comment

Hello. . . long time no see?

by Kai 5/15/2011

written by Kai

Okaie so I’m going to sum up every thing real quick from my last two posts.
One every one was dieing in front of my face. My parents (Last year, while I was living in Germany!<3) and my real brother und sister died. Then my adopted sister, sweet as can be died and so did my best friend.
Two SistersÂ funeral.
anyway…. i feel all depressed because I remember the memories and I feel like crap….. I’m like wow… what do I do with my life? … do i stay? or do I go? . . . any advice?

5/15/2011 3 comments

The Last Package – Excerpt

by Taurus 5/11/2011

written by Taurus

Good evening everyone,

I’m throwing this post in the two categories that make the most sense; one should be obvious, the other perhaps not so much but at this point in time you could probably tell since this was originally submitted back in 2009 but still holds the author’s original name (Undisclosed).

This piece is part of an extremely long compilation of 200+ writing pieces that no one ever bothered to read, and the consequences with that neglect have made themselves very well known, unlike the author and his other hundreds of writing pieces.

I’m submitting it here so that others who may have more interest in it […]

5/11/2011 1 comment

You isolate yourself

by steffy 5/10/2011

written by steffy

I trusted you.
You were
The only person
I could tell everything to.
I ignored
Other people telling me:
‘Hes an asshole’
‘He’ll just mess up
Everything for you.’
I gave you
The chance
No one would give you.
And you f***ed up
Every chance you got.
I loved you.
When everyone hated you,
I was always there
For you.
But you,
You wanted more!
And me. . .
I found someone
Who wasn’t you.
You got mad
With jelousy
And f***ed
With your friend’s mind
Telling him that
I didn’tlove him!
That i slept with random guys!
I don’t understand
Why would you say

5/10/2011 0 comment

Crestfallen

by wastedlife 5/10/2011

written by wastedlife

Every time I see or hear about someone who has died, been in an accident or killed in some way I can’t help but think “lucky bastard” or “I wish that was me.” Why can’t it have been me that died? why am I still alive when other people die who want to live?

even when I was holding my mum’s hand as she passed I way I wanted desperately to trade places with her. That is an image that I can never forget.

I want to die but I dont want to kill myself, I just don’t see a point to go on living so I […]

5/10/2011 12 comments

My Brothers Death

by LeighAnn5588 5/8/2011

written by LeighAnn5588

Receiving the phone call, jumping on a plane to LA and taking the elevator up to the 8th floor where my brother was is all a bit of a blur. Walking into to ICU and seeing my brother, broken, swollen, and almost unrecognizable is very clear in my mind. They had to remove the right side of his scull in order to relieve the pressure in his head. His eyes were bulging out of his eye sockets. Blood was slowly oozing from his ears, his eyes and his nose. He was being jerked up and down by the ventilator. […]

5/8/2011 7 comments

I’m tired

by Vania 5/4/2011

written by Vania

I’m tired of this life i have.

I’ve been living with roommates almost all my life.

You may think “Well, that’s no big deal”

Well, actually it is. Because my mother and i have always ended up with people who later want to take advantage of our kindness and steal from us and hurt us.

Currently living with a family that does not let us live. The guy keeps wanting to take more money off my mom even tho he knows my mom can barely pay the rent. He is charging us $400 for a closet that’s 4 feet long and 3 feet high. My mom and i can […]

5/4/2011 6 comments

When will life become something I enjoy again?

by maddoghalo 5/2/2011

written by maddoghalo

Well I sit and sit every day and live the same boring life every day, the only thing that changes is how I feel from day to day, each day seeming like im weaker.

I will not poor out my childhood story and I will not talk about whats happened recently, I will leave it as boldly as that I did not have a childhood, did not know what it was like to have friends, not know what it was like to have a social life, did not know what it was like to feel loved, forgot how it felt like to have a family.

I am […]

5/2/2011 1 comment

soulless, broken person

by fracturedoublemirror 5/1/2011

written by fracturedoublemirror

I remember how when I was young I would at times cry my self to sleep missing my mother. She abandoned me when I was young. I told myself she had to be a pure person, despite all evidence to the contrary. And then when I got to know her, she turned out to be a golddigging whore in the guise of a religous woman who not only stole thousands Â of dollars from her youngest daughter, but also married two men and mined both their bank accounts! My stepmother and father would sleep on their bed all day long (just like my mother) and watch […]

5/1/2011 1 comment

The Change.

by TheOtherGirl 5/1/2011

written by TheOtherGirl

What I mean.

When I was younger i was always so cheerful and energetic. Now, I’m just depressed and i want to have no part in anything. I really want to die. I can’t stand life anymore. I have tried numerous times to kill myself. Like cutting myself, drinking mouthwash hoping it would kill me or something, but it doesn’t. I always pray to God asking if he could just let me die.

Why I hate life so much.

For some reason everyday I’m always in trouble for no reason. My parents are always screaming at me and i didn’t understand why. It makes it worse for me […]

5/1/2011 2 comments

Lost It All

by bamuel 4/28/2011

written by bamuel

I recently lost my girlfriend, by that i mean we broke up, this is not the first time obviously, I lost a girlfriend over a year ago too, after 3 years, that was hard, was the first girlfriend I ever lost, so granted it would be harder, but i got through it with the friends I had and i got a band together, it was great, I was finally feeling hope again, then through my drummer i met a girl, Becca. We met literally 3 times briefly, in groups, we didn’t really even talk, but i got her number and we met up one ngiht […]

4/28/2011 58 comments

Here We Go Again

by Bran 4/26/2011

written by Bran

Hello to anyone reading this. My name is Bran, and this is my story.

Back in December of 2008 I attempted to commit suicide by overdosing. Obviously, I failed. Â A month later, my uncle passed away in a boating accident. I felt like I was being punished for what I was trying to do.

Lots of things happened in between. Quite a few bad ones, actually. I won’t get into it here.

Two months ago, my grandfather passed away. I really can’t live without him. Every day is such a struggle and I have no clue what to do. I am looking at suicide as the answer from […]

4/26/2011 10 comments

Someone… please, help.

by Jordan 4/24/2011

written by Jordan

I don’t want her to die…

4/24/2011 9 comments

Should I?

by Kai 4/23/2011

written by Kai

Sighs…

I’m going to my sisters funreal today… For people who dont know my sister passed away on Thursday. . . Â und im not sure if i wanna go… I don’t want to see my sister in the ground, because its hardÂ enoughÂ knowing she is gone… My mom is pushing me to go, a good way to say good bye… but… it really is hard…

Should I go?

4/23/2011 15 comments

My whole story. . .

by Kai 4/22/2011

written by Kai

I’m not gonna say the whole bad things. I’m going to sumerrize my life. Now before I start, I’m a terrible speller, und I’m sorry about that.

I was 12, living in Germany, happy as can be. ‘Til October 21 201o. That was the day, of theÂ accident, the accident. Were my brother Edwen und sister Becca, Mother und Father died in a car accident. I am the onlyÂ survivor. I moved here in America when I was adopted to this family. But this family is poor, I have 2 siblings. Maxwell, und Emma. Were on foodstamps, were in so much shit right now. When I first moved […]

4/22/2011 11 comments

I Just Couldn’t do it

by Dreyy 4/14/2011

written by Dreyy

Today i felt would be a good day to plunge the knife into my heart, i have been in a dark place for so long dating well back into my childhood, years of countless bullying, failure attempts at trying to renew my life and the endless discust of what my mind has now become.

For a long time i blamed the world, i suppose truthfully deep down i still do, though as time has moved on and my 23rd birthday passed me by i slowerly stopped hating the world and instead just accepted maybe i was the broken one. I had lived with the idea of […]

4/14/2011 2 comments

I’m tired of the life i have

by Vania 4/10/2011

written by Vania

I really am.
Whenever I’m outside in the street i see people smiling so easily. So carefree and happy of living their lives. While i look at myself and feel like just hiding inside a dark place and never coming out.
The reason i feel this way is because ever since i was little I’ve lived almost all my life with roommates. Not having my own home. And alone with just my mom. No other family. We have ended up in the street and have ended up with people who take advantage of our kindness and steal from us. I wish i had my […]

4/10/2011 4 comments

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