I was on my laptop and my algebra teacher told everyone to close their computers. I did not. he called my name and said CLOSE YOUR COMPUTER. He said aloud so the whole class could hear “this is your third warning and see class I should not have to give you 3 warnings.” uuggghh no actually you stupid fuck it was my first warning. You teach algebra for fucks sake, you should know how much 3 is. (Obviously I didn’t say that.) So I open up my computer just to finish the quiz I was working on from another class real quick. He yells at […]
I have so many missing assignments. I think im just gonna pay someone to get it done for me. I am so stressed. I have a job interview at a job where my sister works. I know I basically already have the job but I still have to do this interview. I don’t know why but I’m really nervous.
too long to type but FML, just FM shitty life
You know, I had always thought mind control would be the best superpower to have. It probably still is. Along with self-healing. Or time travelling. Or the power to see the future.
Ooh there’s new powers i’ve never heard of:
omnifabrication- the ability to invent anything.
omnimanipulation- the ability to manipulate anything and everything- time/space, objects, mind, life/death, etc. now that’s just cheating! lol
But I’m thinking the power of “luck” would be cool too. It’s a power you can’t directly control, but shit, it sure would be nice to be “lucky” for a change.
would greatly reduce my stress and anxiety over lack of money
reduce my depression from my lack of resources to go places, do things, see things, afford things
pay ppl to help me do things
afford better, healthier, and tastier food
oh yeah, and have an actual NICE place to live in instead of worrying over fucking mold/mildew/stale/rotten air
would do wonders for my depression.
and my health.
who says money doesn’t buy happiness or help depression?
fuck yeah it’d help me. LOTS.
you notice how the people who always say “money doesn’t buy happiness” never give it away.
funny how that is eh?
who would you be? could be from any movie, tv show, anime, cartoon, etc.
Isn’t it something that you can say something is a metaphor and most people will take it as is, rather than discussing how accurate it is, probably part of why I’m so lonely. I’m big on metaphor, which is more direct than I feel like I should be. Last therapist and I worked on that word a lot “should”… but we never got around to why the way it shouldn’t be… if that makes sense. Even my wife sometimes needs me to explain the meaning of words I use…. how’s that for solitude?
Grant, it is theoretically more alone to not have someone….. but it’s a […]
Before I rant I’m just gonna give a brief backstory because why the fuck not :). [So long story short me and my sister suffered a lot of mental and some physical abuse from my Dad and when I was 12 a restraining order between us and him was put in place, which he didn’t try to even fight because he doesn’t care (I haven’t seen him since)].
Anyways So my aunt died a couple weeks ago. (Aunt = Dads brothers wife) I didn’t have a close relationship with her mainly because I don’t remember her before she had a stroke and brain aneurysm and lost […]
cuz i sure am
it has been 8 months since i last saw him, i cant remember the last time we spoke and its my fault for ignoring him. things were never meant to be this way and it is selfish of me to want but i wish thinsg were how they used to be. iam so scared of losing him and i really love my dad and i always have even if hes not a great guy to everyone else he was to me and i miss him so much but seeing him now is different to what we used to have things wont ever be the same […]
What a waste to live life having depression 90% of your life. Years and decades go by and you’re miserable af. Severe depression is so debilitating. And no one understands. We’re just labeled as “lazy” and shunned by society.
I have all these thoughts that come to me day after day, but when I get here to write them down, they seem to slip away. I still don’t know if I’m going to quit my Masters or stick with it. I’ve been looking up jobs in my spare time. I forgot why I choose to continue my education and run away from joining the workforce. Then I see the job postings and I remember again. It seems like I’d be worthless as a masters student or as a regular engineer. I can’t do anything. I’m totally worthless. […]
I hate and am ashamed of myself. I will never be able to be the perfect version of me that I expect myself to be. I dont even know why I always want to seem perfect and appear strong in front of people when inside I feel worthless and wish the worst to myself. It’s all an act, my life is like a super long and boring theater play staring a main actress that can’t even act properly.
I want to run away and hide from everyone. Live in a little farm or in the woods.. Next to a lake would be ideal. I don’t […]
oohhh my god. every morning is craziness. I’ts always “Why can’t you get ready faster” “Why do you sleep in so late” “I’m only trying to help you” “I’m disappointed in you”. I am bombarded by all this shit when I get up and I say “can we please have a peaceful morning just once?” and she says “Oh I know let me walk on eggshells because god forbid anyone hurts you’re one feeling”. I’ts got nothing to do with hurting my feelings, I’ts the fact that I am always doing something wrong. I know I should realize that it’s always going to be that […]
I am loosing my mind. I hate high school and I hate people. Everyday is so draining. everybody has been getting on my last nerve. I had to start working less shifts at my job because im so tired. Everyday is the same cycle of bullshit 1.wake up 2.get ready 3.go to school 4.deal with the same annoying people 5.deal with teachers who are in a shitty mood because these kids behave so shitty towards them. 6. go home and get Lectured about how I need to do better. its the same thing every day. its exhausting. and my mom wonders why I drank. […]
I can’t quite put it into words but
we were something else.
We burned bright together but
what was even more beautiful was how
we glowed in presence of each other.
I honestly thought we’d go the distance
but the fates conspired and we were
nothing more than ships passing in the night.
And though we never reached the shores
of our dreams together,
We should never meet in another life
19 Lies You Were Told as a Kid—That You Probably Still Believe
Adam and Eve ate an apple
“We see it in artwork, in TV shows, and movies that the forbidden fruit Adam and Eve ate referenced in the bible was an apple, right? Not so much. It is never actually referred to as any specific fruit. Many theologists theorize that, given the other geographical landmarks referenced, the fruit was likely a pomegranate or fig.”
Holy cow, I’m not religious but I just assumed there was an apple in the bible in the Adam and Eve story, bc that’s just what we’ve all been told, everywhere. […]
The fuck is this? Oppositional Defiant Disorder??
They’re just straight up making up shit.
Oppositional Defiant Disorder- ODD
“A disorder in a child marked by defiant and disobedient behavior to authority figures.
The cause of oppositional defiant disorder is unknown but likely involves a combination of genetic and environmental factors.
Symptoms generally begin before a child is eight years old. They include irritable mood, argumentative and defiant behavior, aggression, and vindictiveness that last more than six months and cause significant problems at home or school.
Treatment involves individual and family therapy.”
So literally anyone who doesn’t believe in mainstream propaganda or doesn’t believe in authoritarian rules […]
Im 42 and I feel like I just wasn’t made for life. The thought of living 40 more years is so overwhelming. It’s also scary to share with people who aren’t strangers because they will lock you up for 3 days like they did my friend Mel. She’s dead now. I’m having a hard day. I have an autism 5 year old who screams ALOT and I love him so much but it’s hard being his parent. I hope I haven’t broken any post rules. I’m new. I haven’t left the house in 3 years and I needed to talk about how I am feeling. […]