He know’s what it means for me to disappear and doesn’t give a f***. Its OK though because I had made the decision before all this.
I decided not to pick a specific day any more. Â I have all the supplies I need and can go at anytime. Â I hate to go so close to Christmas, but I’m not sure I can make it that much longer either. Â Only time will tell…
 I have gotten so good at hiding the pain that people think I’m OK, even if I tell them I am not.  Only 1 friend understands and believes me, but in just a month of […]