ok….. Monday is only sixish days away… And I can’t wait.
People are trying to talk me out of it, they say that things will get better, but I don’t really believe them.
I just don’t want to leave behind on of my closest friends…Lauren. If you ever get to read this then just know that if I ever were to do something then its not your fault. ILoveYou.<3.
Please don't ever blame yourself….
I can't cope much longer, living this way…also I love you, Jayden…. You are the best nephew anybody could ever ask for…..<3