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February 20th, 2018by Iucy

I feel so useless. I have no purpose. Not sure how much longer I can last.

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videos

February 20th, 2018by miszion

without any warning, I just came across an archive of your old videos.

I sat here in shock for several minutes. I am afraid to click play. I am afraid to hear your voice again and watch you laugh again for the first time in almost two years. These are videos I have seen before but had since forgotten about them. I was having a relatively good day before the thumbnails of you babysitting your niece, you playing video games, and you with your friends at work appeared on my computer screen. I was doing a reading for school and you crossed my mind, as you …

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A calming place

February 20th, 2018by ataria-coronaria

Woke up some time after 4pm again for the millionth time in a row when I could have been productive today. I know over sleeping makes your body feel worse but I just can’t will myself out of bed until I absolutely have to. Because of this, I eat one meal a day at most (the term meal used loosely).

Thinking about a commenters words of finding a calm place. I’m not really sure I have one. Sometimes sleep can be freeing, but tbh I am often plagued by reoccurring nightmares of traumatic experiences and will cry in my sleep. I never really feel well rested …

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Thanks depression, nice to see you again.

February 20th, 2018by falling_soup

I have been feeling overwhelmed with how my depression will just show up out of nowhere. Major depression with reoccurring episodes. I can only about half of the time see when an episode is coming, the closer together my panic attacks are etc. I can only cope so well with this. I lately have been feeling like I have not need my anti depressants and whatever trauma I was going through I was prepared to feel it. I know feel my suicidial thoughts come and go and they are short and intense. My sadness is ongoing but those urges or feeling to cut again last …

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February 20th, 2018by Hulk

Tired of this boring life . I wish I had an amazing, interesting, thrilling, adventurous life

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Anxiety site?

February 20th, 2018by Jean-bean102

Wonder if there are other site like this but for anxiety?

My anxiety basically draining me daily… I am tired of live in fear. Sometimes I even wonder if depression is not so bad.

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Japan but still not okay

February 20th, 2018by Minxtou

I am in the place where I always wanted to be, Japan, but at the same time, I still struggle from time to time with my feelings.

Sometimes I still consoddr offing myself and I just do not want to deal with the frustrations of life.

But I try to just enjoy myself here.

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February 20th, 2018by visual eyes

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February 20th, 2018by Hulk

Some lyrics: “Death ain’t nothing but a heart beat away, I’m living life do or die, uh what can I say, I’m 23 now but will I live to see 24, the way things are going I don’t know”

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haha…

February 20th, 2018by DepressedGuyl

You are stupid, not brain-dead
you are lazy, but not useless
your love life sucks, but there is still music
you want to suicide, but you have only lived 1/5 of your life
you are insignificant, but people still talk to you
you want to cry, but cant let it out
you’ve seen all these, but nothing changes
welcome to my life

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Question

February 20th, 2018by Terminal Agony

So I was wondering. If there is any happiness or any good fate awaiting us in the future , Or are we going to remain in this endless pool of suffering ? Like they say, if you endure years of pain and anguish, you will see the brightest Sun in your life. But will we be able to see it ? The way we are mentally depleting, will that be even worth it AT ALL ?

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February 20th, 2018by Hulk

What annoys you the most at you and at other people or at any other things?

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apathetic

February 20th, 2018by nonexistingsoul

Apathy helps me in life.

Sometimes it keeps me safe from myself

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February 20th, 2018by Hulk

I don’t know what to do in my life. I’m deteriorating. Do you feel like that?

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Really no other way

February 20th, 2018by Terminal Agony

I don’t post much. But here Iam. Capable to write. Is there no other way other than dying ? Life itself is one problem. There is just so much competition and now this competition is there even in relationships, with a dense population.. god knows. This is normal for people leaving and going away. I fit in nowhere in this culture. Limited options. It’s not worth the trouble of knowing and meeting people only to become much more depressed than already. What I feel is that, everyone is depressed, profoundly depressed, I see them with no effect, nothing matters to them. They go from one …

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What do u think?

February 20th, 2018by perfectgraveyardofburriedhopes

I see a lot of posts here with no responds..  But people post here to get heard and they do want to know that somebody did read them and understand them. Well that’s kinda what i want.

 

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new here, feeling lost, venting

February 20th, 2018by ataria-coronaria

Hi, “artaria” 21, gnc intersex/transgender and hating life

I’m almost 22 but I feel as if I am generations older from all of the messed up stuff that has happened in my life. Every year seems to have un-ending sadness and awful events. So many horrible things I couldn’t begin to list it all.

It is embarking on the anniversary of the last really big traumated thing to happen in my life last year. Months of intense emotional and physical abuse culminated to me finding myself in an even worse situation that I don’t really want to get into right now…

I still blame myself in a lot …

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drew

February 20th, 2018by nonexistingsoul

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Groundhog Day

February 20th, 2018by XLondonDeathX

Everyday is groundhog day.

With a different argument, same feelings of self loathing. Same ways to set up my failure, every day @ or a little after 6am ARGUMENT. Insomnia is not the issue, fear and sadness is. We’re going to be separated legally very soon, I feel it in my bones. And everything I hope for is going to fall to ashes around me. I wish, I hope, & if I could believe in his god, I would pray to be strong enuff to leave the world before that happens.

There is nothing left for me. Being a single mom is not in anyone’s best interest. …

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February 20th, 2018by nobodycares

how’s life?

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