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Right to commit suicide is a fundamental right

May 24th, 2017by madhurgupta

A quick an painless death should be everyone’s right. The only reason society deems it illegal is because it (and not us) is selfish and has never felt the urge to commit suicide because it isn’t and has never been in such a desperate situation and/or believes in the idea of heaven/hell after committing an “ungodly” act, and wants us to follow the same “rules” of god too. This hypocrisy of the society stands out even more when a murderer is executed by society without remorse, but anyone looking to commit suicide is deemed mental.

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Apparently I’m hard to love, and she’s tired.

May 23rd, 2017by ImJustLost

But she hasnt left me. Shes still with me. Whatever that means. It still feels like a break up because regardless of what she says she doesnt love me or want me anymore. So i’m left once again. I always knew it was my fault, i’m not someone people want in their lives, i dont have a purpose to anyone anymore. I’m going to be alone my whole life because no one wants someone they have to try to love. and its my fault.

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Same old making me sick

May 23rd, 2017by velveteennightingale

I have little work to do these days but after I’m done with it I have nothing to do. I can’t DO anything. Literally NOTHING. Music is my one escape and I can’t even really listen to that recently. I’m going to ask my parents to let me do something this summer tomorrow and I hope they say yes. Not like it will make anything better but wish me luck. This fall I will literally be all alone (except my parents) and I hate that. Trying not to let anyone see how everything’s getting to me but it’s so hard. My bitterness, regret, depression…I guess …

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Stupid Sexual Urges

May 23rd, 2017by BlueDiamond

I can never have any real friends. All I attract is perverts everywhere I go saying that they’re my friend, more like hoping to be a friend with benefits. Nobody cares about what I have to say or what I like. I might as well walk around saying, “Blah, blah, blah, look at my tits” over and over again. People are going to group me into that category of sluts, even though I don’t put out. I get sexualized every where I turn, and people wonder why I hate sex so much. Why I don’t want to go out anymore? Can never look a man …

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I tried to get help

May 23rd, 2017by Milestiba

I went to group yesterday and today with a bag of clothes to go to the hospital. Yesterday, I could not bring myself to talk to the therapist. I have been on my phone every night with two and three different crises lines. But I always say that I will be safe even with the racing thoughts and plans to attempt suicide.

Today, I asked the therapist how do you push across the point of knowing you need help to actually taking it. She told me that the only person who could answer that question was the one asking it. She thanked me for coming to …

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My world 

May 23rd, 2017by azuzu

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Help the Helpless

May 23rd, 2017by Helpless14

Hi I’m Helpless both in name and mentally ig. So I’ve been thinking about suicide for a while now and I want to go through with it but I’m worried about a few things. I’m thinking about overdosing with my headache pills think my doctor gave me. It says not to take more than 1 pill every 6 hrs so I’m guessing taking the entire bottle will do the “Job”. The reason I’m worried is, because I don’t want it to hurt. I want the last thing I feel before I die is satisfaction not pain. So can anyone who has already done this, but …

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Agony

May 23rd, 2017by azuzu

God! Let me die already!!!!

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Words

May 23rd, 2017by Mehikka

There are way too many words to express what I feel right now. It’s so hard to even come up with an easy way to say it…Let’s just say it’s someone stabbing me in the back multiple times just to make sure that the body is dead.

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I need to be a human.

May 23rd, 2017by Maddie.Shit

hey everybody,can you help me this time?this time my problem is not about my parents hating me or my overweight or friends and people around me ,this time my problem is that i lost my feelings ,dad was about to die, mother freaked everything out and finally they separated,if it was the old me ,i would have died to hear such news.if it was the new me ,i would have been very happy .but guess what?i did not give a fuck about this sometimes I wonder if someone has stolen my heart?where had all my feelings gone?right now i rarely cry ,but when i do,i …

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interesting read/self medicate?

May 23rd, 2017by LMNO

https://www.theguardian.com/society/2017/may/23/study-hallucinogenic-mushrooms-safest-recreational-drug-lsd

 

*my personal opinion, this is one of my favorite things to do. I also standb by tripping being something everyone should do at least once

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I find myself

May 23rd, 2017by vacantvessel

Missing someone who will never come back. It feels so hopeless and like every shred of me would give the world to get this person back. No matter the harm caused or pain dealt. Sometimes none of that matters, all that matters is getting this person back. But they’re dead, metaphorically dead which imo, is the worst. I feel so stupid and useless, borderline obsessive, but it’s been weeks and hours and seconds with nothing but the same invisible person in my mind and dreams. I think I’m losing my mind even more now.

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Goodbye, Route 1

May 23rd, 2017by SweetQuietus

Are you kidding me?

While part of Route 1, north of Big Sur fell into the sea some months ago, the southern part of Route 1 was intact until a mudslide closed it a 1/2 mile south of Big Sur. How am I supposed to get to Bixby Creek Bridge now? Hiking trails? By the time I drag my fat ass through the muddy wilderness I’d have expired by (in-)VSED a la Einstein’sKite. I’ll be carrion for the Cali condor. . .
. . .ooh, that sounds like a song. (I wish this was a musical).

Well, if I do make it there, I won’t …

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Dreams

May 23rd, 2017by Robstein

What are your biggest dreams ?

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i hate my life. help.

May 23rd, 2017by anne33

I don’t understand why life is so terrible? why do bad things happen to good people? i try my best, do everything i can to make everyone else happy, yet i always get thrown away and pushed down. i am always torn apart and broken and fucked up. I am always the one up at night crying while everyone else sleeps.

I was starting to feel better, oh man i really was. My suicidal thoughts were starting to go away for a while and every now and then, i found myself happy, and able to sleep….

but jokes on me, of course it didn’t last… it never does.

My …

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I Hate

May 23rd, 2017by rich51bruhh

I hate being the oldest of four brothers. I love my family, but I hate being the oldest. I have so much expectations, responsibilitied, I have to set the fucking example, and I am pathetic. I hate being who I fucking am. You would thing the oldest woild help at the little bros, give them advice, and put them on the right path. I can’t even do that shit for myself! Instead I am the one that my brother helps out, gives advice to, and feels bad for. I hate being the fucking one with “mental illness” in the fucking family. I hate being the …

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There is nothing left

May 23rd, 2017by foxinthesnow

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people; getting stuff out of my head

May 23rd, 2017by plasticflower

even though i can’t feel anything and my brain is a blur, i can still pretend everything’s fine, and people believe it. don’t know if that’s a good or a bad thing; i guess it’s a bit of both.
about a week ago, i was told that people saw me as someone composed and mature, and that i seem to be happy even when there’s bad things going on; that it helps others feel better. and i legitimately laughed out loud when i heard that.
off topic, but being a young person who just moved to the other side of the world is hard. wow, shocker! my …

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It’s been a while

May 23rd, 2017by wanted85

Just Checking in. Still alive. Life’s been crazy lately maybe I’ll come in and update my life sometime soon. It’s not great just waiting and hopeful life will end sometime soon. I hope all of you are doing good or as good as suicidal depressed people can be.

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Freedom

May 23rd, 2017by Robstein

What is freedom to you ?
Are you free ? Do you consider yourself a free man/woman ? What about other people around you – are they free ?

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