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Does anyone want to ruin their ‘life’?…?
Did we develop our “life’s” plan before being born?
Do we have “free will”?
Are we ‘actors’ on a stage?
Is it really better to stay and face our sh*t?
Is Suicide a “sin”?
Is this the ‘Matrix’?
Is being mentally tormented part of the plan?
Can we “choose” anything?
Are we puppets being played?
Are we playing “The Game of Life”?
Why is “escape” a coward?
Why does nothing seem to work for some?
How do we overcome?
What is the point of suffering?
Is suffering created by the sufferer?
What stops the […]
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I just want to feel something else other than this deep sadness. And alone. I just want to be able to focus on something other than all my thoughts. I wish I had energy to do things. Fun things, not just things I have to get done.
I wish there was something I liked about myself but there’s not. What’s not boring is shit and what’s not shit is just dull. Maybe if I could find something I could […]
not getting into methods, just some biology about what I understand causes people to die
Everyone dies from lack of oxygen to the brain, be it heart failure (heart stops pumping blood, your brain stops receiving it, vital oxygen deprived and goodbye you), liver failure, kidney failure or systemic infection. Even respiratory distress ultimately comes down to the oxygen not being absorbed in the lungs, so it can’t be provided in sufficient quantities to your brain, and so you die. Heck, even nervous system damage is not so serious until it ceases to provide the right signals to your lungs and heart, and whichever mechanism leads […]
I want to blow my brains out and destroy the part of my shitty mind that keeps fixating on her.
I’ve been told I should move on and I’ve been trying to that. I don’t know if I have ocd or something, but my mind is fixated on her. Even in my sleep I can’t escape.
I don’t typically have dreams but last night I had a dream about her. I went to the movies with her, we wandered around the mall, and she came to my house. It hadn’t even occurred to me that this was a dream because everything was so normal. The […]
my mom’s in the ICU. I hope she’s ok.
This hot weather is unpleasant for me
So, I was ready to go home….. Then the power company pulled the rug out…. Now I am as low as I have been… Doubt sleep will come…… I really want to die RN….. Thinking about waiting until everyone goes to sleep, I can come up with something….. Me being alive is a problem I can solve… Unlike the rest of them
I had worked so hard just to get to holding it together, and now even that was chasing the wind … Mirages… Common to people long in the desert or at sea, Fata morgana as they call it, after Arthurian legend that almost definitely […]
OK peeps, go and listen to this and see if your wealth changes 😛
Ha! If only it were true…
I don’t want to give up and end it all, but I’ve got no fight left in me.
How do I climb up and carve a better life for myself if I’ve got no fight left?
How do I even keep on living/existing?
Every day is torture.
I don’t want to give up but I’m SO tired of fighting this world.
So tired of fighting myself.
I could’ve been something.
I could’ve made it.
Actually, I DID make it out.
But then I got sick.
And the Universe fucked me over.
And over and over and over.
Along with shitty people.
TONS of shitty people.
And back down I slid.
Every year for the last 15 years I’ve slid downhill.
And now I feel so far gone, I’m not sure I can even get back out of this hellscape.
I almost made it.
I almost fucking made it out.
ALMOST.
Fuck me. Fuck my shitty life.
GODDAMNIT, I ALMOST MADE IT OUT.
I’m so fucking angry.
I’m so defeated.
I could cry and scream but […]
What do you think. Survival is hard some time, most of the time or all the time? And why.
Memories are permanent
I’ve neglected this part of myself for too long. I can’t keep pretending like I don’t care about anything. I don’t know why I’ve been this way for as long as I have but my human soul is banging at the doors of this locked heart. I won’t let this go on any longer. I am human and that’s okay. It’s okay to feel pain and to feel joy. It’s okay to laugh. It’s okay to cry. It’s okay to be human…
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I’m just not worth it, am I?
How could I be? This rotten shell of a self, a selfish pathetic and worthless human being. How could you possibly want to talk to me? Or have anything to do with me? Or love me? When I’m clearly nothing but a nuisance.
Is that why you disappear for so long? Do you regret me? I cant say I blame you. Am I doing something wrong? Or did you realize before I did how rotten I am? How could I ever hope, much less expect, that you would continue talking to me all this time? How dare I, really. I’m […]
So he died in 2017 but I only found out yesterday as I was reading the comments on YT. I don’t generally keep up with celebrity news. It’s shocking but not shocking at the same time…
I loved this song of his, you can see his anger and passion in the video and song. OFC the only people that understand me are the ones that off themselves -_-
Can you believe that sometimes like a bit earlier now I took/take psychiatric medicine just because of how bored/boring I feel/ my life is?