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The Pain Of Battle

by DarkWeasley
written by DarkWeasley

Life is a battle that we all must eventually lose. Each and every one of us is constantly at war. Fighting for survival. Some have a more difficult battle to fight and some lose before they’re ready…

I guess what I’m saying is that life is difficult. There are so many risks. People die everyday… A lot of people. Death is a part of life. It’s inevitable, but sometimes it comes too soon. The lives of peoples children, peoples mothers or fathers are taken every day without a choice. And here I am… Wanting to throw it away… and for what? What would I benefit from killing […]

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Depressed, pregnant and ranting…….

by Uxie88
written by Uxie88

I’m 25 and currently 19 weeks pregnant for the first time. I have been depressed all through this ordeal. In the past I’ve had a bad habit of cutting, there are 3 scars on my arm where I cut very deep on 3 different occasions. I also cut my wrist which left a scar. I have not cut while pregnant but am still very depressed. I guess I’ve been depressed for a while now. I’m stuck at the house most of the time. I worked as a barber for 1 yr but had to leave due to being harassed and have had no luck finding […]

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Having Nothing to be Depressed About Hurts the Most.

by caillte
written by caillte

I just read a few stories here. They are sobering to say the least. And if you’re reading this, and you posted something recently I want to say sorry for thinking I had depression, or wanting to kill myself, because it’s nothing compared to what you guys went through or are still going through.

I feel sickened to think that anyone would find out my actual identity. That’s why I’m thankful this is anonymous.

I was bullied for a while up to lately but everything  is going okay.I’m fine in school, really stressed and probably could do a bit more study but okay. I have an idea […]

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i am nothing. i am worthless. i am trash.

by bunnygirl
written by bunnygirl

this is the saddest i have ever been and i don’t even remember what happiness even feels like anymore

i’m always so down and sad and whenever i laugh i don’t mean it and it’s just not right and i can’t even smile.

my heart feels gross. like it’s sunken in darkness, my mind is always cloudy and i’m failing a lot of my school classes.

i should be glad that my friend has come down for a couple months to stay, but it’s been so tough. she wants me to be happy.. but i just can’t. it’s like i’m incapable of being glad. i’m always so negative […]

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My World

by Jovahala
written by Jovahala

The worst battles we face are the ones hidden within us.  Merely living becomes one giant lie – one giant chore.  Going on in life and following Routine becomes the norm, but nobody sees the truth.  Nobody sees that you’re on the edge, you’re breaking down.

And when you do finally let it out, you break down to someone – They don’t care, they only use it against you.  People look down on you, they call you crazy – when all you need is somebody to tell you that they care.

My entire life has been one big mess. When I was a kid, I wanted to […]

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If I die, would anyone miss me?

by Suicidal Unicorn
written by Suicidal Unicorn

This is my first ‘story’ on here, and quite frankly I don’t really get how to navigate this whole thing.

But that’s not what I’m on here to talk about.

Nobody in my family that is close to me has died. I mean, my great aunt and my mom’s cousin’s dad died, but nothing effecting me too much. I’m not poor, my parent’s aren’t divorced, and I have a relatively happy and functional family.

If your still reading this, and you haven’t clicked out because it looks like im trying to brag about what i have, thanks. Because I’m not bragging.

I want to die. See now, that’s the […]

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My Story (Long Sorry)

by xxlonelyxx
written by xxlonelyxx

Ever since I was five my family and I have been hit with some bad karma. It all started when my dad went to jail for forty years. He got a year for every time he raped my sister. When he went to jail my mom got a boyfriend immediately. He was really nice for a year. Then he asked my mom to marry him. We were all very happy for them. Except my dad refused to divorce my mom. Which i am very grateful for or we would still be in that hell hole. When she started dating him she started doing cocaine with […]

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to be honest

by bunnygirl
written by bunnygirl

to be honest, all what i think about now is killing myself. there is absolutely nothing good about my life. i know people have it worse, but i can’t bare with it anymore. i just want to jump in front of a car and die. i know my family will act like they miss me, but i am positive they’d be happy that i am gone. same with my friends. in fact, i don’t even have many friends. maybe 2 at the most. i just want to mean something to someone, i want to mean something to myself.

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Tedium.

by Feeblefish
written by Feeblefish

This isn’t really something I usually do, I’m more of the “bottle it up” kind of guy, but I really need to get this out and Google led me here as an appropriate place to do so. It’s up to you if you want to read all this, but at least if you do, I have some validation of my efforts. Which I imagine would be nice.

Well… here goes.

I should be happy or satisfied enough really, shouldn’t I?

I mean, I did life right. I left school, got a steady dead end job and got myself a place to live independently. In this […]

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Been one week cutting free

by Engeltje
written by Engeltje

So last week, I’ve been cutting free, didn’t cut for a week (meanwhile I did relapsed several times since tuesday). It wasn’t my intention to stop cutting or so, but it just happened. I just didn’t cut for a week, because I didn’t had the energy for it. I was so depressed, I ate almost nothing, slept a lot, but I was really tired, and I felt so miserable, that I was too depressed to pick up that blade and go cut myself. So I didn’t for a week. Although I didn’t cut, I did scrathed myself (which looks horrible now) and I starved myself. […]

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What is causing this?

by depressedatage12
written by depressedatage12

I don’t know what’s triggering my depression, but I want to know. It’s driving me fucking nuts and I want an answer. I’m suffering from bipolar disorder and that can cause it, but WHAT THE HELL GAVE ME THE BIPOLAR DISORDER?! At this point, I don’t know. I’m about two seconds away from having a major anxiety attack mainly because I had a dream about me being happy. I woke up and I wanted to cry. I need help. Like, really. My depression is getting out of control and I want to end my life, but deep down in a dark and secretive side of me, […]

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Death Clock

by marinemiketobe
written by marinemiketobe

Hey guys, I’m a new-comer to this forum.

Hello,

I have recently set a Death Clock for myself, the end of December. At which time, I will decide whether or not to commit suicide with my gun.

I’m twenty-two years old, never smoked, used drugs, and can count all the drinks that I’ve ever had on two hands.

I’ve never been abused or experienced anything overly traumatic; however, I isolated myself when I grew up which I believe helped to instill low self-esteem, depression, and anxiety. I also have or fairly awful memory, which may be in part to the depression, since I studied hard in school and college, […]

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Tired.

by unsocialfreak
written by unsocialfreak

I’m physically and mentally tired of having to deal with everything. My foster parents hate the living day lights out of me and i’m constantly reminded by them about how useless i am. I’m told that i’m dumber than a brick everyday of my life and how i cannot achieve anything and will probably not ever be able to make any one proud. I try so hard to help people and make people proud of me but it’s not working. I’ve been bullied ever since 2nd grade and i’m in the 10th now and the hate is still going strong. yaaaaaaay… I’m not looking […]

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My ending

by a77a
written by a77a

I am in my last year of highschool and I have never been so alone and afraid in my entire life. During exams last year I went to a party and did something stupid that caused a bunch of girls to say hurtful things to me and it just pushed me over my limit. I’ve dealth with their cattiness for the past 2 years and I was done with it. I called my mom to pick me up and she couldn’t even tell I was breaking down. It wasn’t her fault because I am good at pretending I am okay. When we got home she […]

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I’m lost.

by katurttle
written by katurttle

I miss the first time we kissed. November 4, 2009. I smiled the whole way home. I tried to stop, but I couldn’t. I was so happy. I miss the first time you wrap your arms around me, kissed my cheek. I miss the first time you called me babe. I miss the beginning, when we didn’t want to say I love you, so we said i <3 u. I miss the first time you said you loved me. I miss the feeling of being loved, I was so blown away at the fact that someone could actually like me, none the less love me. […]

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Wished I could tell them…

by Engeltje
written by Engeltje

I wished they would knew what was going on in me, but I can’t tell them. My parents are noticing that I want to do less things, and they don’t agree with it because they think it will take me down. What they don’t realize is that doing so many things is killing me, it makes me more depressed and more suicidal. So doing those many things will actually take me down, but they have another vision and don’t want to listen to me. We have constantly arguments, and I really wished I could tell them, but they won’t agree with me. They just don’t […]

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No One Cares Anymore. I’m played out.

by iwillalwayslisten
written by iwillalwayslisten

Have you ever watched someone you love self-destruct right next to you and not be able to do anything about it?

I have.  Many times.

I’ve been there for her so long, and she doesn’t even care.  She doesn’t even know how hard it would affect me if she actually finished what she started two years ago.

I can barely function anymore because I am so afraid that every moment she isn’t with me, she’s trying again.

Losing her would probably finish me off.  For good.

I’d check out permanently.  Suicide would be a plausible option then.

Please don’t let that happen.  Please–if anyone cares.

But no one cares.  About her.  About […]

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Doomed From Birth

by rkgatsby
written by rkgatsby

I’m 18 years old and I feel trapped in my life.  Every single day since I can remember, I’ve woken up miserable and hating myself.  It started when I was 4 years old and my parents got divorced.  My dad got married a few months later and I lost almost all contact with him aside from our three hour visits each month, which are forced and I dread going to.  I grew up living in an apartment complex and my family was in a horrible financial situation.  My mom would yell and complain and take out her depression on me and my siblings every day of every year.  She and […]

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A bit edgy and uneasy.

by lenabeaumont
written by lenabeaumont

Lately, i’ve been thinking about suicide. This anxiety is eating me out alive. I feel it nonstop, it’s always there. The feeling is so unreal, that it’s a mixture of the shock you get after hearing about the death of a loved one, and going down a big hill on a roller coaster. I have an anxiety disorder and a broken family. My parents rarely understand anything i’m going through, yet they’re always there for me. There’s a boy I love and he doesn’t love me back. He’s also depressed. If he were to die today, so would I. It would be my fault if […]

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