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Depression Anxiety

Hi my name is Brooke, I’m 15 with cancer.

by BrooklynBoxx 8/27/2013

written by BrooklynBoxx

Abandoned by my mother
Raped by my grandpa
When i told abandoned by my grandmother
Raped by my brother
Abandoned by everyone in my family but my dad
Went to court
Diagnosed with Pseudo seizures
Struggling with depression, anxiety, ptsd, insomnia, cuttingÂ and other mental illness’s

You would thing my life wouldn’t get any worse.

About 3 month ago, I noticed a lump in my upper left abdomen, it hurt but i ignored it.

1 month ago the pain moved to my lower right abdomen.

In my right abdomen I had an ovarian cyst. Nothing bad right?

I told them about pain on my left side. They did a CT scan. And found a mass.

For the last […]

8/27/2013 10 comments

How do you know when it’s time??

by Blue Butterfly 8/26/2013

written by Blue Butterfly

Hi there, i’m not going to bore you with my life story, i’ll be here all day! But just in a nutshell, I’ve suffered from severe depression, anxiety and Borderline personality disorder for over 10 years. I’ve tried absolutely everything to try get better, including ECT. Â Anyway, I’ve been thinking about suicide for at least the last 2 years and I’ve attempted several timesÂ with no luck (obviously!). I really cannot stand living anymore and the pain is unbearable!

Just out of curiosity, how do you know when enough is enough? I see some of you have set a deadline (scuse the pun) for your suicide. How […]

8/26/2013 5 comments

Suicide Creepin’ Into My Mind

by Talbot339 8/23/2013

written by Talbot339

So…Hi

I’ve had some big and stressful issues happen lately in my family, and I’ve completely blocked myself from everyone so really I don’t have anyone to talk it and I’ve been diagnosed with depression and bad anxiety. I thought I could rely on my friends to support me, but instead they just said “Sorry” for forcing me to tell them what’s wrong and never spoke about it again.Â I went to a school counsellor because I didn’t want my mum knowing I was like this because she would just blame me and say that I was being dramatic. Anyways, they gave up on me, so once […]

8/23/2013 6 comments

A life of someone living with Depression, Anxiety and Autism

by oliviadee 7/31/2013

written by oliviadee

I can’t exactly say when it started because I don’t know, my life has just been full of bad events snowballing until I finally released it all.

From a very young age I felt alienated from everyone, I felt that nobody was like me.

It didn’t help that I had a young mother, she had me at 14, Â because I felt that she wasn’t approachable. Also, she was often getting into new relationships which involved a lot of men. I found it very hard ad still find it very hard, to connect with new people so this was an issue for the first 5 years of my […]

7/31/2013 7 comments

last post

by AFRAIDandlost 7/27/2013

written by AFRAIDandlost

As the title suggests this will be only my second but final post… ive struggled with suicide, depression, anxiety, and anger for too long now. tonight is is the night I have nothing to stop me. I wish it was night already so I could get this over with cause i cant stand feeling this way any longer. got drunk and pissed my one and only friend off last night…for the bes that way she wont care about me passing…even if it does im done caring i told her several occasions that im no good for her…this will be practically a year from my last […]

7/27/2013 16 comments

A Life in Transit:

by anonbarbie 7/21/2013

written by anonbarbie

Faking it.

From the outside I have it all. Unfortunately my mind is plagued with trauma, depression, and intense anxiety… leaving me in an existential haze in order to cope; I am merely going through the motions. I used my looks and my body to get through college and thought I would regain my sanity afterwards, but thats not the case. I now have a useless degree, too many therapists, lost a soul mate, and a mind that won’t cease come nightfall. […]

7/21/2013 15 comments

There’s no magic, there’s nothing.

by lifekilledthelifeinme 7/17/2013

written by lifekilledthelifeinme

we think we are superior than animals, we are animals ourselves. our houses made of wood and rocks. that’s all we are, a speck, waiting to go back to dust. that’s all we are. why experience this life at all? what gives. it’s sad to think I used to believe in magic, magic don’t exist. happiness don’t exist. life is just some big joke, one big mistake. my thoughts are the cause of my very depression and anxiety. I envy the dead.

7/17/2013 3 comments

This is my story.

by unconvention4l 6/14/2013

written by unconvention4l

Hey guys, my name is Fabienne, I’m 17 and from New Zealand and I have been at war with myself since I was born. Literally. Mum said ‘you came into this world not really wanting to live’ so I guess life-long depression is my diagnosis. I’ve been bullied for having eczema since I was 5, being called names like “Scabby” and things like that, then was ostracized from age 6 through till age 14 at school.Â I moved schools in Spetember 2009 and started to get boys attention for the first time and ended up giving my body to them so I could feel ‘normal’ […]

6/14/2013 3 comments

Depression and Anxiety

by kilofifi 5/19/2013

written by kilofifi

Depression and AnxietyÂ http://youtu.be/F1Q7PWN1jE0Â This video really helps for all that are suffering, it really does

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My Story.

by JotoAssCat 5/8/2013

written by JotoAssCat

i don’t even know why i’m on here. it’s not like people want to know about me anyways, but ohkay. i’m cat and i turn 15 in november. i’ve been suffering with OCD, depression, anxiety and body dysmorphic disorder (BDD). the body dysmorphic disorder is the worst because i got homeschooled because of it. i would sit there and stare at myself for hours and cry when i should be getting ready. i would punch myself in the face or wrists and pull my hair or skin. i started out just being constantly late to school, but now i’m so afraid of people seeing me […]

5/8/2013 5 comments

Coping with an Autistic Sibling

by photogeek 5/8/2013

written by photogeek

I’ve been battling on and off depression and anxiety for three years, but my parents don’t understand, no matter how much I talk to them. I can never get along with them. They fight with each other frequently over different things. Just today my parents were yelling at each other over my brother, who has autism. He couldn’t understand a simple topic, which caused my mother and him to get in a fight and leave her in tears. Then my father came and yelled and her. Then they yelled at each other. Then they both left. This happens a lot, and my mother talks about […]

5/8/2013 4 comments

living or suffering?

by b1urr 5/7/2013

written by b1urr

i suffer from:

depression
social anxiety
trichotillomania
anorexia
self harm
severe self loathing
daily (hourly) suicidal thoughts

and i’d say all of these have been keeping me from living my life the way i want to, they cause me to hurt others emotionally, and they’ve all been getting worse. i don’t know if i consider what i’m doingÂ living,Â but rather merely staying alive; always wishing to drop dead any second.

5/7/2013 1 comment

life is terrible

by shaunalewisox 4/2/2013

written by shaunalewisox

well here we go, the story of the pretty little rich girl is being spoken about.

Hey, my names Shauna if you knew me you’d know that I’m a very outspoken, confident person, nuh huh you don’t really KNOW me then. where do i begin?

My ‘father’ was an alcoholic, drug and woman abusing piece of scum, he numerously abused my mother and would’ve abused me if i wasn’t for my mothers courage to leave him. Thank god she did otherwise i wouldn’t know where I’d be right now. Nether the less i started primary school, i was the fat gingery blonde girl with glasses who everyone […]

4/2/2013 1 comment

This Life <<<<

by gamer_tryhard 3/30/2013

written by gamer_tryhard

I am 14. A freshman. On the crew team. Go to a well known school. Get good grades. I do what I need to do to get through highschool. But, everything I do is not good enough for my parents. It all started when I was born. Adopted. Great huh? Although, I grew up thinking I was born to these parents, biologically. Soon to figure out I wasn’t. Heartbreaking. I fought through all the pain of feeling not loved. Until 2009, when my “mothers,” father died. He was my one and only.He kept me sane. I told him everything. He told me everything. It was […]

3/30/2013 6 comments

What does music mean to me?

by betrayingtheworld 3/22/2013

written by betrayingtheworld

People underestimate how much music means to me. They have no idea that music is the only thing keeping me from a mental institute. Music does so many things for me. It keeps the monsters of the night away, it pushes away all feeling cutting couldnâ€™t. It keeps my anxiety down, and calms me when I need it. Itâ€™s the only thing Iâ€™m alive for. The depression, the anxiety, the eating disorders, the bipolar, the ADHD, the personality disorders, theyâ€™d all be 20 times worse without music.

And trust me when I say Iâ€™d be dead by now. Without music, I wouldnâ€™t have that one song […]

3/22/2013 6 comments

Living Is Hard To Do : Depression

by roojay13 2/1/2013

written by roojay13

Â Â Â As Iâ€™ve spoken about in previous posts, Iâ€™ve had depression, anxiety and paranoid delusions for most of my life and itâ€™s not easy to live with, especially the depression.

Â Â Â Â For me, at 11 years old it began with a deep sadness that just never seemed to lift.Â It spiralled pretty quickly and I began to spend an awful lot of time alone in my bedroom.Â I felt as though I was the loneliest person in the world because nobody could really relate to what I was feeling.Â The thing that got to me most was that some people would say things like, â€œyouâ€™re […]

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2/1/2013 2 comments

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This will kill me..

by BrooklynBoxx 12/15/2012

written by BrooklynBoxx

The shooting today.. 20 kids dead… 6 adults it brought up so many memories, that may have even no relation.

First the shock that someone can hurt kids so innocent.. then i remember my past 2 people hurt me.. when i was so young.. to innocent to protect myself. At their entire control, my life was basically in there hands…

Then i thought of how these kids would suffer 5-10 years from now. Like i do today, the symptoms of my PTSD have cause severe depression, anxiety, insomnia, psudo siezures, multiple persanality disorder, and bipolar. I agree some of these may not have been a direct result, […]

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12/15/2012 15 comments

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Hate myself and want to die.

by Helloshushi5 12/4/2012

written by Helloshushi5

I’m 17 years old and my mom is getting remarried for the 3rd time in 3 days. I hardly know the guy. He’s moving into our home and i’m Â not thrilled. step parents always try and act like they’re your own parents and it’s bullshit. My dad is the only one who understands me. ONLY one. Â He’s on drugs as always, who knows where. Â I’ve had depression and wanted to kill myself ever since summer after 5th grade. I still don’t know what caused it. Probably just the manic depression,anxiety and bipolar that runs in both sides of my family finally kicked in my system. […]

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12/4/2012 4 comments

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PTSD and depression suck

by wishihadntdonewhatiwastold 11/7/2012

written by wishihadntdonewhatiwastold

My heart is racing,
and my hands are shaking.
Wow that nightmare seemed real,
at least that’s how it made me feel.
I am awake,the fight is over.
The struggle begins.
My first thought of the day,
keep my mind occupied so I don’t think about suicide today.
It’s a lot harder than it sounds,
because I have a lot of skeletons running around.
Why did you do those horrible things,
one of the skeletons likes to sing.
It was my job,I like to say,
but he answers, that excuse is gay!
I know that he is right,
at that time I chose to fight.

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11/7/2012 0 comment

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Almost done.

by outtatime 10/31/2012

written by outtatime

where to start?

i’ve wanted to die for as long as i can remember. since at least the age of 10. there hasn’t been a day that’s gone by when i’ve been free of that desire. not one day when, if someone offered to help me end it, i would have refused them.

i’m 40 now. massive depression, anxiety, that kind of stuff. haven’t been able to work in over 10 years, had to move back home. haven’t been able to leave the house on my own in a few years either, and even with support it’s getting harder to go outside.

one sample story…

i’ve had one big […]

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10/31/2012 2 comments

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