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First Post

by seekingforhelp 4/26/2016

written by seekingforhelp

Hi,

I still can’t believe what I am doing. Looking for help in the Internet? In the past I’d probably just laugh at such a stupid idea. Instead, I’m here telling you how hopeless my life has become and how hard I’d just like to have a forever rest from everything. I wish I could not live. Who asked me if I wanted to live? I was just born. That’s not fair. Well, anyway, I just want to say hi to everyone. I’ve read many of your posts as I’ve been considering this step for a long time and finally I’m here. I’m impressed by your […]

4/26/2016 9 comments

You Can’t Tell Me to Keep Trying, When I’ve Already Given Up

by brxken._.lxcks 4/26/2016

written by brxken._.lxcks

I’ve been giving up on everything. First it was a few missing homework assignments, then classes, now tests. I’m also slowly giving up on my hobbies and sports, too. What have I become to be? I cut myself, and starve myself, and now I’m giving up.

This is the shortest post I have made, but every time I read it, I cry every time.

4/26/2016 3 comments

Now what?

by bloodstainedlips 4/25/2016

written by bloodstainedlips

What do you do when suddenly the person who meant the world to you, is gone. When you’ve shared everything with that person, built up trust in them, grew with them, gave them all of you.. shared all your “firsts” with them because you knew they would be there forever and you knew them so well – or you thought you did. You “knew” they would never betray you or lie to you because they loved you and you had so much confidence in it that there was absolutely no questioning it. You do everything for that person, for years they are your best friend […]

4/25/2016 8 comments

Protected: “One week isn’t going to kill you.”

by whiskered-fish 4/25/2016

written by whiskered-fish

There is no excerpt because this is a protected post.

4/25/2016 32 comments

guilt part 2

by Soco 4/25/2016

written by Soco

Following from earlier post. Just spoke to my mum, she laid total guilt trip on me for not visiting her. Now im in a total manic questioning everything about my rat ass life spiral. !! Stuck between anger and tears. Hating myself and hating her!! The irony is that im 39 fucking years old!!! Why do I feel like im 5 years old again and stuck in between divorcing parents! !! Wow, sorry, I dont mean to project on anyone younger than me. Its just my messed up family. And the worst part is im outta valium and ice cream!!! Could do with some […]

4/25/2016 8 comments

wandering idea #1

by wandering.ideal_ 4/25/2016

written by wandering.ideal_

Hello.

I’m not very sure why I made this account, but you all seem nice enough. I don’t have a bad life. I have loving parents, an annoying brother, and many friends that love and care about me. So it isn’t really fair for me to complain, right? But every single day is filled with anxiety and fear that I will do something wrong. I am a perfectionist and someone who worries a little bit too much. My hands are shaking as I type this because I fear that it will be something that I will regret starting for the rest of my life. Oh. How […]

4/25/2016 3 comments

warning: awful first post

by bloodstainedlips 4/25/2016

written by bloodstainedlips

This is my first post so. There’s no justified reason for me to talk about my background or how I came to the point where I am now talking about my worthless life to a bunch of people who I don’t know and who probably don’t care. I’m sure the things I post will be the same things everyone’s heard a million times. I’m not saying that it makes what anyone has been through any less significant or important or painful and damaging, but it kind of sucks that I’m just another depressed, screwed up teenager reaching out to people on the internet because there’s […]

4/25/2016 4 comments

Drained…all ways…emotinally…mentally..!

by Giaahhh 4/24/2016

written by Giaahhh

Poor l’le grl…..she was juz done with it…. Tired of everything…. She was stuck…..she was craving to find few traces of life in her…..a reason to live….sadly…. Cudn’t…

She felt…. She was a mere disappointment…. She feared things…. And this time she ws giving up….coz…no ray of hope made a way to her room….

Lost soul….. Juz a reflection of a human….!

4/24/2016 0 comment

i made a cake

by Wintergirl 4/24/2016

written by Wintergirl

Not really impressive, but it tastes pretty darn good. It’s one of those cakes with the pudding mixed in. Too bad I don’t have any frosting. Next time I am going all out with the cake baking. Homemade frosting and everything. Chocolate raspberry. Stay tuned. Haha.

4/24/2016 25 comments

Story of a blind love …….

by noneedforaname 4/23/2016

written by noneedforaname

There was a blind girl who hated herself just because she’s blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend.
He’s always there for her. She said that if she could only see the world she would marry her boyfriend. One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her and then she can see everything including her boyfriend.
Her boyfriend asked her, ” now that you can see the world, will you marry me ? ” The girl was shocked when she saw that her boyfriend is blind too, and refused to marry him.
Her boyfriend walked away in tears, and later […]

4/23/2016 5 comments

I’m so tired of everything

by suicidalfreak 4/23/2016

written by suicidalfreak

I’ve just reached the end my family doesn’t understand anything they’ve been yelling at me all day blaming me for being a waste of space. I don’t want to be here if do anything to get lost

4/23/2016 2 comments

Protected: Awake

by whiskered-fish 4/23/2016

written by whiskered-fish

There is no excerpt because this is a protected post.

4/23/2016 24 comments

Suicidal Stories #1

by brxken._.lxcks 4/21/2016

written by brxken._.lxcks

I’m going to start writing stories about suicide on here. And this is going to be my first one. (by the way, the reason why I used veil so much was because I had originally wrote this for one of my homework assignments, and oh well if some parts don’t make sense)

Every day she would walk the halls veiled. She would wear a big smile, but the smile was never real. She wouldn’t bother anybody; she would sit quietly. She would have her nose in a notebook she would draw or write in. If she wasn’t using her notebook, she would always get lost in […]

4/21/2016 2 comments

Update HDS: Love Yourself.

by Hazy Day Sunflower 4/21/2016

written by Hazy Day Sunflower

Wow. Just wow.

Sorry for the drama the last week. I’m out the other end. Not sure why. But like everything else in my life I am just going to walk forward.

Thank you everyone for your hands. So many hands and hearts.

HDS

4/21/2016 18 comments

And……. Here we go again.

by noneedforaname 4/21/2016

written by noneedforaname

I sit here in utter amazement like I have so many times before, paralyzed stuck on the couch where I’ve been since last night on the down side of this GOD FORSAKEN rollercoaster. It seems like the older I get, there’s not as many highs as there used to be just down, deeper and deeper, when I finally do reach the bottom there’s not even a little bit of light anymore, and it takes so long to reach the top again, I suppose I will get up soon and try and find something, anything to ease the pain like […]

4/21/2016 7 comments

Protected: Update. I slept on it.

by whiskered-fish 4/21/2016

written by whiskered-fish

There is no excerpt because this is a protected post.

4/21/2016 17 comments

End of relationship

by marz 4/21/2016

written by marz

How do you get over a 5-year relationship, that was with your best friend and the only person who truly knew everything about you and did everything with. I feel like I’ve lost everyone because of him because when we were going out he would only want to be with me and he used to drag me away from my friends so I would spend time with him. Now I have no one left because of him and he’s left me. I need some opinions on what I can do, I don’t want to be in a new relationship because I can’t bear it. I […]

4/21/2016 4 comments

Dying inside

by akg1229 4/20/2016

written by akg1229

I’m dying inside. I am falling further into the dark abyss where my coping skills no longer help me function. I am calling my doctor in the morning, if he can’t help I’m done. I just don’t have it in me to keep this fight up. It’s hurting everyone I love. Everything that is living that comes across my path is tainted by my diseased mind. Of I’m going to cause pain and destruction anyway, I might as well do the final deed so they can mourn and move on. They may feel it’s selfish, but it’s the least selfish thing I can do at […]

4/20/2016 3 comments

Protected: Half aware

by whiskered-fish 4/20/2016

written by whiskered-fish

There is no excerpt because this is a protected post.

4/20/2016 16 comments

by Rain 4/20/2016

written by Rain

I had an abortion. It was years ago. I must have just turned 18. THERE I said it. He was horrible. He..hated me and everything that I was. He was rich and I was poor. He was white and I’m..what I am. I couldn’t do it. He contacted me today to remind me of the anniversary. It tore me apart, the things he said about status, and wealth.

4/20/2016 11 comments

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