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What’s keeping you alive?

by NoMoreHopeLeft 4/13/2016

written by NoMoreHopeLeft

I’ve just been wondering about this question, so yeah, as the title already says, what’s keeping you alive?

Family? Friends? Something you don’t wanna miss?

For me, I guess it’s mainly my family, because I couldn’t imagine just leaving them here with all this shit that I created and they have to pay for in the end.
They really don’t deserve it.

The second would be that I’m just too fucking ***** to actually do it. I have to admit, even though life is Hell on Earth already, I’m still afraid of what comes after death. Whether I have to regret it or not.
Besides this little God […]

4/13/2016 12 comments

Trying to be brave

by chelle428 4/12/2016

written by chelle428

So if you follow my posts then you know that I have very severe self harm scars on my arm and that they are a great source of stress in my life. I’ve been working on covering them with makeup and even though they are still visible they don’t look quite so bad. I’ve been doing my best to heal them and help their appearance. It’s been almost a year since I last cut.

I’ve always been terrified of friends or boys I like seeing them. I decided tomorrow I’m going to go out without covered for the first time in a year.I will probably wear […]

4/12/2016 5 comments

No Sleep

by JiminyCrispies 4/11/2016

written by JiminyCrispies

I didn’t sleep Saturday night. I slept for 3 hours last night. I haven’t slept tonight – it’s 5AM. And I’m so energetic I couldn’t care less about the loss of sleep. I have done so much stuff tonight (this morning I stayed in my room because I couldn’t calm myself down – I was extremely happy and was thinking about all these great ideas to do, and I annoy people and get into arguments over it).

For the past couple hours I’ve been doing a sketch for a painting I’ve put off for almost 2 months – surprisingly I’ve been able to focus on it […]

4/11/2016 3 comments

I don’t see a reason not to

by haileewantstobehappy 4/10/2016

written by haileewantstobehappy

I’ve been flirting with suicide a lot more lately, and I’ve realized that it’s the only way out of the mess called my life. It’s shitty, but it’s what it is. I wasn’t blessed with a good life or happiness, I don’t get the same things other people get. This isn’t a suicide note or anything, just writing my feelings. But I’ve realized that the only thing stopping me from killing myself is fear. It’s a cliché fear but I don’t want to stop existing for eternity. I just want to be happier. And there’s a tiny bit of hope that I’ll finally be happy […]

4/10/2016 1 comment

Soo… Hi?

by Another sad student 4/5/2016

written by Another sad student

I’m a long time reader but I’ve never actually posted anything exept for like a comment somewhere. But now I’ve seen some great people here like Cordless and Drowning (seen more but I can’t remeber names) so for some reason I decided to post my story for anyone that’s interested

I think the worst part of my life is school. My horrible social life isn’t that great either but my situation at school is pretty fucking horrible. And no I’m not gonna sit here and complain about homework or some shit like that but I’m gonna be whining about the people at my school. I feel so […]

4/5/2016 8 comments

Ylem :)

by Drowning 4/4/2016

written by Drowning

your still with us 🙂

now it’s kind of creepy because I had a dream on Friday that someone did something to them self I think they stabbed them self with something I can’t remember what happened but now I know the dream was about Ylem weird

it was great to hear from u

my twin 🙂 it put a smile on my face

4/4/2016 14 comments

Experiences?

by daikirai 4/4/2016

written by daikirai

have you ever had that experience where you feel like after loving someone for a long time you all of a sudden feel like you’ve been lying to yourself and doubt your feelings and you feel like talking about it to them but then you’re scared of losing something so great?

4/4/2016 4 comments

Smiling

by brxken._.lxcks 4/2/2016

written by brxken._.lxcks

Its been a while since I have smiled and actually meant it. It had been so long since I smiled, it hurt to smile for at least 10 seconds. Now my face hurts. It feels great to smile, but now it hurts. I’ve missed smiling, and laughing. It felt like I was actually alive for once. Why don’t I smile anymore, oh right, because there is nothing worth a smile for. But today it happened. But by tomorrow it’s back to how it was before.

4/2/2016 11 comments

A part of me thinks it will get better

by blank-clutter 3/31/2016

written by blank-clutter

Is it a good part? Should it be listened to? It’s very unrealistic and naive but it’s hopeful. Last I checked hope was a good thing.

The other part is a realist and knows that history is a good predictor of the past. Being on a downward spiral points further down.

in short, I’m suicidal with a fantasy of breaking free and becoming something great

3/31/2016 5 comments

by deadmanliving(hopefullyhopeful) 3/30/2016

written by deadmanliving(hopefullyhopeful)

I just saw Batman v Superman for the 2nd time and i have to say i have a much higher opinion of it than when I saw it the first time. The more I think about the more i realize how connected to this movie i am. I understand what its like to not be perfect and lambasted for it. I get what its like not to be accepted for what you are. For people to not see how good you are despite your flaws. I understand what its like tl be pre classified based upon criteria you can’t control because you are grouped in […]

3/30/2016 11 comments

Final request for prayers

by thanaturge 3/23/2016

written by thanaturge

Dear friends,

This is the last one. I was held up until today, getting my will finalised. I do so appreciate it if any of you feel moved to pray for the repose of my soul. This is a great group of people, I wish I could have been more a part of it. Please continue to support and love one another. Be kind to yourselves and others. Keep the faith, in whatever way you see fit. Blessings to you all, Amy

3/23/2016 9 comments

=(

by claritee 3/18/2016

written by claritee

I’m not feeling too great right now. I’m so lonely it hurts. I’m about to head to the gym, maybe I can work some of this off. I’m so tired of life…. I hate it. I hate it so much.

3/18/2016 15 comments

Happy Sunday

by HatedGirl 3/13/2016

written by HatedGirl

Been a busy week and weekend saying hi to all n hope u have a great sunday any good horror movies good to watch?

3/13/2016 4 comments

What Should I Do?

by GerbzBaby 3/13/2016

written by GerbzBaby

My birthday is coming up, and it’s coming up fast. I’m so scared for it to become another sufferable day for me. Im doing my senior project on that day and let me tell you… It’s hellish days full of utter loneliness. I’m not even exaggerating it. Nobody talks to me, my old friends mooch all over my sister and never intend on talking to me. They will look at me and not even acknowledge my very existence. It rips my heart in two.. I would not go to it.. If my parents weren’t so strict about it.. I got all my hours everything done! […]

3/13/2016 2 comments

A Quote I Think About a Lot

by chelle428 3/12/2016

written by chelle428

“The so-called ‘psychotically depressed’ person who tries to kill herself doesn’t do so out of quote ‘hopelessness’ or any abstract conviction that life’s assets and debits do not square. And surely not because death seems suddenly appealing. The person in whom Its invisible agony reaches a certain unendurable level will kill herself the same way a trapped person will eventually jump from the window of a burning high-rise. Make no mistake about people who leap from burning windows. Their terror of falling from a great height is still just as great as it would be for you or me standing speculatively at the same window […]

3/12/2016 7 comments

I dont think life sucks, I think my life does

by blank-clutter 3/9/2016

written by blank-clutter

First off Im not saying that people here should be out there enjoying life, if they can great.

What I am saying is that in my mind, I have come to realize more and more that there isnt much wrong with the world, I just cant enjoy it.

There are people out there with good friends that they can connect with, or even the strangers that they meet. They can be creative and set goals, be satisfied with what they accomplish and fine with what they dont.

I dont think I can.

I am a mess of emotions and wrong thoughts. A sadist that sucks at life. If I […]

3/9/2016 1 comment

Being brutally honest.

by Bri 3/9/2016

written by Bri

So, one thing that pissed off my (ex boy) friend that I still have feelings for… I’m never honest. Of course for some reason he always knows exactly how I feel. He knew that I was crying, he knew I was panicking, he knew when I was lying. That made getting away with saying “I’m okay” and “it’s okay” religiously when I was at my worst a nightmare. I’m not used to being honest with people in my life. I post my darker thoughts here and allow everyone in person to believe that I’m just great. Happy go lucky Brittany so confident and full of life…

I […]

3/9/2016 2 comments

Protected: Look at all this food I can’t eat! :D

by whiskered-fish 3/4/2016

written by whiskered-fish

There is no excerpt because this is a protected post.

3/4/2016 41 comments

Update

by thegirlwiththecinderblockgarden 3/1/2016

written by thegirlwiththecinderblockgarden

Hi SP,
It’s been a while since I posted here, but I just wanted to let you know how I’ve been doing.
You may remember a post that I put up in October called ‘About a Girl’?
Well, it turns out that this girl I’ve liked since September likes me back, and it’s one of the best feelings ever.
We’ve been on a date, and we have another one planned for this weekend. So yeah, I’m pretty happy about it.
It’s just nice to know that someone sees me as a nice person, especially when I can’t see it myself, and it’s been really nice […]

3/1/2016 1 comment

#1

by Malocoqsix 2/25/2016

written by Malocoqsix

Time has come. The moment when I feel like my ressources are becoming too thin to help me deal with the damages caused by a series of traumas that happened for seven years, leaving me with sole compagny our dear friend depression and collateral damages for over ten lovely springs. The urge to kill myself has been within me for so long that it shaped my life, my personnality and most certainly my abailities. Nethertheless, there are people I love and who care about me so I cannot make the jump as I think is the case for many other peeps around here. This attachement […]

2/25/2016 2 comments

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