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My abridged story.

by theineffable 1/29/2016

written by theineffable

Hello all, first time poster here, and I know not how long I’ll be around to post again.

I was born just as any other fortunate kid – to a loving family that deeply cared for me. When I was young, and growing up, I engaged in many of the same activities a kid from my time period engaged in: television, Nintendo, sports when the weather permitted, etc. I was never abused by my parents, and only received discipline when I stepped out of line (which I deserved). I was also a bit spoiled as I grew up – my mother brought in a salary of […]

1/29/2016 29 comments

God Damn it life leave me alone

by deadmanliving(hopefullyhopeful) 1/17/2016

written by deadmanliving(hopefullyhopeful)

Despite working out and eating better im fatter. I got off of work early but im tired and sore. I cant turn on the tv without seeing shit about sex and relationships. I get it im too ugly to find anyone in real life i know. I fucking feel guilted by life to contacting my ex(met online) because i do worry about her and i know I’ll never get someone better. As proof of that someone else who ive met(also online) in the many months since we stopped talking and who i care about but who fucking abandoned and rejected me is in trouble. Idk […]

1/17/2016 3 comments

I think I just might die…

by Lawli 1/10/2016

written by Lawli

I hate myself so much, i’m a bad person and I get bored of everything so easily which I’m sick of. I don’t like being around my family, or most adults because they look down on my, ignore me and they get so overwhelmed with just little things.

I was going to wait three more years so I could leave everything, but to be honest I don’t think I will be able to wait that long. I have been depressed for a long time and there is not way it’s getting better. I don’t really know what to do. I think I will cut myself when […]

1/10/2016 2 comments

I have to many secrets

by nicole123 12/21/2015

written by nicole123

I have so many secrets that are eating me up inside . That literally no one knows . I think it’s time to share some of them .

I’m addicted to meeting older guys online and meeting them in person. I just have a thing for older men. About 25-30 . I don’t know why. I feel like only
These people online give me the time of day . They listen to me . And plus I like
Getting free food from them.. I never end up really talking to them again. I just never feel a connection.

I think it is that I just […]

12/21/2015 5 comments

Questions

by HatedGirl 12/13/2015

written by HatedGirl

Im still new here i havent had chance to write much anything but i have a few ?s first i would like to kno the pics pple have how r they changed and colour? Like i dont mind mine but i want diff colours or to pick new one anyone ever chill on skype or have movie nights online?

12/13/2015 4 comments

I just realised how lonely I feel.

by Lawli 12/4/2015

written by Lawli

I have been depressed for a long time and still never believed I was lonely, I have family and family etc.

Just this week it all came clear to me. Nobody understands me, nobody know who I really am, they don’t care about anything I like or are interested in, so I have nobody close to talk to.

Now it only feels like I have no friends, and my family are another world away from me. I don’t talk to them, and I have nothing to say to them, if I started talking about a passion or something I’m interested in, they would be hearing my voice, […]

12/4/2015 5 comments

How do you guys hermit?

by bah 12/4/2015

written by bah

I’ve been a shut-in for months now, only going out to get food. Lately I haven’t even been going out to get food. Been ordering food so all I have to do is go down 4 flights of stairs. But even that’s hard to do now. A lot of days I go hungry because I don’t have real food in my apt and I don’t even want to face the world, even if it’s so little as having to walk out my apt and go down and meet my delivery guys.

I feel pathetic but the only thing I do is go online, go to suicide […]

12/4/2015 22 comments

Another night of not sleeping.

by thefreed 12/1/2015

written by thefreed

Lately I have had insomnia (again). I mean I always liked not sleeping at night, guess I just liked the quiteness and tranquil aspect about it.

Yet too much crazy things are happening in my life. Do you guys ever feel like that? How reality seems stranger than fiction, and not at all how like it used to be when you were a kid. I think I am going insane, or maybe I already am…

I don’t know why crazy things are always happening in my life. It’s more than just a coincidence. Like how my life panned out. It goes all the way to my grandfather, […]

12/1/2015 6 comments

My story

by abisslover25 11/6/2015

written by abisslover25

So this is going to be long and grammar has never been my strong point. Plus I cracked my screen really bad so it’s hard to type. Maybe getting it out will help, maybe not. Either way I have to try something to help.

I Had a rough childhood starting when I was 6 was when I first remember wanting to die. I never fit in.

Continue on and I never had any friends. Not once did a boy ever show interest in me (even the cute kindergarten crushes). I always felt broken.

When hen I hit puberty I gained a lot of weight and my mom decided […]

11/6/2015 5 comments

I honestly have no idea what this post will be about yet

by infinitely.spinning 10/3/2015

written by infinitely.spinning

Sooo… hi. I posted on here for the first time a couple of days ago, and I got so much support and positivity. If anyone who read my previous post is reading this, thank you so much for your kindness. 🙂

And also, if you’re reading this, be prepared for a rant.

In my previous post, I essentially said how my ex has affected my life more than I thought possible. And not in a positive way. To sum it up: I still love him after over a month of being seperated, and I’m pretty sure he hates me. Because of that, I’ve started doing things in […]

10/3/2015 14 comments

Checks And Chemical Imbalances.

by anthropophobia 9/30/2015

written by anthropophobia

One of my current first world peeves includes the sent, delivered, and received indicators on messaging applications for smart phones. The two big ones in particular are whatsapp and kik, I find myself in a perpetual struggle to direct my attention away from them. They add an agonizing level of suspense to every conversation, and when on the receiving end they add an overwhelming obligation to reply to every message a friend gifts you. I feel as though I’ve been robbed of my anonymity, and the sanctity of a lie has been turned to rubbish. I can no longer say, “I was away from […]

9/30/2015 13 comments

When you thought life couldn’t get any worse

by Lsari 9/16/2015

written by Lsari

It turns out it does.

How the hell do people find any will to do anything, I don’t understand. One guy told me to “wake up”, I understand what he was saying and I agree with him but I just can’t find anything inside me that has even an iota of positive will.

I can’t understand how people are able to go about their daily lives, am I the only one as fucked as I am? Of course not.

I’ve started doing an online course in programming, to try and regain that lost knowledge I had a year ago but I’m supposed to move out of the house by […]

9/16/2015 7 comments

Suicidal and yeah

by skittlebomber 9/6/2015

written by skittlebomber

9/6/2015 4 comments

on epiphanies

by internova 9/3/2015

written by internova

it’s kind of strange how and when you realize there’s something wrong with you. i haven’t really thought there’s anything wrong with thinking about death – i’ve been thinking about it for, what, the last three years now? it was almost like an unconscious epiphany that hadn’t hit me until, a few months ago, i stopped and just thought about it: what classifies as depression? what classifies as suicidal?

and for the longest time, i did not only believe, but i was convinced that i’m completely alright.

sometimes, i’d be trying to sleep at night, and i would think of how it would feel to hang myself. […]

9/3/2015 1 comment

There’s no hope, and it’ll be soon.

by disgusting 9/3/2015

written by disgusting

There’s no hope of my finding a place to live. My income isn’t enough for an SRO which is stricter than getting an apartment. Those are shitty jail cell sized rooms you pay as much for as an apartment, to share a bathroom with the building, having to eat all of your meals out as food isn’t allowed, and you can’t have visitors. Even worse is proving income. You can’t prove you have an income at all when everything is done over the internet. I get paid through online payroll services to an online (prepaid) bank account. No paper is exchanged and that’s what they […]

9/3/2015 2 comments

Right now

by Nissy 8/26/2015

written by Nissy

Im sure theres nobody online riht now to read this so you will probably be readingthis when im done. Ive been waiting for years for the right help and it just seems im too hard to help. Im having a good drink and will be walkiing into the path of a lorry wen im numb enough. Dont think there will be too many unhappy faces. Goodluck to the resdt of you. My life was pointledss. Peace out

8/26/2015 5 comments

Why do we do it?

by BluDude976 8/25/2015

written by BluDude976

I often times wander online looking up stuff. Recently I have watched the debates that Richard Dawkins, Sam Harris, and Christopher Hitchens have had with religious leaders about atheism. I have also read scientific studies that say love doesn’t exist. All of this makes me wonder why should we even bother with life at all. If you don’t invent something important or create a cure for something it all seems totally pointless. Are we all living in a twisted bullshit fantasy that never has a happy ending? Poverty, homelessness, and abuse are getting worse world wide and with 9 billion people the world is dangerously […]

8/25/2015 1 comment

30 and never had a relationship

by New_Girl_Vermont 8/23/2015

written by New_Girl_Vermont

I’m 30 and never had a boyfriend- never had anyone say they like me or ask me out. I have tried everything (and “nothing), I went to a big college, graduate school, tried online dating and really worked at it, I have hobbies and friends. I’ve tried EVERYTHING, but I just can’t connect.

It seems so easy for other girls, and I’m losing friendships now that all my close friends are married, and my coworkers, too. I feel like this is never going to change and that my life is a big mistake.

After another failed Saturday night out, I feel totally hopeless. My family, my job, […]

8/23/2015 47 comments

I will soon be purchasing the Peaceful Pill eHandbook

by wndozh8er 8/22/2015

written by wndozh8er

I am finally gonna buy it online for a 24 month subscription once I get my gift card. I hope this golden book will guide me to the pearly gates of eternal nothingness.

The reason I’m still here, as many of you know, is due to my lack of appropriate resources, and my desire to die a peaceful and calming death. I consider myself a student at the College of Suicidology with the goal of graduating from life with a Masters Degree in death.

Despite what our CULTure and the psychiatric establishment thinks about euthanasia, I own myself, they do not own me! I don’t have to submit […]

8/22/2015 40 comments

i found this site by accident

by tooyoungtoocrazy 8/20/2015

written by tooyoungtoocrazy

i found this site by searching up what would happen if i swallowed 12 nurofen. it wasn’t for me but for my friend who i love very much. I’m worried about her safety but also my own because I’m extremely unhappy.. i feel sick.. i feel like dying.. everyday this girl asks me if i will be alive tomorrow before i go offline, just so she knows i won’t kill myself. today i feel like purposefully not being online so she can’t ask me. that way no commitment. that way i can die and she won’t even know. my parents don’t know her so she […]

8/20/2015 4 comments

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