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Self Worth

Just a small vent I guess

by HopeForMorning 4/3/2016

written by HopeForMorning

I’m in a situation where I don’t really have anyone to talk to on a personal level, I mean there is my family but… they’re more of a ‘You can solve it with a positive attitude!’ people… and I don’t really want to burden any of my friends since they have their own stuff to worry about… I know I should probably see a proffesional but that would require telling my family where I’m going so I can’t…

Really I just kinda want to vent what I’m thinking to see if that helps me, so here it is, I guess:

I don’t know how to feel anymore, I […]

4/3/2016 4 comments

let’s start over.

by Danny26 12/22/2015

written by Danny26

When I look back on 2015, it’s been a dark and frightening journey for me. I almost attempted self-harming and thought up multiple suicide methods for myself. It’s been difficult, yeah, but hey it’s the end of the year now. I am still waking up in the morning, and for that I am eternally grateful. One thing I’ve learned here is to know when to stop this incessant worrying inside my head. Overthinking has always been a huge issue for me, but I’ve kept pushing through, no matter how hard it has proven to be. A few months ago, I made a promise to myself […]

12/22/2015 7 comments

Reaching Out

by RUG 8/2/2013

written by RUG

Why do we reach out to those that have harmed us?

Is it somehow an innate desire inside that they will change and see the error of their ways and realize that after years of degrading us, we’re actua lly worth something?

Dad used to scold me for my self-worth being low, but he kept contributing to it by making fun of my weight, or my bleeding issues. Â How could a Registered Nurse be so cruel, knowing, as a biology major, that the health issues I have are pretty severe?

The truth is, they weren’t severe because he didn’t want to foot the doctor bill. Â Years later, they’re […]

8/2/2013 1 comment

ignor this. im just talking to myself again…

by onlyoption 7/24/2013

written by onlyoption

ive learnt how to block everything up now, not to say how you really feel… people honestly dont care. but im just writing here because i need to get it out, as soon as i speak about stuff i close up and change the subject but writing it, i can cry as much as i want and still its all comprehensible.ok my life is great, my parents care about me, im a scholar with a grade 8 for LAMDA and % for theory of music. I have a passion; horses, everything to do with being outside, nature, science, english lit and lang.
But i hate […]

7/24/2013 0 comment

At World’s End

by Othello 6/7/2013

written by Othello

I never thought I would be on this site as someone posting from a desperate place, instead of helping out through comments. But life is ironic that way, no?

6/7/2013 13 comments

I am over it.

by ablackrose 6/4/2013

written by ablackrose

I don’t have self worth. Â I don’t think I’m beautiful. Â I don’t value my life. Â Everything I do is never good enough. Â I’m just falling apart.

6/4/2013 0 comment

I just feel like someone should know.

by Danie 6/2/2013

written by Danie

Hm, this is my first time so please bare with me.

I am a young woman just turning 18. I have my group of friends. Active with school. Well liked overall.Â I only have all this because I thought that if I didn’t I would be tortured by the same kids that I try have love me. I live in a small town so everyone thinks they know all about me.

But in all honestly no one knows how fucked up I am.

I claim to stay positive,be strong,be your own person. The sad part is I don’t all the follow that. I’m a hypocrite. Last yearÂ one of my […]

6/2/2013 3 comments

I can’t do it alone I can’t stay alone

by AnonM 5/18/2013

written by AnonM

The clock is ticking and time is running out. I know not for my life, yes I do want something more. I want so many things in life and there are so many things I wanted to do and bring to this world. I want to bring happiness to others, I want to find happiness for myself, I want to be a father, I want to be content.

I want to be happy. I want to smile for something I’ve done not something I’ve seen. I want to laugh because I feel good inside not because it’s the appropriate thing to do. There’s so much good […]

5/18/2013 8 comments

may

by kristink 4/30/2013

written by kristink

beautiful day outside. in the 80s. but i see only darkness. can’t seem to escape my head. don’t have the energy to do anything. want to sleep, but can’t. barely have the energy to write this. trying to form coherent sentences . it is almost may. the month i had designated as my last. maybe that is why i am weepy, sad, etc etc. name the depression symptom i have it. the muscle pain and fatigue seem to be getting worse. sleep doesn’t feel refreshing. like i have been beaten up while i slept. then there is the suicidal thoughts. never far from my mind. […]

4/30/2013 4 comments

Too many years..

by whoamikidding 4/20/2013

written by whoamikidding

I have a lot of admiration for many of you who can actually go through the act of attempting suicide.Â I have wanted to since I was 7 years old and have not had the courage.Â I am now 53 and still a woos.Â I suppose what it boils down to is that I really don’t want to kill myself but to be put out of my misery.Â Don’t get me wrong.Â I have come very close a time or two and someday I may just get that courage to succeed.Â I have lived with myself for many years and all I know is that […]

4/20/2013 2 comments

I don’t get it

by the_unfixable 4/4/2013

written by the_unfixable

life really just makes no sense to me. it’s a never ending circle of hypocrisy, people motivated by there own person agendas with no consideration for how what there doing affects the rest of society. It’s not just politicians or business persons but it’s just about everyone who is willing to sacrifice everything and destroy everyone that has the potential to stand in there way. It’s the bullies in school, the teachers who don’t understand you, the parents who think “it’s just a phase” or don’t even care.
I realize my rant is slightly of the topic this site is intended for but it’s these […]

4/4/2013 6 comments

Attached to something

by Sam 3/29/2013

written by Sam

My mind wanders all sorts of dark places. It’s like life is never going to change. The fear of death is only because your attached to something or someone. I have someone. I don’t fear death though. I learned that fear is just in your mind and it can go away. I canÂ disappearÂ and the world keeps spinning. My death will only define who I was. Although I want people to remember me as happy that would just be lying to themselves and that’s useless. I don’t really regret anything right now and I want to die in peace and I feel like this is the […]

3/29/2013 2 comments

Cowardice – I am all of it.

by Faithless 3/21/2013

written by Faithless

I am everything that I can be
So let this all just end for me
I’ve said my piece and played my part
And it’s set in stone; I’m faint of heart

This world grows crueler as each day dawns
Brutal and fit for kings not pawns
I am not one among that class
And I have not the will to last

I’m tired of this pain and hurt
And have no delusions of self worth
Regardless of the future pain
I wish not to wake again

I am of no consequence
No sung hero of grand event
Just this sorry bag of meat
Who finds living too […]

3/21/2013 4 comments

This is Where I Belong

by jaboha14 1/7/2013

written by jaboha14

I keep trying to get better, because everyone tells me that I’m sick. That I have a mental disease that can kill me.

So I try again and again.

But I always end up right back here.

I guess I belong here. With the sick and the troubled; the lost and let down. I’m just a sick person looking for what? Happiness? Self worth? Validation? I don’t have a clue. But I do know that I belong with the fallen. I’m here with the people who, even though they’ve never met me, understand me. I’m with those who have given up, who have realized that there’s nothing left […]

1/7/2013 6 comments

how do I get help

by CHOCHEEPO 11/15/2012

written by CHOCHEEPO

im depressed. usually i get out of it for awhile and then it comes back for a little. this time i cant seem to get out of it. i dont have any motivation or self confidence and self worth. im not doing anything, im failing my classes, i cant look at my friends anymore. when i do i feel ashamed and disappointed in myself. no matter what people say it doesnt seem to help. i talked to my mom about some of this but it didnt help and it seems she forgot about it. im scared to tell everything to the people i know. im […]

11/15/2012 0 comment

I just want to not be lonely

by drowninginloneliness 9/25/2012

written by drowninginloneliness

Basically I feel like I want to die most days. Some days I am ok, but I am a very depressed person, I let my depression consume me. I really need some anti-depressants, but I am still waiting for my health insurance to kick-in so I can see a psychiatrist. I believe in God, but I don’t understand why I feel bad enough to want to kill myself. I’ve been thinking about killing myself for years but something always stops me. I don’t think I will actually kill myself, but I have thought about how I would do it.
I am currently living in Philly, […]

9/25/2012 11 comments

i was told i didnt have enough information here

by Me myself and time 6/30/2012

written by Me myself and time

I decided I better tell my full story so people inderstand me better:

I started self-harming about two years ago. I had an argument with my best friend and this set it off. It wasn’t a serious row; it was quite a silly one to be honest.Â However, I think this triggered off a lot of my self-esteem issues. I had a really hard time at school and was bullied a lot and I ended up finding it hard to get close to people. My feelings of self worth vanished again after the argument and in order to combat this I started to cut myself. Not […]

6/30/2012 8 comments

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by GoldLights 5/11/2012

written by GoldLights

I am 15 years old. I know that the things in my life that have made so depressed and screwed up don’t really compare to other peoples’ problems, but I sincerely hope that NO ONE has to go through the pain that I have experienced and I hope that NO ONE ever feels the immense pain that I must live with everyday. And most importantly, I hope that NO ONE hates themselves as much as I hate myself.

My story is this:

I was born with a cleft pallet and lip. I have had 10 and counting surgeries, something no one should have to go through. Each […]

5/11/2012 5 comments

Whats the hold up??

by CJMudd 5/6/2012

written by CJMudd

I have no real complaints, I have a job, no mortgage, no dog, no loans no-one depending on me.Â I have low self esteem and little or no self worth, I am a perfectly functioning person so long as I don’t have to talk to anyone. On those glorious days when I can go about my business with not an utterance falling out my mouth, not a single bit of eye-contact. I thrive. I live in a city though. Where it is extremely difficult to avoid everyone.

When interaction, is unavoidable, I regress into my shell arms legs and head in short, turtle like. I become a […]

5/6/2012 2 comments

Are you going to let it happen?

by RichSmiles 3/11/2012

written by RichSmiles

I’m not here to preach, I’m not here to tell you everything is going to be the same as it was, I’m not here to persuade you against the decisions you have already made, but maybe just maybe I can make you feel better about things. Even if it is only temporary.

Suicidal thoughts and tendencies are not considered normal in the mental health world, but there’s 7 billion people on this planet and over half will at some point feel the way you do now. I know your eyes are starting to roll into your head and that urge to tell yourself ‘yeah this guy […]

3/11/2012 6 comments

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