I was hoping things would change…
I still can’t believe it happened. My dream came true. I have been wanting to do this for a long time and it finally happened a few days ago. For an entire 7 days I felt normal again. For once in my life, I didn’t feel sad anymore. I didn’t feel worthless or guilty or empty. For once in my life, I felt happiness. I could feel amazement, awe, curiosity, excitedness, and joy. I don’t remember when was the last time I felt that way… But then I came to realize something. This was only temporary, and soon enough, I’m […]