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All Lies

by Ylem 3/1/2016

written by Ylem

Everything about me is one big fat motherfucking LIE!

My smile…. Fake as Fuck.
My conversation with people… Lies
Conversation with my family… Lies

I’M DYING people! I’m really dying.

I secretly cry in my room, wipe away my tears and have supper with my family like nothing happened.

My frown immediately turns upside down if someone asks if I’m okay.

I’m tired. I’m tired of faking. I’m tired of crying in silence. I’m just tired of everything. I’m tired of life.

I don’t want to be here anymore. But I can’t go just yet. I keep saying this over and over again. I keep repeating myself over and over again. […]

3/1/2016 30 comments

I’m sorry

by 4beyondhelp 2/28/2016

written by 4beyondhelp

I should never have been born. No one deserves to have to put up with me. I ruin everything and I’m so, so sorry. I can’t wait to be able to die; I’ll ruin more things but at least then I won’t have to be aware of it anymore.

The worst feeling in the world is to hear the person you love most trying not to cry and knowing it’s your fault. I wish dearly I’d never been born and I think soon I’ll fix that error.

2/28/2016 3 comments

I want to cry….again

by deadmanliving(hopefullyhopeful) 2/24/2016

written by deadmanliving(hopefullyhopeful)

And i still dont know why. I have a lot of things bothering me mind you but that is always the case. Its so odd and it happens when I’m at the gym. Its like i get the physical urge to cry more than the emotional urge. Has this happened to anyone? Googling theorizes unresolved issues or a emotional release. Either way idk what to do. I had to only do half ny workout because of it. I was going to just power through and just cry but someone else showed up.

2/24/2016 7 comments

Loneliness

by Moneypenny 2/23/2016

written by Moneypenny

Everything seems ok, then someone asks: are you ok? And I start crying non stop. Yes everything is ok.

I have to go work, but I get there and do nothing.

I am feeling empty.

A few good opportunities came to hand this week. Things I would have given everything else for, a year ago. And here I am, not giving a fuck for them.

I just want to cry. I just want to stop feeling this sad.

2/23/2016 1 comment

Idk why but i feel like crying

by deadmanliving(hopefullyhopeful) 2/21/2016

written by deadmanliving(hopefullyhopeful)

It started when at the gym about 90 mins ago. I just got the sudden urge to cry. I was able to not do it and i could have it was empty at the time. Ive since finished my workout come home walked the dogs taken a shower and its back. Could be all of the deaths the past week. Could be seeing a recent pic of * when i considered emailing her. Could be all the “self-help” exercises ive been doing. Ut i just want to cry. I hope it doesn’t symbolize anything unless it is tears of joy for some reason. This ever […]

2/21/2016 6 comments

I do not wish to die, I wish to do nothing. Forever.

by scarsareforever 2/17/2016

written by scarsareforever

Here I am again, a year later. I want to die, it’s the easy way out. I want to give up. Life is hard, death is not. I’m tired of doing and trying.

I am not depressed. I just do not want to do anything. It’s a cop-out. I am lazy.

I do not wish to die, I wish to do nothing. Forever.

The ultimate cop-out. The peak of laziness, to cease to exist. A coward, that is me. What I get I deserve, and I cease and I desist. I give in, I give up, I surrender. You have won, all that have doubted me. You have […]

2/17/2016 2 comments

you asked, what is the scariest part?

by Metalgore 2/9/2016

written by Metalgore

I answered;

the scariest part

is not the feeling of loneliness

o the darkness that fills you

despite the looming pain of emptiness

the scariest part

is the realization

that you have lost yourself

completely

sinking as you lay awake at 2am

because you lost the ability to sleep

and you can’t even cry

because you don’t even care

2/9/2016 11 comments

by admin000 2/6/2016

written by admin000

Two questions 1. Is it ok to cry 2. Is suicide a selfish act?

2/6/2016 8 comments

I keep

by Namelessqueer 2/3/2016

written by Namelessqueer

pushing through the days somehow ignoring that nasty voice in the back of my head(sometimes at the forefront) that says I should die, that death would be easier, that death is sweet, that I should cry until I die. I’ve gone to the doctor lately who tells me she’s concerned about my weight gain and my liver. I googled diets that could help my liver and maybe i won’t drink as much anymore but im so sad and there is so much liquor in my fridge/freezer.

I’m at work pushing back the tears because they won’t help. I bumped into a friend from college and another […]

2/3/2016 9 comments

Alienation

by Costy 2/2/2016

written by Costy

The most important thing in life is confort. Material and also “spiritual” , I mean like being at peace with yourself. That is the most important thing.

I started to think very nihilistic lately . I feel like I am losing my mind. It seems that most human toughts and emotions are chemical reactions in the brain to make you see life in sunshines and rainbows for maintaing your survival plus passing on the genetic code by the means of reproduction.

I was in top shape last year, I and I was being able to fuck any girl I wanted because of my looks and phisique.I think […]

2/2/2016 5 comments

SICK: EMOTIONALLY + PHYSICALLY.

by GTSuicide_6 2/1/2016

written by GTSuicide_6

I may be suicidal, but most importantly, it was this year when I got full on serious about it.

In other news I think I’m getting a fever.

Look, of course in the past I was suicidal and got a fever too, but this is different.

This year I am serious. And being sick right now is not what I am needing.

Urgh I just can’t take this. Why today? What the hell? I got a whole lotta stress too in school, right AFTER finishing the exams.Its just the most difficult to be seriously suicidal and get a cold because what the hell I want to die now more […]

2/1/2016 12 comments

Waste Of Space ( W.O.S)

by jadedkeizy 1/27/2016

written by jadedkeizy

Getting lost in fantasy is how I get through most of my day. I always imagine myself being a vigilante bringing criminals to justice, a mutant who can walk through walls and a drop dead gorgeous guy who dates lots of hot people ( I am Bi-sexual). Fantasy gets me through my miserable daily existence but the inability to actually live out my fantasies worsens my depression.

In Real life I am an absolute W.O.S. My anxiety is always flaring and it impedes my participation in life as a functional adult. I also lack the knack to be competitive in life. I live vicariously through pessimistic and fatalistic […]

1/27/2016 4 comments

by thisislife 1/26/2016

written by thisislife

Mom I need help.

*rolls up sleeve

Mom I can’t stop.

*pulls out blade from pocket

Mom please help me.

*falls to knees and starts to cry

Mom why don’t you understand.

Mom why do you say it’s a phase.

Mom I’ve been like this for ages.

Mom just listen.

Mom don’t leave.

Fine, mom I’ll fix myself.

But mom, no promises.

1/26/2016 0 comment

It’s kind of funny :-)

by Still wandering 1/25/2016

written by Still wandering

So, I found out that my family find out about me. They find out how vulnerable I am. They found that I’m not mentally healthy.
And I find out that they find out quite a time ago.

I should be something ; angery, nervous, anxious. I can also cry, i can be relived I can be worried but I have no feelings. Neither this thing hurt me nor it gave comfort to me. I’m exactly like I was a minute before. Caught in an argument, they confronted, I refused and went to my room. No talk.
It’s kinda funny situation. 😀 Her child is in pain, […]

1/25/2016 6 comments

Why am I unable to cry?

by TheRoadSoFar 1/16/2016

written by TheRoadSoFar

I’ve been trying to cry for more than a month but somehow I can’t. I’ve had the idea that crying could possibly make me feel a little better, but I can’t, I can only let off some tears but that’s it.

1/16/2016 3 comments

hopeless

by Namelessqueer 1/8/2016

written by Namelessqueer

I have been trying to push through but some days it gets too hard. I am not who I wish I were and I cannot have the impact that I wish I could have. I feel like I am useless and can’t help anyone. I feel like I’m stupid to try. Feel like I can’t help myself. Feel like there is no point living. feel like things are always tumbling but that sometimes i close my eyes and I can’t tell that they are. It feels like every time i open my eyes things are still melting away but I try to hide these feelings […]

1/8/2016 5 comments

by jadedkeizy 1/6/2016

written by jadedkeizy

I feel Sad, lonely, helpless and I am in so much pain … I’m just going to cry my self to sleep … I hope I die in my sleep …

1/6/2016 1 comment

Beauty isn’t about having a pretty face . It’s about having a pretty heart, mind, & soul.

by nicole123 1/2/2016

written by nicole123

I wish people cared more for others instead of just worrying about themselves .

I wish I could meet someone who doesn’t see me as a sexual item (including men and women , they’re both just as bad). I feel like whenever I go, people just see me as this dumb girl who will give her self up to someone so easily .

Fuck, I just wish someone was infatuated with my mind instead of my body. I want to have deep conversations with people. I want to talk about things people are passionate for. I don’t mind someone thinking I’m beautiful , but I don’t want […]

1/2/2016 8 comments

What a waste of space

by hatemy life 1/2/2016

written by hatemy life

hey sp im just here to say life is bullshit i tried my best to stay up but i keep going downhill i tried so many times topping myself never wrked ive dne alot of good but still get badluck for sme reason i got ppl who just act like they like me but its all fake i aint got no one im under anxiety but it get worse and worse when i take my meds i cry alot.Past few days ive been dwn want to leave this world asap. Im bored lonely depressed of life. Now im trying a differnt method of dieing starve […]

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That one song that expresses your feelings

by Rinka 12/24/2015

written by Rinka

Have you ever listened to one special song or melody that makes you numb inside, makes you want to cry out of pure pain and scream?
I personally love techno, and it has helped a lot by just listening to some certain songs. I would have gone mad without music. My favourite song is Glaze – Energy Sway.
Do you have a favourite song?

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12/24/2015 7 comments

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