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Don’t know what to do

by jmc22 5/9/2016

written by jmc22

I can’t go on living this life anymore. But I also can’t leave. If I died, no one would miss me, but then my parents would divorce. They already were going to when I went off to college. I’d just be speeding up the process, but if that happened, I don’t know how my dad would live. He doesn’t have a great job, no one to live with, and I’m worried. My mom has people to go to and can earn enough money. But there is also the chance that she might commit suicide as well.

All I want is an escape from this world. Is […]

5/9/2016 3 comments

by JiminyCrispies 5/5/2016

written by JiminyCrispies

My mum found out about my relapse today, and has been demanding since this afternoon for me to tell her why I did it. No matter how many times I told her talking about it with her makes me uncomfortable and I literally can’t tell her, she’s still insistent I do.

So I’ve wrote it out in bullet points for her in the morning – and just for the heck of it I referred to myself in third person. It’s not really helpful, but it’s all she’s getting. I had to come home early from college today. I told my mum I probably would because I […]

5/5/2016 2 comments

Fail

by thehusk 5/4/2016

written by thehusk

My life is a complete failure. I have failed by every standard I or anyone else can devise. I have failed as a human being.

And that hurts. Any contact with other people inevitably opens me up to comparison, and I always fall short. Knowing that the best I can hope for from anyone is pity. And I stress myself out a huge amount, trying to figure out ways I can somehow measure up.

But the truth is, there is no way, and there never was. I was always several steps behind, with a disposition to turn my inadequacies into neurotic obsessions, and hamper myself further. And […]

5/4/2016 11 comments

Hello again

by DoubleZero 5/4/2016

written by DoubleZero

Hello again, everyone.
I know, most of you don’t know you, and the ones who do probably don’t remember me, but that’s ok.

I posted a few things some weeks ago, and talking with all of you made me realized I wanted to be better. I even start looking College where I can study psychology, Weird.
Anyway, it doesn’t matter now.
I wanted to apologize for not being around. I had you all in my mind all of this time, I prayed for all of you, but I didn’t feel strong enough to enter this site.

Now, I don’t feel strong enough to do anything, […]

5/4/2016 1 comment

is it weird that miss the people on this site ???

by noneedforaname 5/4/2016

written by noneedforaname

Well I made it out alive once more, not sure how I feel about that. Actually just woke up. After more shit was thrown on my already full plate, I lost it and raged like I tend to do. So after being up for 3 days partying, rippin the scooter down the highway at 120+ enough alcohol and other things that would kill a herd of elephants, sleeping for another day. I woke up, but instead of being pissed off because I did wake like usually do, I woke up and thought of the people that I’ve met here that have showed me love […]

5/4/2016 8 comments

Be careful what you wish for…

by king nothing 5/3/2016

written by king nothing

Please, can somebody help, even if it is just to talk? I’m at my wit’s end.

I’m no kid, I’m well old enough to remember the 80s. So, couple of years ago, I was getting on for that age when life begins (you know when I mean?) and thinking about being lonely. I’ve never dated anybody…hell, I’ve never done anything even most 13 year olds have done. Total level 1 noob at my age, ha.

Sure, I’d had offers but I was a robot who couldn’t feel romantic love. I felt nothing for those who had offered, so I turned ’em down (in a nice way, I aint […]

5/3/2016 44 comments

feel like I brained my damage..

by Soco 5/2/2016

written by Soco

Theres so much I feel like saying today, but then I try and there’s nothing. I go blank. Been feeling like this most of the day, my vision has been all jumpy and strange, & there is no cohesion to my thoughts.
Kinda feel like staying on this train forever ( Im on my way home from work), and dissapearing and starting all over again. Or just dissapearing. I feel like ive past my used by date sometimes. Like I somehow missed my date with the grim reaper. Probably slept thru it, knowing myself. Hiding under the doona and he couldnt find me.

5/2/2016 8 comments

Long Rant

by RyanIsAbnormal 5/1/2016

written by RyanIsAbnormal

I’ve always liked this as I find it very true. So if I’m going to tell someone, it may as well be with people who might have similar experiences. My chapter surprisingly isn’t my depression or suicidal tendencies; instead it is my addiction problem. I’ve been exposed to drugs and therefore addiction a majority of […]

5/1/2016 2 comments

I’m sorry

by EmptyGlass 4/30/2016

written by EmptyGlass

I can’t handle it anymore. I can’t handle the constant stress, the overwhelming feelings of depression and anxiety, the unbelievable sense of failure. My friends and family don’t listen to or believe my cries for help. Help. Something that seems reassuring, something that seems within my grasp, yet I know I’ll never get it. I’ll always struggle, always be a burden. I’m sorry I give people grief and sadness when they see me, I’m sorry I can’t be perfect, I’m sorry I rant out my problems to people who already have enough of their own. I’m sorry I’m alive…

4/30/2016 1 comment

something for today,

by quietcheep 4/29/2016

written by quietcheep

“I fell in love with the smile she hid behind her hands, the one that flashed up and waved with brilliant colors when caught by surprise. It was the purest point of joy–the laugh that bubbled up and the creases at the corners of her eyes–her hair and hands rushing to her face to contain it all. But she was never fast enough, her happiness too much to be quelled so easily, and just enough would slip through to soothe the deep ache my yearning had burned into my heart.”

i thought about someone who isn’t here anymore. i felt i should write how she was and put it […]

4/29/2016 3 comments

I did it!!

by claritee 4/29/2016

written by claritee

I know you guys have been listening to my bullshit about my ex for quite some time. I finally made a huge step in parting ways with him. I guess I have had enough… enough wanting him… enough trying to be his friend…

We just need to be done with each other.

I can’t even put into words how hard this is/was….

Thank you to everyone here that gave me advice and would listen to my rants.

4/29/2016 3 comments

Only 5 or So

by AshCoveredAngel 4/29/2016

written by AshCoveredAngel

I’ve decided that once I’m not pregnant anymore I’m going to go through with it. My children can go live with their fathers. My son won’t have the things my daughter has to know I love him but it’s whatever. I can’t do this anymore. 16 years of this is enough. 3/4 a life is enough. It’s never going to get better and I’m ready to go. I have a playlist made and I’ll put a list of things like bearers, honorary bearers, flowers, body plans ect together.

I can also get started on the letters for people.

As you can see in 16 years […]

4/29/2016 3 comments

Letting Other People Sabatoge Your Happiness

by HakunaMatata 4/28/2016

written by HakunaMatata

For almost 2 years, I’ve felt this way because I live beside toxic neighbours and my uncle doesn’t listen to me to be careful of being taken advantage of. How? Simple. They threaten to sue us, get us fine and arrested for “Distribing The Peace” from the back up alarm installed on my uncle’s car. People sue for almost anything now a days no matter how ridiculous it may seem. There are various type of prices for back up alarm sold online and in-stores. Intially, it was […]

4/28/2016 0 comment

First Post, Just Ranting So No One Takes The Time To Read It

by RyanIsAbnormal 4/20/2016

written by RyanIsAbnormal

I’ve been lurking on this sight for months now: but just recently made an account. I’m not sure if I waited so long because I was nervous about posting or because I didn’t want to push my problems onto others. But anyways, I guess now is a good a time as any. A little background before I get into what I really want to talk about, my dad was a very abusive drunk and mother left us relatively young due to a substance abuse problem. I was always looking for a way out, a way to find some normalcy in my life. Eventually I found […]

4/20/2016 7 comments

Letting Go

by jay7436 4/12/2016

written by jay7436

I’m finally letting go. Life just keeps on getting worse. Nothing good ever happens anymore. I always have to put up a façade that I’m happy and hope that people don’t see what is really going on. I know if I act unhappy, people will ask and I know I will never be able to give a good enough answer without everyone being suspicious. I know I have to ‘catch the bus’ soon. I always wonder if there is an afterlife or if we just turn into ghosts and just lurk around, basically stalking people just we aren’t really there. I know I’m going to […]

4/12/2016 3 comments

Why can’t i be happy part 1

by Je_maj 4/10/2016

written by Je_maj

Why can’t I be happy, it is a question i ask myself alot. Everyone says I should be happy with my life. Yet to me, i am not enough. I worked hard and after 8 years of collage I now have the career that i wanted as an 7 year old. And most days i love it but i constantly think I am not good at it. It is like being in school all over again, trying to prove that i belong. I feel like i am burnt out and have not been even working that long in years, and not nearly as long of […]

4/10/2016 1 comment

A Short Introduction and Jenga

by Blindfolded But Claims She Can See the Stars 4/9/2016

written by Blindfolded But Claims She Can See the Stars

Hello, I’m Ruana. Just felt I should at least give that for a short introduction since I’m a new ‘un. Hello, I hope to learn something about myself, help others (my greatest hope for however long I stay), and perhaps get a little better myself. A week or two ago I started crying when I texted a friend of mine, “I’ll get better, okay?” I want to add that I felt my words weren’t good enough to be here or right enough or something enough, but well, here I am. Nice to meet you.

Now to the topic of my title, or well the more intriguing […]

4/9/2016 2 comments

Ketamine for Depressive Disorders/Suicidal Ideation

by TheHandle 4/8/2016

written by TheHandle

Has anyone been fortunate enough to try out this treatment? There have been major clinical studies within the past 3-5 years providing data that shows that low-dose ketamine infusions can either decrease, or entirely alleviate depressive symptoms and suicidal ideation in patients who do not respond to conventional anti-depressant medications.

4/8/2016 40 comments

Protected: I know I’ve already said it a million times…

by whiskered-fish 4/7/2016

written by whiskered-fish

There is no excerpt because this is a protected post.

4/7/2016 13 comments

The Big House Party

by Negative Nic 4/7/2016

written by Negative Nic

I may be the only one here, but I’ve always viewed life as a huge house party that everyone’s invited to. Well, compelled to go to.

Some people are the life and soul, making friends with almost everyone they meet; others hang close to the people they know; there are even people there who everyone talks about despite having rarely bumped into; people who’ve gained control of the food, music and dress code despite being a guest like the rest of us. And others of course who are happy to sit back and watch everyone else.

There’s the heartache you feel when […]

4/7/2016 3 comments

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