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Update HDS: Hazy with a chance of floating

by Hazy Day Sunflower 5/21/2016

written by Hazy Day Sunflower

Good Morning. I still don’t have a lot to say this morning. I seem to be cycling down again. I feel like I have whiplash lately. Up down, up down. I don’t seem to be losing the drive to paint and draw, which will most likely save my life this go around.

When I was younger I would cycle up and have about three solid weeks of pure creativity then it would leave me for 6 months and I would be completely destitute about it. Up until January of last year I had put away anything creative because it had […]

5/21/2016 21 comments

Oh? You Want to Help?

by Nathaniel_Morisawa 5/19/2016

written by Nathaniel_Morisawa

If someone came up to me asking me questions like, “do you want to commit suicide? Why do you want to?” and then attempted to be friends with me afterwards, I would have a very difficult time putting stock into their word. The reason why is because relationships formed on a helper-suicidal basis tend to not last and are never really genuine. Relationships formed on said basis usually entail a lot of tip-toeing around certain issues (dishonesty or half-truths) and more often than not, culminate in the slow termination of the relationship when the helper believes that the suicidal has been “fixed,” and realizes that perhaps, outside of the helper-suicidal context, the […]

5/19/2016 12 comments

Protected: “One week isn’t going to kill you.”

by whiskered-fish 4/25/2016

written by whiskered-fish

There is no excerpt because this is a protected post.

4/25/2016 32 comments

Picture from my Travel around LDN

by Drowning 4/17/2016

written by Drowning

4/17/2016 8 comments

Playing piano (cordless)

by darkwillow 3/29/2016

written by darkwillow

I haven’t had any time to many any new videos or learn and other requests, but these are some of the pieces i know from my favorite pianist. Hopfully, you’ll upload a video of you playing too some time 😀

Comment your favorite one!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C3zXHJJLwLs&feature=youtu.be

3/29/2016 3 comments

I love Psychopath

by Drowning 3/24/2016

written by Drowning

I do love psychopath they emotionless they feel no emotion but they learn how to mimic theym which is awesome did u know they cry one eye at a time not both cry I read don’t no if it’s true but still being able to cry with no feelings or reason not really feeling up set sounds good right

and I love their eyes u can tell a psychopath by their eyes it’s called the reptilian gaze they look into your soul

like a animal about to kill that killer instinct the eye

antony Hopkins plays a great psychopath hannible

you ever seen blood in the moon light it […]

3/24/2016 16 comments

I Don’t Know

by Ylem 3/22/2016

written by Ylem

Why am I so honest with my psychiatrist?

I tell the truth most of the time. They ask about suicidality, and I tell the truth. I don’t want to be here anymore.

They ask about homicidal thoughts, I say yes. Forgive me but there are people I so want to kill… Slowly. Painfully. Enjoy hearing them scream in agony. Enjoy watching them suffer. I want to look deep into their eyes as the light fades from them and they suck in their last breath. I hate them that much.

I always have a smile on my face. I’m like Ted Bundy. The charming psychopath. I told the doctor […]

3/22/2016 30 comments

One of them days

by Drowning 3/18/2016

written by Drowning

Just having one of them days what’s the point ? What’s the purpose for being here what is the meaning of life the only thing promised is death right

I watch this film called wrist cutters the other night it’s about a guy who commits suicide but going to a place the same as earth but he’s just in a worster off depressed working a dead beat job searching for he lover etc

I believe that we have lessions to learn in this life and they keep repeating them self till we learn them but how can we learn something if we don’t know what it is […]

3/18/2016 7 comments

Poetry is my outlet currently

by Skior 3/17/2016

written by Skior

I’ve started writing poetry about how i feel from day to day, I would like it if i could get some advice on what i wrote

Thanks

Beauty,
It is so lovely
The deeper we sink into depression
It sooner blossoms in our fears and our desperation
It tears our hearts and makes them bleed
But it is a new start, a new beginning
No matter how deep the pain flows
In the deepest veins it courses
It travels, It spreads
Yet still, is the light in our dark and gloomy life
Every life is sad and lonely
the people who learn to accept it live happier

3/17/2016 2 comments

Drowning

by 3of6 3/15/2016

written by 3of6

I feel like I am drowning. I jumped into the sea thinking I could manage myself and now I am sinking. It is too late to learn how to swim. I will soon be lost in these waves that crash over me. With no more air to breathe and no more strength to fight I will soon be just a memory… And then nothing…

3/15/2016 3 comments

Live and learn, right?

by Bri 3/8/2016

written by Bri

I’m really bad at taking emotional pain, not that people think about that when they give me a reason to be emotionally hurt. It’s really funny honestly, how all of it plays out. I had let a friend of mine close, like really close… We have only really been together a couple weeks, but I’ve had the crush on him and he on me for the LONGEST time… So, ask me, what did I receive somewhere between Psychology 1101 and Accounting 1100 tonight? The “I think we rushed it, we should just be friends” message!

It shouldn’t hurt this bad, but fuck y’know? He promised me, […]

3/8/2016 3 comments

When your not ment

by kupo95 2/24/2016

written by kupo95

I have to be always remined that I am just not ment to be happy or have a voice others like my parents and husband try to tell me thats not true but learn that that a I cant have happiness.

2/24/2016 2 comments

02/08/16 – 01:55 AM

by missanonymous 2/7/2016

written by missanonymous

Maybe one day,
people would be more careful to what they say.
Maybe one day,
we’ll find a better way to lessen the pain.
Maybe one day,
our hearts will be healed.
Maybe one day,
scars will remain.
Maybe one day,
life will give us reasons to live.
Maybe one day,
we can learn how to stand again.
Maybe one day,
we can find ourselves.

And maybe, just maybe
It can all happen one day…

2/7/2016 0 comment

Success and Happiness

by Arodanarg 1/15/2016

written by Arodanarg

I never got anything I really want. When I do anything, have excellent results, I am the best, the unattainable… But when I do something I really want, no matter how small it is, all I gain is a miserable failure to remember for a long time. And isn’t a normal failure, is the most painful of all: the frustration, when you can 99 when need 100, when you see the finish line and falls in the race.
Know, I like drawing, but I can’t even draw a face… and I’ve been trying to learn 6 years ago. I like music, but I know even […]

1/15/2016 1 comment

Amazon anxiety + highly annoyed

by disgusting 1/2/2016

written by disgusting

Right now, I have a ton of anxiety about having just thrown away money on Amazon. I ordered my make-at-home pain & skin cream ingredients to where I work, and like always the universe has to screw me. Since when does the post office deliver on holidays and Sundays?? So, yeah, I just got a notice that everything I ordered was left at the “front desk/reception” when there really is no front desk. There is a janitor on standby to greet people but that’s it. The bank there closed at 1pm so I don’t know if the building would even be open. So I just fucking lost […]

1/2/2016 4 comments

Trying to breathe

by Lolagirl 12/21/2015

written by Lolagirl

It’s a sad day to learn how much your father dislikes you. Resents your very existence. My idea of our relationship was so off its shocking. I thought we were close and that he was proud of me. Unfortunately, that is not the case. He looks at me with disgust and expresses it every chance he gets. I think the world of him. He is the best man I know and to have someone that I admire so much think so little of me takes my breathe away. It’s hard to inhale. Literally hard and […]

12/21/2015 9 comments

Please dont leave me alone

by Knightofdoom 12/21/2015

written by Knightofdoom

I know there’s nothing you can do, but I can’t be left alone, my mind is set on self distruct and I’m slowly hindering my body, constant hope constant fall when will she learn, never I supose, will there be an end were I just give up and surrender, or let go of my controls cause I always black out I always choose the wrong answer I just want to know I just want to belive in myself. Today I already made a mistake but I’ll try again. Hopefully this try will finally be Ill do.

12/21/2015 2 comments

Don’t even know what it is.

by nextime1988 12/16/2015

written by nextime1988

Have you ever heard of feral children???

Feral children are those who have been adopted and raised by animals, which means even if they are brought back to societythey will always been impaired people why?

“Feral children lack the basic social skills that are normally learned in the process of enculturation. For example, they may be unable to learn to use a toilet, have trouble learning to walk upright after walking on fours all their life, and display a complete lack of interest in the human activity around them. They often seem mentally impaired and have almost insurmountable trouble learning a human language. The impaired ability to […]

12/16/2015 1 comment

Weird kind of depression ?

by Lacalamity 12/8/2015

written by Lacalamity

It is like feeling bad for the world as a whole, all the suffering of the living in general, every time I look outside, the cycle of death and life but the mindless hate and agony we inflict on ourselves, humiliations, hatred, and I can just sit there and watch our forsaken world die.

I have lost hope, we don’t learn, and it seems like I could have done difference, but no, I am just a worthless person, sitting and looking

12/8/2015 9 comments

Muppet

by koki 11/4/2015

written by koki

So I told my psych that my preferred method was gas. Went to do some shopping this morning. Got a call from her out of the blue just as I was loading a 1200 llitre bottle of argon into the car. She was like “what ya up to” without a though I was “just buying gas”. Gas Is now gone and I’ve just been removed from my house by the crisis team.

I should really learn to keep quiet.

11/4/2015 7 comments

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