So.. Im new to this whole site.. but i have no one to talk to .-. and i just need that? So basicly.. im 15.. and well i wasnt raised in a broken home, or in a bad area or anything like that. But when i look in the mirror.. i just hate what i [...]

My race I have run and my time is done.  Have traveled this mortal coil for several decades and found nothing worth me living for.  Add some abuse and a couple of bouts of non self caused disease to that and you have a nice little going away party. Then again maybe my programming was [...]

I turned 21 last week and I never thought about suicide this much until now. For as long as I can remember,I always thought this world was dull,colorless and ugly.Buildings ruinig the scenery and a bunch of people only walking over each other everyday.I always viewed them as pieces of junk with legs and mouth…But [...]

Its been heating up nicely in Pennsylvania. Had some ugly (obvious self harm) scars on my arm since last November. 5 of them, they made me sick. I was so fucked up (drunk) when I did them it was hazey to remember. I used a steak knife because I didn’t have a razor. Really tore [...]

Even though the history books are not 100% correct one can still glean from them the idea that many past societies had little or no conveniences.  Things we accept as normal like running water, plentiful food, protection of children from slavery/chil labor, decent medical care, decent housing and transport.  Some places still lack some of [...]

To the youth and adults who have decided to live, at least for today… The person who makes your soul shiver. The song that makes your ears quiver. The food that makes your tongue dance. The activity that lulls your mind into a trance. The relative whose love warms your heart the most. The pets [...]

My birthday, just another day. 17 years of age and somehow, I wish I were older, perhaps wiser, because if all of the things I’m facing now are making me want to end it all, dear God, what will I do when I’m older?My parents didn’t say happy birthday, and my best friend called me [...]

I’m in a place I have been sine I was 11, I am broken inside friends and family say get help I have but it didn’t really help its basically for people who can talk problems out and somehow be cured. I hurt I’m heartbroken I have been on a downward spiral for so long [...]

I’m scared. I have no idea what to do. I think all this stress is getting to me. I want to go back and make everything better. I think I’m getting an eating disorder. I KNOW I’m not fat, but when I look at my self, I feel disgusted. I never feel like I’m good enough. [...]

I broke the promise I made to them, the promise not to cut. I told them and they got mad. I said I had been depressed, I tried explaining the reason…I don’t think they meant to be mad but then I did break the promise. I told my friend and she then told the guy [...]