This is my first posting on here.. Oh wow, I don’t even know where or how to start. Just gonna wing it.. I am 26 years old and living a miserable life inside my miserable home in miserable Phoenix, AZ. Actually I have been very fortunate.. I have a great family and they may be, [...]

Well hmm. First off I mainly want people to give their opinions about this. If you don’t want to read a rant move on. Certainly I can do without living for me it’s fairly easy, sure at times I get depresses but over all I am un effected by my doings because I see life [...]

School is almost the day after tomorrow. I haven’t finished my homework and I am stressing. Yesterday I fell into a random little depressed state where I couldn’t sleep or speak to anyone. This morning my sister went to the family counselor about her cycling coach who ended up being a perverted pedophile. She’s now [...]

I want to share my story, it will take a while but the details are important. It’s a long one. I left some things out, like my utterly deranged sexuality. I hope that someone out there will read this and know that they really don’t have it so bad. I live in the shadow of [...]

This is going to be more of a rant really. Knowing me, a long(-ish?) post. My apologies (If anyone even goes on to read this) for probably many clichés and awful English. Apparently I’m a fairly good writer. Pah, I wonder who’d still think that after reading my journals? No, I think that people on here [...]

I cannot blame her.for what she did. Any normal person would have done so.  And I did not get locked up for it so it was not too bad. But she was rather sneaky with it.  She invited me to dinner supposedly with someone she wanted to ‘fix me up with”.  Course I told her [...]

Hey I am 22 (just turned) male from UK. Basically I am stuck in life. I never leave  the house because I have nowhere to go, I have no friends and nobody to talk to every single day, including weekends. I am currently looking for work and have never had a job yet (been looking 2 & 1/2 years). [...]

For over a year now I have been writing a short suicide note that has turned into 11 pages long.  I will not bore you with the whole thing but I will post the things that have bothered me for the last year. See if any of this seems familiar. ================================================ This is really getting [...]

I try not to put myself down so much or so badly. But it doesn’t work. I am just so frustrated. I am my worst enemy and need to get rid of myself, for my own sake. Kind of wish I could catch aids or have cancer that way when I end me then I [...]

why do I let you hurt me? It dosent make any sense you’ve told me you don’t want to be together and that killed me on the inside, but as soon as you text or call I’m willing to take you back. Why do I let you hurt me? All you do is leave again [...]