Let’s face it: the real-world, especially one invented by normal mainstream society, can be boring dull as hell.
I often feel like I don’t belong here in this real world, and probably belong to other planet/universe/dimension.. already I’ve tried to find & browse for some clues that there are so much more mysteries & even magical things outside of our dull, limited earthly-sensed physical body called human.
and maybe I’ll migrate there, perhaps even sooner.
Although I still love the Earth (as a planet),
and admittedly even some Good citizens of it, ie: the warm, light-hearted, the intellectual, the ‘philosopher’ kind who can exchange conversations freely about the universe and all its wonder & mysteries, and philosophies.
But alas, where I live currently where almost EVERY thing around/surrounding me reeks of money and money-grubbing talks only, then I’d better make an escape plan, or just shoot myself down since I can’t stand another hellish mundane, dull, suffocating, and limited talks like that! I ironically feel that we as humans are NOT supposed to be like that, ie: merely only as a ‘money-making machine/robot’!
Christ,..is that’s what considered “normal†these days?? …how freaking sad!
share your suicide story
Report Post
Please log in to report posts
11 comments
thumbs up
yup
testing 1 2 1 2
1 2 3 4
1 2 3 4
1 2 3 4
i was the one the left the comments saying ‘thumbs up*’ and ‘yup’ , you can delete those.
Yeah,,, super supernatural ain’t it? This…. World. That’s mainly what I like to think about, the Supernatural aspect of this….dimension/reality/world/life… other than that, i don’t really think about anything else… except for … when i fantasize (about stuff?) ha
I strongly think that this Planet Earth is this so called Purgatory,,, like, individuals are put here as, an experiment, a Test… and …. yeah.
and I think about Death/Suicide and what it means ( to me ).
..iono…
Xboy – Isn’t purgatory an opportunity to find redemption?
Niki – In the face of such opposition, you are not alone.
@X-Boy – Heh, I saw those comments and I had a feeling it was you.
… another username equals… impostor… equals… paranoia… equals… irrational fear… equals… trust no one… hah. (-. – )
Let me sum it up for everyone.
Todays world = EPIC FAIL
Capitalism = EPIC FAIL
Hoarding the wealth = EPIC FAIL
Sharing the wealth = EPIC WIN
Self-sustainig economy = EPIC WIN
Love, peace and happiness = EPIC WIN
Being normal = EPIC FAIL
Individuality = EPIC WIN
I am just saying what everyone is thinking. 😀
@biscuit: haha nice, exactly what I think.
Hey Niki. Maybe you could try picking up drawing. 🙂 If you do it right it really takes you to another world.
I hope that our existence in this world isn’t to be just money making robots. I think that our views and morals have been compromised by our fears. To tell you the truth if we woke up tomorrow in a apocalyptic world, money wouldn’t matter anymore. People seem to forget very easily what is important, but are blinded by fear and follow like sheep. These sheep are the robots that are lead by the wolves who have the power to monopolize us.
This world is quite boring. Our everyday lives are repetitive and dull. We wake up, eat, work or study, eat, continue action before, eat, sleep, and repeat. It depends on how you look at life and how you decide you want to live it. If you decide, yes today is going to be another dull and boring existence, then it will be.
This world can be beautiful and the actions of others poetic, but it all depends on you and your mindset. You do what you have to in order to survive in our own prison that we’ve created over time. In the past things were cheaper and there was more freedom, but people had to work harder in order to get it by working from sunup to sundown. It all depends on the mindset.
also, how many of you here also have heard about: Virtual Reality (VR) , Lucid Dreaming , Astral Projection ?
I really wish/hope those things are true … so I can enter into the world/universe of IMAGINATION, .. & bye bye boring, mundane, harsh, & limited Reality ! )