shatterediris

Dreary, mind is a mess

Act cheery and just suppress

The rolling, growing tiredness

Do not think, but reminisce

Of a time of happiness

Drink up all of its bliss

Cuddle in its fuzziness

Watch as it turns to mist

You must eat to persist

It maintains this mask you wear

That smiles, at the heart it tears

There you go, I wrote something…. I think it sucks…. But me probably pre good for being sick and sleep deprived without much a voice to read this out loud to see what it sounds like -_- But at least I don’t has a headache anymore, I want 10 per month at least just to be safe to […]

I’m done tracking days, and also I decided every day is a bit much…. As these stopped taking 15 minutes along time ago and started eating an hour or so…. Which is fine….. I want to at least get to 100 this year though, which should be easy enough…. maybe next year I can aim for 200? but I have decided one every other day or so will be good…. at least 3 per week should get me to 100 this year right? ^_^ right?

Also missinglink (I think that’s your name) I did make myself some eggfried rice tonight, and it was quite lovely (well […]

I just can’t think creative thoughts tonight, probably because I spent it doing other fairly mentally taxing things…. And the lack of food I doubt is helpful -_- oh well here it is. (I did eat a lot of instant noodles though, thanks missinglink for giving me an idea to actually season it myself and such…. I added onion, lime (which for some reason I do have and forgot about) and a few dry spices that I have, it was much better than it normally is ^_^)

I’m thinking way too hard

Suffering from writer’s block

Ideas dead, in a graveyard

I must practice to unlock

What’s hiding inside of […]

That’s my new naming convention I hope that it’s okay. I guess this one’s about bed? O.o No idea it’s 12 lines which seems like an odd length, even though it’s even *rim shot* -_- *feels super lame* I really like the first 4 lines in it, I am certain I will probably use those somewhere…. -_- Thanks for reading it if you do.

Nighty nights, go to bed

Make sure that the demon’s fed

Keep dark thoughts from your head

While you lay awake in bed

Fear the monsters in the dark

They smell your blood like a shark

They’ll be sure to leave their mark

When your room and mind is […]

Welp this one doesn’t follow a common theme or anything, no sense can be made from this…. Guess still better to have done something, it probably generates ideas for when (if) I want to make something decent and that has meaning and such…. Yeah I’ll go with that…. However I commonly just like to throw shit at the page until something decides to stay -_-

I decided on the scenic route

Because the world’s mean without

Provocation or hesitation

Altercation, decapitation

Seems to be commonplace

Kill those lacking a common face

That seems colder than deep space

Now I wait for Death’s embrace

Oh man, I’m a basket case

But I’ll die on my birthday

I’m […]

Welp day 4 -_-

I’m cold, chills run down my spine

I’m mold, sour as a brine

But you know, it is no crime

To lie and say I am just fine

I lie in bed awake and cry

Until I start to quake and die

Why do I even try?

Why can’t I simply die?

Jump out the window and seal

My fate, go splat and congeal

I can’t wait, there are no brakes

Knees like jello, my heart aches

I am so mellow with this hate

Of myself and all the others

It won’t make me kill my mother

But I still feel smothered

Welp this one was quick and easy to write, maybe because I know a lot of words that sound like what I used…. Or maybe I’m just in a better state to do this…. I forgot to time myself and just started writing when I looked up about 20 minutes have passed…. So I guess this took 20 minutes, but that did include proof reading and minor tweaks to it…. but still 20 minutes isn’t bad a bit over the 15 I give myself, but that’s mostly just to get me started I can take longer…. that’s more of a minimum that I want to […]

Grrrr I don’t feel okay today, and this took me thirty minutes and is worse than my normal low quality of shitty poem thing…. But I have to share it to keep the routine going, I feel like I’ll let it slip away from me if I don’t…. and yeah it ends weirdly but I was just done at that point…. It’s very kind of bipolar too…. Maybe that was my problem…. But I am hyper and my mind is pre scattered due to it right now…. But that’s an excuse, nothing excuses this thing’s existence -_- (I have always wanted to write a thing […]

So, I decided I like doing poem things, and I should write them everyday…. So I’ve decided to set aside 15 minutes per day to write one really quickly…. I will maybe post a few here every so often…. Here’s the first one this one took me just under 15 minutes ^_^ it was actually pre challenging and yes I did use some sources other than my own mind every now and then (not much as they are so much slower than my mind is) I do hope this isn’t utter shit…. But Hey if it is…. At least if I keep doing this they […]

Well, so I wrote this…. scared to share as always as I really hate it…. Maybe if I tried harder I would get something better out of me…. Something cohesive and something that doesn’t sound mildly crazy…. I kind of don’t want to talk about why I wrote this, the subject manner is kind of shameful. -_- This was kind of directed at a person, but I don’t want to just give it to that person…. It feels less weird giving it to many people instead, and I kind of hope in a way that that person doesn’t see this, or gets made at me…. […]