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Family & Friends Effects

The effects of suicide on family and friends.

It still lingers

by Andyisbatman 5/28/2019

written by Andyisbatman

I am a suicidal survivor. It’s not all it’s cracked up to be, though. You think that once you have finally made it past being suicidal and depressed that you’ll always feel better; there are no simple fixes to being mentally broken. It’s not a broken bone that will one day heal. Even though I do not actively want to die, i’ll hear a song, or watch a show that I watched or listened to when I was hurting and depressed and I will spiral down the rabbit hole once more. The emptiness still lingers, and I still have thoughts. When a person becomes that […]

5/28/2019 2 comments

AI in the future ; Life is boring ; Life sucks

by niki 5/27/2019

written by niki

Title: AI in the future / A.I in the future / Artificial Intelligence in the future ; VR in the future / V.R in the future / Virtual Reality in the future ; Transhumanism in the future ; technology in the future ; Life is boring ; Life sucks ; escape from reality

The more detailed post:

AI is the future
A.I is the future
Artificial Intelligence is the future
because Life is boring / reality is boring / real life is boring / real world is boring

VR is the future
V.R is the future
Virtual Reality is the future
because Life is boring […]

5/27/2019 3 comments

Living with depression

by Insomnia disaster 5/26/2019

written by Insomnia disaster

Depression creeps upon you quietly.
At the very beginning you struggle with the little things, but usually, choose to ignore them.
It’s like a headache.
You’ll tell yourself it’s temporary and it’ll pass.
It’s just another bad day.
But it’s not.
You are stuck in this state of mind.
You get used to putting on a social mask and you continue to live among other people because that’s what you have to do.
That’s what others do.
However, the problem does not go away.
You struggle to put on a play every day and it starts to cost you more and more.
That is why […]

5/26/2019 7 comments

by uonlyhaveurself 5/26/2019

written by uonlyhaveurself

you wanted more attention from me?

bad girl!

now i’ll give you the silent treatment and make you believe you did something wrong

5/26/2019 2 comments

Being a Burden

by uonlyhaveurself 5/24/2019

written by uonlyhaveurself

Does anyone else feel like no matter what they do they can’t do anything right? That they’re tired of inconveniencing everyone around them and making life so much harder? I feel so unwanted. I don’t even want to die. I just want to run away and live by myself. That way no one will be burdened by my passing.

5/24/2019 4 comments

Im sick since that maid come

by Itscolourlife 5/22/2019

written by Itscolourlife

Something is wrong
Its been more than 2 weeks since im sick…
When i dont eat maid’s cooking im okay..
But when i eat it im sick again
Its already 2 times i skip her cooking and im really really fine
Something is wrong..
But my mom doesnt believe me
What shiuld i do?
Its so weird..
I think im going to die soon..
Not because i take my life.. but she take my life
Believe me mom..
Please believe me…

5/22/2019 0 comment

Do what i want…

by Kisser 5/22/2019

written by Kisser

Hi, again
So i already said that i will kill myself, but there are something that i want to do.
My mother and my brother are really assholes that say shit every time they want… the idea of i kill myself is origanilly from them… yeah i kind fucked. And you guys know… if i gonna die why should say to them go to hell? Say that tgey are assholes and all those things
And there is my gf’s family, they say shit to her sometimes and her dad is a asshole. She has depression (im a piece of shit for let this happen to […]

5/22/2019 2 comments

What is there to continue for? Why purpose do I serve by being here?

by Enman Tengu 5/21/2019

written by Enman Tengu

For what purpose am I here? that is the question that is always on my mind.
And it always seems that I come back to this point, the only purpose in my life seem to be to serve others. I am responsible for the health and wellbeing of others, my own health and wellbeing is irrelevant to anyone else as long as I am able to serve them, they are okay with the way things are. I continue to think that this is somehow friendship, and that my service to them is an incidental thing in the “friendship”. But then their […]

5/21/2019 2 comments

The Perks of Being a Wallflower

by SkyButBlue 5/21/2019

written by SkyButBlue

I wanna see it happening. To see that I’m not just a sad story. That it’s real. I want to feel alive. I want to feel that there’s something for me out there. Something that will make me keep on going, keep on moving forward. Like Charlie did. I want to have someone to love and to be loved back. I want to have someone that will like the real me. That can see me, see through my eyes without even asking what’s wrong with me. I want to feel that I can live. To live with much love and hope like Charlie did. Like […]

5/21/2019 2 comments

I try to live cause I dont have courage to die

by Itscolourlife 5/19/2019

written by Itscolourlife

Im really sick yet i dont have courage to die
I hate myself so much
Even parents hate me so much
They want to kill me
Because i dont have nothing to give them
Unlike my sisters
Im just a pile of garbage
Nothing precious
They always scream at me
Thwy always discriminate me
They always underestimate me
I have nothing but failure and pain

Its been 2 weeks since im lying in my bed

5/19/2019 5 comments

First Post Here (Just trying to say hi)

by Kisser 5/19/2019

written by Kisser

First of all, im brasilian, so really sorry for my horrible english. My name is João Pedro, i wont say my full name bcs isnt time, but i will.
I really want to be honest, i fuckin saw a suicide note and i didnt say nothing, a person was about to die and i didnt say anyshit, screw me and if you want say something for me say it. I am a coward and always was one, so pls say it
I just come to talk and those things, i trying to forget about my fuckin familly and my relationship, that is going worse, bcs […]

5/19/2019 2 comments

Life is pain

by FutureDreamer 5/18/2019

written by FutureDreamer

People can’t seem to understand when I tell them that 95% of my time on this earth has been suffering or painful.

Yes there are good times and good friends but they are so few and far between it’s just painful to continue. I’m pretty sure I have major depression, but without any money or healthcare coverage I can’t get it diagnosed, and honestly I really don’t care enough to try anymore.

Also lost my job in 2014, lost my health care coverage, and was rejected for unemployment or assistance of any kind. I had to sell the house, most of my belongings, and burn all of […]

5/18/2019 18 comments

fUk

by winniethepooh 5/16/2019

written by winniethepooh

im trying to get better but i can’t when every god damn thing is about you im trying to get better but i can’t when every god damn thing is about you im trying to get better but i can’t when every god damn thing is about you im trying to get better but i can’t when every god damn thing is about you im trying to get better but i can’t when every god damn thing is about you im trying to get better but i can’t when every god damn thing is about you

5/16/2019 1 comment

What Really Love Is?

by SkyButBlue 5/16/2019

written by SkyButBlue

Back in High School, there was this girl that i like, like A LOT or should i say I LOVE HER. She’s pretty good looking, athletic and the coolest girl that i know but she was out of my league, that’s the problem. I’m this skinny not good looking guy. Like I’m the complete definition of a NERD. But i didn’t care. I had to gather all this guts to prove to her that I can be the GUY for her. I want her to like me. I heard she had a boyfriend and then they broke up. I know it was a good opportunity […]

5/16/2019 14 comments

12:11 am

by winniethepooh 5/16/2019

written by winniethepooh

im not feeling too good not sure if it’s even worth it to mention i wrote a suicide note about a week ago it said if i finish all of my courses i’ll go ahead and kill myself so just in case it doesn’t work i can still graduate high school it said my abusive dysfunctional horrible family makes me so depressed that i want to take my own life and have for nearly the past 5 years i don’t even care about living to my 17th birthday because i can barely handle today how can i manage making it 2 more months i feel […]

5/16/2019 7 comments

If you dont feel loved today..

by Itscolourlife 5/13/2019

written by Itscolourlife

If you dont feel loved today
Or maybe yesterday
Or maybe since you are a kid

Try to believe
One day someone will find you as precious
Or love you more than theirself
And even give you her/his everything just to make you smile

Just wait until that times come
Even in your worst condition
Believe me
You will find someone who love you

He/she will love you
Just the worst you are
Just the bad you are
And just how you still breathing

He/she will trust you
He/she will love you

5/13/2019 6 comments

Hey i made it!

by SkyButBlue 5/13/2019

written by SkyButBlue

Another day. I made it. Everything’s as usual. Some things sucks but some are getting better. I’m just hoping that i would at some point would feel different than i was yesterday. Like a happy story in some books or movies. I’m trying to be like i’m not a sad story. I mean, there were moments that i felt that i succeeded but at the end of the day, all came back. When i lay down in bed, these thoughts and feelings haunt me. I didn’t know what to do. So here i am. Writing this and hoping that somewhere someone is feeling the same […]

5/13/2019 1 comment

I don’t really know anymore

by Insomnia disaster 5/12/2019

written by Insomnia disaster

I lay here hopelessly upon my bed
where words seem to fall yet,
they never seem to leave my head
where I sit behind a colourless screen and constantly keep falling in and out of a bad dream.
The net I cast to set me free only ended up tying me up,
threatening to snap at the feel of a touch,
an emotion which is all controlled by the only constant friend,
who whispers in my ears and slowly cripples my self-esteem.
Is this the end?
It feels like I’m dying,
the comfort of my friends only seems to hurt me.
It hurts me to […]

5/12/2019 0 comment

how are you doing, really?

by unknown 5/9/2019

written by unknown

I was watching a video of people answering this question and id wish someone would ask me this, but id like to answer anyways. Im smiling, breathing, laughing with everyone around. but how am I really when I wake up each morning and as I lie in my bed before going to sleep. with all the thoughts running through my mind.

im almost nineteen. as I get older each year I realize more and more that I don’t know what I actually want to do. I don’t know what my future holds or what ill end up doing. I have these goals and dreams, I want […]

5/9/2019 2 comments

Lost.

by strawberrycrown 5/7/2019

written by strawberrycrown

Lately I’ve started to lose myself an everything I had always believed in. Like, I truely don’t know where my head is at anymore… And at the rate I’m going, I’m not only hurting myself, but also those around me. If I didn’t already hate myself enough before, I certainly have more reasons to now. People are telling me I’m changing and I don’t know how to feel or act about, I’m just lost.

I was already on the verge of death recently and had started to find no joy in anything I do anymore. I had been ditching school a fair bit the past month […]

5/7/2019 8 comments

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