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So last night on casualty, they tried to portray Self harm. It was actually so bad that it made my blood boil! The way they showed it was totally the wrong way, they showed it as if it was easy to accomplish and that it wasn’t such a big deal, the ending especially was of a woman who slashed her wrists and all you saw was people not bothered by what happened and when she was cutting she made it so easy, like not putting in any thought or effort to do it properly, if I tried to do it like this i’d barely make […]

my seal wants to talk to you ;D…

Are you happy you’re still here?  Or do you wish you were dead?

it is facebook.com/gnrramones

my life has been a curse, nothing has really worked out for me.. and i m so depressed and was on treatments. i have almost lost all my loved ones. people dont love me, no one to care of me… i feel time has come to leave…god please help me soon….

Well first i’ll say I have seen the conversations on this site alot and even though you don’t know me, I almost feel like I know/knew users like londonboy, sucks, abyss, girl int., etc. Because your stories get me through the day, so thank you; I don’t mean to sound bad or anything, but even knowing some people actually went through with it gives me peace at times; the only reason I haven’t joined before is because I only have phone internet.

Ok, a little about me: I live in california, my dad is a recovering alcoholic/addict, he was in a abusive relationship with […]

My HSC is coming up – the one that’s supposedly the most important test in my life. Right now are the half yearly exams, with only the last English paper to go. I’ve spent half the exam time for math calculating what is the maximum score I could get (what I’ve answered) and it was around 30%. For the english paper, we need to write a dialogue and an essay which we had to prepare earlier and memorise for the exam. I’ve finished the dialogue but haven’t started memorising it or even writing the essay, the deadline is in three days and I can’t be […]

I’ve never been so afraid

of who I am, until today.

Until I met you. Until

I saw you, your eyes burned

with hatred, entrancing and

capable of raising every

hair on the nape of

my neck. You’re  a demon in

disguise, brought back every

memory, none pleasant…I don’t

know what I prayed to find,

I just know I wanted relief, and looking

at you, my inner monster came out,

I was attracted and repulsed. I felt safe,

and afraid for my life. Push and pull.

Push and pull. It scares me, my body

reacting this way, and worse it thrills me.

What is wrong with me? Someone

so obviously terrible for me, excites my

being. There’s something messed up with

me. He’s like my older brother…

the […]

Hi there, I’m new here, so I guess I’ll just sum up my story..

I’ve had depression since I was a child, and have been attempting suicide since I was about 11. I’ve opened up to a few people who were close to me in my life, but they have either left me after that, or told me I just need to grow up. I’ve even told my mother how bad it was and that I need help, but don’t know how to go about it, but she just sighs and tells me to stop expecting her to do everything for me. Currently, I have no […]

I’m new here but it’s not my first time thinking about dying. I’ve been going through a lot of family problems mainly since my mother is quick-tempered and I always make her yell when I disobey her. It’s been a rough 2 years of constant yelling. My mother has threatened to kick me out multiple times but she’s serious about me leaving in June with my father. It’s a long story how my grades are dropping and I’m just stressed about the future. My parents will get a divorce in June if things keep going on. I know that it’s because of me. I would […]

So, today is my birthday. Happy Happy birthday to me.

Family forgot that my bday was today until I reminded them. Then my ex, who said she wanted to be with me again, and has been my gf again for a 2-3 weeks now… says she won’t see me or talk to me or even log online to chat with me on my bday.. even though she said she loves me and that she doesn’t know what to give me for my bday. She said she was going to try to give me something great and was stressing over it too. Great gift, huh? Ignoring and having fun without […]

Why doesn’t anyone want to talk on here, I need to open up but no one want’s to listen

A year ago I had to quit the university because of social anxiety and in November I got in to therapy. I’ve responded badly to the cognitive therapy. For the past three months I’ve been really depressed. I’ve been on and off suicidal for the same period. My thoughts are a mess and I can’t function in my daily life. Now my therapist wants me to take medication for the depression, but i don’t want to. I think she will force me to take them. I just want to die. I’ve wanted to die for the past 10 years. I’m really angry with myself for […]

Yeah, I know what love is. I also know what hate is. I know that I seem like a fool for believing Trust No One works, but for me it’s all I’ve had. Now, I think it’s why I’m feeling suicidal. Maybe I’m the one who was wrong and I should stick around, but I’m not quite sure how I should. It hurts to stay, hurts to try to leave. I’m tired of disappearing. Maybe I should take the advice everyone here gives me. It hurts though. It hurts so badly. I don’t know how to stick around without hurting people. I want to stay […]

Ive post here before, and told everyone that Im gonna try dying by means of starvation, and just like everybody said.. It did not work out..
I really want to die badly right now.. I hate my shitty life, I hate everything!
Im not an outcast or whatsoever and I’m pretty cute and I’m Asian. But Im just so tired and sooo sick of my everyday life. I’m so tired of seeing those sluts flirting with their boyfriend and stuff.. I’m tired seeing everyone pretending..
Argh! I want to dieee! Even my tv is telling me to commit suicide! I turn on the tv and […]

Hi,I’m a guy and I been very depressed lately. It started back in late Febuary and has not stopped and not it is April. At first I thought it was just a phase I was going through, but it’s clearly not. I don’t know what to do? I feel like I become so isolated with everyone that mean a lot to me, like I use to talk to this one girl a lot and I’m going to admit, she was the only girl I would feel comfortable talking with. But I think I been “replaced” as friends when this new kid came to our school. I’m in high school so […]

Suicide is by all means illogical and irrational, really. If you think hard enough, you can never think yourself into suicide.

But I understand why people still do it anyway. Plainly because life is eventually illogical too. We cannot expect logic to work all the time, I observe.

If you’re interested, list down in the comments (be clear and succinct) the case for suicide. Just one line explaining the reason behind taking your life.

(And to level the playing field, I am a suicide-prone person too.)

I really want to see this movie but I can’t find it anywhere. It was released in 2010 in select theaters and was hoping that it was posted on YouTube already but it isn’t. If anyone can find it and let me know!

Here’s the link to the movies website. Click on video to watch the trailer. I soo wanna see this. This movie looks like it’s directed towards suicidal people who want or have partners. Let me know your guys comments on this.

http://www.suicidedollsthemovie.com/index-main.shtml