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These cuts are supposed to be getting better. You replace them with your harsh words and actions. I feel so small. I have no hero. I just want to end everything. I don’t understand people when they say that life is beautiful. Life is bullshit. I hate breathing, I hate the blood pumping through my body. Please take everything away. I want death so bad. I can’t handle life. Kill me. Make me suffer. Tear me apart. Cut out my heart. Kill me damnit. Death is coming.

For those of you who already know me, you are aware that i have lost my mind. But i could somewhat put up with it with help from my medication. But now iv losing something far more valuable, im losing the one i love most in this world. Something has happened to us that may prevent us from ever seeing each other….i dont want to go into detail. I cant live without this person, i just cant. If things dont work out, im gone. I just cant decide how im gunna kill myself. I have this nice little knife hidden in the back of my […]

I sit in this dark corner, dry tears hardly dripping down my cheek. You’re the only person that is on my mind, now my life is so bleak. You weren’t there, when I was down. You didn’t care, when I had a frown. So where are you now, may I ask? Probably sipping from that dirty flask. Are you thinking of me? Do you even care? I have always wanted to ask you, but I didn’t dare. I’m terrified of you. Your hurtful looks. I try to lose them in these Edgar Allan Poe books. I’m lost now. Can’t you see? That’s right, you […]

i’m sucks at everything.. especially my study.. i’m not young anymore but i still not achieve any success… im only wasting my parents money… i really want to go away from here and start a new life without troubling anyone especially my family… what should i do.. i dont know what else to do, where should i go.. i dont want to burden my family…

I’m 13 and I have to much on my mind i fee like i am a burden to everyone. i feel like im just a person in everyones way. i am very covinced that everyone would be happier without me here. my friends tell me that im a big part of their life but i still feel like i dont belong. i have never cut before. i have done so much research on suicide but the more i think and get more weight on my shoulders i get more stressed and i start to plan how to kill myself. i just need advice. so far […]

So many sad stories.
When I was younger from 4th to 11th grade I planned out suicide down to the detail and set it up in real life. My grade school experience wasn’t eventful, at all. In short: I spent most of the time alone or getting bullied at home and school. The only person who kept me from committing suicide was my mom but she worked sixteen-hour days.
Now in college, I am happy most of the time. When I’m sad I know I will feel happy again and when I’m happy I enjoy it while it lasts. It is a complete 180 from […]

Im 13 years old,i cut, i take pills, but i never feel happy. i just wish i could end it, but when i get so damn close, i think what would my mom do? my dad, it seems he wouldnt care. the only people i have are my friends, and even then, i don’t tell them nearly as much as i would like to. whenever someone asks “are you ok?” i say”im fine”  but inside, im shouting help me! i need out!! i dont know what to do anymore!!!!! i just feel terrible, like i put a burden on everyone, i hate myself and when […]

Dark Thing: I’ve missed you pretty little Violet.

Me: No, no, no!! Go away, please. Leave me alone, I can better I swear!

Dark Thing: Tsk tsk, you don’t actually believe that do you, Violet?

Me: Yes, I do actually. So go away, stop harassing me why don’t you.

Dark Thing: Oh please, your not a child anymore Violet. I know you don’t really believe that Violet, you don’t believe anything you hear from anyone. You’re alone Violet, but not if you pick up the razor, just like old times.

Me: You are right, I am no child, so stop treating me like one. You can’t control me anymore, I…I […]

Hi everyone, I just found this site and I’m glad to now know that those stories about sites on suicide and nothing else exist. So thanks, lol.

On a less happy note, I’ll tell my story here.

So, about 2 months ago now, I met this really nice girl at school who I did make a move on and it worked, I found out that we share many things like our taste in music and in video games etc. It was really nice, I was madly in love with her by the first month and we got pretty far. We dated a bit but never ended up […]

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Autistic Millionaire Ron Davis

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Don’t ever! try to fit in to or try to belong to a sick and so called “Normal” of society.
follow & walk your own path that your inner wisdom leads you to & you can ease your sufferings, you have a chance for a life you want.
just persevere, all you need to rely upon is Patience, Effort, Self-Confidence and Determination.

“Many autistic people are gifted and brilliant at one special thing. They perceive the world very differently from […]

I have quite a lazy view on suicide. It’s one of those things I’ve thought about and often considered from the age of 12/13, I am currently 19. I think me killing myself, in fact I’m rather convinced, that everyone’s lives would be better without me. I’m really quite a disappointment to my family and I feel like I’ve failed them. I want to succeed, but I do not feel motivated or happy, ever. I’ve grown up on the autistic spectrum and have always been lonely and unable to understand or epathise with others. When I was in my pre-teens I developed a phobia of […]

I arose out of my grave today, to watch the winter sunset at 4:pm,  it was a very very cold day today … how! i love it here… i always felt like it was here i belonged.. even as  a human man i was drawn  here time and time again.. i never really knew why at first..  nobody comes to this place.. even then it was desolate. alone, a ghost i was even then. I feel so sad..

That last ever night, such! a stream  i bled.. a release for which i always yearned for, i had no! idea, that the Bliss i blindly sought after could feel like this…

painting all nature red, it was a sight to see, when the death agony was finally over, i by long last let […]

Everyone has a story, and mine ain’t special. I’m 35, married (second time), I’ve been a cutter since I was about 12. I’m scared. I dont wanna die but I cant see how life can be much more than a series of disappointments. Yes, life is what you make it, silver linings and puppy-dog tails and all those other inspirational poster saying I could’nt give a shit less about. Yes, I’m abrasive. You’ve been warned.
I dont know what to do or where to start. I guess at the core of the matter: I literally hate myself. I’m that guy who shows […]

Each year I subtract or add numerals to which I will die, always saying I will die at 18, but give myself a chance, and then say 25, or 30. I’m 23 now. My plans were to kill myself after high school because I saw how devestated people were in school when a friend tried to off himself, which is unfair, and there’s too much publicity. I’ve never thought highly of myself, at age 6 I thought I was going to grow up and live my life in a dumpster, I use to self harm myself since that age, strangling myself with belts or scarves every time […]

 hello all my name is megan,

 i wanna help. i been thur so much in my life where all i wanted to is give up! it all started in 2002 month of april change my life forever! my mother sat me and my brother down we knew something was wrong because of the cops where still at my house all 5 of them.i remember it like it was yesterday. my mother was crying so hard i didnt think she could talk.. i knew this was so hard for her to tell her kids what was going on. she said i quote ” ur father has commited […]

I’m new,  but it’s not as if it counts for much. I dont know, guess this could be a subconscious attempt of outreach from some deep depression… glad I’m at least a part of the community now.

I decided to join this site so that I could share my story and get things out that I need to get out. I have noone else that I can talk to about all of this. I feel like I was doomed from the start. My dad committed suicide when I was about 3 years old. My mom started dating another man around the same time. This man beat my mother constantly and beat me as well. I remember hiding in my closet and running through neighbors yards with my mom hiding behind trees and banging on neigbors doors […]

I have seriously had enough of everyone! I put my trust in someone and they don’t give a shit! I am sick and tired of putting my trust in people! I always end up getting hurt. I always screw things up. I’m sick and tired of being a dissapointment to everyone! I have a very quick temper and I don’t like it when people including my so called “friends” set it off. I feel like I’m going to explode!!!! But can I tell my friends or family how I feel? No, of course not! They couldn’t and will never understand the rage and pain in […]