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i hate my life

by aywr
written by aywr

I dunno what else to do with this stupid thing called life anymore, today was just another terrible day. i woke up feeling terrible, i made my best and tried to calm myself down and got out of bed, i was still feeling terrible, i didn’t manage to make any tasks not even my h-w, i lied to my mum w7hen she asked “are u ok” , i lied again when she said “are u still talking with your friends”, i cut myself cause i can’t deal with my stupid pain anymore which is both mental and physical at the same time [beccause of what i mentioned in my […]

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Suffer

by RogueShadow1281
written by RogueShadow1281

Let me rant on again…
I’m a 16 year old male from California. That should do you enough good, right?
This planet, this beautiful (or my image of the paradise it was portrayed as) earth inhabited by life. Also inhabited are evil, greedy humans. They are parasitic creatures that prey on this planet’s resources and each other. I fully understand that there are good people, who make you think different, but think about the majority of the people, the evil, vile creatures. These people deserve to suffer, but why not let them suffer without me. I would much rather be dead than to suffer, but […]

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Daddy’s Little Girl, took it away 20 years ago

by coldsurvivor
written by coldsurvivor

My father put a bullet in his head 20 years ago. Nice, right? Sent me out to Taco Bell for lunch…I returned 20 minutes later to LifeFlight flying away his dead body to the hospital. I was 12 or 13..We lived in a beautiful condo on the beach. He, apparently, went down to his Porsche in the parking garage and called it quits. Do you know why I loved him so much and looked up to him so much? i was a “daddy’s girl.” I thought he was forth-right, strong, a man, wanted to show me how he would always take care of me…That’s bullshit and fucking […]

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Month and a Half: anyone know a good way painless way to die? or any method? Please tell me.

by Deep abyss
written by Deep abyss

Reading people wanting to die, it reminded me. I want to die. NOW. I can’t find a good painless way to go at it, but I’ll keep trying. I’ll go in a month and a half, with or without a good method. I’m sure people have seen me around here and never fully understood my whole story or hear some of it, but I’ll rant and tell a bit of it. I have mentioned my story in older posts, which no one probably read.

I’m sad and suicidal for so many reasons. Some of them can be considered so idiotic and stupid by others. But today, […]

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the last note

by Desespero
written by Desespero

im feeling lost, i need hope, i need happiness i need to run away, die away from here, away from them, i just wanna be happy, just want to have a normal life, i wanna be like the other ones, i want to go, i cant be here anymore life doenst make sense for me anymore, ive been depressd all my life since i was a little kid, i had an horrible family, thye was always fighting my dad tried to kill my mom in front of me and my sisters,  since that days i star felling like this, sad, wanting to die, and since […]

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So angry…

by fedupofsiteslikethis
written by fedupofsiteslikethis

This goes out to all those who encourage others to take their own life and not to those who are desperately seeking help.  To the latter, I am so sorry that life is so bad and that there seems like no other option is out there.  I can only hope that you can find some kind of peace and happiness eventually.

I have been on this site for a few days now just looking at different posts and have to say from a person who has lost a Son through suicide I am so sick of looking at all the crap on here.

So many people on […]

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True Cry

by LonelyEyesOfLostness
written by LonelyEyesOfLostness

Her Lips, His Ear
Her Pain, His Tear
Both Taken Away From All Love Ever Known
Both Have No Place To Call A Home.
So As They Fade Into The Abyss Of The Night
She Struggles In The Noose She Wrapped So Tight.
He Stays By Her Side Just As Blood Trickles From His Veins,
Not Even Love From A True Cry,
Could Cure Their Pains.

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Lost And Insecure

by LonelyEyesOfLostness
written by LonelyEyesOfLostness

So lately my life has been nothing but a drag. I have clinical depression bi-polar disorder aniexty issues and panic disorder. Everything will go great for me for a couple months and then shut the next day. I’m starting to feel like friends family and my boyfriend aren’t enough. I need help. I’ve been cutting since the 7th grade and have attempted a few times.

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My Story

by Linndster
written by Linndster

In 2000 my precious mom was diagnosed with cancer and died shortly after. I had just turned 11 at the time. Am now 21. Actually, it was 1 week precisely after my 11th birthday that mom died at the hospital. I didn’t know how to live without the woman that raised me. Dad was still around, but he was out working most of the time providing his family with money so I mostly spent time with mom. Dad is very harsh. He’s the kind of man that doesn’t really like being around people unless he has to. And in his ideal world you can only […]

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Demise

by RogueShadow1281
written by RogueShadow1281

My demise… I wish there was something I could do to be remembered, but I am just lost. I wasted so much precious time playing video games, going to school, all that crap. That doesn’t mean I’m already past all that. I’m still wasting time. Wish I could go down with a bang, but I won’t, unless I suicide with a pistol of some sort. Hopefully a Colt… Or maybe a Revolver, just so my neighbor will remember how his favorite gun killed someone he knows. Ha, anyways I want to live and die fighting. I want to lead an army of outcasts(or some army) […]

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Suffering

by RogueShadow1281
written by RogueShadow1281

The idea of suffering is used as a sense of being constantly in pain. Or something like that, I don’t feel like checking wikipedia for that. Anyways, I think I enjoy suffering. I am a pessimist also, I pity myself and feel like shit all the time. I always ***** about how I will never have my first girlfriend, even though I tell myself I’m too scared. I enjoy putting myself down. Also, whenever I go on this site. The fact that it’s got to do with suicide, makes me depressed just going on here, yet while I’m in high school classes. I go on […]

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is there any point?

by whydoineedaname
written by whydoineedaname

i really don’t know where to start

i’ve self harmed for a year and a half, it’s only getting worse, i have very low self esteem, my family is a complete mess, including abuse, attempted suicide and murder, affairs. that’s the least of my worries, i hate myself with a passion, what’s so wrong with me that makes everyone in my life want to leave me? i saw a psychiatrist for roughly a year, which really didn’t help me, neither did anti-depressants, i think about suicide everyday, how much easier it would be to feel nothing, i don’t think i could do it though, i’d feel […]

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i feel dead.

by xXBloodyRoseXx
written by xXBloodyRoseXx

im alive as in everyone can see hear and touch me…. but what they dont know is on the inside im dead. my heart is black and broken, my sole is cold. each night i cry myself to sleep. i want my daddy back. my dad was a good man. he never did anything wrong. he was kind and loveing (when sober) he was my best friend. i want him back,. this isnt fair.

why did god have to take him. im tired of hearing that everything happens for a reason or god has a reason for everything. if that is true i want to know […]

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I’m not…. Supposed to be this type of person!?!

by Riley jo3
written by Riley jo3

I’m not saying I should be dead because of my depression but what I am saying is that why am I depressed… Apparantly depression runs in my family. I just happen to be the person who catches a severe case -.- … FML … anyway it wasn’t bad until the 6th grade when me and my x had a 4 yr relationship ( I know to young for love at the time but still ) we broke up and thats when I started to cut and think of suicide. And on top of all that I have anger issues when it comes to certain things… I’m paranoid […]

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i’m sooooooo sick

by aywr
written by aywr

I can’t deal with this pathetic feeling anymore i’m tired of crying myself untill i get tired then i just fall asleep wishing to never wake up again, i hate hate hate hate this pathetic thing called life, what is the point of having a physical disability, what is the point of being in a fucken wheelchair for 6 full years, what is the point of being a 17 year old messed up teenager, what is the point of cutting and self harm, what is the point of being suicidal, what is the point of hoping for something that may never happen, what is the […]

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Forever since I’ve been here…

by oktobresnoe
written by oktobresnoe

Hey guys. God, I’ve missed yall. The last time I was on here was before Christmas I think. So much stuff has been going on lately that I don’t even know where to start. Well, I guess what I came on to say, is that right now, I’m supposed to be having an awesome time hanging with my “friends.” I’m having a party right now, but I’m the only one awake. Even before they fell asleep, I wasn’t here. I was just invisible. Not sure why I’m telling you all this, especially considering how unimportant it is compared to all the crap that’s been going […]

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The Love I lost and the Life that went with Him </3

by Nikki99
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It all started 3 months ago. I met a guy and we started talking. we laughed and cried and had fun with each other. We both had so much in common. I instatently fell for him and he fell for me. It was like we were the same person. He was my best friend. My life was happy again because before i met him i was depressed and lonely and had nobody to go to, but he made it all better. he lite up my world. It was real love I knew because ive never felt as happy as i was when i was with […]

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If you need someone to talk to or want to help others, read me.

by hollywood1919
written by hollywood1919

I am not a psychologist, or a doctor, or a social worker, or any of that. But I’ve been through enough sh*t in my life to know what it’s like when you think you have nowhere else to turn, and you think it is time everything should end.

If you want advice, or just someone to talk to, I am here. You can also email me at cutecopper19@hotmail.com, or IM me on AIM: artzygrl1919.

If you would like to let others know that you are here and they can talk to you when they need help, comment on this and reply “I am here to talk and […]

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When all obstacles fail.

by mbwXw
written by mbwXw

I want to know if somebody, some god chooses who is cursed from birth to have such a desire for death. If he/she exists, and when I find them I cant begin to imagine the torture I will put them through. I have had to suffer along with four of my closest friends with thoughts and desires that stem from such a dark place. I am the last one left. Either intentionally or from a disregard of life they all ended where i want so badly to be. I couldn’t say how many times I have tried to kill myself, either on a whim or […]

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