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My Fault

by JiminyCrispies
written by JiminyCrispies

Bree hasn’t left me alone all day. Neither have the voices. They’ve all been taunting me, knowing what was happening today. My Nan had a hospital appointment. She’d been getting pains in her back. Turns out, her terminal cancer has spread to her spine now. And it’s all my fault.

They warned me. The voices warned me, the Angels warned me. Bree warned me. They said they would make my family suffer if I didn’t do what they said. Now they’ve done this. This is all my fault. And everything will only get worse if I don’t listen to them.

I told everyone it would be bad […]

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Weird reason for suicide?

by blank-clutter
written by blank-clutter

On top of the many reasons for contemplating suicide, there is one that seems odd to even me. A lot of my reasons are about pain and suffering that I dont want to endure anymore. But this one is different.

Sometimes I wish I would commit suicide so when people find out they can have that moment of realization thinking “ohhh so he was that disturbed to the point of suicide”. And I like to think about people from my distant past too. There have been so many moments in my life that my interaction with people can be reduced to conflict and a degrading, judgmental […]

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Your opinion is Wanted ! I’m spinning in a circle, time running out

by Cold_Sleep
written by Cold_Sleep

I just got the message, from my ex, she want’s to go out for a drink with me tomorrow night!! I still love her, so that’s great right ? so why em I posting this crap here?

Well it is not great, this is not fucking great at all. And here is why :

we have been together for almost 5 years, and she have break up with me 2 months ago, 3 weeks ago she had told me she have meet someone and that they are dating for few days now. But 2 weeks ago I have found out  she had been cheating with this guy […]

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Against the Current

by TheRoadSoFar
written by TheRoadSoFar

I’m starting to believe that even life doesn’t want me here. I find it funny how you can think you’ve hit the bottom and can’t go lower than that, but then you do. You sink further down into the abyss.

My family and my social life are falling apart. We’re economically fucked, I will get kicked out of school if we can’t pay the tuition (we owe like 3,000 dollars and that number will continue to go up if we don’t pay in time). The only place where I considered myself as “not so useless” (even though being good in school means nothing in real life; […]

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Why me… Why?!?!?!!!!!

by Sui the Bunny
written by Sui the Bunny

Screenshot_2016-04-30-18-56-00Why do I have be afraid of my brothers whyyyy whyyyyyyyyy now I’m stuck having to do something I don’t want to do on mother’s day…… Asdfghjkl I hate my family (apart from my nephew) enough as it is but now it’s worse I have to go see my Nana… Now some of you think that’s not so bad why are you complaining just stop you’re ranting it’s annoying.

No I won’t because I need excuses because my brain isn’t working.

My Nana is the worse person everrrrr […]

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Why am I trying?

by The White Rabbit
written by The White Rabbit

I keep going, day after day, doing the same old bullshit while I wait to be crammed into a dorm with three other people for the next two years who will come and go and be replaced and whatnot. All so I can get a career in forestry to make me money while I go try to get a proper biology degree. For what? The only reason I do this is literally with the hope that humans will launch me off the planet to go die in space and maybe see some cool shit before I die. I have no hopes nor prospects for love, […]

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keep fighting

by Drowning
written by Drowning

the universe works in mysterious ways every time i have a bad day or im in a dark place I get signs that show me that everything is going to be alright

like when I tryed my 3rd attempt I found money on the way to the hospital

today A baby was smiling at me on the train on my way to college after I gave a man some change I had and then I passed my final test wile walking up the road the sun felt like it was shining right on me there is something much more powerful in the universe what ever u want […]

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Nightmares.

by MrStR34k
written by MrStR34k

I’m sorry to say that I’m here again, not that you people are bad people, but I only come here when things are getting overwhelming. I’ve been cutting again, a precursor to other self destructive behaviour; and this time it’s the nightmares. I’ve been trying to stop drinking, and it’s only causing me to wake up in the middle of the night screaming, or swinging. More so than usual, but usual had been passing out so drunk that I’m paralysed. I’m getting so tired of the new and inventive horrors my mind keeps in store to greet me in sleepy land. I just wish that […]

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Hard for me to give things a chance

by dividebyzero
written by dividebyzero

I started a new job today, my first full-time job in six months. I wish I could give it a chance, but my mind won’t let me. So many times today I asked myself why I dragged myself back into this grind when three months ago I was so ready to just say fuck it and end it all. I feel like now I’ve just taken on more expectations and added a whole new set of people I’m probably going to let down the next time I have a really bad couple of weeks. Part of me clearly doesn’t want to give up, but the […]

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rambling… you don’t have to read… blah

by claritee
written by claritee

It’s extremely sad and unfortunate when I realize that the majority of my depression and anxiety stems from my relationship with my ex. Would I be depressed and have anxiety if it weren’t for him? Yes. But I was never this bad until we broke up.

We talked last night. We decided to be just friends a while back, maybe a month or so ago… but since then he was seriously avoiding me. It caused me severe depression. I cry often. I can’t listen to music because 90% of music is about love. My heart breaks every moment. It’s bad. Anyway, he explained last night that […]

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wandering idea #1

by wandering.ideal_
written by wandering.ideal_

Hello.

I’m not very sure why I made this account, but you all seem nice enough. I don’t have a bad life. I have loving parents, an annoying brother, and many friends that love and care about me. So it isn’t really fair for me to complain, right? But every single day is filled with anxiety and fear that I will do something wrong. I am a perfectionist and someone who worries a little bit too much. My hands are shaking as I type this because I fear that it will be something that I will regret starting for the rest of my life. Oh. How […]

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weakness.

by 4beyondhelp
written by 4beyondhelp

All weekend I have been going back and forth, deciding whether or not to kill myself. I want to but I feel guilty about all the loose ends I have here. I don’t want to leave them untied but it doesn’t seem like I can tie them all up in time, or do it without someone maybe getting suspicious. And it wouldn’t be too hard to ignore that and do it anyway, since I won’t be around to feel guilty about it anyway, but I am a coward. I hate the way I am but it seems like so much effort to stop this once […]

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Always the bad guy

by RyanIsAbnormal
written by RyanIsAbnormal

I’ve known for quite awhile that my sister has been sexually active. Although it may not be my place I’ve tried to explain to her that she’s really much too young to being doing such. But, why listen to me right? But tonight I was pushed over board. The reason why is she just turned 14, but is now having sex with a 19 year old man. I confronted him today at a Shell, while not much happened other than a shoving match and getting in each other faces, some bystanders called police. Of course they just let us go as neither of us have […]

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Cotton Guy

by heyitspsychologymajorshit
written by heyitspsychologymajorshit

The thing is, it’s not always a bright sunny day. It’s a good shot to make others feel better at least. Of course I want to help them also as far as I can. It’s a relief when you seem them years from now waving at me and having a priceless smile. It was worth it.

I know it was worth it.

But you know, as what I’ve told you, I’ve had troubles. One of the members in our family is depressed and I’m trying so hard to help her. She’s my sister actually. When I’m in the class, I don’t understand why we should not entertain […]

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“Lovely Death” and I think my love might have fallen victem to suicide

by bodies.in.blood
written by bodies.in.blood

In the beginning
They were just two kids
One lived with depression
The other lived in bliss
They found a new feeling
On June 26
Their world changed forever
After the first kiss

Months passed
At times life felt jaded
But they knew
They couldn’t be separated
Throughout their time
Love never faded
Storms came
But always dissipated

Colors vanished
On this one day
He could see red blood
But the sky turned grey
His angel had left
He started to decay
Sweet lovely death
She flew away

The still young child
Wept through the dreamland
He was walking alone
Though he could barely stand
He felt something […]

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Incoming problems

by J Doe
written by J Doe

Hello.  Lately I’ve been feeling ok.  My depression comes in waves I guess.  I went to bed feeling ok, but woke up feeling like shit.  I don’t know why this happens.  I’ve got a feeling something bad is coming.  I’m going to screw up some how and everyone is going to be mad.  Do you know that feeling?  It’s that gut feeling that the momentary peace you feel isn’t going to last very long.  There’s not really much to say.  I’ve got a few more weeks until testing.  I realize I’m way behind since my depression kind of came back.  I don’t really see myself […]

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Hurting others

by DarkOvercast
written by DarkOvercast

I know, i know…this is a rather touchy subject. The fact of you leaving will hurt many people.

Lets just be clear, i am not suggesting or supporting that anyone leave this world, simply stating an opinion anyone may think on.

 

So your there, in that moment, yes you know the one. And all you can see is you hurting people if you left. Which is true. You will. Theres no doubt in my mind of that. But lets..just…step back moment from thinking about that.

Lets talk about me. I’ll be the genii pig in this example. If i were to leave. Right now..i would hurt lots of people. […]

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