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I’ve been thinking about all of the things I’ve lost and this sums it up !!!

by noneedforaname 4/30/2016

written by noneedforaname

If I could I surely would, ease all of your pain.
But if I could no longer, would you still know my name.

And if I couldn’t drain the tears that pour from these eyes, would you turn your back on me ?
Or would you say goodbye.

If I couldn’t be the shoulder which your head would rest upon.
Would you still be waiting, or would you be gone ?

If I couldn’t keep the smile, forever on your face.
Would I still be around ? Or would I be replaced ?

You have me way beyond empty inside, awaiting my last day to […]

4/30/2016 7 comments

“Hell is empty and all the devils are here”

by bloodstainedlips 4/28/2016

written by bloodstainedlips

I’m sitting here on my bedroom floor, blood dripping from my fingers, trying to convince myself to just end it all. It could all be over so quick. How can that not be tempting. I’ve often thought I’d wanna go painlessly, up until recently. My life has shattered around me, the people I cared about most have up and left. I decided that I didn’t give a fuck anymore. I decided “fuck love” and “fuck right and wrong. Nothing in my life has ever been right.” I’ve been wasting myself, losing myself. I hate myself for the things I’ve done, but I don’t care enough […]

4/28/2016 17 comments

Empty

by sammyp 4/26/2016

written by sammyp

I lost my house today

I lost a friend

I had a smoke

and now I have a empty heart ,mind ,body &soul

I fear the feeling of nothingness and I’m now lying here with the nothingness that I’m afraid to stay awake but yet more terrified to sleep as I’m not wanting to wake . I fear the dissapointment ,the heartache, the miss leading throughts . I fear myself and well being.

I fear being me …

4/26/2016 7 comments

So..

by Girl_dying 4/23/2016

written by Girl_dying

Basically i have been dating this guy for just over 3 months and honestly i know i like him a lot, just not love i think.

But my mum just made me dump him tonight

So i just feel empty and feel like crying, which i already have.. a lot

i dont know what to do

4/23/2016 1 comment

No Future in Sight

by jmc22 4/21/2016

written by jmc22

I’m heading on towards the future and I’m being told to start thinking about my future. The scary part is, though, I don’t see myself having one. I try to think about it, me going to college, having a job, meeting someone special. But I just can’t see it. I’m so scared because everyone around me is figuring things out, and I don’t know if I even want to live ’til the end of high school. My chest tightens up, my head starts hurting, everything gets a bit fuzzy, and my head becomes an empty void. Is this just me?

I don’t even know how to […]

4/21/2016 3 comments

Fuck

by Emptyface 4/14/2016

written by Emptyface

Fuckn shit, I run out of video games and booze and I’m just like whellp, I geuss it’s time to end my life because fuck this shit, but then I’m always like, oh yeah, you can’t, and I have a fun time feeling empty. Feelsbadman.jpg

I just want toget out of here.

4/14/2016 1 comment

alone

by nomorepain461 3/17/2016

written by nomorepain461

this pain is cold. i want another child but i may not be able to have one. its not fair. my life is so empty.

3/17/2016 0 comment

Empty

by Greenz 3/16/2016

written by Greenz

I feel so fucking empty. ALL the time.

Man, fuck this.

3/16/2016 4 comments

Bath Calls

by betterlife 3/16/2016

written by betterlife

When the bath’s drawn, the phone’s off, the house is empty… as it always will be… what do you do? When there’s no friend to call, no family in existence, no job to work, no place to attend, tomorrow, nor the next day, nor the day after, no car to drive, no health to live? What then? Cannot one simply slip into oblivion, forevermore? Isn’t that okay now? Finally?

I’m stalling. Why? Is there a man to stampede through the front door, thumping his chest with the almighty courage of one in love, to say, nay! Not tonight! This shall not be! Whisking me away in his arms, hair […]

3/16/2016 2 comments

Running away

by Moneypenny 3/15/2016

written by Moneypenny

Mom has lost her keys again,
dad keeps seaching for his cell phone,
sis is busy in her laptop,
bro is listening to music.
And I know where the keys are,
and I know where the phone is.
And I know what she is searching
and I know what he found there.
So I know what is comming,
but don’t know whats going on.

—

I feel worthless, empty and alone.

I will no kill myself anytime soon but I am destroying my life… doing nothing on the sofa

3/15/2016 21 comments

I’m Crashing…

by Ylem 3/12/2016

written by Ylem

I’m crashing…

I knew this would happen. The whole week I’ve been too busy, my mind too preoccupied with school work to dwell on the pain. Now, it’s the weekend and I have all the time in the world to feel the pain. I feel like the walls are caving in on me. I hate this feeling. I thought I was starting to get over it, but I’m far from being cured from this. This is who I am. An empty shell. An empty void. I’m just empty. Nothing. I feel absolutely nothing. There is no need for pretense when I’m alone. There is no need […]

3/12/2016 34 comments

Confused.

by canadiansunset 3/11/2016

written by canadiansunset

So, I ran away from home because I can’t stand my sister and mom anymore. I’m better on my own for now. I still feel empty and can’t get over my miscarriage. But along the way something changed. I met someone. A guy. He knows what has happened to me and has helped me through it even though I’m really difficult. I have feelings for him now. I’m confused and scared. But now he is not replying to me anymore. I thought he felt the same way and now I feel a little bit worse than before. Why whenever I let someone in […]

3/11/2016 4 comments

by Drowning 3/11/2016

written by Drowning

I’m slowly eating my self fat again fuck my life I just come to terms with that I got a eating disorder now I’m binge eating and I can’t stop it’s just one thing after the other please kill me now I can’t take this shit no more

its that fucking void inside that fucking void always needs to be filled with something anything to fill it what a that fucking void it’s a empty space deep inside me but I don’t no what it is but I do no it dose what ever it takes to be filled u really do hate myself

3/11/2016 3 comments

life will never be as good as it was

by rayonhousefly 3/10/2016

written by rayonhousefly

So why continue? I’ve heard all the bullshit in many many years of treatment, but the truth is, it really does only get worse. At least when your brain hates you. If I’ve already lived as much as I can given the circumstances, why would I keep going only to experience pain. Those rare moments of fleeting pleasure? That’s not enough. I don’t really feel it anyways. I can play the part, act like I’m enjoying myself, but in the end, I’m empty inside, and theres nothing that can fill it. I’ve made it before, gotten exactly what I thought I needed to make me […]

3/10/2016 1 comment

by thehusk 3/7/2016

written by thehusk

Today everything just seems that little bit more pointless. Hurrah for my screwy brain. In a few hours/days I’m sure I’ll be back in a state of delusional avoidance. But right now I just feel lost and empty.

3/7/2016 0 comment

Me again.

by canadiansunset 3/4/2016

written by canadiansunset

I don’t feel I can take this anymore. I feel so empty, so lost, so alone. No one understands what I am going through. And as time passes by, I convince myself more that I need to be gone, that I can’t be here anymore. I miss my baby, I miss him, I miss school, I miss my old life. I wish I wasn’t such a coward and could attempt my plan now because that’s the only thing on my mind. I feel so depressed, so unlucky, so miserable. I want it to stop, I wanna go to sleep and not wake up.

3/4/2016 3 comments

Just need to vent.

by canadiansunset 3/1/2016

written by canadiansunset

I feel alone, depressed, unloved, and empty. I can’t get over losing my baby, dropping out of school, and missing the douchebag of the father. Nothing makes sense to me anymore. I’m feeling suicidal and I’m scared I’ll try tonight. I just want to talk to somebody.

3/1/2016 15 comments

Late night reflections.

by nias 3/1/2016

written by nias

I sit here with thoughts of suicide swirling around in my head.
I don’t know if there’s a purpose to my life; why was I born.
All my life I’ve wanted to be loved; no one has ever wanted me.
I feel such loneliness, so empty inside.
I wish I could cease to exist, I don’t want to live anymore.
I hate myself and wish I was dead.
🙁

3/1/2016 7 comments

My cease to exist.

by SkareKrow 2/22/2016

written by SkareKrow

Broken and empty. Only a book of memories and no life prospects. Fake smiles and a fake laugh that doesn’t even fool the deaf or blind. Through the motions of grainy and redundant. Isolation fills my heart and my life is unkind. I cease to exist not to take my own light. If depression sets in it is an option, I might.

2/22/2016 1 comment

All about today….the night has now begun

by twix this rainbow 2/15/2016

written by twix this rainbow

So, I had a great last day. I swam, I surfed, I fell off my board a few times, got smashed up the last time. Pic to prove it. I laid on the beach, I just got down with a long soak in the tub. I’m changed and I am about to go down soon for a very light last meal. I know I have to have a empty stomach in which to take “N”.

My last night is beginning….I’m waiting for […]

2/15/2016 8 comments

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