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by Namelessqueer 7/9/2015

written by Namelessqueer

I’m still around. Figuring things out one day at a time. Engaging in things that while not the best for me help me get through the day. Harm reduction is important. If stupid flirting helps me get through or a cigarette or a drink then yes let’s do this. I’m not dependent on them but they help.

I make it to work, even make it on time some days. But I get my work done and there aren’t too many things that I am lagging in. I mean I know some things fall at the way side but I can’t figure out how to stop it.

Time […]

7/9/2015 1 comment

I don’t know what to call this.

by nonamethoughtof 7/7/2015

written by nonamethoughtof

Hi. This is my first post on here, and I think that this would help me a lot, considering I’m feeling like a sealed time bomb. Call me Cyn. I’m a teen, but I’ve been through a lot. Lately, I’ve been feeling like nothing. I have the very popular, “things feel like they’re getting worse” and “I feel like my mind is being taken over.” I’m not okay. I don’t have anti depressants, I live off Advil. My mother hates me, and so do my aunts and my grandmother. My whole family hates me; on my mother’s side at least. My boyfriend is the only […]

7/7/2015 2 comments

Need help and suggestions please

by danylost 6/29/2015

written by danylost

dear fellow readers

I am trying to find some pills that will help me fall asleep to death. However, I do not know what sleeping pills are strong and how many i should take in order for me not to wake up? Do you have any suggestions what kind of pills I can take. I want to take some pills that i can easily buy from the store without a prescription, however I am willing to buy pills over the counter. Just need to tell me how i can convince my doctor to prescribe them for me.
yours truly,
danylost

6/29/2015 2 comments

I’m so lost.

by cllnstphnzyrs 6/27/2015

written by cllnstphnzyrs

I’ve never written about my mood/mental health/episodes etc. I am now in such an awful place that I can’t find a way out so I’ve resorted to asking for the help of strangers online (which I’ve always sworn I’d never do).

I’m 21 years old, a college dropout and mentally unstable. I have been diagnosed with severe depression and severe anxiety. I’ve been suffering since I was 12.

Last year I was finally living a life – I had friends, a boyfriend, I was working out and social. I kept myself looking well. Then I lost boyfriend, he actually acted in such a vile way – he […]

6/27/2015 3 comments

My Mind is Playing Tricks On Me… Or is it?

by lost_inside_myself 6/22/2015

written by lost_inside_myself

I’m that typical 3 sport athlete girl who you expect to be fine, always look fine, always feel fine, but I’m not. I’m not at all..

Tonight was Cross Country practice and as doing Cross for four years now I know what to expect, or so I thought. Growing up running I use to finish and never quit, never want to give up, or stop but tonight was different. The distance I should have easily ran and should have been able to complete I couldn’t. The thoughts in my mind I usually can control and continue to motivate myself, I couldn’t. Usually the statement “Your mind […]

6/22/2015 9 comments

I Don’t Want To Hurt My Teacher

by Lovebug4142 6/13/2015

written by Lovebug4142

When I was kind of living all over the place, she stepped in and helped me, even though I didn’t really like her. When CPS came and saw me, I went to church with her that day and spent the night with her. I was TOTALLY freaking out and she talked with me and stayed up with me till 1 in the morning. She laid next to me and played with my hair to calm me down. She took me for the weekend to her home town and we stayed at her parents and met her siblings and aunts. They were totally nice to me. […]

6/13/2015 1 comment

Vampires are chasing me.

by sickfromthemelt 6/7/2015

written by sickfromthemelt

You cannot reason with some people, some people will not stop, they cannot stop, until they kill your soul, whether they kill you in the process is more of a happy accident than an unfortunate consequence.

I have a soul, I had a heart, I don’t have much else.

No matter how hard you try, you can’t placate them, because they do not know that love and acceptance are very different things, hell, some don’t even know how to love to begin with.

I’ve met them all, and I was dumb enough to put my trust in them, those that will never understand me and, as such, want […]

6/7/2015 4 comments

What it was like

by sammazza 6/2/2015

written by sammazza

I used to think that I would always be happy… Well that was until my dad died last year in August. Since then I haven’t felt there was a purpose in life, like there is just nothing left anymore… I started doing things that even I felt was not right like planing my death with millions of different ways, but I wasn’t even realising I was doing it… Which really thrightened me, I though I was going mental. I booked an appointment with the doctors as I was so scared of what I would do to myself, they gave me some medication which really helped […]

6/2/2015 0 comment

Confused

by fuckup1999 6/2/2015

written by fuckup1999

hi I just made this account. My name is julia I love in a small nobody town with good friends asshole parents and school sucks. I’m 15 I’ve been diagnosed with clinical depression and anxiety. I take Zoloft everyday so I can function without freaking out. I self harm I was just 144 days clean but broke it today. I’ve been good for the most part but only because I’ve been pushing all my feelings and responsibilities away. I have d’s and c’s in every class except for gym and the only reaywhy I’m doing well in gym is because my teacher is a creep […]

6/2/2015 2 comments

help me

by inneedofhelp 5/27/2015

written by inneedofhelp

ive never needed someone to give me the will to survive… until 5 years ago. Ever since then its been so hard to stay alive. How do you go on when every morning you wake up wishing you didnt….. how do you make yourself want to be alive. 5 years…. 5 long, painful, slow years. I go through so many struggles and i dont know how many more i can take. When i was around 4 or 5 my brother used to make me get undressed and he would touch me, in a way no child should have to be subjected to. Then, when i […]

5/27/2015 8 comments

just so lost

by justdonewithlife 5/26/2015

written by justdonewithlife

The world has been comming down on me for a long time now and i cannot keep up with it anymore, i hurt physically and emotionally and nothing helps, 15+ years of feeling terrable And i cannot keep going. Dose anyone have a reason to keep going? Probably not. So if anyone would like to help me do myself in that would a big help. I have tried but i guess not hard enough.

5/26/2015 2 comments

My first time cutting

by justanothergirl09 5/12/2015

written by justanothergirl09

Well I tried cutting for the first time today……

I thought that maybe since it helps a lot of people with their problems one way or another it might help me.

Well, it didn’t.

I was so freaked out.

At first it looked like the blade didn’t do anything but then my skin started opening and you could see this white layer right under my skin and blood wouldn’t stop coming out.

I know, it’s kinda gross.

I’m sorry if I just made you feel sick but I had to tell someone.

5/12/2015 9 comments

How long have you been depressed and when did you first start getting treated for it?

by gwerg 5/9/2015

written by gwerg

I’ve been extremely depressed for 4 years now (basically my entire teenage life) and have yet to seek any medical attention, like an idiot. So out of curiosity, how long have you been depressed, when did you start getting therapy and how has it been so far? Will be looking forward to every response. I am extremely depressed and closed to the edge but I doubt anything will truly help me.

5/9/2015 6 comments

Broken.

by xintaxs 5/8/2015

written by xintaxs

Well, I will uh, I’ll keep this concise. I am admittedly young. I am old enough to realize that I have feelings for members of the same sex, and, when my parents found out, indeed, my dad broke into my phone and found my boyfriends contact, we’re not happy. Their supposed perfect son was…. Undesirable as far as they are concerned. They have tried to get me to fix my “lifestyle” and “help me though this phase.” As it is, this is just…. Breaking me. I physisically cannot fathom how who I care about can make me undesirable. And while, I have figured might as […]

5/8/2015 3 comments

it won’t end.

by remember me 5/8/2015

written by remember me

Why isn’t there a way to pause life and take some time to actually breathe? I’ve begged my mom so many times if i could stay home for just one day to take a break from it all, but she just laughed and said that i cant just pause life when i feel like it. She doesn’t see that everything is weighing down on me, each day is worse. these thoughts pile on top of me, making it to where its impossible not to notice them. I used to be able to block them out and act like they’re not there, they were […]

5/8/2015 3 comments

help me my love

by sadsadist 5/4/2015

written by sadsadist

I wish she could tell me that I can die id die a million deaths for her that statement would be met quickly with my death then she could go on with her horrible boyfriend and have a family I’d stop hurting and annoying people my thoughts and actions are unforgivable even if she left him my future with her wouldn’t be good enough I’d hold her back all I ever wanted in my life was the marines to die in battle she changed that but I’m not certified for shit I have no intention going to college I’ll just hold her back she deserves […]

5/4/2015 3 comments

Mockery

by Identified 4/25/2015

written by Identified

Can someone please help me end this? This is ridiculous.

For me to have the strength to end it all, i would have to have some motivation. If I had any motivation to do anything, I would cling to it. I would survive.

At this very moment, though, I only have the precious remnants of it. I’m drunk, so there’s some dopamine or some other shit in my system letting me be enough of a human to write this. Letting me be a man. A man which is strong enough to send a hopeless and desperate cry for help.

I work 50 hours a week and I give […]

4/25/2015 1 comment

Endless tears

by LaFreakALeShow 4/15/2015

written by LaFreakALeShow

Everyone is connected in two ways. In life, and in death. I know what you’re thinking, I’m just a loner on the other side of this screen, no one to leave behind when I die, a not-so-happy soul, when in fact, I’m the person everyone turns to when they have problems. I’m always cheery and happy and I honestly don’t think anyone can help that..My Mum says I’m the nicest person on earth. She said yesterday that she’s glad I don’t cut or have suicidal thoughts, and when I looked at the Television, which was what she was watching, I almost gasped and fell to […]

4/15/2015 6 comments

Help?

by AnonymousSadness 4/13/2015

written by AnonymousSadness

i wish i could just leave. It would make so many people happy. Maybe one person will be sad. But no one else cares… If i die, will you cry? probably not. 2 days ago, my relationship ended because he found out i self harmed and left… He said he was going to tell his friends that we broke up and i told him not to tell. He said “They wont care, i don’t care. I just feel bad for you” and this was over text. Maybe one day, someone can help me…

4/13/2015 2 comments

fuckfuckfuckFUCK

by majesticwalrus 3/27/2015

written by majesticwalrus

I’m out of beer, all I’ve got that might help me are a few norcos, but they fucking suck. I’m done, things have just been getting more and more stressful throughout the night, I swear I’m about to just fucking break down and cry. Why the fuck are people like this? it’s not like any of us asked to have the chemicals in our heads fucked up beyond belief. A car fucking drove by my apartment and I panicked and grabbed a knife because I knew the bastard was coming into my place to attack me. He just kept driving, I knew he would, but […]

3/27/2015 0 comment

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