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Hello, My Name Is.

by AarinaDaae 4/10/2016

written by AarinaDaae

See, my mind is like a sift.

Every movement causes just a little bit more of me to fall through the holes.

Just as you did.
We weren’t close by any means but for some odd reason,

Your death took a part of me with you.
I can’t help but think back to that night when

You were nervous and I was busy.

Why was I busy?

You texted me but my mom took off with my stuff.
I didn’t get your text until well after midnight.

By then, it was too late.

You weren’t dead for a few more years but it was that moment, wasn’t it?
You decided that another move […]

4/10/2016 4 comments

Protected: Well

by Dungeon 4/10/2016

written by Dungeon

There is no excerpt because this is a protected post.

4/10/2016 11 comments

Why do humans exist?

by blank-clutter 4/9/2016

written by blank-clutter

It’s your typical existential thought but I think there is a perspective that no one has pointed out. All the good in the world and everything that people consider good is true by their own standards. Humans only have self justification and nothing else. Those who judge suicidal people and think we are wrong for thinking like that dont really have anyway knowing that we are wrong.

For all we know, wanting to end your life is the best thing one can do

4/9/2016 4 comments

Out of the game…

by Brokengirl 4/9/2016

written by Brokengirl

This game called life is not a game I want to beat. 1,2,3 lives you’re out. The only enemie is yourself. The hate I have the struggle i feel. Death is the best option. Fuck the future, fuck the present. Fuck tomorrow I want to die tonight. Always feel like nothing and no one. No love no respect. I am who I am but why? I’ve heard it all my days are up.

1,2,3 it’s game over…

4/9/2016 2 comments

Same Old Tired

by NicoleK 4/9/2016

written by NicoleK

I like to listen to what faces have to say, especially when their mouths are shut. The Man in Black has a face that makes you lean in closer and listen. I want to hear.

Life is the same. Depressing and shit. Blah blah blah. Nobody cares what I say, with or without words. No one leans in closer. No one asks questions even after I offer the answers. Because it’s the same old shit. People want a problem to solve, […]

4/9/2016 6 comments

Half and Half

by jmc22 4/9/2016

written by jmc22

Sometimes I just want to yell at everyone about all the things that they’re doing wrong. I want to throw tables and punch everyone.

But I also want to ignore everyone and just not care.

I want to tell my feelings to someone because hopefully they’ll understand.

But i know that once I tell someone my feelings i’ll just beat myself over it because no one ever does understand what I’m going through. I don’t even understand it.

Even on this website there are people who criticize me. I’m not trying to be a downer, but when I come to this website I’m just looking for an escape. It […]

4/9/2016 3 comments

Me again…

by Ashley 4/8/2016

written by Ashley

Do you ever get tired of helping everyone else with their problems?

Do you ever get tired of no one helping with yours?

Do you ever get tired of being sad?

Do you ever get tired of being happy?

Do you ever get tired of nosiness?

Do you ever get tired of unconcernedness?

Do you ever get tired of being underestimate?

Do you ever get tired of being overestimated?

Do you ever get tired of being alone?

Do you ever get tired of being crowded?

of faking a smile?

of pretending to care?

of being burdened?

of having nothing to do?

of low self-esteem?

of being “plain-jane”?

of being liked?

or of being ignored?

4/8/2016 5 comments

I’ve given up

by suicidalfreak 4/8/2016

written by suicidalfreak

she’s hopless

she lies to keep herself alive

no one bears to see her pain

breaking everyday

everything is broken before her eyes

she feels trapped and hidden

no ones out to hear her

shes gave up so many times

its a dream for her to never wake up again

God if your really up there help her disappear

what’s left of me here?

just a brighter world and less fear

she wishes all day she can suddenly die

hoping for a way out of this hell hole

hoping someone can understand her pain

4/8/2016 2 comments

you.

by mentally conflicted 4/5/2016

written by mentally conflicted

You are the most perfect you there is.

I’m not saying you are “perfect,” hence what society considers “perfect.”

I’m saying that the reason why you are perfect, is because you are you.

You are perfect at being you, because you are you.

There is no one who can be better at being you, than you.

Nobody can be you except you.

No one has the same laugh.

No one has the same smile.

No one sheds the same tears as you do.

You are a very cute specimen and you deserve a hug.

Stay strong, my friend.Continue Reading

4/5/2016 2 comments

Friend long gone. Other thoughts.

by Seneca 4/4/2016

written by Seneca

I live in a south-american country with lots of social problems. One of those, connected in a way to all, is poverty. I was born in a fairly wealthy family, not rich, but in a country were some some didn’t make enough to eat, certainly more than enough. My family didn’t live always as well as they did by the time I was born, and still lived in the same “low-class” neighborhood. In this neighborhood, lived a much poorer family, and my grandmother were friends with them. I was about 7 when I was introduced to the other old lady’s grandson, a kid older than […]

4/4/2016 2 comments

Where’s hope when I need it?

by haileewantstobehappy 4/4/2016

written by haileewantstobehappy

Sometimes it feels like all hope is lost, like there is no reason for me to continue thinking or trying or breathing and the self hatred gets even more overwhelming and I just want to scream and cry and tear myself apart (literally) I have goals I just have no motivation to achieve them anymore because I don’t see the point, I don’t see why I shouldn’t just end it now and end my pain, I have no one, and everyone just discourages and belittles me and I’m tired of pain

4/4/2016 4 comments

Whats wrong with me?

by secret me 4/4/2016

written by secret me

I feel like shit. I went out on a date with a man 13 years older than me and all he wanted to do was touch me and kiss me. I didnt let him, as a matter of fact I walked away from him and went home. He treated me like an object. Anyway, I come home and my sister tells me “please dont get upset but our sister in law was flirting with your ex fiance”. I didnt say much i just brushed it off. but my ex fiance was my first love, and i have always loved him till this day and its […]

4/4/2016 2 comments

STEPS BEFORE SUICIDE:

by GTSuicide_6 4/3/2016

written by GTSuicide_6

In two days, I’m ending things.

I don’t think the advice given here is related to the ban on “Suicide methods help”.

I am not asking how to kill myself.

I am not asking for convincing.

My mind is set and I will do it in two days, no one will stop me but myself.

I should’ve done this earlier, but I was just too all over the place for these last few weeks.

I need some tips on what to start off with, the before-death-preparation.

What should I do?

Write the note?

Should I clean up my room entirely?

Does that mean throwing out EVERYTHING, what do I keep?

I hate this.

I just want to […]

4/3/2016 20 comments

Nothing to live for..

by GerbzBaby 4/2/2016

written by GerbzBaby

As far as I know I have nothing left. My friends, my family don’t even care for me. Day after day, night after night I just lay in suffer age while my friends beat me down further. The friends whom I’ve considered family have used me until they come across someone to replace me. The ones I trusted now ignoring my cries. I have nothing to live for… I have no one to live for. I can’t feel any emotional love anymore..

4/2/2016 1 comment

I don’t know…..

by PlzLetGo 4/2/2016

written by PlzLetGo

I do not know what to do, what to think. I truly do believe that my husband does not want me around anymore even though he tries to make fighting arguments that he loves me and that he wants me to be here. I am having by far the worst time in my life and he can’t even be there how he used to be. He used to be so patient. Do entirely blame him for it though. He has gone through a lot with me in the last almost 4 years of being together, a year and a half of being married and 11 […]

4/2/2016 6 comments

Scars are honestly wrecking my life.

by chelle428 3/31/2016

written by chelle428

I hate my cutting scars so much. I have really horrible ones of my wrist since I cut myself really deep, so deep that I cut really sick from blood loss and had to stay in bed for like two days and it keep re-opening even after a month. I don’t usually cut myself on my wrists, but I didn’t I was going to live long enough for it to matter. I also have many raised scars on my hips which are much easier to hide. Usually I cover the ones on my wrist with a bandage so that no one can see them and […]

3/31/2016 7 comments

I’ve Been Trying to Tell Them

by brxken._.lxcks 3/30/2016

written by brxken._.lxcks

My parents don’t know that I’ve become suicidal, no body does. Everybody sings out loud, I know I do, and my family knows that I’m always singing and listening to music. I’m always singing out loud or humming. So maybe they just stopped listening to me because for a while I haven’t been singing songs, I’ve been singing what I want to tell them, but don’t have the guts to actually telling them. I’ve been singing, “late at night your asleep and I’m awake, with a blade digging in my skin.” I sang that loud enough for all of them to hear, but they block […]

3/30/2016 1 comment

I’m Done

by JiminyCrispies 3/30/2016

written by JiminyCrispies

I feel so lost inside myself. Everything hurts. My emotions hurt. They’re so intense to the point where it’s hurting me to feel anything. I can’t breathe. I hate it. I’m not in control of myself properly anymore. I have to listen to the voices now. I haven’t been to college all week because they said it’s not safe. I left the house for the first time in days today because it hasn’t been safe. I’m so afraid of everything all of the time. And I hate it. I hate living like this. I hate myself. I can’t cope with it all anymore. I don’t […]

3/30/2016 2 comments

Wow

by kupo95 3/30/2016

written by kupo95

I love how when every body talks about my in-laws and parents and how my parents are over reacting for no reason(they kinda are). No one talkes about the two years of mental abuse from the in laws .the man reason why I din’t want to go to tahoe in there first place . but Im on my way and on my way to death mentaly emotionally hope full pyschicly too Im so tired .

gonna go have to break the news to my rents and eat shit whoo.

3/30/2016 2 comments

MYSELF./

by GTSuicide_6 3/27/2016

written by GTSuicide_6

I AM ANGRY.

And I have no one.

3/27/2016 10 comments

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