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If you could be anyone

April 15th, 2018by eternaldarkness

living or dead, who would you want to be and why?

*(aside from wanting to be literally dead)

Me- being this guy sounds pretty darn sweet:
https://www.independent.co.uk/news/uk/this-britain/the-happiest-man-in-the-world-433063.html

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Feelings

April 15th, 2018by dietcigarette

I don’t feel loved anymore. Sometimes I don’t even feel liked. I’m detached from my family and friends, and my relationship feels forced. I don’t have energy to put in much effort for things, but I try – but I feel like my depression is a reason everyone is farther away from me.

I don’t blame anyone – it’s hard for me to express myself and I can be kinda offputting. I’m apathetic to pretty much everything, but get random bursts of anger, which usually lead me to hurting myself. I’m destructive and self-destructive.

I don’t know what to do.

I just want to die already.

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Hi

April 15th, 2018by stripey

Would any nice folks like to chat tonight? West coast F here. In the toughest situation and wouldn’t mind the company. Don’t need to talk about those bad things either.

 

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so

April 15th, 2018by spectralgiraffe

why do many female characters in video games sound like they are being f***** when they are attacked or killed… so I guess the games are made by a bunch of dirty men

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currently not in a good place

April 14th, 2018by banana.tears

i have definitely found out that i am not made for this life. i have absolutely 0 good qualities about me. i am truly extremely below average in everything i do, i will never contribute to society positively. my work ethic is shit because im usually too deep into my own self wallowing to do anything. really, im just a worthless human. i want to kill myself, but there’s no way i can do this without hurting the people close to me. is there anyway i can give myself some terminal disease? it would be easier on my loved ones right? they’d have some sort …

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i want to dance

April 14th, 2018by spectralgiraffe

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I wish the sexual predators would disappear.

April 14th, 2018by BlueDiamond

Get their dicks chopped off or peppers shoved up their vaginas or whatever. Sometimes I wish sex never existed and we all reproduced asexually.

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Let me be…

April 14th, 2018by spectralgiraffe

If only I could be dead
If only only only only only
I just wanna be dead
And why won’t it happen already
I’m sitting here watching everything pass by
But really everything is just a grinding halt
Because nothing really progressed
Its a facade and completely fake
Don’t disguise this world as being civilized
It doesn’t take a birds eye to see otherwise
People getting bullied, people getting trampled on, people getting pushed aside…
We might as well be animals in the jungle
Or animals anywhere else
Wild animals
Because we really aren’t any different
We are primitive and have our animal instincts
Sorry to burst your bubble,
but life isn’t the wonderful thing you might think it is
So take off …

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I have an issue..

April 14th, 2018by GerbzBaby

I have an issue were I go to say something, I forget and stutter or when I try to say something it’s awkward and I stutter.. I don’t know how the hell this seemed to develop in me..I seem to forget words.. I’m so embarrassed. My friend was over and I hardly had anything to say…I’m so bad at communicating and when I do try to communicate it’s like I’m speaking stupid. I don’t know how he gets through the day with me, let alone calling me.. I wish I was better.. I wish i wasn’t afraid to speak my mind or be me..

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Its been over a year…

April 14th, 2018by Stray_Kat

Since I visited this site. I don’t see any familiar names here and posts aren’t as much as before. Yep, I’m still around but it has been a rough year.

Anyway, once suicidal and now I’m back at it again. I don’t know why, the destructive thoughts just come naturally without provocation. Even though I’ve been taking my meds as prescribed, I am tempted to whip up a cocktail of pills and throw it back.

Then, I receive a text message from my bf, and the destructive thoughts go away for a little while. He has no idea and I don’t know …

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Trigger warning im not doing well

April 14th, 2018by Emptysince

I just can’t take it anymore. All of my thoughts are wrapped around self destruction.  Somehow acquiring a fatal dose of heroin or fentanyl (probably the least likely but sounds the most peaceful…), hanging my self in the attic with one of the girls’ leashes, or blowing my head off with a shotgun that I have yet to acquire. I just don’t want to live any more.  I don’t want to exist. I dont want to do the day to day grind.  I HATE LIFE. I didn’t ask to fucking be born. I have felt like this for 26 years.  I dont belong here. I’m an …

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Like A Cat…

April 14th, 2018by BrokenAngel8

I had a scary thought last night when me and my boyfriend talked about death.
I had always said I had a personality of a charming cat.
I then realized that a cat is said to have a total of nine lives.
9 times in my life death knocked on my door and 9 times my life has been given back to me.
If that didn’t scare the crap out of me and now has me crying in a corner nothing will.

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People are …

April 14th, 2018by eternaldarkness

People are … [insert your thoughts on people]

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I messed up today

April 14th, 2018by Number

I messed up today. My internal dialogue was “i hate myself”

And then i felt sorry for myself so i decided to do one of my favourite things.. hiking.

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Reality is boring ! Real life is boring ! Real world is boring ! Humanity/Mankind must move beyond money & politics for real progress !

April 14th, 2018by niki

Reality is boring, Humanity/Mankind must move beyond money & politics for real progress.

Although technology have been progressing rapidly nowadays, yet sadly in many aspects, Humanity/Mankind/Society still have slow progress; Everyday is still the same day & problems over and over again repeatedly.

I believe that in order to make a real progress for Humanity / Mankind, we must quickly focus & do the followings:

1) We must move beyond money & politics. It is outdated. A lot of problems in this world today basically stems from these two root causes (& also superstitions especially in religion, as well as in Ignorance & Stupidity due to failure in …

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I’m so Angry!

April 13th, 2018by BlueDiamond

Won’t someone fight me? C’mon tell me what a psycho I am and how no one wants to hang out with me because I’m a *****. Just something. Everyone’s so two-faced. Tired of people hurting me. What is so bad about me?

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Today

April 13th, 2018by akg1229

I went through the actions but didn’t follow through. Third time this week and I keep lying to those “checking in”. I guess it doesn’t matter though. I’m only honest when it’s safe.

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urges

April 13th, 2018by spectralgiraffe

to kill myself.
my life will never get better. me and mum have been controlled by my dad.. her for years. in my case, pretty much my whole life. I’m too weak and drained. I need it to be over. The controlling mostly comes in the form on not being allowed outside unless he is watching me and/or her. This includes even A STEP outside the front door. we are not allowed to go anywhere.
life is so pointless and always will be. I don’t even know what a life is and I’m 25 this year.
I feel I need to meet my online boyfriend, but then again …

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I don’t know why I cried

April 13th, 2018by J Doe

I just got off the phone with my mom. I’ve been meaning to tell her that I haven’t been keeping up with my medication and that I’m not doing too well. I told her and she explained some things and I agreed with them. She said that I’m not doing to well for a number of reasons. I can’t really put them into words, but I understand them. Then I started to cry. I told her that I love her and the I want to see her and my dad and my brother. I told her that I …

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friday the 13th

April 13th, 2018by iamdarling

hey. today is friday the 13th. but, it doesn’t make much of a difference, since all days of life for me hold a significant amount of bad luck and misfortune.

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