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Me?

  November 11th, 2018 by Hope Dream Love

(Not sure what to make the title and im not sure that was the best one because i dont want to seem selfcentered because im not but oh well it will work.)
No one here knows my story. Some of you may know bits and peices but no one really knows. I know some of your stories. Ive read them. Ive been wonding if i should share mine but im not sure.

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  November 11th, 2018 by ravingbean

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Rain

  November 11th, 2018 by morado123

Let the rain fall.

Let your feelings go astray.

Only when you’re unbothered,

can you learn how to be yourself.

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  November 11th, 2018 by Stable as Uranium

Darkness

Imprisoning me

All that I see

Absolute horror

I cannot live

I cannot die

Trapped in myself

Body my holding cell

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New on here

  November 11th, 2018 by dil.max

I found this blog today.
I though it’d be nice to connect and speak with some people while I plan my last days, and if I can be of any help to anyone.

I’m 2-3 weeks out to my final plan if all goes well. It’ll be exit bag and ********.

I’m 35 years old, corporate tech professional. The reason to end my life is pretty simple, I’ve seen what this world is about and I don’t want a part of it.

I’ve isolated myself from people and quit my soul sucking job where I was bullied and harassed by my entitled coworkers. My job/profession was all I was …

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Only if I was strong enough to kill myself

  November 11th, 2018 by SuicidalThoughtsButRefuseToKillMyself

Never strong enough to die

always want to die someone

just kill me please.

I’ll rebound again which is great but life is suffering and non suffering sure my life is great but at what cost is that greatness?

Someone find me in Madison, WI and just kill me please I will probably regret typing this but I regret being alive. The dead have no regrets I don’t believe in God or the Afterlife I wish it was true but that is just the excuse or justification I give myself in hopes that something greater in my life happens.

No mental hospitals bullshit just mercy kill me quick and painless. …

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Train

  November 10th, 2018 by ravingbean

Stood up there on the platform. It was windy. Cold. Dreary. But then every day in my city is dreary. It’s a forgotten place. I knew when my train would be coming. It never stops here. It passes through at about 120 miles per hour. I stood on the edge. The sound comes suddenly. And whoosh. It was gone. I was not. One step closer. 

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  November 10th, 2018 by noah5678

I hold in so many emotions all the time. I have been holding so much anger inside me and I just can’t do it anymore. So tonight I’ve been yelling and banging my head against my bed. I have been so angry tonight that it’s actually been hard to breathe. This is what happens when I’ve been holding in this much anger for this amount of time.

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i’m a hateful person now

  November 10th, 2018 by anonymousie

the most hateful thing i’ve thought in my life is “i wouldn’t give a single fuck if my boyfriend or his kid died”

of course i don’t mean it. but i can’t help it. what’s the most hateful thing you ever thought?

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shit poem

  November 10th, 2018 by anonymousie

you’ll never amount to shit
you can cook and clean
do whatever
but at the end of the day
you amount to less than
shit

shit, i fucking hate you
everything about you
everything
about you is shit

i never thought
a person
could amount to
not even shit
until i discovered
who i was:
shit

and that’s youll ever be
and everyone can see
that you are shit
i’d choose dog shit
over you
you deserve to be hit
by a car
going fast as a bullet
you say you want to die
but you were dead before you knew it

you died on March 1st
in an alternate reality
a better reality
but it’s blending
with your soul

maybe in another universe
you’re not shit
but let’s be honest
you could never be fixed
but if so, it’s very …

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dear baby

  November 10th, 2018 by anonymousie

i stayed up until 2am thinking about you last night. i think it’s time i start talking to you how i would talk to you if you were still in my tummy about to be born. listen, mommy loves you very much. if you were still here i would tell you how excited i am to meet you. i can’t wait to hold you and be the first to feed you. i wonder if you would have hair, how much you would weigh, who’s smile you would have. i hope it would be your daddy’s smile. he’s so handsome. would you be a daddy’s girl …

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the day i was supposed to be a mom (poem)

  November 10th, 2018 by anonymousie

this was made on 9/27/18. the due date of my baby. i wrote it on my notes in my phone, but my boyfriend found it and got pissed and deleted it. i needed it so i’m posting on here. if you just came her for the poem, you can scroll to the bottom.

today i should be excited. anxious. nervous. awaiting motherhood. instead i’m only anxious. and mad. and hopelessly sad. today should’ve been your birthday, baby. and I’m so sorry. I don’t have words for how sorry I am. so many questions are running through my mind. would you have been born on time? how …

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Thoughts on Simplistic Light and Darkness Philosophy

  November 10th, 2018 by Mordred

I know someone who likes to think too much about things that don’t matter. A couple days ago he randomly engaged me in a discussion about Buddhism, saying “so do you think people can reach enlightenment?”

To which I looked at him quizzically, kind of annoyed, and responded, “no.”

He replied, “see I think Buddhism leans in the right direction (finding enlightenment I guess is what he meant) but is limited.”

To which I said simply, “some Buddhist schools believe you can attain enlightenment.”

Well, then he started monologuing about his philosophy. So, here it is. Try not to laugh, and if anyone on here believes this, then keep …

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i resent my boyfriend and his kid

  November 10th, 2018 by anonymousie

i also hate my boyfriend but i’m not going to get into the million reasons why he pisses me off right now. i’m just going to get into why i hate his his kid. my boyfriend is 28 and i am 18. his kid is 6 and i’ve known him since he was 4. he hasn’t changed AT ALL since he was 4.

he still doesn’t know how to spell his name, he’s the laziest kid i know. just a few minutes ago he was laying on he bed with his nasty ass feet touching my leg and he was like “why are the cookies on …

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SP not very active anymore?

  November 10th, 2018 by eternaldarkness

It’s been a while since I’ve been on SP regularly. I’ve noticed a lot less posts and a whole lot less responses to posts. (Not referencing my own posts, looking at SP posts in general). SP doesn’t seem as lively as it used to be? On the other hand, I don’t see the crazy drama that was here, which is good.

Oh, hello to my SP buddies
“A1 Sauce” (a1957) – how are you?
Once – are you still here?

How’s everyone doing? Kinda meh?

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Your Random Thoughts

  November 10th, 2018 by eternaldarkness

…to distract me from my thoughts.

Tell me what you’re currently thinking about today.

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The Pretty Things – Loneliest Person

  November 10th, 2018 by Taf Taf

 

Lyrics:

You might be the loneliest person in the world

You’ll never be as lonely as me

Yes, you might be the loneliest person in the world

You’ll never be as lonely as me

All the sky it seems dark

As I’m walking through a park

But the face it is too bright to see

Or the sun might rise high

On an orange kind of sky

But the day it seems too dark for me

Yes, you might be the loneliest person in the world

You’ll

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School teaches feelings of inadequacy.

  November 10th, 2018 by NeverKnown

Oh, you’re too slow? You must be bad at time management, -30 points even though you completed it correctly. Oh, you work 20 hours a week, spend 4+ hours in public transit, barely get 4 hours of sleep a night, and have a major project in every class? And you were crying all night because you got stuck on something and this assignment was 1/5 of your homework grade? Too bad, you should’ve started earlier. You had earlier deadlines you say? That you also had trouble keeping, you say? No excuse.

But no worries! A grade is just a number! It’s not like you spent years …

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  November 10th, 2018 by Tellmewhy

Is this life, society, world like a prison?

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Cognizant Sinner

  November 10th, 2018 by ArwenOfAstora

When we met I was playing you against another one of my suitors. When the other left upon finding out and we became exclusive I refused to stop talking to someone I had had sexual relations with. It tore you up and I knew it did yet I didn’t stop, for I felt entitled to both. I knew how to rile you up and I knew how to hurt you and I took secret pleasure in watching you cry. You cried out to me: “why do you hurt me when you are supposed to love me? Why do you pain me as one does to …

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