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New Favorite Song

February 18th, 2018by Todamnbad

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No more sorrow

February 18th, 2018by EternalED

This depression got me weak.

I see no hope.

sun is gone forever.

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February 18th, 2018by ratlovinggirl

There’s so much fighting and negativity on here, it makes my stomach hurt. Anyone care to leave something happy so as to drown out the garbage?

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none

February 18th, 2018by miszion

hey y’all. I haven’t been posting, but lurking nonetheless.

ive been trying really hard to focus on work, school, and my loved ones. As I write this I’m visiting my grandparents, who I love with my entire heart, and my bratty cousins, who I love just as much.

i fell asleep crying on their couch last night because I felt so guilty about my secret, the fact that I can barely handle getting up everyday anymore. they all know I have a past with self injury and my grandma is constantly thinking my really deep scars on my legs are new cuts almost every time she sees …

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alone

February 18th, 2018by iamdarling

well, the truth is, i’m all alone in this world.

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Letmyheartsing

February 18th, 2018by iamdarling

your post about people having no comments. ironically, i couldn’t comment on that post, for some reason.

i too read all the posts, but i don’t comment on a lot. sometimes i don’t know what to say, or maybe my ocd won’t let me. that’s why i’m constantly posting and deleting posts, because one of my weird compulsions is that if i’m typing anything formally there must be alliteration, so, if i wrote something that had two words or more beginning with the letter A, it would have alliteration and seem ‘neater’ to me. but if i had only one word beginning with the letter B, …

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Tired of my life

February 18th, 2018by Taf Taf

 

Song by David Bowie.

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The end is nigh

February 18th, 2018by born loser

Next week Sunday I should be ready to do the deed. I actually feel calm and excited. I am not going to my work this week. Just trying to enjoy the stuff I like do, in these final days of my mine 😛

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February 18th, 2018by nobodycares

dying inside…

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ungrateful

February 18th, 2018by ratlovinggirl

My mother decided to point out that I’m ungrateful. I’m in relatively good health except for a few pretty bad problems but they can be cured, and yet I want to die. I get pets knowing they will only live 1 or 2 years but I start to hate the entire world when they die. I get upset that I never have money or a future but I let my anxiety get to me and don’t decide to get a job. I push away everyone in my life that’s good for me and then cry about being alone.

So maybe she’s right.

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SHE DOES THIS ALL FOR ATTETNTION

February 17th, 2018by jessika_0402

It all started in 7 grade the year of 2017 in the month of April that i lost my virginity to one of my brothers friends he was 18 i was 14. He made me promise him i wouldn’t tell anybody and i didn’t, but he told everyone then told my brother and dad then moved out and when i started going out or school all i would get is dirty looks and people would say things about me behind my back. Started calling me names “slut” “whore” “skank” “*****” i tried to ignore it but it just kept being thrown at me.

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You aren’t alive.

February 17th, 2018by Octr

You killed us both,
Now don’t get me wrong I know this is all my fault but we were hanging by a thread and you cut the string.
Now you can say I was too much and I pushed you too far, beat us both black and blue and covered us in scars but, I never once gave up.
I was in a bad place for a long time said and did so many fucked up things but I loved you, with all my heart, that part was true and you know it.
May have been sick and twisted but i loved you.
You weren’t innocent though, drop dead honestly …

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hysterically laughing

February 17th, 2018by Belle99

So, I was in the middle of looking up the best ways to kill myself when a friend knocked on my door and asked if she could borrow a skirt. After she left, I went right back to doing what I was doing before and somehow it was the funniest thing. Like I was laughing hysterically. I mean I felt so shitty, yet I was still able to interact with her normally, and she didn’t even notice anything was up. I don’t know if this makes any sense, but just thought I’d share.

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i’m sorry

February 17th, 2018by EmoPanda

I’m sorry.

I’m sorry you thought I’d be a perfect person.

I’m sorry my body wasn’t skinny enough.

I’m sorry I wasn’t smart enough.

I’m sorry sex wasn’t enough to me like it was to you.

I’m sorry I didn’t let your hands run freely through my body.

I’m sorry I screamed when you hit me.

I’m sorry I laid awake at night thinking of all the ways I could make you happy when you weren’t doing the same.

I’m sorry I’m a piece of shit

But this is the last time I’m saying it.

I’m sorry.

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February 17th, 2018by Jean-bean102

I want the knife to go across my neck

I want my brain to be shattered behind me with a bang

I want the water shallow me whole

I want someone to beat me senseless

I want to wonder aimless off the road

I want my breathe taken away from me.

Just make it go away.

Be gone

Be away

Be nothing more.

Why can’t I just drop dead? Why not? Please just let me.

I don’t want to be strong anymore.

Because it means loneliness.

Loneliness do not kill, but a curse from a beating heart

That do not know when to quit.

 

I want it to stop. I want the loneliness to stop. If I made a new …

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Just not tonight.

February 17th, 2018by Jean-bean102

Today, I just happen to saw the post where she called me ex friend. About time. Oh well. 5 years… I hope it means something at least.

I went to the pond at the park. I have half of mind to just drive myself into the water. Or just bring a gun to my head. But I didn’t do those thing. I didn’t think about it just because I am hurt. Not it is not that reason. I was very disappointed. it was the longest friendship I had and it didn’t works out. I see that she allow her anxiety and pull the negative things and …

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Today’s The Day…

February 17th, 2018by ashwednesday

My sister’s birthday is on Monday and she came home this weekend to celebrate which of course brought all sorts of drama.

Thursday: I texted my sister to find out her plans – no response.

Friday: My sister invited our mother to her friend’s house for pizza and cake, but mom didn’t want to go – allegedly because I wasn’t invited. Sister went to her friend’s house. Mom went for coffee with her friend. I stayed home alone (which was fine with me). Sister “noticed” my text from previous day and texted me to ask if I wanted to go for supper. I told her that Mom …

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First Post

February 17th, 2018by 000

I guess I joined this. Huh. Have fun, I guess.

Don’t really enjoy living, so if anyone wants to talk to me, go right on ahead, I guess. Not sure if I’m using this site for its intended purpose, but whatever.

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When the Breakdown is Over

February 17th, 2018by Iucy

This is one of poems I’ve written: When the breakdown is over
The worst part about a breakdown is when it’s over
For a few minutes that feel like years
You just sit there, with your bloodshot eyes and your tear stained face…
emotionless
Everything around you is quiet
And you’re sad; you’re so so sad
Yet everything is numb
Everything is empty
You look straight ahead into the nothingness that you are
Then… you think back to what happened a few minutes ago
And you wish you could go back in time
Just so that you could comfort your own self
So that you could give yourself a hug, because no one else would
So that you could …

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Bored to Death… Literally

February 17th, 2018by Belle99

I want to fucking die. Life sucks, and it’s super boring. Why am I in college because I don’t even know what I’m doing and why I’m here. Everyone just cares about themselves and no one else because people are innately selfish. All I want to do every day is sleep all day, and I’m getting sick of it. I need to escape this repetitive, boring life. We are all dying anyway so why not speed it up. I would kill myself but it’s too scary and hard, plus I love my mom and wouldn’t want to make her upset. This means, however, that I …

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