I’ve had depression for as long as I can remember and whether or not it’s in my genes doesn’t concern me because no matter what I do, no matter how hard I try to live – all I feel is pain.
My back is fucked up
My mind is fucked up
I have no future to look forwards to
I’m tired of this constant pain both physically and emotionally
And I’m scared. I’m surrounded by people who tell me they care about me but hardly ever act on their words. But I understand, I do. I’m not their priority and I never expected to be.
I’ve always wished I could have […]