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abuse

Narcissistic Mothers

by eternaldarkness 3/20/2017

written by eternaldarkness

I came upon this article and it just explained so much. I never had a word for it. I thought I was alone in this growing up, but reading the comments below the article, it appears so so so many women and girls were abused by their mothers in this way too. I’m glad I’m not alone, and that the feelings that I feel are not abnormal, and actually, quite common among those who’ve had to grow up this way.

At the same time, how can so many mothers be so cruel to their own flesh and blood? Why even have children then? I […]

3/20/2017 5 comments

Somebody Help Me

by lostsunshine 3/13/2017

written by lostsunshine

I feel like I’m dying inside but at the same time I feel absolutely nothing. I try to continue on and some days I think that I am actually making progress until I am absolutely blindsided and am back to where I started. I usually never dream but recently have been having nightmares that leave me petrified, I couldn’t even get out of bed today because I was so terrified. I don’t know what to do anymore, I feel like I’m all alone and I just want someone to help me. I have tried to reach out to professionals before but they were a complete […]

3/13/2017 4 comments

Countless Scars (i’m new here)

by every_nightfall 3/7/2017

written by every_nightfall

Would a person die when he’s dead?

Or would he only feel more pain?

I knew I’m already suffering from depression a year ago but it’s only last week that I started to hurt myself physically. It just happened. I don’t even know when or how something sharp came into my hand to slit my wrists. All I know is that I shove it on my skin and felt the burning pain beneath. And that it felt so good. To finally feel the pain. To finally divert my attention on my bleeding wrist rather than what I feel inside.

It was the time my brother came to yell […]

3/7/2017 11 comments

Son of A B*tch

by Query 2/19/2017

written by Query

Today “she” called called me by this vile name.
Today “she” told me God would punish me.
Today “she” told me that travesties would befall me.
Today “she” told me one day I would need them, and no one would be there for me.
Today “she” told me that I gave her the most trouble between my sister and I. I a quiet anxious, depressed student did this. I am not a good person, but this statement is ridiculous.
Today “she” stormed into our shared bed room threw open the curtains, and tore back my sheets.
Today “she” demanded I go with her now that […]

2/19/2017 5 comments

And the ‘Loser of the Year’ award goes to …

by Whothehellcares 2/11/2017

written by Whothehellcares

So i dont know how this works so i am gonna start off by saying why i wanna get run over by a bus. You see i fucked up my life big time by my own hands last year and also this year. even when i could see that i was ruining my life i didnt stopped. its like i was enjoying watching myself get rekt. i am so fuking stupid! my dad finally decided its better off that i leave college cuz becoming a graduate is not for me. then coming to MY ABUSIVE JERK OF A BOYFRIEND. yea it would require another […]

2/11/2017 10 comments

The only thing keeping me alive is that I’m ironically afraid of dying

by graveyardbee 1/3/2017

written by graveyardbee

No one will probably read this but I’d like to pretend they will because I can’t tell anyone I know.

I’m almost 17 years old and I’ve had general anxiety since the day I was born, and severe clinical depression since I was 7. In the last two years, my life has hit 20,000 leagues under the sea. My depression has gotten worse and worse and I’ve tried so many different medications and none work, which doesn’t help ease the ache of what’s been happening. December 17, 2013 I started dating one of my best friends, and I was head over heels in love. I was […]

1/3/2017 10 comments

Near Suicide Experience

by VicariousEyes 12/23/2016

written by VicariousEyes

Well, I almost did it. I was crossing the line before the part of me that hates me stopped me. I deleted my previous posts about my intent for suicide because I felt that they were stupid, childish, poorly written and whatever else negative the other me wanted to come up with.

Anyway, I’ve been depressed for going on 5 years now. Long story not-so-short: my parents have had a volatile, explosive, violent marriage full of mistrust, lies, paranoia. My dad is a HUGE guy. Not in the fat sense, in the could crush a train between his fingers sense. So when things got physical between […]

12/23/2016 5 comments

If scars could speak…

by me-inside 9/1/2016

written by me-inside

If each cut could speak. If each scar could scream. They’d tell you the reason their there. Upon my arms, legs, stomach hips…every part. They’d tell you it’s for many reasons. Memories of the abuse, the rape replays in my mind. Voices shout say it was my fault…that I should abuse myself. Maybe I’m so use to it, that it’s the one thing I know well. My reasons..are one to many. Abused, pain. anger, hate….some even a suicide attempt or two. But there are a million reasons, if only they could speak…they’d tell you

9/1/2016 2 comments

I Wish…

by Rose of The Phantom 7/22/2016

written by Rose of The Phantom

I wish, more than anything that I wasn’t so alone in the world. I try to confide in others, but I’m afraid to. Once you hear something, it can’t be unheard. I don’t want things to change between me and my friends. My family, I don’t know what to say. We’re not close. I’ve grown up in an abusive home for years. I’m still stuck here, I’m saving up to get out but I’m not there yet. I’ve prayed for death so many times. I wish I was out, I wish there was something better, I wish I could be stronger. Can anyone hear me?

7/22/2016 3 comments

Abusive Relationship

by TheLostandAlone 5/15/2016

written by TheLostandAlone

I just got out of an abusive relationship. I will not say in what profession, because I don’t want to give out too much information, but it was in a profession of pressure, where you’re expected to be hazed and belittled. This relationship was not a boyfriend or a husband, it was mentor-to-apprentice. Most of the time, when you hear of abusive relationships, it is a significant other, and I just want to say that, sometimes, it’s a boss or a friend.
This man had incredible talents, and I had the opportunity to become highly skilled in my craft from learning under this man. He […]

5/15/2016 3 comments

“sorry”

by bnwB 5/11/2016

written by bnwB

I’m done..
Is it rape?
Is is sexal abuse?
– I don’t know

Why?
Why dad?
Why you did this dad?
…yesternight
…tonight

You said you love me.
is that love?
You said I’m your angel.
just because I’m your angel?
You said “sorry”
sorry for what?

for the last five years?
that you ruin my life?
that it hurts so much every time?
that I don’t have a father?

Sorry for what?

5/11/2016 2 comments

First time……

by WeAllFallDown 5/4/2016

written by WeAllFallDown

….Hey all….This is my first time posting here, and in all honesty, I never thought I’d see myself posting on a site like this.

I’m not looking for pity, simply a place for me to talk about my problems, where no one will judge me, or tell me that I need to believe in God.

I apologize in advance if this seems like pointless rambling, as I’m just trying to get it all out.

I’m 14 years old, and honestly, I wanna die. My biological father left when I was two, and I have no memories of him, and I only found out about him a year and […]

5/4/2016 5 comments

I’m done living like this.

by bunnymix 5/2/2016

written by bunnymix

I’m 32, I failed at life. I suffer from PTSD because of sexual abuse during my childhood. I’m seeing a therapist, I’ve had lots of therapy in the past and I just can’t seem to get myself together. I hate it, I feel lonely. I know I don’t want to die but this is not living either. Ptsd symptoms started showing about 10 years ago when I fell in love, we broke up 1,5 years ago. I just felt like I was getting worse and worse. It’s hard to come by financially and I’m just tired of fighting of feeling like this . I’m done […]

5/2/2016 4 comments

READ THIS POST

by Papermoon 5/2/2016

written by Papermoon

You’re most likely wondering why I so boldly asked for you to read this post. Well, I did so because I have something to say that I believe will benefit you, no matter if this site applies to you or not.

I’ve had an unbelievable amount of personal experiences in my life that in reality could have shattered me from the start but instead, here I am writing this […]

5/2/2016 4 comments

Confused and frustrated

by halfdead66 4/30/2016

written by halfdead66

I have fully recovered from my recent attempt, physically speaking. I had an epiphany during this experience, that my life does matter, that I matter; but that feeling of inner strength blew out so quickly and too easily. I’m left here feeling hopeless and empty again, and that’s why I’m frustrated. I’m either feeling numb, sad, mildly euphoric, or feeling too energetic and irritable (mixed episode). Currently, I’m not suicidal, but I do feel self-destructive at least once a day, if not more often, and when those feelings and emotions become irritating or overwhelming, I turn to alcohol, again. All though, I’m feeling slightly proud […]

4/30/2016 3 comments

Shattered soul

by sammyp 4/20/2016

written by sammyp

I’ve been told I’m this ,that , and all things under the sun.

yelled at swore at , treated worse then the dirt we stand apon ..

Been mentally and physically abuse

been made and out that I’m a nobody nothingness ..

And they don’t ask how I’m doing

they don’t see that I’m fulling

that I can’t breath

that I’m filling up my body with discuss

my soul is literally nothing

my mind is full of hate

and I’m giving up .

4/20/2016 2 comments

Wow

by kupo95 3/30/2016

written by kupo95

I love how when every body talks about my in-laws and parents and how my parents are over reacting for no reason(they kinda are). No one talkes about the two years of mental abuse from the in laws .the man reason why I din’t want to go to tahoe in there first place . but Im on my way and on my way to death mentaly emotionally hope full pyschicly too Im so tired .

gonna go have to break the news to my rents and eat shit whoo.

3/30/2016 2 comments

Tired of the pain

by to much pain 3/4/2016

written by to much pain

I have been checking out the site for a couple weeks now, so many feeling the same way I do. I have thought about posting a couple times but really didn’t like what I had wrote. Well here goes nothing.

I was an army brat for the first six years of my sorry pathetic life. When I was four years old my father began beating me. He would come home at night and after I would say hi, let the beating begin. This went on for two years. He would whip me with a belt across my back. He would punch me in the face and […]

3/4/2016 7 comments

Life is not important

by wasd2333 2/13/2016

written by wasd2333

This month, I was a victim of abuse. Twice. No, not “use (something) to bad effect or for a bad purpose; misuse”, it’s “treat with cruelty or violence, especially regularly or repeatedly”. I’ve been abused many times now, but I think this month is the worst.

Abuse story 1:

So, one day I was in class, didn’t finish my work, so I was supposed to stay back for recess, but I didn’t want to. The teacher dragged my collar (I was about 3-5 meters away from the class when this happened) all the way to the classroom door, and threw me. I hit something, so I got […]

2/13/2016 3 comments

Super Suicide Squad

by Alan Ominous 2/12/2016

written by Alan Ominous

Known as: Flynt Stryker
Ability: Pyrokinisis
Backstory: After years of abuse and torment, a fire grew inside Alan until it could no longer be contained. He rose from the the smoldering ashes of his wreckage a changed man. Vowing to protect others from atrocities. He is Flynt Stryker.

Game on, who are you?

2/12/2016 26 comments

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