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Just so I get my facts straight . …

by kupo95 4/11/2016

written by kupo95

So yesterday my husband told me that his mother is gonna pay for a vacation…greaaaaaat*sarcasm* something eles my mother inlaw will throw in my face. Do I care no I dont I’ll get vk,you’ll think you will have something to hold over me . when the young couple who lives with us said ….I wanna gi when dose her life began .

My mother in law has there nerve to say” let me set your’s facts straight ,your life starts when you have your own house your own income and children. ”

And she not paying for thr trip wich is a lie to make me feel […]

4/11/2016 2 comments

Don’t try and bring me down to your level fuck you

by Sui the Bunny 4/11/2016

written by Sui the Bunny

I can’t handle this abuse I get from you anymore I’ve had enough you pick at me, you yell, you scream. Call me names do your worst punch me, kick me, slap me. It’s nothing I’m not use to. You always deprived me of my bed whenever you were angry at me made me sleep in the hallway sometimes the bathroom even in the garage. You punish me because of what others do to you. You have no guts to stand up to them yet what you do to me is what you should do to them but what you do and how you treat […]

4/11/2016 11 comments

Same Old Tired

by NicoleK 4/9/2016

written by NicoleK

I like to listen to what faces have to say, especially when their mouths are shut. The Man in Black has a face that makes you lean in closer and listen. I want to hear.

Life is the same. Depressing and shit. Blah blah blah. Nobody cares what I say, with or without words. No one leans in closer. No one asks questions even after I offer the answers. Because it’s the same old shit. People want a problem to solve, […]

4/9/2016 6 comments

Half and Half

by jmc22 4/9/2016

written by jmc22

Sometimes I just want to yell at everyone about all the things that they’re doing wrong. I want to throw tables and punch everyone.

But I also want to ignore everyone and just not care.

I want to tell my feelings to someone because hopefully they’ll understand.

But i know that once I tell someone my feelings i’ll just beat myself over it because no one ever does understand what I’m going through. I don’t even understand it.

Even on this website there are people who criticize me. I’m not trying to be a downer, but when I come to this website I’m just looking for an escape. It […]

4/9/2016 3 comments

Time to Move On

by 13vida 4/8/2016

written by 13vida

I don’ feel any more butterflies in my stomach when I think of him anymore, all I really feel is pain and that makes me sad. This used to make my world, he brightened it and made it so beautiful. Now, it feels gray and dank and disgusting. Now, when I think about him, I wonder if he even loves me at all, and if he doesn’t then when did he stop. I wonder if it was easy for him to replace me and I pray to the Universe that it isn’t, that if he truly loved me then he won’t be able to -selfish, […]

4/8/2016 2 comments

About my dad’s b-day and my sister health

by DoubleZero 4/7/2016

written by DoubleZero

Soo… hey everyone!
Been down these past days, but at least I didn’t take any pills today so I’m not falling asleep everywhere.
I want to share some stuff with you guys, if you’d let me.
First, tomorrow would be my dad birthday, hadn’t he died from cancer two years ago (a quickly abstract for those who didn’t read my previous post: I feel responsible for that).
Even though out of my four sisters I only speak to one (and a half. Does text count as talk?), my mother want ALL of her daughters to spend the day together and try and be nice with […]

4/7/2016 4 comments

something to ponder about

by mentally conflicted 4/5/2016

written by mentally conflicted

I came across something really neat. You should think about it as well.

“Suicide is not chosen; it happens when pain exceeds resources for coping with pain.”

“Well, you’re still reading, and that’s very good. I’d like to ask you to stay with me for the rest of this page. I hope it means that you’re at least a tiny bit unsure, somewhere deep inside, about whether or not you really will end your life. Often people feel that, even in the deepest darkness of despair. Being unsure about dying is okay and normal. The fact that you are still alive at this minute means you are […]

4/5/2016 5 comments

Protected: The longest post you’ll ever read, so just don’t read it.

by whiskered-fish 4/4/2016

written by whiskered-fish

There is no excerpt because this is a protected post.

4/4/2016 23 comments

I would be better

by hopegone 4/3/2016

written by hopegone

I wish I could talk about everything that happens to me with my girlfriend but I feel that I can make her angry with so many problems and in the end she finish the relation, because who wants a guy with so many problems, someone so weak
I wish I could be better for her
i feel sad

4/3/2016 16 comments

Attention to Attempted suicide

by kupo95 3/29/2016

written by kupo95

You better get your bunnie onesie but back here and talk with us and be ok dont go mute when there is so many who wants help thats why we are all here.

Everbody keep an eye out for her I need to bored

Love you as .

3/29/2016 14 comments

Rambling from a dark place

by arichards 3/24/2016

written by arichards

I don’t know how to go on anymore. I don’t know who I am without the context of someone else. When I’m alone, I hate myself. I don’t want to live feeling this way. I don’t want to be an angry person and I don’t want to hurt other people. It’s the reason why I want to die and the reason why I live. I hate the contradiction. I’m constantly hoping, dreaming that the choice will be taken out of my hands (e.g. hit by a semi, shot in a drive-by, mugged and killed in the street, etc.) because I don’t know what to do.

I’m […]

3/24/2016 2 comments

Some People Need to Change

by brxken._.lxcks 3/23/2016

written by brxken._.lxcks

I’ve been called beautiful by many people, yeah sure that’s good, um no it’s not. 90% of the people that have called me beautiful would just say that to get something out of me. They wanted to use me for nudes and shit, I thought that they really meant it, but the next thing they want is nudes. Women are not sex toys, and neither are men. People need to stop using other people, for something that they want. If someone wants something then just say it don’t make up so many lies to cover up for something that’s wrong. Don’t give someone compliments that […]

3/23/2016 5 comments

the past

by sadsadist 3/22/2016

written by sadsadist

The past so many regrets so many mistakes not even from me but from her so what my soul mate came back for me so much damage has been done and she has put herself in a complicated situation she can’t back out of her future will be complicated for so long even though she wants to share it with me now sge cant it was suppose to be our future the perfect future not this soon I’ll speak to a recruiter I still can’t have the perfect dream life might as well have the perfect dream death

3/22/2016 0 comment

Complete dread

by disgusting 3/22/2016

written by disgusting

I never thought I’d feel sick to my stomach with anger and dread, not wanting to go in to work. This has been the first full year that I’ve worked through a job, so I’ve never experienced anything like this before. And it’s the same thing I’ve heard my mom complain about why she absolutely loathes working. It’s because there’s always got to be some insufferable ***** there who makes everyone miserable!

So here’s what happened. The boss has been gone over a month now because she’s moving to another state. She’s supposed to be back at some point to tie up loose ends before she’s […]

3/22/2016 7 comments

people who wants something different, and stable..

by darkwillow 3/21/2016

written by darkwillow

If you’re in the US, wouldn’t it be crazy if a group of us got together and lived in a place together? Helping each other financially, emotionally, contributing together.. It’s probably crazy.. But for those who have no one, like me, i think its the best thing we could ask for right now.. And im all for it, if anyone else is..

3/21/2016 103 comments

untitled

by claritee 3/20/2016

written by claritee

I succumbed to texting my ex. It’s a been almost 2 weeks since we vaguely texted each other. I told him that I need to be his friend and I asked him if he still even cared. He said “Yes, of course”. But he doesn’t act like it. He never asks me how I am or how my life is. It feels as if he is not my friend, not even a stranger on the street. Why am I hanging on to him like this? I’m actually starting to be completely turned off by him, sexually and in a friendly kind of way. Maybe this […]

3/20/2016 2 comments

Trying To Let Go

by thehusk 3/19/2016

written by thehusk

I just saw an ex-colleague I have a thing for for the first time in three months. Kind of weirded me out, because a) I thought she’d moved hundreds of miles away, and b) it was the first time I’ve left the house in a week. I find myself thinking about her often, (which is sad and pathetic for so many reasons), and then there she suddenly is.

I didn’t talk to her or anything – didn’t even catch her eye. Had the weird feeling of simultaneously dreading her noticing me, or saying anything – because of my extreme social awkwardness – whilst longing for her to […]

3/19/2016 2 comments

Checked myself into a psych ward Monday, a lot of good that did..

by headupunderdarkcloud 3/18/2016

written by headupunderdarkcloud

It was horrible, beyond any measure I could have anticipated.. I guess I should have known, but clearly didn’t. I was treated less than human, my basic rights suddenly stripped, walking around in hospital-issued scrubs in a daze, trapped, awaiting doctor’s orders for release.
3 days locked in the confinement of the behavioral wing of the hospital, constantly supervised, your every movement documented, got to go outside once, for some 15 minutes. It was so horrible, all I could think was “get me out of here”, and now that I am out, hardly do I feel any better, but surely for the worse.
Everything feels […]

3/18/2016 13 comments

same crap with me…

by claritee 3/18/2016

written by claritee

I know I always talk about my ex, but I can’t help it. He is a piece of my depression. A huge piece. I just want to tell someone… I haven’t checked my text messages in 11 days. I turned alerts off. I don’t even know if I have any new messages. I quit cold turkey. It’s like smoking. If he were a cigarette, I would be 11 days cigarette free. The problem is I don’t know if other people are messaging me. It’s not a big deal, it’s not as if I have a ton of friends… they have other ways to get in […]

3/18/2016 0 comment

Life is so…

by Wintergirl 3/18/2016

written by Wintergirl

Much sometimes. I have had such a crazy few weeks. I’ve been sick with a cold/flu/maybe viral pneumonia for two weeks now. All this coughing is a blast, I have had people get on my case about going to the doctor and my reply was, they can’t do anything this is the stuff EVERYONE else has and it’s viral. They can’t do shit to help me. I’m not wasting any money for them to tell me to take it easy and keep up on my fluids. Part of me wants it to kill me. If I don’t get better it’s going to turn into a […]

3/18/2016 0 comment

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