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life is so empty

  September 13th, 2018 by jr.

Nothing excites me anymore. I don’t enjoy nothing but listening to music, eating unhealthy foods, and watching videos on YouTube.

I really need to die. I cannot go on like this anymore.

If I had no family, it will be so much easier to off myself. I wish I was never born 🙁

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Conversation starter

  September 13th, 2018 by Beneathetide

What’s a random object you own that you really like? What’s a random object you don’t own that you wish you had? (Excluding phones and stuff because that’s obvious lol)

For me I’d probably sayyy my blender xD I use it all the time to make smoothies and protein shakes so I love it. I don’t really own any prized possessions. Heck, even chip clips make me happy haha.

One object I’d totally love to have if I could is Blizzard’s Sylvanas statue from World of Warcraft! *fangirls like crazy*

What about you guys?

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It’s been a year

  September 13th, 2018 by Danthedead

Hi! So, I’ve been thinking about suicide a lot lately, and I realised it’s been a little bit over a year since I first tried to commit suicide. I’ve experienced so many things, tried so many means of relief and just like I’d imagined nothing worked. Now, I’m more depressed and helpless than ever before.

They say it gets better, and so I used to think. I’ve been depressed as far as I can remember — I had my first major mental breakdown when I was 12, now I’m 19 soon to be 20. I used to think as I grew older, things would magically get …

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not okay anymore

  September 13th, 2018 by Hope Dream Love

i want to know im not the only one that hears voices. voices that tell you youre worthless. your fat ect. voices that take control of your actions and make cut and scratch yourself. make you say things that you wouldnt say. i want to know there are others like me.

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Pathetic

  September 13th, 2018 by Gary

I give up. Wishing for it all to turn off. Poof. Switch off. Kaput and no more. God…..are you listening??? Get me outta here.

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  September 13th, 2018 by Robert Hulk

What bothers you about modern society?
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Is there something you need, want, desire the most excluding death?

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Input on Lithium

  September 13th, 2018 by Once

Does anyone here take Lithium? Has anyone who has been taking it stopped cold turkey? Did you have any kind of withdrawal symptoms?

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Are you okay?

  September 13th, 2018 by strawberrycrown

I’m not sure about the rest of the world, but in Australia at least, it was R U OK day. And it got me thinking about how my life is going great and I’m happy and I’ve got great friends,  I’m doing good in school and with family and all those things BUT I’m not okay. I might be happy in the moments but I’m just not happy still. I feel like I don’t have reasons for feeling this way I’m just miserable right now. So this question goes out to everyone else, are you okay?

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IKOAFS

  September 13th, 2018 by orianainthepast

Hi guys, I hope youre doing at least okay, can you recommend movies like Its kind of a funny story? That talk about depression/suicide but are not necesarilly dark and sad all the time….

xx

 

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  September 13th, 2018 by Robert Hulk

I can access users profiles/posts by clicking on their username but l can’t access them from their comments and some are older users with older posts.

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  September 13th, 2018 by Robert Hulk

How are you doing?

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I’m breathing

  September 12th, 2018 by ariusversea

You don’t need to tell me all the reason I should hate myself. I already know them. I repeat them to myself every night with nootropics to keep me awake and kicking. Kicking myself for being a failure, for not doing anything right. For never being enough.

I try to do everything right. I read the textbooks, look over my notes, do the work. I could not work for an entire MONTH, an entire 30 DAYS, and I would STILL be advanced in my classes. because I work hard. I “grind” and “hustle” everyday. But unless I haven’t walked in the snow in nothing but flip …

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So close

  September 12th, 2018 by IrrationalLion

i truly didn’t wanna kill myself for a while now. The idea was definitely appealing but I think I’m so close to ending it. My only good aspect of my life just left. The one person I wanted most & the only one I wanted & they don’t feel the same way. My whole future based around this idea of this one thing is shattered & it was the only thing keeping me going this whole time. If I find an appealing way that I think I would like to end it all then I think I just might.

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Hopefully a final goodbye

  September 12th, 2018 by passionfruit3

I have until two weeks left before i attempt again i wont say when exactly cause im very paranoid my accounts been hacked and this information may be used to stop me.but i wont stop.i know i am evil and should get rid of myself before i do harm. I am also quite tired of living a life of poverty of fighting parents and of lonlieness im tired of failing at suicide and hope this will be it.i have been on here far to long talking about my failed attempts i think id like to leave to suicide project permenately with a final goodbye if …

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Sanctioned suicide

  September 12th, 2018 by sanctioned.suicide

From the help of sanctioned suicide, I will hopefully soon find my peace.

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No job

  September 12th, 2018 by anon72

I want to commit suicide because I have no job. Don’t comment saying I should do xyz to get a job. I’m tired of people giving me that advice.

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I dont get it

  September 12th, 2018 by AgentQ

Everyone experiences sadness. why for some of us it never seems to end…why do some people get to laugh and be happy even if they havent necessarily worked for it but others work and struggle and still only manage to get by each day choking down the tears.

I guess im just not doing it the right way. i need to struggle differently. Nowadays im sobbing when i wake up. sobbing at work wiping my eyes in the breakroom without anyone noticing.

Why is it so hard just to smile. i feel like im losing my sense of humor…my sense of irony…it’s all just work and more …

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On Telling

  September 12th, 2018 by nonameslepht

How can you tell someone when telling means they’d put you in basically a prison, making your life just that much worse. Sure, escaping the life you’re living is nice, but you lose any previous comforts, you lose any friends, you lose the support online, you lose the funny post that made you laugh, you lose all connection. You’re left alone, scared, being told things you don’t believe. By people with a false attitude, being paid to tell you that you’re okay. You’re told that you have to stay here for not days, not weeks, months. Years in some cases. You lose hope for future. …

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Its me again and drowning.

  September 12th, 2018 by Sueheart

Its me again. And I Failed again..
When will I be good enough?
To show everyone that I have a purpose?
That I do have a sense in this world?
Why is it everything I can reach slips away again?
Why do I deserve this? Do I really deserve this?
They call me selfish for failing and giving up.
Little did they know I have tried and tried even though at times its rough.
They get disappointed when I fail, disappointed if I’ll kill myself.
I do not know anymore. I am drowning. I couldnt love myself.
I sacrificed but still, when will I be GOOD enough?
When I’m dead?

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The Sad Truth

  September 12th, 2018 by IrrationalLion

Until you kill yourself no one really cares. You can tell your family, friends, lover how mentally tired you are. They can see the dull look in your eyes. They invite you places and pick up on the fact you’ve been hiding out in your room in your free time. You can tell them how hard school is and how stressed you are and how you wish you didn’t even go to college. They see your self harm scars from years ago that you managed to hide for so long. You try ranting to them about how emotionally unstable you’ve been and how stuck you …

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