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Old Posts

  February 24th, 2019 by thewolf56

Funny reading some of my older posts on here from a few years ago. Not sure why I always felt the need to excuse my inner demons with excuses such as “I live a good life, I have nothing to worry about”. Even if I did live the perfect life, we can’t help how we feel.

I’ve known who I am for a while. While I am trying to be more accepting of it, that doesn’t change any suicidal feelings. Whatever I am feeling, it must be chronic. I’ve thought of suicide at least once a day since I was a young child and that is …

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now

  February 24th, 2019 by lostcase

i wish i could die like right now and then id just be alright
im such an ungrateful fuck

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unfucktheworld

  February 24th, 2019 by lostcase

I quit my dreaming the moment that I found you
I started dancing just to be around you
Here’s to thinking that it all meant so much more
I kept my mouth shut and opened up the door
I wanted nothing but for this to be the end
For this to never be a tied and empty hand
If all the trouble in my heart would only mend
I lost my dream, I lost my reason all again
It’s not just me for you
I have to look out too
I have to save my life
I need some peace of mind
I am the only one now
I am the only one now
I am the only one …

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Does It hurt?

  February 24th, 2019 by Imjustfine006

How can I get help when I don’t know how to say what I am feeling, how can I tell anyone when there is no one to tell. I always think
‘no one cares’. I feel so alone, just me. The people around me don’t care because they don’t even know who I am. I know this is gonna sound so bad but I don’t care about anything or one not even myself. I don’t ever tell anyone how I feel, I went to therapy for the longest time and I didn’t say how I truly felt. like I said I don’t tell anyone and …

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  February 24th, 2019 by Hoody

Life scares me. I can’t live my life when there are constant reminders that this is MY life.

I don’t feel like deserve living.

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Good Times

  February 24th, 2019 by sansfranzdeput

I’ve been having some really good times recently, and I feel like it’s made me over hopeful about my life. What do you guys think?

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How do you cope with depression and/or anxiety?

  February 23rd, 2019 by peach

I’m curious about your methods, since I don’t really have one, I used to cut myself, but I stopped, now I just sleep a lot and wasting my time…

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I lied

  February 22nd, 2019 by nonexistingsoul

I told my sister to treat me for some milk tea but she refused.
Then my other sisters came and she insisted on treating us.
I said I don’t want to. She asked why. I said I lost the appetite. But the truth is I was just disappointed because she refused when it comes to me.
She insisted on treating me so I chose the cheapest one.

I drank it. She asked if it’s good. I said yes.
But the truth is it doesn’t.

 

Just one of the lies I made yesterday

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Broken Mirrors

  February 22nd, 2019 by NO_REMORSE

I hate you. I hate looking back at you. Fuck you.

I shattered my reflection today. Punched my mirror and ruined my hand. Im not sure why.. I just want everything to fall to pieces, just like that mirror.

Than i looked down at my hand which was covered in blood with glass shards stuck inside my knuckles. Saw what my pain had manifested into.

I just want to die.

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The invisible woman

  February 22nd, 2019 by velveteennightingale

Nobody believes in me where I am and I have no friends.  People run into me and shove past me; I haven’t been invited to a single social gathering/event/party.  I AM COMPLETELY FUCKING INVISIBLE and my anxiety is getting worse and worse.  I hate this fucking school, I hate everybody around me, and I hate myself.  I have so much pent up anger and sadness right now and I know now that it is never ever going to get better.  Nobody will ever believe in me or love me.  I’m so fucked up.  How am I supposed to live like this?  How am I supposed …

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Never again… maybe

  February 22nd, 2019 by Whovian

I traced the outline in the back of a journal. Beneath that, I wrote, “Never again”. I feel like it’s a lie. It’s terrifying knowing that I have control over what is about to happen and I do it anyway. I haven’t felt this way in two weeks. I think the truth is that I felt like I wouldn’t do it again because I could still feel the pain from the last time. In reality, I don’t think it’s about pain at all. I know it’s all temporary which leaves me with the idea of being in control. I like to see what happens in the aftermath. …

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rambling

  February 22nd, 2019 by somesadgirl

How can you be surrounded by so much love yet feel nothing but worthlessness and pain.

Everyone has something that eats inside of them, making them feel awful but will it ever be possible for it never to occur?

Life has to have some type of pain in order to teach a valuable lesson but when is the pain too much? Some of us are strong enough to move forward and use that pain for strength in bettering yourself while others stay stuck in an endless circle of when will it be all over.

The darkness becomes a burden not only to yourself but others …

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Fixation

  February 21st, 2019 by thehusk

Desire is a problem. Wanting things that are most likely not possible. And the mind keeps nagging away at you, reminding you, ‘Hey, remember that thing that’s really important? You should go and find it, right now.’ And then you remember all the reasons why it’s not going to work out that way. And you have that moment of despair, where you realize the only thing that seems meaningful in the world is beyond your grasp, and there’s no point you even existing. But apparently you lack conviction in that assessment, so you try to push down the feeling and go about your day. But …

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I cant stop, not sure I want to

  February 21st, 2019 by Whovian

I’ve never done this before. The blog thing. I’m here because a friend of mine was on here a couple years ago and told me about it. I’ve read all of their posts and some of them tell about how I “saved” them. How ironic that I’m here now writing my own story. Recently I told a friend what I’ve been doing and they told me to find a hobby to help me stop. I know they’re right because they’ve been through the same thing and that’s what helped them. I tried coloring and playing online games. The games seem to help but not enough. I can’t …

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my mother is emotional abusive

  February 21st, 2019 by unknownfornow

so I been living in new York all my life in the city its been I believe 4 years now I haven’t lived with my mother, I lived with my aunt and grandmother this year I decided to move in with my mom for the rest of this school year .so I can graduate early but believe me I i hate it here and she has threatened me to live with her when I visit her ill cry for days because I cant leave a life away like that, I was depressed for the first year I tried killing myself twice last year but I …

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Im gonna slash my arms this week

  February 21st, 2019 by NO_REMORSE

If i slash my arms they will finally leave me the fuck alone. Ill cut so deep, everywhere. There will be so much blood, they will send me to the ER. I hope i cut all my insides out. I hope i pass out in a pool of my own blood. Then they will finally understand, finally leave me alone. This is what they asked for. Forcing me to be alive..

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how much longer?

  February 21st, 2019 by WEARELIKESUNFLOWERS

How much longer will i have to do this?

How much longer until i can finally say goodbye.

This is too much.

I dont want to do this anymore.

Im tired.

Im done.

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Suicide by train

  February 21st, 2019 by Rainwatch

The name of the game concerning suicide is Lethality. When one can’t take one more second of their life the logical thing to do is employ a suicide method of the highest lethality. For my worn out, panic stricken brain suicide by train is less scary then continue to live with a mind full of scorpions, my mind goes in 10 diff directions at once all day every day this is totally unacceptable for a man to call this his life. I’m starting to feel calm now because I’m gravitateying towards jumping under a train. I’m

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advice please?

  February 21st, 2019 by Hope Dream Love

insecurities. my best friend, someone i considered my sister, stabbed me in the back. i was with this guy and things didnt go so well so we took a break. the next thing i know shes sitting on his lap and im looking at them like wtf. ever since then ive been very protective of those i consider “mine”. i dont like them talking to other people im scared they will be taken away. however i understand that they are their own person and can do what they want but it tears me apart inside. every time they are away from me i fear they …

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  February 21st, 2019 by Tellmewhy

I want a life full of fulfillment, one with opportunities, adventures and amazing things, dreams achieved.

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