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by comomequieranllamar 4/14/2015

written by comomequieranllamar

I swear that if hell exists it must be similar to the physical pain I’m feeling right now in all the right side of my face and head, combined with the psychological pain I have usually.

Good news is that I can’t have both at the same time so, for now, the psychological one is gone.

However, I could shoot myself right now to stop this horrible pain.

This is a stupid post and has nothing to do with the main topic, but it’s 2:45 in the night, I’m kind of dying and I need to distract myself some way. The pain killer pills are not […]

4/14/2015 0 comment

People believe that im strong. even my boyfriend believes so. Why? why do they think that? Im not strong. I’ve tried so hard for so long and i’m tired of trying. I’m tired of fighting the waves of misery and sadness. I’m ready to let them pull me under and drown me in sorrow.

3/6/2015 0 comment

I don’t know what to say…

by Losergirl 12/1/2014

written by Losergirl

Apparently, I am so easily triggered to become depressed about my appearance by seeing pictures of attractive girls.

It’s probably stupid to you, I know, weird

It makes me so upset about myself…..I already hate myself. I don’t need to self harm; there is no positive usage to self harm, but I do it anyway…I feel like I deserve it though…for not being pretty enough, not smart enough, not good enough to live…I’m just a waste of space.

I would kill myself right now, but the fear of dying circles around me, mocking me and laughing at my tragedy.

My whole life has been a living heel since I […]

12/1/2014 3 comments

I’m… Stupid..

by Bloodi 6/5/2014

written by Bloodi

I’m stupid to think he would ACTUALLY want me….. WHY? Why does this always happen to me? I can’t even fucking CRY! He won’t talk to me, and he is with a new one. I warned her this time, because that f*cking b*tch is not worth her time. Not worth anyone’s time. He deserves to be alone. Sorry, but you don’t do this kinda crap to ANYONE. And I’m so tired of being used like this! I’m good until you get what you want and then you move on until you’re tired of them. Then where are you? Back to me because they won’t give […]

6/5/2014 3 comments

Why doesn’t he realise?

by rainbow123 6/5/2014

written by rainbow123

Daaamn, I like him so much! Why can’t he see how much though?

He’s so sweet, kind, caring and nice! Ever since I met him my depression hasn’t been as bad, he makes me so happy.. Even when he’s being annoying or being a ****. He’s my annoying ****! He never fails to make me smile.. We can ourselves around eachother. He has such beautiful eyes, actually everything about him is amazing!

Damn age gap! I wish I had the balls to tell him, but knowing my luck he’ll tell me to get to fuck! Stupid feelings.

6/5/2014 4 comments

im just……..nothing

by Ashley 2/18/2014

written by Ashley

Breathe me- Sia

I dont know how or why im still alive. I have no use here. Im a stupid worthless piece of shit and noone cares. Im never good enough for anyone. NEVER! and i never will be. because ill always be who i am and i cant change that. but i can change whether im here or not. I dont understand how ive held on this long. Its crazy, all the crap i put up with. But then again, here i go being selfish. There are people who put up with alot more. i dont have it that bad, im just a whiny […]

2/18/2014 2 comments

i am nothing. i am worthless. i am trash.

by bunnygirl 2/15/2014

written by bunnygirl

this is the saddest i have ever been and i don’t even remember what happiness even feels like anymore

i’m always so down and sad and whenever i laugh i don’t mean it and it’s just not right and i can’t even smile.

my heart feels gross. like it’s sunken in darkness, my mind is always cloudy and i’m failing a lot of my school classes.

i should be glad that my friend has come down for a couple months to stay, but it’s been so tough. she wants me to be happy.. but i just can’t. it’s like i’m incapable of being glad. i’m always so negative […]

2/15/2014 5 comments

Done

by htc2741 12/14/2013

written by htc2741

I’m so over having to constantly lie about how I feel when somebody asks whats wrong. What am I suppose to tell them I want to fucking die? I can’t. I can’t talk about things that bother me to anyone cause or learned you can’t ever trust anybody. Ever. I hate myself so much every thing about me annoys me. I constantly feel like shit about myself and I only have myself to blame. I’m always so alone no matter how many “friends” I have. Not to mention I’m 15 and have never had an actual relationship. People constantly tell me I’m “perfect” and […]

12/14/2013 3 comments

Just Stop!

by enola 11/6/2013

written by enola

It could’ve been a lot worse. I could’ve had a life like you, and you, and you…

What is it?? Do I really have a warped mind? Am I sick? Do I need someone else’s help? Am I simply ungrateful? Lazy? Stupid? Ill-intentioned? What is wrong with me?? Why am I this way???

11/6/2013 2 comments

stupid me

by passionfruit3 10/16/2013

written by passionfruit3

i freaking called a crisis line what the fuck is wrong with me they will call the cops and send me back to the looney bin god i hope the police dont show up at my house tonight.I even told her the state i live in.Now i feel even worse.I hope i get the chance to end myself tomorrow since they think its friday

10/16/2013 5 comments

What if science is right

by quaero 9/10/2013

written by quaero

A very pitiful thought came in my mind yesterday. What if science is right. what if all these things – our thoughts, our feelings, our emotions, our efforts, our depression, our questions, our reasonability – things that are so important in our life, what if they are in actual just some neuron firings and some chemical interactions. its horrifying. a person is suffering from something. finally one day he resolve that enough, now i’m gonna change it however much i have to put effort. he fight and practice and finally get over that demon. But what IN ACTUAL happened is just a simple change in […]

9/10/2013 11 comments

you’re rarer than a can of dandelion and burdock

by blind_cinderella 9/9/2013

written by blind_cinderella

So i am in love. Â I must admit i never thought it will hit me so suddenly but i guess that it’s true when they say: ‘when you least expect it’
The sweetest person i have ever met. I am going to sound as a hopeless romantic but his kisses make me dizzy which is entirely true i can barely walk after he touches me. Â So when everything should fit in its place my awkward paranoia jumps out of nowhere. I have never been really close to somebody like this and i am constatly thinking about bad things. I have this idea that something bad […]

9/9/2013 1 comment

I feel like I shouldn’t suppose to exist.

by jtz1 9/9/2013

written by jtz1

I started thinking about the fact that I’m different. By that, I mean that I don’t have any friends at all, and I’m always alone. I’m antisocial because I never had any social skills, not even when I a kid, my mom literally needed to push me out of the house so I could go out and make friends. Making friends was always the hardest thing to do because I was affraid of people and I was affraid they wouldn’t like me. I don’t like people at all – I always have that one tought that everyone is stupid and boring. I also have a […]

9/9/2013 2 comments

Why..?

by mismare 8/27/2013

written by mismare

I was born into this world because they wanted me.

They dont need me anymore.

8/27/2013 0 comment

I don’t want to feel bad anymore

by idkmyname 8/25/2013

written by idkmyname

Sometimes I just try to be positive.

Igrew up in a- well, not poor, but not wealthy- family. So by the way every single problem was money.

Our father left us, I have a sister that has cerebral palsy,

and well there are maaaaany negative things in my life, i went through horrible stories in my life and things that i just heard out from my mom and everything

I don’t have real friends, I mean, no one tries to hear me, cause they think that im crazy, even my boyfriend sometimes he just doesnt want to hear me or something, i think he thinks that everything that is […]

8/25/2013 0 comment

One More Year

by NotReallyHereAtAll 8/18/2013

written by NotReallyHereAtAll

I have one more year left of school, that’s all I really have to get through.

I also have one more year left of the two years I gave myself to not kill myself for.

Over this past year I’ve become less suicidal, now I’m just more bitter and angry and filled with hatred. Just not so much with myself. I just hate my situation as it is now, I hate my friends more than anything.

I hate them.

One more year.

That’s all.

One more year of hating all of my friends and trying not to kill myself.

I don’t think many people understand what it’s like to hate all of […]

8/18/2013 3 comments

How stupid of me

by fallenangel33 8/15/2013

written by fallenangel33

How stupid of me
To really believe
All that he said
Was the reality

I gave it my all
He let me fall
I hit the ground
And he stood there tall

The same old rhyme
Still rings in my mind
As I make one more slit
And wait for my time

But I cannot wait
For I have no place
I might call for help
But it will be to late

I cry myself to sleep
I can’t even eat
And the end of my battle
Will be when myself i defeat

I lay prompt on my bed
Put the gun to my head
I happily pull […]

8/15/2013 2 comments

I wish I had died!

by sibyl8 8/11/2013

written by sibyl8

Can’t take it!! I feel like a constant failure all the time, everybody tells me that I’m great, that I’m awesome, brilliant, smart… My family loves me, my brother cares more about me that I do, my friends always bring me back up, but I just had lost it…
I suffer from anxiety and depression, I went to therapy when I used to cry every single time at any hour the second I got up my bed, it helped a little, but to be honest I never told her my truth feelings, then things at home got bad, my thoughts about family went from ‘amazing’ […]

8/11/2013 2 comments

I hate it, I hate myself

by Skye 8/11/2013

written by Skye

I can’t do anything right. It seems like I’m just an illusion to everyone. I told my friends that I cut, and now I don’t have friends. The one person that remains knows that I want to commit suicide on January 1st. But he doesn’t care. It’s not like he’ll even notice I’m gone. I mean, I’m dead already! I hate myself. I’m stupid, fat and have nothing to offer the future. People say that it gets better, but it doesn’t. I’m still waiting for a fix! I can’t even do therapy because I started to lie to her them! The fucking damned shrinks. They […]

8/11/2013 2 comments

What I Feel Now

by Shaynax 8/2/2013

written by Shaynax

Honestly, I’m scared. I’m scared of everything because since March I have been trying to find ways to get by. I’ve used every goddamn coping skill you could think of. All of them and sure they relieve how I feel but it doesnt change it in the long run. I was stupid when I tried to die. I was supposed to jump. That was my plan initially, but I got fucking scared of being stopped, being seen, so I found an alternative. I should’ve known it wouldn’t work. I should’ve thought of what would happen afterwards. I admit since going to the hospital I enjoy […]

8/2/2013 1 comment

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