The sad thing is that i try to go a day without cutting and putting the thoughts out of my mind, but i cant even go two days without having an urge. Its become an addiction and its only getting worse..

There’s a tear in my eye..

I’m heartbroken reading how many of you feel. I belive in a God who wants to change peoples’ lives. Because he made us to know him, whoever we are and whatever we are like. I believe in a God who knows what it’s like, because in Jesus he came down and lived like one of [...]

I never understood why I would one minute be unbelievably happy and the next minute be crying for no apparent reason.. It all started on a Monday after school, which is another reason life had been unbearable. No matter where I went I was the school whore..or at least the freshman whore. But back to [...]

i cant take it anymore…. I dont know whats been going on lately….me and my mom have been fighting so much to the point i cut myself last night…last time i did that was in September when everything around me fell apart… and when i found out my boyfriend was calling anther girl babe i [...]

[Sorry, I'm typing this on my phone] Sure, as many, I’ve always felt different, alien to this life. I feel awkard in my own skin. As I’ve grown older, practical life got easier, but emotional life got harder. After moving to two different countries, learning a new language, and reinventing myself… My old unsuitable self [...]

Even as a child I knew how my life would end, I used to think it would be before my 21st birthday. My 23rd birthday is next month, I cant count how many failed attempts I have had. I do know that I am better educated now, I know what will and wont work, how [...]

Today was just as horrible. Everyday I think it will get better. I thought I would be how I used to be. Then I realize nothing has changed. And I just want to leave this earth. We all return to dust anyways. What is the point of existing in this miserable place we call our [...]

What is the meaning of life, There is no meaning of life its about what you do and the actions that changes things around you. But i never understood how hateful and harmful people can be not aiding each other in need just letting someone die in cold and regret not giving an hand. but [...]