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Never again

February 1st, 2015by WiltedRoses88

I will never be alright again after the things you did to me.

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Getting older and growing bitter

January 31st, 2015by 10 Nil

Reminiscing feels unhealthy. I am taxed with the question, “When will you settle down, get a wife, and have kids?”

I do not want kids… I do not want marriage. Why should I want these things when I do not believe in love anymore. The thought is beyond exhausting. I had always believed in giving someone all of my heart when in a “committed” relationship. Despite good intentions, best efforts, and more than several long term tries – it seems all I earned was heart ache;

• Incompatibility

• Incomprehension

• Infidelity

• Insincere Involvement

All that I am left with is • introspection… it must be me. My fault. It cannot be all of …

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Hateful words sting

January 31st, 2015by Streamers

They do.

I write song lyrics, and I shared them with someone for the first time ever today.

I get told that they’re horrible, but that I’m even worse of a singer. Singing is one of the only things I still enjoy.

The words hurt so bad. It’s all I can think of at the moment. I’ve poured what’s left of my heart and soul into the words I wrote.

Can I really be that bad?

Maybe I am. Just another reason to go.

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It’s about time I’m gone

January 31st, 2015by brady_851

Hey everyone. My last post is Urgent Please Read! if you wanna see my whole story. Anyways I really just want to die now. My parents are so freaking annoying, my friends all hate me b/c of a stupid rumor and now my sister doesnt like me anymore. Why? Well we used to hang out every week. Then she got a job working for a family of millionaires. They have a daughter my same age. They do EVERYTHING together. Now we only hang out maybe once a month. She never invites me to do anything and she gets mad whenever I say something. No …

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Aliens

January 31st, 2015by xanadu

There are aliens living among us. I know because I am one. Have you ever been to a place that’s so unpolarized that everyone rests confidently on the assumption that all of their neighbors think and believe in approximately the same things they do? You know the type. Maybe everyone is a card carrying NRA member who goes to the same church, or everyone is a union member who hangs out at the same bar, or everyone is a hippie nudist, wandering around without any clothes, trying not to bump into anyone on the sidewalk because that might be awkward. Then there’s you, you who …

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I beg you not to help me

January 31st, 2015by disposablegrl

just stop

i want nothing from you

expect nothing from you

let me be

i am not your job

nor your duty

i never asked you to save me

do not sigh

do not judge

you chose me

I said RUN

I am not the blame for your despair

your wasted time

and your regrets

that is not on me

all i’ve asked from you

FUCKING LET ME BE!!!!!

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when’s the next bus to Jersey????

January 31st, 2015by disposablegrl

saturdays are program outreach days, speakers come tell us how pathetic they used to be…

oh, pathetic like me? i want to ask – but don’t

anyhow, the topic of the day is the current ‘Heroin Crisis’

i didn’t even know there was a crisis…

Shit, are we running out? I want to ask- but don’t

blah blah blah is all i hear and then this…

New Jersey, haven for the purest Heroin… blah blah blah

when’s the next bus to Jersey? I want to ask- but don’t

Yes, asshole… pathetic like you. he responds

i am a glass house-

why the fuck do I still throw stones???

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adam and deceived

January 31st, 2015by killswitchon

going to fuckin’ kill somebody — then myself. if i could kill anybody who would i kill? id most definitely kill the fucker who started me on coke. id destroy him. just fuckin mangle him and it would be a slow death too. one punch to his fuckin face after another and another and another. until you couldn’t recognize him anymore. while i did it i’d scream in his face all the fuckin pain he subsequently caused me and all the years of torture i’ve had to face since that fatefully regrettable day. fuck you adam.

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why i dont know is back…. oh goody

January 31st, 2015by why i dont no

i’m back i needed to come back and iv said it all before but fuck it no one is going to read this any way

i have no friends (minor problem)

i have a girl friend but the relationship is crashing (i can live with out her but its the trying to save it cos i love her bit that is killing me)

i’m watching people win everyday when i lose i walk in to rooms and its like i’m not there (witch in some cases is a blessing) i miss some one who i should of let go of by now, i spend my days sitting in …

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help me write my book / suicide book?

January 31st, 2015by munckin

We no longer need a select group to rule for us; this is because we have have made advanced progress in technology which enables us to communicate at a much quicker progress then before. In a mere few minutes we can compile votes and have the results at the same time which before would took days if not weeks to tally otherwise.

We can ask more complicated questions of the WORLD, COUNTRY and locally and have the answer almost straight away; this all is available RIGHT NOW.

————-

Does anyone agree with this?

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pain again

January 31st, 2015by silvermoon

I am tired and not sleeping well. I need a bed to sleep on. I have an appt. to try and get chemicals for my brain. Living near my abuser who molested me in a place that has triggered me where I no longer sleep well with no car to escape in is not good. I’ve lost a priest, am scared all the time, lost a lot. Not able to cope anymore with this in the cold winter. I have to walk to get groceries or take the bus during the week or beg for rides. Everything I do is hard and I do it …

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Versions

January 31st, 2015by melodymd

I have many secrets that I keep from everyone in my life. There is no one person who knows everything about me. Not even my family knows who I really am.

I don’t really like to have conversations with people, regardless of how close they supposedly are to me. I find it hard to have small talk, I usually don’t find anything interesting to talk about to them. I usually end up talking about myself, which I know comes off as being arrogant. When I do talk about myself, I end up talking about a version of myself that isn’t really true. I exaggerate and underplay …

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What to do…

January 31st, 2015by Alesana

Day 2 of 7 without you… you said you missed me a little and are leaning a little more towards yes, but still leaning more towards no… what am I going to do without you… please… don’t go…

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title

January 31st, 2015by pierrot

I don’t belong anywhere. I’m just another one of seven billion people. Just like stars there are people, who are brighter than others. They make something good with their lives; they can save others and have something to share. And there are people like me, living their lives in darkness and loneliness. Empty. In the end for the Universe we’re all the same – no one really matters.

I’m completely exhausted. I should stop smiling when I want to scream at the top of my lungs. I’ve been pretending for so long and now I can’t tell anybody anything except “Im just tired”. But I deserve all …

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How much more pain

January 31st, 2015by nataliehnt

Sometime I wonder how much more pain can my heart handle? When will I ever be the chosen one to die? They say God has a plan for all of us, but God… is this your plan for me to suffer and suffer until the day I cannot bear it anymore?

 

I just want to die. I don’t want to feel anymore of this pain.

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body

January 31st, 2015by Hjerteblomst

The human body is so disgusting… Well, you could google it. I don’t want to put it all here. I don’t want to disgust anyone.

Some fireworks display was happening, then I was born. From fireworks. Much better than the disgusting alternative…

believe what you like. If you want to believe that you came from some fantasy idea, then its best not to look at the ‘disgusting’ human body. I wish I never looked at some of this stuff… For a start, you prob know that we pee and poop though….

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Death is a sure thing – why does society frown upon it?

January 31st, 2015by 10 Nil

I have no one to talk to. I do not expect those that are in my life to understand. I have seen them feign seconds of interest only to direct conversation to themselves. Besides, my feelings and thoughts would only raise false concern and patronizing remarks – if history has shown me anything. Over the years I have learned to bury my emotions inside and isolate myself.

Lately, pretending has been hard. I am sure my smiles seem forced. I have lost all mental fortitude and I can longer stay composed. I want to be alone. I do not want to die. I only wish to not …

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Losing it…

January 30th, 2015by Alesana

I love you more than my own life… you swore to me marriage and a future… you swore to always love me… and now I don’t even know if you’ll be here… you may leave… please… don’t go… the millions of chances I’ve given you, just give me one… you PROMISED to work through this with me, no matter how hard… please… don’t go…

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Cause nothing really matters

January 30th, 2015by disappearingme97

I cannot.

I must not.

I must resist.

But it’s so hard.

Just one wouldn’t hurt, right ?

At most, I’ll be a little bit more hyper. A little more “happy”. It’ll be okay.

“Smile brighter” “laugh a little louder”

 

-cause nothing really matters-

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Mission Psychobabble

January 30th, 2015by killswitchon

“What is the most resilient parasite? Bacteria? A virus? An intestinal worm? An idea. Resilient… highly contagious. Once an idea has taken hold of the brain it’s almost impossible to eradicate. An idea that is fully formed – fully understood – that sticks; right in there somewhere.” — Cobb, Inception

Mission Initiated:
This message will self destruct in three minutes,
Chaos
Patience
Fight
Tip toe your way through the underbrush of society
Never leaving a foot print
When asked?
It’s just a stint
A small role
You question,
Who me?
What am I?
Manifest destiny
Society’s sterile, no vasectomy
You, are a story waiting to be told
A legend
Lucky number seven
I, am number four
Strong and systematic to my core
Overzealous zealots of zion
Dont …

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