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I beg to differ, however. I am told that I am being negative because I deny people’s requests to be “positive”. This is, in a sense, true – I don’t believe in the notion of “positivity” at this point. Conversely, however, I don’t believe in “negativity” either. Why? Because negativity complements positivity, and if one […]
So I haven’t been here on SP for 1,5 month I guess. It’s because I’m doing really bad. In that time I quitted school, had an intake with 2 mental health institutions, going to start therapy next week, got a cat (it’s really a sweetheart and I’m so glad my parents agreed with a pet), […]
IMO, suicidal people are stuck between Life & Death as the result of a conflict: Intellect vs Emotions on a purely rational level, we realize human life is meaningless, especially from a cosmic perspective whether humans are or not, the Universal Mind will continue to create .. when man has disappeared, I really doubt It’ll […]
a slap in the face more tears to come blaring music with a room the urge to just die the stinging pain on the face tension fills the air shaking hands that hold scissors a closed white door a room that’s filled with many secrets the piggy bank sat upon the dresser it holds the […]
I don’t believe that I lack all strength. I just don’t have enough to do anything with my opportunities. I don’t want to wake up, and I don’t want to look for jobs, and I don’t want to get a new job or keep mine. I don’t want to go outside. I don’t want to […]
I’ve been taking Saroquel for just under a week now.. i dream every night and they’re so vivid. It’s like i’m myself.. but a different branch? Like i’ll dream about things that are happening in my life, but i’m a different version of me in the dream. It’s weird. Anyone notice anything similar on it?
Today is some sort of miracle for people around here, because it’s almost 70℉ (that’s something like 21 ⅑ ℃) – a radical change from the wintery, disgusting crap we’ve been getting over the past few months. The sun actually exists now, and people are throwing Frisbees around campus (I was dumbfounded, too) just for […]