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Another poem. Just made it up

August 3rd, 2015by wndozh8er

I look up to a deep blue sky, yet all I see is gray

An airplane flies overhead, I wish it was the Enola Gay

Fat Man, Little Boy, why must you keep me waiting

turn the sky Crimson red, and leave me evaporating

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I would like to share a poem with you all

August 3rd, 2015by wndozh8er

first off, let me start off by saying my poems are eccentric, absurdist and surrealist. Sort of if Salvidor Dali, my favorite artist, was a poet. But i poems also point out social issues and truths that adds crypto-humor to them. This one is suspose to be read like a military drill.

“Plight of the Native Americans”

PUT THEM ALL IN COWBOY HATS AND TEACH EM ABOUT JEBUS

TAKE THERE LAND FOR YOUR OWN GAIN, SPREAD IT WITH DISEASES

MAKE THEM LICK THE TRAIL OF TEARS AND DESCRIBE THE TASTE IN ENGLISH

NAME ALL OF YOUR STATES AFTER THEM, ONCE THERE TRIBES ARE FINISHED

SMALLPOX, SMALLPOX

JESUS, JESUS,

SMALLPOX JESUS

 

The meaning behind this …

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Helpless and Hopeless

August 3rd, 2015by AJokeOfFate

Before i say much of anything, I feel like I’ve got to make something clear: I dont want help. No, maybe I dont feel as if Im beyond help, but honestly at this point Id rather not hope that things will get better. Plus, oh unlikely reader of mine, there are better people on this site who actually deserve your help. Good people. Hurt people. People who wont give up as easily as I have.

Its been a while since Ive been on this site. A couple of months, perhaps. Definitely a few months since Ive posted or even commented. I suppose the reason is …

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Is it wrong to born Gay?

August 3rd, 2015by mightyme

Is it wrong to born gay? I had been in relation with a guy for almost a year. He loves me very much. But he has insecurity Problem and hence we had several fights. One of the fights were so extreme that we had to deal with cops. I really love him and he loves me too! Adding to this. My father left my family when I was two year old baby. I have older brother who doesn’t work. My mother becomes angry on small reasons. I already had an unsuccessful effort of poisoning myself and dying. But still I survived after a medical treatment …

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Happy.

August 3rd, 2015by Costy

 

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Hello guys. My name is Costy, I’m 19 and I am from Romania. I won against depression and this is my last post. I went to some train tracks to make fun of them.. such irony 😀 I love you all and I hope you will find peace no matter what you do. Goodbye :*

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Just sick of this Bullyshit….

August 3rd, 2015by jadedkeizy

Okay, I was seeking advice and my brother gave me this B.S :

” People react differently to pain.Its so easy to opt out of life…It takes courage to face life.one is the way of comfort the other is the way of maturity.Those that stand in the way of comfort are miserable right now.Whats the cure?Man was created to entrust himself to His creator…not to live for anything else.As soon as these posts change,man loses the courage to live.We are created to fellowship in the love of God…Grace and Peace to you through our Lord Jesus Christ who LOVED US and shade His blood for all our …

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August 3rd, 2015by jules1769

This is my first post on any suicide blog. I’ve tried to talk to people before but they don’t seem to understand and I’m looking for someone who does. I’m a 12 year old girl. My age is another reason why people don’t listen they think I’m to little to be going through this kind of stuff but it can happen at any age. I wanted to share my story to people who might actually listen. It all started when my mom told me about my friend who cutted I didn’t know what cutting really was but I found out. My first cut was small. …

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Do you believe in past lives?

August 3rd, 2015by Diablo

I was brought up pagan and chose the pagan path for myself, one of the beliefs in paganism is resurrection. I strongly believe in past lives and that i have had multiple, i am an old soul. I don’t feel i am from this time, i think that plays a huge role in me not liking this life and all my hate of the new age. I always imagine how peaceful and nice it would be to just be in a village with my loved ones and friends, to be a mom and to clean and cook and welcome my husband back from his hunts. …

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done

August 3rd, 2015by youngplague

I’ve felt as though my entire existence has been pointless ever since I was about 13. 13 being the time I began being severely depressed as well. My mom has never really cared about me and I don’t even know what my dad looks like. As a kid I would get picked on a lot and had nobody to talk to because if I brought it up to my mom she would either agree with the person bullying me or just say something much worse. With that I began just keeping everything in. The only people who have ever cared about me are my grandmother …

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back in my city

August 3rd, 2015by kills

thanks to mark. big ups to this man. he knows im good for it and gonna hit him back as soon as i can. no worries. anyway now i got nowhere to go here. i mean nowhere. gotta figure this shit out. goddamn.

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Im just tired living my life..

August 3rd, 2015by james_downey101

Can I just die already… i’m so tired everyday is getting worse. I don’t even go out of my room and only eat once a day. I don’t even talk to my parents. they kept me asking what is wrong I just ignore them. They are really worried but I don’t care anymore.

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How?

August 3rd, 2015by Diablo

How will I face reality? How will i be strong enough? In reality the cold hard truth is revealed. In reality i am forced into this shell that is damaged and different. In reality thoughts of how worthless, ugly, fat and not good enough i am rush into my head. In reality thoughts of the future worry and scare me. In reality i ask myself “When will this end?” when i should be focusing on “How will this end?” So how? How can i stop hiding my pain and my fears and be okay. How am i going to be strong enough to not have …

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Today.

August 3rd, 2015by plasticflower

It’s currently 12:54 AM and in less than an hour, my brother (basically the main reason why I’m alive today) will be leaving the country to live in Scotland. It’s a safe guess to say that today will be one of the hardest and saddest, if not the most, days I’ve lived. I don’t think I’m really prepared for this, at least emotionally.
I mean, he basically raised me. I really don’t know how this is going to affect my mental state, but as long as he’s happy, so am I.
After all, this will not be goodbye,
but until next time.

-V

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Suicidal Thoughts like a walk in the park

  I wouldn’t normally include a photo of myself because that is kind of weird..but anyway, someone once told me that in order for me to move on in life I have to let go of all of these emotions that are keeping my hostile. So here is my story, that will hopefully help me […]

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Give me a reason, I see no hope I see no point in existence. We are doomed to wander this plane. Without purpose Without a cause All I know is that…

August 2nd, 2015by Immurement

1. Foreshadow

Give me a reason
I see no hope
I see no point in existence
We are doomed to wander this plane
Without purpose
Without a cause
All I know is that…

2. Waste

We are the salt of the Earth
In that we salt this Earth with our bodies
Conceived as a curse
Condemned as a child of waste

We are born hanged
And we die in peace

Lay our bodies to rest
We do not fear death

Usurp our legacy
Spare us an eternity
In Hell

We are nothing but a jilted existence
Conscience in a prison of flesh
Forsaken life

Conceived as a curse
Condemned as a child of waste
We are born hanged
And we die in peace

One more second in this life and …

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Tired and alone

August 2nd, 2015by alone89

Just tired and alone. No reason to do anything. No love, no life, no hope. Nothing.

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The Long Mirror

August 2nd, 2015by EmoPanda

I’m looking though a mirror and all i see is what could be. I happier version of me with a smile always planted on her face. A happy family that never has to worry if their daughter is gonna hurt or kill herself. A world that doesn’t have depression or self harm or any other mental illness. A person that doesn’t have so many trust issues. And most importantly someone who doesn’t have scars all over her body…

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If he was to stop loving me

August 2nd, 2015by Diablo

If he was to stop loving me i could do what i’ve always wanted, i could run, i could disappear, i could lose myself, i could ruin myself and i wouldn’t have a care in the world because he would be gone and i wouldn’t have him as an anchor, keeping me in the light and having me live healthy. The thoughts get worse everyday and i want nothing more than to run away and never look behind me again. A new question has formed in my head. Do i really want to die or do i just want to run away from life and …

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My life

August 2nd, 2015by Diablo

So, I found this site when I was looking for answers on why I feel everyday that I want to give up literally like 7 minute ago so I’m fairly new. But, I am choosing to let this all out on here whether anyone sees it or not. My life has been hell. I’m not going to sugarcoat anything or be mysterious I’m just going to throw this out there. When I was 3 I was raped by both my uncle and dad. I was drug affected and horribly abused. Both mentally and physically. I watched my dad stomp my moms head in and of …

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Advice on becoming financially independent?

August 2nd, 2015by teana

I’m 23 years old and I have one year of college left.  I am getting a double major in two major arts fields that probably won’t get me a job.  I  have absolutely no money and am completely dependent on my parents; living at home right now while I take classes.  I can’t stand being dependent on them and constantly feeling like I “owe” them.  They still try to control me in many ways.  It didn’t bother me until this summer but now it’s really getting on me…I feel like I am suffocating. I am already depressed and the fact that I don’t even own …