October 2nd, 2014by PureBlueLight
I have a hole in my chest that won’t close, and my head feels heavy all the time.
I feel like i’m crying in despair all the time.
The same horrible feelings torment me every day.
It takes aways my sleep, my comfort, gives me stress, i don’t know what to do, makes me feel like shit.
I wake up already feeling exhausted and sad for still being alive and alone.
To make it worse, i have memories of this woman i desired so much to be with, i cared so much about her, but she didn’t love me back.
I was left devastated.
She is imprinted in my mind, and i …