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Loser-dom

May 25th, 2016by anthropophobia

I am an addict, and I’ve attempted suicide several times. I haven’t been dependent on my parents in years, but because of my rather dramatic and reckless lifestyle they have made gracious gestures to assist me in getting better. This assistance comes with a heavy price, and as a result really leaves me in a state of inner turmoil with anger directed at people who believe they have my best interest in mind.

I have been on an annual cycle for the past few years, and it seems like understandably enough everyone is getting sick of it. Seems like my family doesn’t know what to …

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unknown artist

May 25th, 2016by Soco

I framed this at work yesterday and just love it. Cant give artist credit cos unknown to me. Once again pictures have to speak for me. (Was going to post this morning but ran outta time).

I framed this at work yesterday and just love it. Cant give artist credit cos unknown to me. Once again pictures have to speak for me. (Was going to post this morning but ran outta time).

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https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=u9Dg-g7t2l4 Sorry I’m tryin’

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Why do i bother

May 25th, 2016by tired123

F it I wont bother anymore.

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The actual picture

May 25th, 2016by Cordless

Since Hazy painted a picture of one of my avatars, I figured you might as well see the full-size version.

For better or worse:
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10-1-15a-4
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Thank you for the surprise, Hazy.
And believe me it was a giant surprise. 😮
LOL.

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The Never Ending Dream

May 25th, 2016by ZeldaSky

Theory about what happens when you die.  I came across this theory.  I am not saying I believe this is what happens, just that it is an interesting concept.

 

Imagine what it’s like to never wake up from a dream, something none of us have experienced. You’re having your NDE (Near Death Experience). Effectively, you’re in heaven. But then you die, and so you never become consciously aware that you’re not in heaven, i.e., that your dream ends. It’s not like the dream screen displays “The End” or even goes blank! Thus, as far as you know, you’re in heaven forever.

The concept of time here is like …

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Its over

May 25th, 2016by darkwillow

I need a suicide date. date as in, day, not some weird romantic fetish.. But i guess I’ll decide on that later.

I’ve been pushed over the edge now. I don’t have motivation to run away. I don’t have motivation to look for new people or friends. I’ve tried talking and meeting to countless online friends. Some i have pushed away..

I’m done. I can’t do this.

I’ll let you know when i decide on a date.

Thank you Chordful, Kat, Sportsballs, Fakingit.. I wouldn’t have made it this far without you.

I wont ever leave without a proper goodbye.

I’d write more, but tears are like burning my eyes.. Is that …

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Blind

May 25th, 2016by Dungeon

I don’t know what I’m going to do anymore

I don’t know who I am either

The worst part is that I don’t care about either, I only know I don’t have the option to quit anymore.

Fuck I know there’s no such thing as “fair” in this world but I just wanna scream…

This cycle of stagnation is beating the shit out of me.

The part that fucks with the most, if I didn’t have all my personal issues and burdens I’d do great in the world. But they’re some things that can’t change.

( Sorry I don’t respond to comments that much anymore, I just don’t have it in …

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Drinking and drawing LOL

May 24th, 2016by PhantomCitizen43

My roomate left this morning for the whole day.  So what do I do.   Hit the store and buy a 12 pack of Beer.

Then I start drinking and drawing.  LOL    I decided to do a female nude drawing and then color it.

This is what I have so far.  Its not complete yet.  But its complete enough to post.

Post some art if you have it folks.

Hang in there!!!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zWzCMFAupN0

 

Gregs Art - Woman Lying Down- Colored

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Cordless In Two Views

May 24th, 2016by Hazy Day Sunflower

You were very kind and composed something for me.

In return I present to you Cordless: Two Views.
cordless pastel
Disturbing Cordless
Plus french horn, because of COURSE french horn.

Thank you for supporting so many of us here, even in your darkest moments.
feel free totally derail this post in the most disturbing ways possible. I’m headed off to bed.
HDS

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Edict of Self-Inflicting VIII

May 24th, 2016by Nathaniel_Morisawa

I must never forget what I’m designed for at all times. Even though it will be very painful, I must never believe that I could ever form a significant bond with any of them. At every layer of my personality there is something there that they will disagree with or worse, despise. I may resort to omitting details or lies, but this will compound my suffering.

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How to punish myself painfully?

May 24th, 2016by mothhellyeah

I’ve been cutting myself and starving myself but I have no more room to cut. And I need something even more painful than that. Please help me decide how to punish myself!!!

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what it is…

May 24th, 2016by Alan Ominous

Adding this on for Cordless and Hazy

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Please shut up…

May 24th, 2016by Koiffee

I’m ssorry I’m posting so much…I must be annoying as heck ;-;

Idk I’m just crying in my bed and it hurts so much I can actually feel the pain in my chest
My thoughts won’t shut up and the voice in my head keeps shouting I’m better off dead while memories of the words rush through my mind while I cry and clutch my knees to my chest
God I don’t want to be here anymore…what’s the f*cking point in living a life like this…not being enough…being a constant disappointment and failure and a freak?
I just want to close my eyes and never wake up
It’s not fair …

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Good Night SP

  Good night everyone. Wishing you a great rest of your day/night with a picture of my town, here in Florida. You may not see me too active in the next few days due to work but please do reach out if you’d like: Kik: H4UOK Email: suesyd . nomore at gmail . com Facebook: […]

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Never Enough Cello

May 24th, 2016by Hazy Day Sunflower

Or Bettas.
Been messing with this damn thing for two days. I’m just going to post it.
betta fish

HDS

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May 24th, 2016by Soco

Spotted this in a shop window. Sums up the inside of my head most days. Sorry its sideways.  Have a good day sp. Love to u all.

Spotted this in a shop window. Sums up the inside of my head most days. Sorry its sideways. Have a good day sp. Love to u all.

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do you even want me to be happy?

May 24th, 2016by brxken._.lxcks

Like for real though, do you even want me to be happy? It sure doesn’t seem like it. All you are doing is making me worse. I hope you’re happy, you have made me miserable. It seems like nobody cares about anybody anymore, am I the only one that has noticed this? Nobody is nice anymore, someone can be really hurt, and some would notice it, and what would they do… nothing. I hate my life, and I really don’t even care about anything or anybody too much anymore.

This is just another one of my useless,and stupid posts.

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Look at This Article

May 24th, 2016by Death and Psyche

I think people on this site might find this article helpful to them because it at least had me thinking…

So… if it helps someone else great! If it doesn’t, I’m sorry and please just ignore it and go about your day.

https://www.psychologytoday.com/blog/communication-success/201501/7-keys-increasing-your-self-esteem-today

Personally, I can say I think about death all the time. Maybe I’m just curious as to where we are all headed. I’m honest enough to say that I don’t really know and that I have had strange experiences that would make people think I’m nuts. However, the weird thing is, I think the medication I’m taking may be what is causing the problem. …

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HELP or GET HELP… Talk to Someone.

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