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Now That I’m Nothing

June 29th, 2016by thehusk

DISCLAIMER: This is just my usual attempt to untangle the mess in my head. Much of it is probably rambling bullshit.

I don’t know what I’m doing here. My mind is dominated by the negative. All I can think of is the things that are wrong with my life. The physical discomfort I’m in. The way my body should look. The things I should’ve done. How alone I am.

I don’t want to die. I’m far too self-involved for that. Who would the universe revolve around if I disappeared?

I just don’t know how to live in a way that doesn’t spread misery. Maybe I’m addicted to being miserable. But …

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Purposelessness and organized religion…

June 29th, 2016by Konig Laconic

    I’m sure i’m not the only one here disillusioned by a seemingly purposeless existence. As an athiest, I’ve thought about this a lot. I once heard somone speak about a portuguese proverb: “The need makes you more ingenius.” The need being the need to fit in in a place in society…
    Whereas there are plenty of people who do fit in, then we have the others… not fitting into society gives people unique perspectives and breeds a certain kind of intelligence from being an outsider constantly focused on the analytical insights they have about the society they fail to fit in to properly…

    A large majority of

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Random rambling

June 29th, 2016by djarumblack

None of this matters, but I’ve realized that my feelings of isolation are always my own doing. It’s my fault I feel lonely. I need to try to embrace life as a hermit from this point forward (I’ve said this before, but this time I’m sure).

Although I see that my issues with human connection are just that– MY OWN ISSUES– I don’t know how to change it, so it may be best to keep human interaction distant and minimum. It’s horrible for all involved when I allow people to get close.

If I don’t decide to just ‘leave’, then I need to accept this …

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This world needs more George Exoo’s ( R.I.P )

June 29th, 2016by Escalado

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im back

June 29th, 2016by Mad-eye

i just came back from a long trip, any assists for ottawa, canada?

did anyone miss me?

i bet not except @sadpotatoe and @sunflower chwan

 

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Morris and nepheliad?

June 29th, 2016by Konig Laconic

Just wondering if you two were on today. It would be nice if you were so I could kill some boredom.

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Your childhood dreams?

June 29th, 2016by gkks

I understand most people here are quite young around their 20s. I m probably one of the oldest in my mid 30s. Lately i made a flashback on my teen years and remembered how i was imagined my future back then. What were my dreams, my goals. What i wanted to become. Well as most little boys i wanted to become a jet fighter pilot. Watching the air force jets flying above my house and that turbine sound, still loving it. That passed quickly and after i thought at least i’d become a commercial pilot and looking the procedure to become one looked like impossible. …

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[NEAR] INSTANT ENCORE…

June 29th, 2016by October_rain

 

HAVE A FANTASTIC DAY.

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Not sure if I can reach my goal

June 29th, 2016by Special2No1

I have a plan in place to at least try and make my death less hurtful for my family members, but after last night it took every bit of strength I could summon not to end it all early.

My husband of 15 yrs has been gone just over a month and I found out last night he is living with a younger woman. Not only have I been forgotten, our life together erased, but I’ve been replaced and someone else gets to live the life that was supposed to be mine.

If I had any food in my stomach last night I would have been physically …

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Searching for Member

June 29th, 2016by mtop.girl74

I don’t know where to put this post or if there is a preferred category, but I am trying to get in touch with Grant from New Zealand. Has anyone been in contact with him or seen any posts/comments from him?

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Four years ago today !!!!!

June 29th, 2016by noneedforaname

Hello to old friends and new. As you can see im not dead or in prison which i guess is a good thing. ( depending who you ask ) i haven’t been on in awhile, trying to be strong for eveybody else lmao. Anyways i do pop in to read post now and then but had to post today. Like many people, this is my vent. I get a lot of good advice, kind words, and a whole lotta ” shit ” off my chest. Its been 4 years today that GOD took my oldest son. He was 21 …

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I used to be something

June 29th, 2016by enduriciousness

I used to be the kind of girl who could find beauty anywhere. No matter how pitiful, shitty or something was, I could name at least one positive thing about it. Truthfully, I sucked at communicating my feelings verbally (even now) but if you handed me a pen and some papers, or just some sort of writing tools, I could tell you how I feel, armed with metaphors and all. I was pretty darn optimistic and positive and pretty much the opposite of what I am now. I was the reserved kind of gal, with reserved feelings that were actually raging inside of me, the …

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Why isn’t suicide allowed by society?

June 29th, 2016by plsletmego

Did you ever notice that traditional media avoids talking about suicide attempts?

When there’s a wave of suicide and people are killing themselves in public (train, metro, bridges, etc), it never gets to the tv or the newspaper.

I studied journalism and they told me that journalists shouldn’t talk about suicide because they would inspire other people to do it.

But shouldn’t suicide be a personal decision? Shouldn’t suicide be talked about?

There’s this big tabu around it and you can’t talk about it, and that makes people who have this suicidal thoughts even more disconnected and alienated.

Why does society automatically think suicide is selfish and bad and don’t try to understand …

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How to overcome depression for beginners

June 29th, 2016by metalwarrior665

I don’t know if this post will be of any use by SP community. It’s not meant for people with personality disorders, poor relationships or traumas from youth. Its kind of thing I would write to myself 10 years into the past or as my parent. It will mostly help for first episode people. Hope it helps for any of you or people you know. I know there are many kinds of depression and different people may have different ways to overcome it, take it as an inspiration.

  1. There are people who will never develop true depression, no matter what they do. However there are

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Any advice? Please?

June 29th, 2016by wanttodie2

I live with my parents just because I lost my job. I was so depressed that I couldn’t work anymore.
But now the bigger problem is that my parents don’t let me alone. They don’t respect my privacy. They talk about my “problem” with my friends and relatives. I feel so invaded.

I know that the only solution is leave my parents’s house, but I’m affraid don’t find a job and have to go back to here. I need some encouragement. I can’t fail.

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want to talk? Again?..

June 29th, 2016by darkwillow

I feel so alone.. devinbelver@yahoo.com or devinx7 is my kik..

 

I post this a lot.. A tonnn… And I’m so sorry.. And people sometimes email me and then i don’t really get back to them.. I’m so sorry for that.. I don’t mean to ignore you.. Sometimes it’s just hard to talk.. I’d like to talk now though, if anyone would like to..

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I just can’t

June 28th, 2016by plsletmego

I’m so exhausted.

I feel so trapped.

I don’t know who I am or what makes me happy anymore.

I just feel so worthless.

And it’s so unfair when you don’t kill yourself because you don’t wanna disappoint and hurt other people. But these people are the ones who make you feel the worst and don’t truly care about you.

Pls, I just wanna go and die peacefully.

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Empty

June 28th, 2016by reader11

Am I always going to be this sad?

I hate it. And I don’t get it. I used to be able to control my emotions more, now I only feel empty.

What is life when there is no looking forward to your future?

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No light just darkness

June 28th, 2016by dramaqueen90

i just want to die.

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An inexcusable failure to communicate

June 28th, 2016by Konig Laconic

Hi guys, my name is Konig Laconic, and I used to use this site about a year or two ago when I was about 18… I’ve come back now, and shouldn’t be be surprised to see that a few people I was hoping to see here are gone now. Anyone on here right now that remembers clevername? That guy was cool, and an intellectual wizard, and I was hoping to open up a dialect or two with him, but he’s gone now, and that’s either because he quit the site or because he offed himself…

Anyway, I suppose I could …

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