Archive for the 'General' Category

What Should I Do?

Wednesday, April 23rd, 2014

Dear SP friends, I’m sick and tired of being the good girl. I’m sick and tired of pretending to be perfect. Everyone expects from me good grades, nice dicipline, appropriate language and hopeful thoughts.. But that’s not me. I’m losing myself there. Nobody feels how I feel. It’s so hard to go through the teenage […]


Wednesday, April 23rd, 2014

This is orphaner-coolscar’s Mother. We finally got around to cleaning her room, and found a journal with a list of sites and passwords. When we found this one, we were shocked.  Looking through her profile, we noticed her last post, and how many people were worried about her. She would have been so surprised… I’m […]


Wednesday, April 23rd, 2014

i am truly sorry if my last post offended you.i never meant to offend you.well its been two or three weeks since i tried and commit suicide. i feel so stupid because i tried because of just some fvcking stupid shit that i did and because she wants to be really mean and say everything […]

People who act like people

Wednesday, April 23rd, 2014

I have no gripe with the basic design of the animal known Homo sapiens. It has an impressive free range of motion, adaptability, fingers which allow it to perform delicate tasks as well as arms which provide strength, and it has a brain that is capable of some logic as well as emotional thoughts. And […]

Surving Hell

Wednesday, April 23rd, 2014

I’ve thought about it many times, especially those sleepless nights, the drum beating inside the dark recess of my mind. After the first attempt of 12 pills, then 24 pills, I decided to wake up and attend college both times I woke up from those failures. I’ve been reading up a lot about Buddhism and […]

Unwanted memories

Wednesday, April 23rd, 2014

Do you ever wake up feeling like today is going to be another bad day? Thinking that nothing will change, that it will just be this daily routine of negative thoughts and feelings in Your head? Well maybe you do, maybe you don’t. But me…well this is only just the frosting to the cake. all […]

What I believe

Wednesday, April 23rd, 2014

This is the Easter Season (50 days of Easter….it doesn’t begin and end on Easter Sunday). I’ve been a Christian all of my life.  And I am here to tell you that NO act of suicide is cowardice….it takes a strong person to overcome the natural instinct for self preservation and move on to the next […]

From the Author of Winnie the Pooh

Wednesday, April 23rd, 2014


“taken away…..”

Wednesday, April 23rd, 2014

Today someone died. No one had cried. Caretaker came, Wheeled them outside. Lay on the gourney, Their final journey. Ride in the sun, Looked like real fun. Covered with a sheet, From their head to their feet. Who was it I thought, Someones mom or their dad, Did they have a good life, Or one […]

Like waves..

Tuesday, April 22nd, 2014

My emotions are like waves, threatening to overtake me at one moment, and then soft, serene..At peace with everything the next.. Experiencing this is incredibly hard and makes me feel crazy, but I don’t know that I’d change it. We who experience depression and the more difficult of strong feelings also have the chance to […]