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time

April 26th, 2015by LifelessAnatomy

There’s never enough time

to say how you feel, to feed another line

To live in the moment despite it being a crime

to those over seas living in filth and in grime

there’s never enough time

there’s never enough time

do you read the words i write down and feel as i do

as if the world is lite on fire burning all those around you

and yet this fire comes from within, from within me and you

its a crime to be happy when this world is torn in two

theres never enough time to live as we should

to love one another and spread care that is good

theres never enough time to say …

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I can’t take it anymore

April 26th, 2015by DaneRight

Waking up everyday feeling that you’re worthless, not knowing what to do with your life. I constantly think about the meaning of it all, yet I always come up with a blank. Living day after day without anything to hold on to. I have a couple of friends that I hang out with sometimes or go to events, but I don’t know how to make real connections, because I’m socially awkward. I keep telling myself “Just try to be friendly, do your best, you will improve, you will meet new people, everything will get better” But it doesn’t. It just gets worse and just thinking …

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Return to the desert

April 26th, 2015by bayareaguy

In two weeks I will be, once again, living in Phoenix.  I rented an apartment and bought a bed.  It remains to be seen if this return after 6 months in Mexico and 3 months in Los Angeles will be any different from the last stay here (August 2013-14).

I can’t seem to drum up any real excitement.  This is a financial move.  I’m sure you are all tired of hearing about how I fell into this deep depression and how much I just want to have this life be over and sleeping without loneliness, depression and physical weakness.

Forgive me if I bore you all, forgive …

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nervous

April 26th, 2015by paingoaway

hey ya’ll. i know what meds i need. i just cant afford them. I dont wanna be homeless, but it very possibly might end up that way. Im so close to getting healthy, oh well. I will continue to fight to find decent employment and to get my own place (through HUD or section 8 or something). I miss my friends on this site? Where did you all go?

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All these feelings

April 26th, 2015by Little Wolf

It’s like my mind is clogged with overwhelming thoughts and feelings. It’s never small things either, it’s like my mind is trained to force questions upon myself like “Why am I alive” and “What’s really the point to all of this”. I feel so alone, I have few friends and none of them understand what it’s like to wake up and wish you were dead. (I’m pretty sure that’s a song lyric)

I never talk to anyone other my psychologist about how I feel, I’ve tried before and I just get judged and put down. People think I’m an attention whore if my sleeve slips up …

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3

Why are you like this

April 26th, 2015by sgfire1234

I tell you i’m serious. Over and over I tell you i’m serious. I tell you if you’re not serious then get the fuck away from me. I tell you to fucking be serious. Every comment you’ve posted affirms my view of this world because i told you to stop and you wouldn’t and could not stop because you love what you do. you characterize me when i explicitly and obviously tell you otherwise. you diminish every single one of my words. you deliberately write comments that sound unfazed and uncaring and smug. you need to go away. you need to stop typing because you …

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2

Have You Ever Been Happy

April 26th, 2015by FeelingFunny

I would find it hard for anyone to answer that question with a definitive no. Some thing as small as a good:book, movie, meal, or drug, is enough to make you happy, even if only temporarily. I feel happy when I’m around people who laugh at my jokes, and when I’m able to help those closest to me. I’m also happy when I’m: high, drunk, fucking, and cutting, but that is more a happiness centered on the basest of pleasures. Lastly I would say I’m most happy when jamming on the piano or singing. I realize I have a lot more in my life than …

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17

lifes questions

April 26th, 2015by BlackOutAlice

Alices life was saved by incest smut, before alice didnt have a reason to live but now alice has found hope in incest smut, this is like the coming of jesus to alice, never before did the world make sense until alice found incest smut on the internet. alice had stumbled upon it by accident, alice was on xnxx . com and alice accidentally clicked stories, and the first one to come up was brother sister fuck, now alice being a good girl, alice had no idea what that meant, the first thing alice thought of was black people, like yo my brother. So when …

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5

Deep down, I know

April 26th, 2015by southbaycutty

I’ll always be known as that strange guy that looks at the floor when you talk to him. The thing that makes me the most uncomfortable is if I look in someones eyes and get nervous, then I start picking up cues that the listener can see what’s happening. Aspergers sounds like a real possibility. I don’t know if it’s even worth the effort to work on this, I’m already so emotionaly and physically drained.

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i cant take it anymore

April 26th, 2015by idgafam

I don’t know how to handle life and all the feeling that come with it anymore. Every morning I wake up with anxiety and deal with it all day and I lay in bed for hours wishing I could just stay asleep forever. I don’t know what ive become, ive pushed all of my friends and family away. I don’t know how to talk to people, but most of all im so lonely and heartbroken, and I have been for so long. every girl I meet once she gets to really know me she runs away from me. the first girl I ever had a relationship …

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2

Just random….

April 26th, 2015by serenityseeker

okay, so i was just writing a post that gave everyone all the information that could possibly need and then some about any reason I may have for feeling blue. I had to stop myself mid way because I realized it wasn’t even helping me out. I was boring myself! Instead, what I am going to try to do here is just blurt it all out. Say what I’m feeling, maybe add a reason or two, and then move on to the next whatever comes to mind. I’m hoping this does at least a little something for someone if not for me.
3………………3………………….2………………………………….2……………………………………2……………………………..1…………..GO!

worthless. I …

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H.O.P.E.

April 25th, 2015by Streamers

Hold
On
Pain
Ends

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15

it just takes that one person

April 25th, 2015by jennjenn

My fiance, boyfriend, whatever I should call him is it.  Just makes me want to do violent things to myself. Screaming at the top of his lungs that I’m a monkey, a c#nt, a cow.  Im so infuriated I want to just jump out of the car.  I want to go running screaming at the top of my lungs, I cant take it anymore.

I read a man in Japan last Christmas jumped off the third floor of a mall, to his death, because his girlfriend wouldn’t stop shopping.

That’s how I freakin feel.  It makes me to want to die .  I dont understand why this …

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Thinking and thinking pointless thinking

April 25th, 2015by goingnumb

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2

Gotta Go. Now.

April 25th, 2015by Sammi6xoxo

I have to get out of this state. I need a fresh start. I need something new. Something stable. I want to find love again and I’m not going to find that if I’m misserable. I need to love myself before I can love anyone else and I’m trying so hard to make that happen. I Have to find a way to support myself before I can leave. That’s the fun part. Right? Wrong. Getting a job in a new state isn’t easy. But I have to. I need this. Am I wrong for moving so far away from my mom after all she’s done …

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New Family, Crazy life.

April 25th, 2015by kysandra98

Ever since I was little I lived my life in fear that something bad was going to happen to me, and I wish I had never been my life.

When I was 8 my parents got divorced. I remember the family meeting my mom and dad had with my little brother and I. My mom decided one day that this life wasn’t good enough for her anymore, so she picked me and my brother up, gave us a tooth brush and shipped us off to our aunts house. Ever since then my aunts house is the place I’ve always gone. She’s given me some sort of …

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I . . . don’t . . . . want .. . .. to . . . . .

April 25th, 2015by Bisban

I had to change the music, but it’s already all too late. If I were in it’s stability, it would be like writing a book status as I sit. I’ve already said every words. The dungeon that I am battling. But no-one will ever know. The destination . . . isn’t coming back. Attacked, from every which way . . . The name of a dark one makes his name and view down deeper and clearer. The ten-year cycle that my mom told me about, it isn’t over. The hardest thing, it exist now . . . But what is it. This night shall disappear,

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Suicide, but I am not unhappy

April 25th, 2015by pointless821

Hello all. Thank you for listening to me. I just need to get it all out.

I consider myself a lucky man. I’m 20 years old, attending college, with good job prospects ahead of me. I have amazing friends and the best mother and sister a guy could ask for. I like to think that I am a handsome, funny, bright dude-without sounding arrogant or supercilious I believe I have a lot going for me.

I am not particularly unhappy. I just do not want to live anymore. I don’t see the point, quite frankly.

I go to school. Why? To get a good job. Why? To make …

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Mass Distortion / Blue

April 25th, 2015by Bisban

Time from a, burning flame
Got to start ’cause it won’t
Out of the, for the last
My Mother, through the vast space
Became my God-Mother
I love you forever, and I’m coming
Tonight, inside the congregation
This calling of befallen
That I do not know how to say
Through this balance of equilibrium
Echoes through what I
Enclosed never there somewhere
The binary

Oh man . . .

They both were, and they both wanted to
My new homies that I just made but now it’s
Mecton, I don’t know what the
But this push to give me of a stride
I’m going where I need to go
Through this trap, oh the Zodiac
To the place that shows me where
My brother like became …

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April 25th, 2015by hiitsme0819

is it selfish that seeing how happy everyone around me is makes me feel even worse i should just be grateful for their well-being but instead it makes feel shit like i have no one to talk to because their happiness makes me feel like they cant possibly understand what im going through and like they wouldnt care if they did

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