Its been about a year since I stumbled upon this site. And like all of you reading this here right now, I had a reason. Basically why im posting this up, is cause I wanna know..
Whats your reason for coming to this.. depressing, emotion-filled website. For comparison reasons to myself.. and maybe to find some [...]

My mother loves me, and would do anything for me. My father is distant, but he works constantly to support his family and he never complains about it. My sister hates me but she’s civil toward me and at times kind. On the surface my life is good. Nothing special but good. I have friends [...]

I have all I need,a razorblade,my wirst,or some tyneol.I’m only waiting……hoping to find a reason to live,but for now i have none so now I think maybe my last day here…..so good bye,so long and good luck.

I have never been able to work out why I cannot find happiness.  I come from a very wealthy family in NY, and yes I could easily be reffered to as spoilt but no matter what I get given and no matter where I go I am always severly depressed. There is no doubt that [...]

“Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest.” – Jesus, Matthew 11:28
hey everyone.
i don’t have too much to say but i’ll start off by mentioning that this post isn’t at all for myself.

When I tried to kill myself, I took pills. I took 60 some Tylenol. I ended up in the psych ward of St. Luke’s Hospital, feeling like such and idiot. I consider killing myself almost daily. I try to tell myself that I don’t want to die, but more often than not I do. Your [...]

I am 39, almost 40. Married for 9 years to a wonderful man who was not my soulmate and we tore each other apart eventually.. verbally, emotionally. Grew up longing for nothing more than the perfect family, had it and threw it away. Let my daughter choose where to live and since [...]

I’ve recently been discharged from the military, i had a good job that i loved, i got paid a good amount and plus people, (generally) respected my sacrifices for the country and line of work. Until recently, i have been charged with sexual misconduct with a minor. Now before you start judging. The girl was [...]

I am fourteen right now, my birthday was pretty recently. I have been cutting myself for some time now. I do not know the exact date or year. I sometimes feel as if I am a sick person. I do not think I cut myself out of depression, it’s more of a way to relax [...]