Does anyone know about anxiety medications? I can’t take the constant panic attacks anymore.. :/

fuck life I shouldn’t even be alive

Life is bitter life is cruel Happiness you can’t rule Full of broken hearts and broken dreams Even kindness is not what it seems Don’t expect to much cause expectations is for fools Acceptance and strength is your biggest tool.

Covered in scars I put myself behind these bars In this confined space While sanity I chase Constantly playing a game of pong What is right What is wrong A bullet I must bite Come on, come on You’re not gone Not yet, not now Please make this vow I will not give up It’s [...]

I have zero drive at the moment. I’m just full of hatred and anger and aggression. Urgh. Mp3: FML Lyrics: D Em G Fuck my life fuck my life fuck my life D Am Em Fuck my life fuck my life tell me what I’m doing wrong A7 Maybe I don’t even belong Fuck my [...]

no more depression starting today. At least, no more acknowledging it. I know why it’s there now, I know it. I’ve got the spotlight on my darkness. I’m no more better off but at least I’ve come to terms with this putrid existence. I’ve drowned in misanthropy, hatred for my fellow man. I’ve closed myself [...]

Missing a lot of people from here… Hope they’re all okay. I’m starting to worry~~

I knew it wouldn’t last. All that happiness has vanished from yesterday. I had a terrible day today. At lunch I sat alone. All my classes were spent ignoring everyone. And when I come home, my dad just starts yelling at me because he’s not appreciated. Well guess what, neither am I. I just took [...]

I HATE the loud laughs of privileged douchebags enjoying the sunshine. The way their voices are steeped in “carefree”. Girls giggling. Fuck how I hate it. I hate summer. The sunlight burning down mercilessly, lighting up my haggard face, making my disgusting body sweat. Putting my depression on display. I hate the happy colours people [...]

again, I am in this deep hole. I am feeling very lonely here All those people who are around me over the day, no one to talk to and if I try to start a talk with someone they just leave me alone I have holidays next week and they will be like hell again. [...]