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Cat’s In The Cradle

April 18th, 2018by ArwenOfAstora

My father is the root cause of every issue of mine. He was sexist and disliked me for being female. Distinct childhood memories of mine include his refusal to hold my hand, his refusal to let me be in public with him, calling me a terrorist at 9 years old for expressing sympathy for Arabs/Muslims (“Islamic Shitheads” as he called them) and driving me to my mother’s house in the middle of the night as a 10 year old because he simply couldn’t stand me while I sobbed for his forgiveness.

 

Since the beginning of my adolescence he was generally absent from my life. Now that …

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Resisting the impulse….

April 18th, 2018by Pookie-Bear

Right now im going through the hardest time…. i just broke up with my fiancé and im beyond devestated!! I feel like i need to cut so bad but im trying so hard not to. How do i stop these thoughts again???

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Workplace bullying

April 18th, 2018by Blugirl16

I’ve been getting bullied at work from coworkers for the last month or so from my few months of being at Burger King;customers arn’t much better, and my depression\anxiety has been getting crucially worse because of it and it shows. I get why they do it, I mean I’m an easy target. I’m the youngest employee there at 16, I’m very quiet, I rarely smile, and I have no confidence. Lately however it’s gotten worse, coworkers have falsely accused me of being on heavy drugs, they gossip and joke about me to the point where I end …

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April 18th, 2018by Hulk

Are you alive yet almost dead?

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April 17th, 2018by Hulk

Im tired of life, this body, this experience, i want to change it with something else, bored.

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Vague Hopelessness

April 17th, 2018by thehusk

I don’t know how many time I’ve written variations on this post, then forgotten it’s meaning. My mind quickly wipes away the painful understanding contained. It hides it from me.

I am utterly, hopelessly lost. I can’t ever connect with another person, because I could never bear for someone to really know me. Because who I really am is terrible. So I am alone. I will always be alone. Even when surrounded by people who think they love me. They don’t. They love an idea of me. Perhaps who I once was, before I did all this. I am separated from everyone by the persistent knowledge …

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Tattoos

April 17th, 2018by laelaps

I enjoy covering up my skin with different designs. My skin is attached to my body. My body is something I do not like. So by covering my skin I am initially covering my body.

 

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I’m Going to be Brutally Honest

April 17th, 2018by rich51bruhh

It is your fault. It is also my fault as well, but I want to blame you. Blame you for my condition, blame you for my life today, and blame you for allowing it to go on. This is it., I am done with you. I don’t have to hate you, but I want to.

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Help Me I’m In Hell

April 17th, 2018by basefree

Everyday is a challenge when you hate the entity that created such an awful self. A self that hates itself! Why is this even a thing that can exist? A creature, a thing called a human, that can develop a self that wants to not exist while simultaneously having an atavistic survival instinct? This has to be hell.

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in less than a month

April 17th, 2018by spectralgiraffe

I’ll lose my virginity. I’ll officially be a whore. Yeah it will only be with the one guy, my online bf (who won’t be online anymore :P)
I can’t help but see sex as dirty. I’ve cybered alot but still…

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No

April 17th, 2018by spectralgiraffe

Nobody will ever understand me.
I don’t know if I understand anyone either
I don’t know what there is to be understood anymore.

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When will it ever stop.

April 17th, 2018by falling_soup

I hate how I can never just feel okay. I hate how I get so depressed I just block everyone out because I do not want to feel like I am a burden or some pest. I hate how I bottle everything up but yet if there is someone I trust I spill out everything too and then they use it to take advantage or they get scared or just unable to be in my life because I have so much baggage. Well do not worry my dear friends because I hate myself. I hate all the extra bull shit I carry around and feel …

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Gain or Loss?

April 17th, 2018by Baked13

The only thing that can disappoint me more than myself is if I carry every pain and emotion that I currently possess onto the next life.
My thoughts are my biggest roadblock.

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All I want to do

April 17th, 2018by Cause of Death: Suicide

Is look at pictures of beautiful woman all day long.

I don’t have any photos.

UGH.

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a hell of a time

April 17th, 2018by banana.tears

ive been struggling with my emotions a lot lately and i finally decided to talk to my mom about going to a physiatrist. she just told me to take her prozac and said that’s all she’ll do for me. so out of desperation that it’ll help something i took it, but now i am dry heaving and my head is pounding. i tried to talk to my boyfriend about it and he just said it was my fault.

ive given up, i have absolutely 0 desire to live anymore. my time is going to be up very soon.

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April 17th, 2018by Hulk

I have a problem with people’s faces. I see their zodiac signs on their face and it’s like they’re fake.

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somebody help my friend…

April 17th, 2018by Feiyuin

I’m not depressed.

But I have a friend on the other side of the world and she needs me more than ever every day. Yet I cannot be there for her and it irks me so much.

I can only comfort her with little sweet nothings by text, but words like that will eventually dry up into meaningless letters on a screen.

What do I do? what can I say? I want to understand. I want to help her see the world better every morning. For people who suffer Depression… what is the strongest hope that another human can do to lift you? Please.

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All Ready

April 17th, 2018by IronWolf

Welp, I’ve set everything up to finally take my life. And yet, I always contrive reasons in my head to postpone it. I have no feelings of wanting to hold on desperately to life, I’m past that point. Yet I keep floundering on this misrable planet, waiting and waiting for nothing.

 

Strange, isn’t it?

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I miss him so much

April 17th, 2018by rayonhousefly

I’m not sure if ive mentioned this before, but my best friend in the whole world died a couple of years ago, and I still blame myself, and I miss him every fucking day. Even though I have a job I like, a nice place to live, an amazing girlfriend who is my soul mate, and my few hobbies, I still feel empty and alone without him on more than a few days every week. I loved him, ane he didn’t deserve to go out like he did. I finally went to his grave for the first time a month ago, and feel like ill …

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