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To Mehikka… where are you ? :(

To Mehikka… where are you ? :(

June 23rd, 2017by FarahLajeenNourAlDeen

please tell me you’re okay 🙁

<3

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I hate my life

June 23rd, 2017by icantdecide123

I’m 15 boy and I already thinking about killing myself, I just hate my life, I was molested by my cousin started when I 4 until I was about 12. My girlfriend recently broke up with and she made the happiest person and when she broke up with me I was totally heartbroken and devistated bc I loved her so much and cared for her and always called her beautiful. Now she hates me and makes fun of me. I hate school even more because it makes me more depressed and my parents are constant mad at me for failing school and mad for me …

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Here to listen to you

Here to listen to you

June 23rd, 2017by LostInDebt

Hi guys,

I thought I should be a leaning shoulder to several people out there willing to put an abrupt end to their lives.

Firstly, it is safe to say I have been down that road as well and I know exactly what it feels like to be empty and isolated. I held on to one string (scratch that, two strings actually) : my pregnant girlfriend and God… If my girlfriend wasn’t pregnant, I probably wouldn’t be writing this today because I wouldn’t have anything/anyone to look back to… She loves me too much to hurt her. Then, God! I remembered everything they said about suicide, how …

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Just Done

June 23rd, 2017by Oathkeeper

Everything is colorless and void of anything. I have the little cares to avoid annoying things as to not stupidly disrupt my minutes, hours and days of being dragged forward unrelenting on the ground by time, but overall I think I can say I don’t really care about myself or anything like that, especially not the future, or of things getting better. I genuinely would want to live; if I were in a position where I didn’t want to constantly kill myself.

I went 9.5 days having barely eaten a thing. I ate last night and feel disgusted at that, but I suppose all is not …

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Why am I like this?

June 23rd, 2017by CARLOSPEJUAN

For a month now, I haven’t done shit. Now last minute, my feasible decides is awesome to critic the neighborsl for a half assed job. I’m so done. Ughhh

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Suicide Notes(Letters)

June 23rd, 2017by SamuelDocGreen

I have my plan, I’ve done the research, all that is left is the notes. I don’t want to leave them gasping for air like fish. God such bad choice of words especially with how I’m doing all this.

Anyway, I am finding my closer friends harder to write than my friends but not as close to. No, I’m having trouble explaining why I did what I did. I’m having trouble not breaking down and flinging my computer against a wall at 5 in the morning. I’ve decided but I can’t leave this world yet until it’s explained and everyone gets there pictures from me. I …

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Have you planned out your suicide?

June 23rd, 2017by water

I have. I lose and god wins.

 

That freak will get what he wants. I will kill myself and burn in hell.

 

I plan on jumping off a nearby bridge next month. I have to. It’s not like I’ll ever be the same ever again. 5+ years… this is too much.

 

I am more worried that I will back out of it. I hope so strongly that I can find the courage to finally jump. I just have to.

 

I feel like I could succeed considering that bridge is known for its suicides.

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work so hard to get to this crisis

June 23rd, 2017by heartlessviking

Yesterday the transmission went out on my work truck. To be clear my work truck is my favorite vehicle I have ever driven. It has a great motor, good build, just needs to be better taken care of. That is difficult to do when one drives several hundred miles a week on a 20 year old truck. So today after 5 hours of hard driving it just gave up. Of course, like me, it will go get taken care of and put back together. Given that this is the most expensive part of owning a truck…. hopefully things get better from here.

Every word other …

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Procrastination

June 22nd, 2017by CARLOSPEJUAN

I’m trying to stay positive about everything everything I made a mistake on. I want to say wasn’t the one to blame there was Moses father always mine. It seems as if I can’t get anything done with out procrastinating.

I’m so tired, for the first time in a long time I reached out to a friend. And IDK if he gives a fuck. And quite frankly I don’t care anymore.

This world Will carry on with or without me.

I’m close to finishing paying all my debt. Everything is going according to plan. I’m now at a point in my life where everything is so clear. I …

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yup, a big deal to me

June 22nd, 2017by spectralgiraffe

So… I dunno why mouth breathing had to be such a big deal in my life, with dad calling me a retard for years, suggesting that I ‘look smart’, to close my mouth, saying that I have mental problems, suggesting years ago that everyone will pick on me, will bully me, nobody will marry me… I still get it to this very day, even tho I don’t really mouth breathe anymore. Some people have told me that this was akin to child abuse ( well I was about 5 when it started, I’m 24 now)…

I know he’ll never apologize for any of this.

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I’m a boring lazy sack of shit

June 22nd, 2017by BlueDiamond

sigh

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doormat

June 22nd, 2017by spectralgiraffe

I am forever and always will be a doormat. I must remember that.

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What do you do to cope?

June 22nd, 2017by Sylkisfish

I’m kind of at a loss as none of what I have done in the past are really helping me and I’m kind of on the edge of a dark place and it’s never easy to return from that, so what do you guys do to help you cope with struggles ?

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I couldn’t do it!

June 22nd, 2017by cecilia108100

I have gone through my day in a haze, tears spilling down every once in a while when I would think about my mother and the distress she would experience in my absence. It know it would hurt her the most. I had an appointment to go to early in the day, and in the car, I contemplated life. I would see a group of friends chattering in a bubbly state, an old man petting his dog, a couple going out to dinner, a woman jogging to get in shape, two man talking by a bar, a woman behind a desk working, etc. and in …

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I just want to die

June 22nd, 2017by Shesnotlikethis

Whats the point of all this really , we’ll all be dead soon anyway. Everyday I make goals , act superior to all the hate and pain and the drugs, smoking , drinking and hide and do them all . I can’t stand this hopeless feeling. I WANT TO DIE , not exsit , disappear. I keep telling myself that everyone feels this way , I’m not alone in this awful sinking feel of dreading the morning sun , the reminder that I have to breath one more breathe in this cursied life. And its not even a bad life I have people who love …

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Pointless

June 22nd, 2017by ffsokaythen

I recently somehow ended up out of a relationship with a guy I really love. I’ve managed to come out of some clouds recently, and I can see the things I couldn’t see before. The things I did that I didn’t know I was doing b/c of my anxiety and depression. It’s too late, though. Everyday, I have been crying. He either doesn’t contact me or it’s very sparse. I just want so badly to tell him all the things I have learned about myself and the relationship since we broke up. I feel like everything I have wanted, I didn’t accomplish and everything I …

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Don’t you feel devastated when

June 22nd, 2017by wanttodie2

People just ignore you because you are not attractive and give attention to the beauty ones?

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…..darkness

June 22nd, 2017by Fractured Mind

I am laying here, in the darkness…feeling in a way that I have not felt in a very very long time….sheer utter panic, terror, and this deep sinking feeling of a void so vast and deep, that it can only tear me apart one molecule at a time.

If I could do my method right now, I would…. I honestly would…no hesitation no nothing…. just slip it on and be gone…

Only, I am waiting for one last piece of it to arrive…. *sighs*

I hate this feeling, I hate what it does to me…

I’m laying in the dark, telling myself, just don’t breathe….just don’t breathe…. …

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I need someone..

June 22nd, 2017by duringmydarkestdays

……..

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Don’t give up!

June 22nd, 2017by suicidaldreamer

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