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Meh… I’m outta here

  March 9th, 2019 by princessmousy<:3)~

Bye bye! Now be grateful that this ‘troll’ and/or idiot has now left. Not wasting any more of my time here! I’m sure that I’m not the first one to ever think this. To anyone who claimed to care about me over the years, you can shove it where the sun doesn’t shine. Honestly. Because not even once in months did you bother to contact me, let alone years. That’s why I very rarely say I care about people. Because most people don’t mean it anyway.

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Tell me something

  March 9th, 2019 by noblube

Can somebody please tell me something. I don’t mind about which topic I just want to be noticed.

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Happy birthday to me

  March 9th, 2019 by alienCY

.. I’m so empty. Some talk to fill the space within. Some eat. Others listen to music. Maybe hang around with familiar strangers; go to drink and dance. My belly’s so full I don’t feel empty inside. So sleepy, so tired… soo alone..  I’ve turned 19 today. No longer a boy right? Still alone. Still afraid to be loved but oh how much I need somebody to embrace me. How much I want to embrace a girl and protect it. How afraid I am to love.. NO; I’m afraid of not being loved in return. I want to chain a girl and make

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Heavy feeling on chest

  March 9th, 2019 by noblube

What do you do when you feel this heavy feeling on your chest?

I have no energy left and it’s killing me.

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Deck stacked against me

  March 9th, 2019 by Soda

Since my youth, I’ve been trying to overcome the challenges that were thrust upon me with this life I never asked for. I struggled with my looks and the insecurity that results (which I’ve mentioned in another post), but the biggest problem was being born into a lower income class.

Now I have a 3rd strike against me, my age. I’m in my mid-40s, getting closer to my 50s. It’d be fine if I was in my 30s going into my 40s, then you still have a chance to get the life you wanted and are considered young enough to date whoever you want basically.

I’ve …

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  March 9th, 2019 by Tellmewhy

I’ll do it in a week if l don’t get what l need

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You guys think we can learn anything from this? <3 xo

  March 9th, 2019 by FarahLajeenNourAlDeen

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  March 8th, 2019 by alals

I still want to die and wish I was never born. Death death death. All I ever fucking fantasize about nowadays.

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Waiting

  March 8th, 2019 by silentobloquy

I am waiting for my parents to pass away before I do the deed. I do not want them to suffer the death of their child, so I am holding on for a little bit longer. At some point, this has been my reason to live. Am I selfish? Yes. Am I considerate? Yes. I have a sister, who has no idea about any of my plans. Before, I kill myself, I will tell her in advance. I don’t want her to be shocked. Same for my best friend.

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  March 8th, 2019 by Tellmewhy

I don’t wanna live because l don’t wanna relive the same stuff over again
I can’t live like this anymore, ready to give up

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Hm

  March 8th, 2019 by EmptyPluto

Do you ever wonder what your life might have been like if you were born and raised in a different place?

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To The Intellectuals

  March 7th, 2019 by Todamnbad

There’s could be a lot of reasons why you consider suicide. It could be your health, wealth, happiness.

Think about it, you’re stressed out over money, stressed over your feelings (health) possibly depressed (hardly any release of happy chemicals from the brain). Everything has a psychological factor behind it. As in personality types, every mood. Your conscious self, your self esteem. You come here needing to express feelings, or find comfort with others as in how you feel. The “you’re not alone feeling” is comforting but sad at the same time. We are probably miserable of the same ideal problems, different story but same basis. If …

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I’ve Lost Everything

  March 7th, 2019 by Justanotherfaintstar

Every time I have been faced with multiple options for decisions, I have picked the wrong one. Every. Single. Time.

Ten years ago I decided to go to a school that was more expensive than my family’s socio economic status because I thought the investment would pay off and I would get a good job. I had a great experience, but everything came to a screeching halt when I graduated, was hit with my first student loan debt bill and I found myself unable to find any sort of entry level job in my field.

I made the mistake of staying in my home state, which isn’t …

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contemplating – weighing the whatever

  March 7th, 2019 by Gary

if i off myself however it may be, bullet, drugs, inert gas or whatever evil that i choose i should be dead. i want this to stop, I’m unhappy in my life, I don’t like myself, I do bad things, just a complete waste. yes, I’m very well off, part own a business and unhappily married to it, but it’s a pain in the ass. kinder garden time every day. employees. f that. I think about being dead and over with….every freaking minute I’m awake. never does it stop. I’m addicted to death, thoughts of offing myself. but the conundrum I ponder is that …

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Help?

  March 7th, 2019 by Hope Dream Love

I havent tried it yet but i found it and figured that id share it with you guys. Maybe it will help one of you. Its a site called therapistaid.com and theres a bunch of worksheets and interactive things for therapists to use for different things like anxiety and depression among other things. I hope it helps someone 🙂

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hey!!

  March 7th, 2019 by reppressed

Hi

It may sound much like a gloomy nag

I just really really wanted to talk and to tell sth so…that is how I started typing this here .

have you ever felt like being afraid to try anything because you are frightened that even though you success you don’t feel good anyway? I somehow am running away from all who I know and doing whatever I’m capable of I don’t know why but it seems to work I feel much better though it’s like being paralized but … I don’t know which I prefer being paralized and happy or …

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Just venting here, you can ignore

  March 7th, 2019 by peach

So I hate my life and I want to change it, but in my life no one supports me except my sister and my (almost) girlfriend. But since these changes probably would either fuck up my life more or maybe I would feel better I’m so afraid of doing it. So right now i’m studying and living in the capital with 3 roommates and I have so bad social anxiety, I often have anxiety attacks, and I just can’t stand it anymore. And my depression became so much worse, I don’t even know how it happened.
What I kinda want to change is to do a …

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Where do I belong

  March 7th, 2019 by Aysel

It’s my first time to post in here. I wanna die.

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Almost every wrong choice possible

  March 6th, 2019 by immerspat

So I’ve just fucked everything up, not just in my life but I’ve contributed to fucking up things for someone else too. At least before I was keeping my distance from everyone like I was supposed to. Trying to be there but at two arms length where I was safe and they weren’t affected by how fucked my head is. It’s like a contagion, it infects and drags others down.

In this case I had confidence where I had no right to. I believed I was capable of being different but I was wrong. Someone else was hurt and paid for it. I feel like I …

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CBT cognitive behavioral therapy

  March 6th, 2019 by Hope Dream Love

i was reading yesterday. cbt is suppose to help a lot if not almost everything. you can do it with a therapist or at home. so i read what it was about. it says:

change your perspective. The next time you notice yourself feeling anxious or depressed, ask yourself: What am I thinking about or what emotions am I struggling with that might be causing me to feel this way?

balance your thoughts. your brain rationalizes decisions you make based on fear or avoidance and then ask yourself: What’s the evidence for that thought? Are there any cold, hard facts that things will go poorly, or …

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